Unforgettable | By : Ultimania Category: Bleach > General Views: 1964 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 2: Conflicting Emotions
Rukia's POV Why does everything always go wrong? I fell in love with a reckless idiot, and now that same reckless idiot is now an infant with erased memories! Why me? I have never taken care of any infant in my entire life! The word ''mother'' is not a part of my vocabulary! I will admit Ichigo does look cute though...even though he is a baby. I am in a horrible situation, and I need to find a way out of it. I guess I need to take it one step at a time. The first step is to find a way to stop Ichigo from bawling at the top of his lungs before my eardrums shatter. I scoop up the crying Ichigo into my arms while he was still in his blanket. I wonder why he was crying? Was he hungry? Deciding that feeding him would be my best course of option, I began walking away from the mysterious crater. Then just as I thought my day could not get even more shittier, it began to rain. Ichigo began bawling even louder, oh fucking joy. I went as fast as I could with Ichigo in my arms to a small shop within one of the slums in Rukongai. It did not have a lot, but it should have at least two thing I desperately needed, which are milk and baby food. After looking through the small aisles; I manage to find a carton of milk, a baby bottle, and a pack of baby food. After checking out the items, I went to a secluded forest near Rukongai to feed Ichigo. I started off by opening the carton of milk and pouring it into the baby bottle. With the now full baby bottle, I put Ichigo into my arms and put the bottle up to his crying mouth. ''Hush, little idiot. Are you hungry?'', were my first words to Ichigo in seventy years. I guess I am terrible at words. But Ichigo looked up at me with curiosity and began sucking on the baby bottle, needless to say he cease crying immediately. I wonder what Ichigo could be thinking? Ichigo's POV Coldness and darkness...that is all I can remember. Who am I? Where am I? I tried to talk, but only crying comes out of my mouth. I am alone. I hate lonliness, and I want to be with someone. I want someone to hold and feed me, because I am lonely and so hungry. Who is this woman who came up to me? I do not know her, but she is feeding and holding me. I feel safe in her arms, like I belong with her. Could she be...my mommy? Rukia's POV Ichigo suck the baby bottle dry and has cease crying. But I still need to feed him this baby food. I open the cup of baby food and began spoon-feeding Ichigo, and then I notice what flavor the baby food was. ''I bought strawberry flavor without even realizing it. Isn't that ironic, Ichigo?'' Ichigo was too busy stuffing his tiny gut to respond. For some reason, I felt a warm feeling come over me while I was spoon-feeding him. I never felt this feeling before, and I wondered...is this how a mother feels when she is taking care of her child? But...wait a minute! This is Ichigo, the man I actually managed to develop feelings for! I love him in a romantic way, not as a mother! But it just feels so weird spoon-feeding Ichigo...oh hell, I don't know anymore! In frustration, I fling the spoon before Ichigo could finish his meal, causing it to hit a tree. Then Ichigo looked at me with a perplexed look on his small face. I looked at him and gritted my teeth, ''You...are not...Ichigo, damn it. No mattter how much you look like him...you are not him!'' With tears in my eyes, I began to run as far away from Ichigo as possible. Ichigo's POV Why is that woman running away? Why does she hate me? I am abandoned by her, she is not my mommy! I opened my mouth and began crying once again. Rukia's POV I kept running until I was completely out of the forest while my mind was constantly reeling. Why? Why does this have to happen? When I thought Ichigo would be eventually reincarnated, I never thought he would turn out like this. I can't do this. I cannot pretend to be a mother to someone who I managed to fall head over heels with so many years ago. Why can't we be together under normal circumstances? Why does it have to be like this! Ichigo is now a baby and he does not even remember me! I suddenly heard the faint noise of a baby crying. Then I realize what horrible deed I have commited. I made Ichigo cry, which I have never done before while we were together. Beginning of Flashback Rukia's POV ''Oi, Rukia!'' ''What do you want, idiot!'' It was only a month before Aizen ''kidnapped'' Inoue, and before the war that changed everything. It was nightime and I was sleeping in Ichigo's closet. But for some reason, the damn idiot felt the need to wake me up in the middle of the night! ''Ichigo, it is 3:00 A.M. in the freaking morning! What the hell do you want!'', I hissed. ''What's wrong, midget? You are losing your beauty sleep?'', Ichigo mocked with that damn smirk on his face. I unleashed my anger and punched him in the nose. The idiot began clutching his nose in pain. ''Ugh..dammit, Rukia! I was...ow...going...to...ask...you...ow...something important!'' ''What could be so important that you had to interrupt my sleep!'' Ichigo's face turned serious. ''I had...that damn nightmare...again.'' My anger suddenly dissappeared. Since I have known him, Ichigo has been having recurring nightmares from time to time of a certain event...the death of his mother. He has been turning to me for comfort whenever he has them, because he felt like I am the only one who can understand his pain...which was in a way true. I sadly smiled at him. ''I see, you want me to lay with you again?'' Even in his dark room, I swore I could see a blush crept up on his cheeks. ''Yeah...sure...that is, if you don't mind-.'' ''Of course not, Ichigo.'' Sometimes, I lay in bed with Ichigo after he has his nightmares so he would not feel lonely. He always gets very embarrassed whenever this happens, but I didn't mind. Despite our attraction for each other, we never had sex with each other during those nights due to the fact we had not confessed our feelings to each other yet because of our stubbornness. ''Damn it'', Ichigo muttered. ''I feel like a child for asking you to lay in my bed with me.'' ''Idiot, it's not wrong to ask that. Lonliness and a need for comfort is not childish, so that's what friends are for.'' I thought I heard Ichigo muttered, ''I think we are something more than friends, Rukia.'' However, I was half-asleep at the time, so I did not pay much attention to his mumbling. I got under the covers on the right side of his bed, while he was under the covers on the left side. As we laid there, I heard rain pouring down outside Ichigo's house. It was quiet, almost too quiet. However, Ichigo broke the silence. ''Oi, Rukia.'' ''What now, Ichigo?'' ''What would you do...if you were a mother?'' My eyes widened as my mind reeled. What would I do? I have never been a mother, although I considered it might happen one day if I marry Ichigo or if Nii-sama arranged some random noble for me to marry [which I did NOT want to happen]. I was thinking of how much Ichigo trusted me in order to even tried asking this question. His mother's death was a touchy subject for him and I don't blame him for feeling that way. But me, as a mother? I... ''I honestly...don't know, Ichigo'', I finally replied. Then I saw Ichigo smiled. ''That is all right, Rukia. At least you are being honest with me.'' ''But...I would do one thing, Ichigo.'' ''What?'' ''Love my child no matter what.'' Ichigo looked shocked for a minute and then finally said, ''I see, then you will make a wonderful mother, Rukia.'' I dryly laughed. ''No, I wouldn't. I am not even fit to be a mother-.'' ''Yes you would!'', Ichigo said with a sorrowful look on his face. ''I know you better than anyone else, Rukia. You will make a great mother, even better than mine...'' Then Ichigo did something I never saw him do before, he broke down in tears. I did not know what else to do except hold him in my arms and said, ''Ichigo, it's all right. I am here, and I will never abandon you.'' ''I know, Rukia'', Ichigo whispered while sobbing. ''I know. It's just, I miss her so damn much. The pain never goes away.'' ''Ichigo, I know how you feel. I...never got to know my sister and now she is dead. At least, you got to know your mother...before she passed on.'' Ichigo finally ceased sobbing. ''You are right, Rukia. But I need to think about what I have right now, instead of what I have lost.'' A blush crept up onto my cheeks. ''W-What do you mean, idiot?'' Ichigo sadly smiled. ''You know what I meant, midget.'' We stayed like that in each other's arms and eventually fell asleep. End of Flashback Rukia's POV If Ichigo had retained his memories, he would probably hate me right now. Ichigo has helped me so much, and he even saved my life. That idiot turned my life upside down. ''Dad couldn't see you so I will acknowledge the fact that you are not human. However, quit the Shinigami crap. Got it, you little brat?'' ''Ummm...can I start by asking why your drawings abnormally suck?'' ''I see...I'm Kurosaki Ichigo. Let's pray this doesn't become the last greeting...for both of us.'' "Are you any different! You sacrificed yourself to save me that time! At that time you were thinking about complicated stuff like 'this is my Shinigami duty'. That's not what sacrificing yourself is! At the very least... I'm different! I haven't accepted any commitment... If things get bad I might run away... since I'm not a good enough person to be able to sacrifice my life for total strangers. But... unfortunately I'm also not trash that can live happily without paying back his debts!" ''It's the anniversary, tomorrow is the day my mom died. ...No, that's not it. In truth, it wasn't just the day she died. It's the day she was killed.'' ''Rukia...I came to save you. Why are you making that face for? I came to rescue you, so you should be happy!'' ''What? You are not going to tell me to run away are you? I'll never do that. Don't make me laugh. It wasn't easy coming all this way you know. No matter how you say it, it won't make any difference...I'm going to drag you out of here if I have to! I'm not going to listen to what you say, so don't bother. Idiot!'' ''Don't worry! I won't die yet!'' '' 'Don't help me, go home. Don't make a fuss, you brat.' I said before I'll just keep rejecting your opinion. This is the second time...and again I wanna say I'm here to help you, Rukia.'' ''...Tell everyone I give them my best.'' ''Bye, Rukia. Thank you.'' What have I done? Ichigo has done so damn much for me...and I go and turn my back on him when he needs me the most! I need to find him, where is he! ''Ichigo!'' I heard a faint cry deep within the forest, that must be him! I ran as fast I could, and found a crying and wet Ichigo lying on his blanket in the forest. With only Ichigo on my mind, I began cradling him in my arms. Damn it, why can't I stop myself from crying? ''I...am sorry, Ichigo. Damn it, I am so sorry! You have done so much for me, that I cannot turn my back on you now! Whether you are a baby, a child, a teenager, an adult, or an old man; I promise you that I will be by your side and take care of you! That's what I will do for you, because I am still in love with you, dammit! You may not remember me, but I will always remember you! I will take care of you as your ''mother'' no matter how hard it will be for me. I will wait for you to remember me once again...no matter how long it takes.'' After I said those words, I noticed that Ichigo was no longer crying. He was looking up at me, and he was giggling. Ichigo's POV I felt abandoned and cold. Where was my real mommy? I saw that woman who abandoned me earlier returning. Why is she here! She abandoned me! But then the woman was holding me in my arms once again. Water was coming out of her eyes, what was that? Her mouth was opening, but I could not make out the words. But the words felt warm and made me feel safe. This woman is not going to abandon me after all! She must really be my mommy! I am never going to be alone again, and I couldn't help myself from giggling. Rukia's POV I smiled inwardly, because I was glad to see that Ichigo was happy again. I finally realize that I was the reason he was happy, maybe he feels safe around me? After finishing feeding Ichigo after my foolish interruption, my mind reeled on what should I do next. Taking Ichigo straight into Soul Society would be too risky right now. There would be too many questions, and I don't even know if he would be safe there. So I decided that I would temporarily stay at a hotel in Rukongai until I was able to talk to Renji and her about what to do concerning Ichigo. I finally found an average hotel in Rukongai. It wasn't nothing fancy, but at least it wasn't filfthy. As I walked into the average hotel, I found a gruff-looking black haired man who somehow was fatter than Lieutenant Omaeda. ''Room for two, please. Here is the money.'' I handed him the required amount of yen for a room. Then the man said, ''Is that your baby?'' ''Yes'', I replied. In a weird-ass way, Ichigo was my child. Then the man said, ''I noticed that you are carrying baby bottles with you. Since you are his mother, shouldn't you be breastfeeding him?'' Oh, hell no! There is no fucking way I am breastfeeding Ichigo, even though I am raising him! I wouldn't do it even if I was promised a lifetime supply of Chappy products! After pummeling the bastard into a bloody pulp, I walked to our hotel room and opened the door. It was a basic room with two beds, one bathroom, and a TV on a stand. The room's walls were dark brown and have too many cracks to ignore. So much for this hotel being decent. After putting Ichigo on the left bed, I decided to cover him up with a new blanket since the old blue one was still wet from the rain. I found a Chappy blanket and smirk. I decided to cover up the little idiot with the Chappy blanket. One of these days when Ichigo was a teenager or adult, I am going to embarrass the hell out of him by telling him he was covered with a blanket that had those bunnies he despise so much. He did not seem to notice the difference between the blankets though, as he immediately fell asleep. After he fell asleep, I sent a hell butterfly to Renji with the following message: ''Hey Renji, you idiot! Get your ass over to the Rukongai Economy Hotel as soon as you can! Something very important has happened but I cannot return to Rukongai because of him. And it's not because I want a one-night stand with you either, idiot! I need you to also privately tell this to the 5th Division's Captain and bring her to the hotel with you, because this matter is also important to her! I'll tell you both more once you guys have arrived.'' I sent out the hell butterfly and breathe out a sigh of relief. As long as Renji gets that message and tells her what is going on, then everything might turn out all right. I lay down on the right bed while staring at the sleeping Ichigo. My eyes started fluttering out of drowsiness, and I finally also fell asleep. Nobody's POV Meanwhile in the underground prison Avici, chaos was erupting. Many Shinigami guards were in chaos because a calamity has taken place here. ''Did you hear!'', one guard asked another. ''What!'' ''The unthinkable has happened! Aizen Sousuke has managed to escape from his cell!'' ''What! How...is that even possible! Nobody has ever escaped this prison before!'' ''I don't fucking know! One day, a guard was checking up on his cell and he was just gone!'' ''There was no evidence of his escape!'' ''No, it was like the bastard just completely vanished!'' ''Fucking hell, Central 46 and Captain-Commander Yamamoto are going to burn our asses once they find out about this!'' ''Tell me about it.'' Aizen's POV My, my, those fools actually called that place a prison? Nothing can imprision me. I only stayed in my cell because of that damn decree by Central 46 sixty-nine years ago that all Shinigami were forbidden from entering Karakura Town. Since part of my plans involved paying a visit to a certain orange-haired ex-Shinigami, I decided to stay in the prison until the circumstances have changed one way or another. The circumstances indeedchanged, but not in the way I was expecting. Five days ago, I felt a ridiculous brief surge of extremely high spiritual energy. Even though it was brief, I could definitely sense who it belonged to, Kurosaki Ichigo. Now his spiritual energy was faint and it might take me days, weeks, months, or perhaps years to track him down, but I eventually will find him. It does not matter whether he is reincarnated or not. Kurosaki Ichigo was the first being to effectively push me to my limits, and I am not going to just let him get away after our battle seventy years ago. ''...Let's begin, Aizen. I'll end this in an single instant.'' ''What are you so surprised about? Is it really that hard to believe that I could stop your sword? Scared? Of what's in front of your eyes right now? Of something happening that you can't understand?'' ''...Looks like you didn't notice. I'm stronger than you right now. The one who blew away that mountain wasn't your sword. It was mine.'' ''This is a weird feeling. You, who once asked me why I distanced myself from you, have now gone and distanced yourself from me. Should I do the questioning this time? Just now, why did you distance yourself from me?'' ''...Finished? Is that all you've got?'' ''...Let's put an end to this, Aizen. I'm sick and tired of your logic. Let me show you the Final Getsuga Tenshou.'' Indeed, Kurosaki Ichigo managed to defeat me and humilated my pride, but he is still very intresting to me. I unsheathe my zanpakuto, Kyoka Suigetsu, and took a look at it. My blade did not return to me until five years ago, but those fools have no clue. Yes, things are about to get very intresting. It is time to pay Kurosaki Ichigo a visit. Author's Note: Well, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. Review and let me know if I made any errors. Also, good luck guessing who the mysterious female 5th Division's Captain is. The only hint I am going to give you is she is not an OC.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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