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The Wolf and the Demon	By : Zarakiswolf Category: Bleach > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 2172 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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****Harmona - Dream****
I wander into Shunsui's office. It's dinner time and daddy isn't paying attention to where I'm at. Shunsui is at his desk, reading through some papers. He doesn't notice me so I climb my way into his lap and read the paper with him. "Hey, kiddo. You don't have to read this, if you don't want to. Jushiro brought some more books for you." he says.
I shake my head and continue reading his papers. He's spent two years teaching me to read, with Jushiro's help. And Jushiro has been teaching me to write. I'm very good at it and only make a mistake every now and then. He always praises me and gives me candy when I do really good. Shunsui gives me milk and cookies though and I like that better. I still won't let him touch me, except to hold my hand to show me how to write a word. I see how sad this makes him but I just can't. Hands bring pain.
"Good evening, Shunsui. I brought...well hello, Harmona, dear. I've brought some toys I thought you might play with. And crayons and paper to color, if you want." Jushiro says, smiling at me sweetly.
I return his smile. He's always spoiling me. Why though? I slide out of Shunsui's lap and start making a castle with the blocks Jushiro brought. He helps me a little, handing me ones that're out of my reach. "You're such a smart girl. Did you have a good day today?"
I hesitate then shake my head. No, I'd killed someone for daddy earlier. The lady was asleep. Daddy had told me to kill her because she was going to try to tell lies about him and get him in trouble. She'd smelled funny. Okami told me after I'd already killed her that she was heavily drunk on something called sake. Daddy drinks sake. So does Shunsui but Shunsui's sake smells sweet. Daddy's is nasty smelling.
"What happened? Did Mori hurt you again?" Shunsui's voice is sharp. It only gets like that where daddy is involved. I shake my head no and draw a finger across my throat quickly.
"What?"
I take a crayon and piece of paper and write down what happened before handing it to Jushiro. He pales. "He told you to kill a woman?"
I nod.
"Did you?"
I nod again.
"Harmona, honey, don't do that anymore, please. He has no authority to have you kill anyone. You're so young. I know you don't understand and you're trying to keep him from hurting you but killing is wrong, sweetheart."
I hang my head. I already knew that. "I'm sorry." I whisper.
"Did you just talk?" Shunsui asks.
"Sorry." I say with a flinch.
Jushiro pulls me into his arms. "Oh, my sweet girl. Don't be sorry. Mori should be sorry. You're a good girl. We love you so much." he says as I cry on his shoulder. I let him hold me. "Thank you for speaking. That makes it easier to talk to you."
"Daddy says it's bad. He hits me in the mouth if I speak in front of him." I say quietly. "I'm a bad girl. Daddy hates me. He's always hurting me for being bad. Why am I not a good girl, Uki? I don't wanna be bad. Daddy says I'm evil."
Jushiro stiffens and I hear Shunsui curse. "Harmona, you're not evil and you're not bad. Jushiro, I'm going to Yamma. Right now. You coming with me?"
"What about her?"
"Harmona, let's go for a walk."
I get to my feet and grab Shunsui's hand. "No. I'll be ok. Please, don't tell Yamma. He scares me."
Shunsui looks torn but finally backs down. "Alright. But you have to come here every night, ok? You stay here, in the office, with me. Every night. That way I know you're safe. If I'm not here, you go to Jushiro's office, ok?"
I nod. "Can I have a cookie now?"
Shunsui hugs me. I've only let him one time, two years ago. Any other time, I'd bitten, hit, kicked or scratched him to get away. "You can have all the cookies you want."
****Harmona - Awake****
I open my eyes in the dark as I feel his hand on my cheek, his thumb wiping away the tears. I slide myself closer to him, needing to feel his body close to mine. "I didn't mean to wake you."
"We need to talk, Wolf. You're already upset so now's the best time to do it. I killed your mother. Eleven years ago. I had to in order to save a lot of lives. Before I did that, I didn't have shikai or bankai." he sighs. "I was layin' here, watchin' you sleep and listenin' to you. You didn't wake me."
I sigh. "I figured as much. The title only passes to the one who kills the original."
"Now, Shunsui said you have somethin' to tell me. Out with it."
I hesitate. "I never knew what Okami meant when he said the man I give my innocence to will be part of me forever. He forged a soul chain between us last night. I'll always be able to find you. Always be able to feel it when you're hurt. I don't know if it works both ways. I didn't know this was going to happen or I never-"
He puts a finger against my lips. "I don't regret it. A soul chain, so what? Big deal. Just gives me another hook in you so you can't get away easily."
"It's your coward ass that'll run eventually." I snap.
"Doubt it."
"I don't. Everybody always runs from blood thirsty monsters."
He kisses me, biting my lip teasingly. I feel his body responding, just like mine is. I return his kiss, moaning softly as his tongue plays with mine. I reach down and caress him through his boxers before putting my hand down in them. How the hell did this fit in me? It's too thick to get my fingers to touch when they wrap around it and I'm pretty sure he could use it for a kickstand. I stroke him a few times until he stops me, pushing my shoulder until I'm laying on my back. I feel his hands begin to untie my obi then, with an irritated growl, he simply resorts to tearing my shihakushou off of me. His mouth hasn't left mine, his kiss becoming more urgent. I have to pull away, needing the air.
Zaraki growls at me, sending chills down my spine. He licks along my jaw before trailing his tongue down my neck. He bites me, adding to the collection of bruises I'm sure. I could have Okami heal them but I'm not ashamed of letting him mark me. His mouth trails lower, biting every now and again until he reaches my breast. He circles his tongue around my nipple, teasing it before latching on and sucking. A soft moan escapes my lips and I bury my hands in his hair, holding him to me. His hand glades down my side and stops between my legs. His head lifts and I see the lust and madness glazing his eye. He watches my face as he slides his finger inside me. My back arches, a loud gasp escaping me, as he finds a spot inside me. "You're so wet. So ready. You don't enjoy this, do you?" he chuckles softly before latching onto my other breast.
"Yes! I'm going to....Kenpachi, please! I can't..." I bite my lip, trying hard to fight against the pleasure. I don't want to cum too quickly but it's going to happen. His head lifts again.
"What's wrong, Wolf? Would you rather get off on somethin' else?" he purrs.
"Yes! Please! Kenpachi, please!"
"Please what? Ask me nicely before you cum and I might give you what you want."
"Please, fuck me! Please! I want you inside me when I-"
He removes his finger, offering it to me. "I want you to see how sweet you taste, Wolf."
I part my lips, letting him put his finger in my mouth. I suck on it teasingly, caressing it with my tongue. He pulls it out before I can get too imaginative. "Kenpachi...lay down." I order softly.
"Why? And who the hell said you can give me orders, woman?"
I snarl and move quickly, shoving him off me to the side. Before he can move, I shred his boxers, freeing his erection. This is what I want. "You want sweet, huh? I'll give you sweet." I tease him. "Move your pillow."
He does as I ask, a grin on his face. "Oh, what's on your mind, Wolf? Are you spoilin' me?"
"I seem to remember asking if you wanted me to sit on your face."
"Get up here. Now." he growls, lust clouding his eyes.
I climb on top of him, turning so I can reach his cock. He wastes no time, laying claim to my pussy with his tongue while his hand smacks my ass. I study the flesh in front of me before grabbing it again. I stroke him slowly, teasing him a little before I lick the tip. He hear a soft moan from him and decide to lick his entire length. He smacks my ass again, harder this time, so I take him in my mouth.
****Kenpachi POV****
Fuck! For never havin' done this before, she feels amazin'. She's mimickin' what my tongue is doin' to her as she sucks and bobs her head up and down. She starts slow, almost as if she's explorin' what makes me tick. I return the favor, flickin' her clit with my tongue. She moans and the vibration of it feels so fuckin' good it's hard to not give her a mouthful. I decide to make her do it again. I capture the nub between my teeth and suck on it. Her movements on my dick get faster. I suck harder and she tenses so I move my mouth. One last stroke on her clit and she screams around me before tryin' to drown me from this end.
***Harmona POV***
I don't expect my scream to have this effect on him, or to hear the slurping noises he's making. He's thick and a little salty but not horrible. I wait until I'm sure he's done, both in my mouth and with his mouth before rolling off of him. I swallow without thinking and hear him groan. "What?"
"I've been havin' day dreams of whether you're a spitter or not. That answered my question." he laughs before pulling me back on top of him. He spins me around though and kisses me. I return it all too willingly. He growls and grabs my hips, lifting me before impaling me. He breaks the kiss off to watch me as he holds my hips still so he can drive in deep. My nails dig into his chest as I fight the urge to move. He smirks. "What's wrong, Wolf? Does this feel good?"
"Yes!"
"You like havin' me deep inside you, don't you?"
"Yes! Oh god! Kenpachi, I need to move. Please, let me ride you."
He smacks my ass hard, making it sting. This makes me sit up and my hips move on their own. I moan loudly. He feels so good, filling me completely. It won't take long like this.
***Kenpachi POV***
I watch her as she fucks me, takin' hold of her tits. Mine. All mine. She's fuckin' gorgeous and looks so damn hot right now with her cheeks flushed and her eyes half closed. She's holdin' her screams in, I can tell, though the damn moans she's lettin' escape are hard to ignore. I release her tits and grab her shoulders, pushin' down on em. "That's it. Fuck me, Wolf." I growl at her.
"Kenpachi, hit me again, please!"
I smirk and smack that ass as hard as I can, but I don't lift my hand after. She screams my name, loud enough I'm sure the entire barracks can hear. Good. They'll know to keep their damn hands off my woman. I thrust up as she comes down on me and her nails tear down my chest as she arches her back and lets go. I'm never gunna get tired of bein' drowned but I've got it figured out. She drinks more than she eats, therefore that's why she's able to do this. Not that I'm complainin'. I watch her for a second. "Wolf...hey!" The color has drained from her face suddenly and I smell copper. I glance down and there's blood but not from where there would be any. I lift her off me and lay her on her side. There's three long, deep wounds in her back. "The hell?"
"My demon...he attacks me when I seem happy or when he's bored, trying to draw me into a fight." she mumbles, barely able to string the words together. "I'm sleepy."
"Wolf, stay awake and talk to me. I need to bandage those."
"Don't bother. Okami will heal them when he gets done fighting it...well, actually, laying in a pool of my own blood to sleep is just creepy so go ahead."
"Stay awake."
****Harmona POV - Inner World****
Okami and my demon are fighting, blood flying everywhere, black and red hitting the ground in great splashes. I watch silently. The demon is a bipedal thing with black fur that's missing in patches, leaving holes in which the bones are easy to see. And the fire within him too. His head is a wolf skull, devoid of any fur, muscle or skin and bearing yellow eyes. They knock down several trees before falling into the pond. Only Okami surfaces, pulling himself to shore and shaking his fur out. He lopes over to where I sit and circles around me. "You were distracted." he accuses gently before beginning to lick my wounds.
"I'm sorry. I just...he makes me feel alive, Okami. I haven't felt like this since Yamamoto took custody of me as a child. I feel like maybe I matter to someone."
"You matter to me. You always have."
"I know but I meant in the world not in my head." I laugh softly before my face falls. "This is going to hurt worse than being rejected by others as a child. I just want to be loved, Okami, instead of feared and hated. Am I such a bad person that I deserve to wander alone?"
"No, you silly pup. You aren't a bad person at all. You fight for what you believe in, even if it is only a cure for boredom. Do you know why I am your zanpakutou spirit?"
"Because I have a love for wolves?"
"No. I am your zanpakuto spirit because you are a wolf. Why do you think you have no shikai? The wolf form you call your shikai is in your blood. I just happen to fulfill the other needs in your soul."
"Like what? An uncooperative napaholic?" I tease.
"You need acceptance. You've never had family. You've always been alone, like a lone wolf, wandering from place to place, seeking love. Wolves can't live alone for long. They perish of loneliness. You were going down that path when your mate appeared."
"I know. Honestly, I regret meeting him. I don't think I can stand being hurt again, Okami...but my heart tells me to stay with him."
"Then stay. He gives you the challenge you need in battle. And your mind isn't as troubled as it was, though you do make the light dim down here with your clouds of doubt floating around."
"Sorry."
"The demon sees the happiness you let shine sometimes and he grows angry. He wants to train you the way Yamamoto wanted so you will destroy everything eventually as you were meant to."
"I don't want to destroy everything though. I...Okami, I love him. If I destroy everything, he'll kill me or I'll kill him. I can't. I didn't want to even before I met him but especially not now."
He comes back around and sits in front of me. "Then don't. Love is a powerful thing. It can make you strong or make you weak. You have to decide if you want to be strong or weak. Somehow, I doubt your mate will allow you to be weak."
"No, Kenpachi wouldn't let me be weak. If I was...he'd hate me and tell me to go to hell probably. He hates weakness."
***Kenpachi POV***
She's said it again. She loves me. How in the hell can she know? And why the hell can't she be like everyone else when they talk to their sword? I've never met someone who speaks out loud in their inner world...but honestly, I like hearin' her say it. Yeah, she sounds fuckin' weak sayin' it but it also tells me she won't leave me willingly like every other woman. She'll stay as long as I let her.
I lift the gauze off her back again and throw it away. The wounds are healin' and only a tiny drop of blood rolls down her back. I wipe it off with my thumb then lick my thumb clean. Even her damn blood is sweet. But the only blood I want her spillin' is the blood I bring when we fight. That demon is gunna have to go. She's my woman and I won't share her life, body or soul with anyone else. I watch for a few minutes longer as the wounds close, as if by magic. It's a handy ability to have but it reminds me of a damn Hollow. I'm beginnin' to wonder if that demon isn't a Hollow but she seemed to hate the captains that have Hollow's in em.
"No, Okami...he deserves better than me. Trust me. He needs someone strong without any weakness, without fear or a mind in battle...I think I should wander off before I get any more attached. He doesn't need me."
The hell? She really thinks I'd let her ass go, huh? Not a chance. I'm going to have to keep an eye on her from now on. She thinks she's weak but she's the furthest thing from weak I've seen in a long time. If she was weak, I never woulda bothered to bring her back here as a wolf in the first place. I guess years of abuse really fucks with a person's mind.
"I'd kill myself first. You'll die with me, you fucking bastard. I don't need you....you try it and I'll kill you myself, beastie." she snarls suddenly, her reiatsu flarin'."
****Harmona POV - Inner World****
"I will kill this man you've let yourself be tied to, child. He is not worth your affection, nor are you worth his. You are worthless. He must die." the demon hisses as he finally emerges from the water.
"I'd kill myself first. You'll die with me, you fucking bastard. I don't need you."
"Nor do you need him. I will destroy him."
"You try it and I'll kill you myself, beastie." I snarl
Okami jumps between us. "Enough. Harmona, you must fight this monster eventually to gain control of him, but now isn't the time. Wake up."
**********
"Come on, Wolf. Wake up." Zaraki says close to my ear.
"I don't wanna." He bites my shoulder and my eyes fly open. His tongue swirls over the bite and I growl at him.
"Don't tease me."
"Don't try to stop me. I wanna fuck you so you'll quit thinkin' I'm gunna let you wander off. You're mine, Wolf."
"You'll get tired of me eventually."
"No, I won't."
"Yes, you will. I'm weak and clingy and hate people. You'd be better off killing me than keeping me around. Don't get me wrong, sex is great but..."
"But what?"
I bite my lip. Here's the nail in the coffin. "I don't want to be hurt again. I want someone who can love me like I love them and I know we've only been having sex for two days but...I just...I don't want to make you weak and that's all love does. It only gives someone the power to hurt you and you have all the power in the world over me now. I'm scared."
"What're you sayin'?"
"I'm saying that I love you. And I know you don't want love. You told me before, you only want sex and fights from me. Not love. I'm sorry. I fucked up and fell in love instead."
He pulls me over onto my back and stares at me for a moment, searching for any sign of trickery. "Stay that way. I don't mind you lovin' me. I'm not sure if I can return it but I'm not lettin' you leave."
"Only because you want sex." I sigh.
"No, it's more than that, idiot. You're the most challengin' fighter I've been against in a long time. And I like havin' someone who ain't afraid of me here in the squad. Ikkaku and Yumichika don't count. They're idiots."
"You just called me an idiot too so I don't count either."
"Shut the hell up, woman. You're here to stay, that's final. You're tied to me with that soul chain you forged. And I don't know what love is but I know I don't want you goin' anywhere that I can't find you. It'll piss me off."
"Why? Just because you won't have a sex partner and a sparring partner that can keep up with you?"
"No, dipshit. I'd miss you, as a person. I don't know anythin' about love but I like you, alright?"
"Eww, mushy stuff. Where the hell is Kenpachi the mean, crazy as hell captain we all know and admire?" I tease.
"Right here, you fuckin' smart mouthed brat." he chuckles before kissing me. The kiss turns into something deeper, something full of passion and need. Something that spirals out of control for hours. Even if he can't love me, he can satisfy my need for fights and a good, hard fucking. Maybe I should forget about love. I've survived without it a long time. I don't need it.
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