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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY	By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Here you go y'all :-) I promised the next chapter as quick as I could for you so here it is! I hope that you like it... Its a bit of a long one but its worth it! Enjoy and as always... let me know if how you are liking the story... y'all keep me going :-) I have had some wonderful comments that really make this worth it... my blood on paper that is!

Chapter 7- Love and Regret
A year had passed as the training took over our lives and we start on the road to adulthood...
I found Kisuke slowly fading from my life while I allowed my relationship grow closer with Koga; partly out of spite. I often wondered if that relationship developed as a result for me to get back at Kisuke. Nevertheless, I enjoyed his company and how he made me feel safe and brought back the smile that I thought that I had lost that night in on the stairs in the 2nd division barracks. Time few as most of my days were taken up by training and new responsibilities that came up as our probationary period came to an end. I slowly moved into the Intel liaison role that Ukitake promised me upon my entrance to the division which seemed to give him more time to want to talk and really connect with me as we worked. A trusted advisor now to him rather than just another shinigami. He even took on all of the 2nd divisions information, allowing me to take time to heal from the situation that he had found himself now attached to after that night. He Occasionally he would make comments, asking if I wanted to talk about it and if I was ready to deliver the info to the 2nd division. Actions that a father would take with his daughter as he tried to guide her to the path of healing under the harsh realities of growing up.
My time with Captain Hikifune grew a new bond as well. She and I had grown close, even allowing me to accompany her on many visits to the secret locations of the ever traveling Squad Zero. A task that I was happy to do but always suspicious of the intent behind it. Like she was getting me familiar with the specifics of that realm and assimilation to the new world that I would one day call my home. A feeling that I often felt as my parents sent me to spend time with my grandfather in the Soul Society.
On my last scheduled training visit, she called me into her office to congratulate me on my progress. Her soft voice welcomed me into the room, "Please take a seat Saya-chan"
I bowed then took a seat in the chair in front of her desk awaiting instruction or at least a quick synopsis of my progress. Thinking of nothing more than business at hand and the hours that I had put fourth over this vast time of sometimes cruel training.
Her eyes softened as I looked at her and she spoke with she motherly authority, “I know that this hasn’t been the time for you, but I’m very proud of you! You have accomplished so much so in such a short amount of time. You definitely remind me of your mother!” I sat in the chair trying to hold back tears as she smiled and continued “I normally wait until the announcement is officially made, but I have put forth you name to be added as a recruit to squad zero."
My mouth dropped as all of my hard work pain off and my dreams were coming true before my eyes. Somewhat in shock, my eyes darted around the room as the full brunt of her words became clear.
Quickly I stood to my feet "This is such an honor Tiacho! I...I don't know how to thank you!" I found myself continuously bowing, unable to stop due to my excitement as I made for the door. Wanting to run back to my barracks where I could celebrate in private.
A hearty laugh rang from her chest as she too stood up from her seat. "You can stop bowing now Saya. You deserve this. Most recruits would have and have given up a long time ago but you have flourished. I must thank your old partner for helping to push you to become so resilient… Kisuke right?"
As I took hold of the door my eye twitched listening to his name come from her mouth. It had been a while since someone had actually uttered his name to me and was surprised of the affect that that name… that man still had on me.
"Yes… Kisuke Urahara" I sadly said as my eyes fell to the floor wondering how she knew his name.
Looking up at her I watched her fingertips glide down the edge of her blade without any injury like touching silk. Wearing a smirk upon her lips she commented back, "I have a feeling that he too will have a bright future. The strong find one another and feed off each other to create greatness you know!"
I shivered as goosebumps took over my body forcing an uncomfortable smile, "Thank you Tiacho!" I said as a now unstaedy hand closed the door and I walked back to my living quarters.
As the division announcement ceremonies came closer, jokingly known as the survival point, we were allowed time to start to take care of any loose ends and really get a handle on our new positions. Each of the original six recruits that started in the Intel unit excelled as hoped by captain Ukitake’s expectations to create the first official Intel unit for his division. We all had our roles that kept the whole thing going, Ren and Yasha took on a more investigative type role, Jun and Hisao took on went with a brute force type of focus, Jiro did most of the back-end type work, keeping us organized as a unit. I took on more intellectual role as my abilities in psychological analysis became valuable, using my knowledge that I had obtained through extensive research and give psychological analysis on current prisoners to identify potential targets. As always I stayed content to just do my work occasionally meeting up in the arms of Koga, but little did I know Ukitake had many other plans for me.
One late night as I was finishing up analyzing some research for Yourichi he walked into the room "I'm almost done Taicho." I said as I gathered the papers and bound them into a file handing them to him.
His hand pushed the file back toward me "I think that today we will get you fully assimilated into your role! It's about time don't you think?" He said with his face blank of all emotion.
Confused I asked "what do you mean?" Looking at him with desperation in my eyes. My head slowly shook back and fourth as my eyes silently begged him not to make me do what I knew he was asking.
Taking in a deep breath he cunningly smiled "Just come with me and bring those documents with you."
I followed closely as he guided me through the main streets of the seirrite, passing all of the divisions and making our way toward the Black Forest by the 50th district. He stopped in a small clearing and looked around.
"I guess we are early" he said in a playful manner in which I had never hear from him.
"Early for what Taicho?" I demanded; feeling almost trapped.
He turned to face me with a warm smile "Your last training session!"
Confused by the comment I questioned him “You already said that we were done with training?!"
He walked over to me, "Yes, but you still have one more valuable lesson to learn that your stubborn self has so skillfully avoided. I had hoped that you would have resolved it by now but you two have forced our hands to step in" he paused as a smirk took over his face sending every hair on my arm at end.
I looked around still confused I started to question him once more. Before a word could escape from my throat his eyes focused on a the void of the forest as he announced that we were no longer alone.
"Huh here comes the rest of our party now" he said with a laugh as Yourichi and Kisuke appeared in front of us.
"I get it... Oh, you are good!" I said with hostility in my tone and daggers in my eyes. "Let me guess, this is a humbling experience to show me how to be a better person or something to that effect... Right? I hate to disappoint you Taicho but not even you could get us to kiss and make up!" I stated forgetting my place.
"First, it would be wise to remember that I'm still you Taicho ! Second this is an order, not a request!" he paused looking at the newst editions to our conversation, "It seems that you will be working quite heavily with the second division from now on, ultimately partnering with Kisuke Urahara who has just been named the head of Onmitsukido’s Detention Unit."
I felt like I had been hit in the stomach as my breath was taken away at the thought that he was promoted before me and was being forced to work with him.
Yourichi stepped into the conversation for explanation. “As Captains, we have decided to help remedy the situation so we can get back to business! I don’t expect for you to... kiss and make up as you said, but to just let you fight it out…literally! This will be a good hostile combat training for both of you.”
I wanted to punch her for that comment but I decided to hold in my aggression for Kisuke as I felt his spiritual pressure had grown stronger, possibly even more than mine. I figured that I would need it if he had improved as quickly as I had, he just might give me a run for my money.
“This will be a hand to hand combat situation, you will hand your zanpakutos over to your captain." She said as she stared back at Captain Ukitake.
"No zanpaktuos, I said allowed as I looked at Ukitake for support; giving me back none.
“Ha, we don’t want you to kill each other, just to get out your anger and aggression that you two can't seem to let go...and no Kido either!” Yourichi ordered.
I grabbed both of my zanpakutos and handed them to my captain, shoving them into his chest and shaking my head in disgust with his plan “I can’t believe that you would have a hand in this!”
He smiled and placed his hand on my shoulder causing me to shutter with his fatherly affection. “You will come out of this a better person…and I hope to see you smile again”
Still frustrated I handed the documents over to Yourichi as she walked past us with Benihime in her hands “Have fun you two! Don’t come back until this whole thing is resolved! I expect blood!”
“What!” I shouted out, “You are both going to leave?”
Both captains turned back to look at us uncertain and shocked, “I don’t want to see this!” said Ukitake then they both disappeared from our site. As if that was the sign to start this ridiculous betrayal.
I turned, looking back at Kisuke only to find that he was gone as well.
“Son of a…” I yelled as I spun around searching for his spiritual pressure. “Got you!” I whispered as I felt him moving at me from behind.
I felt the wind in my hair as he appeared in front of me causing me to jump “You know that I hate it when you do that!” I yelled at him as I pressed my hands to his chest, shoving him then leaped back to a safe distance.
Almost energized by the thought of the exercise, he stood there with a smile on his face “Well, are you going to make a move or just let me make the first move like I always do?”
I sarcastically smirked back and scoffed at his comment set to push my buttons. “You only wish” I snapped back at him then moved quickly toward him attempting to land the first blow as he countered every punch and kick that I could throw at him.
Quickly realizing that this was a one-sided fight as he was only defending himself but not really attacking me back. I used my now skilled flash step abilities to land a punch to his face. Surprised, but skeptical that he let me land the blow, I moved back again.
“Feel better?” he asked as he spit out blood to the forest floor; a result of the blow.
“Maybe a little” I countered as I attempted to shake off the pain that the blow caused to my hand.
He disappeared again but now focused I could track his movements; I went after him again pushing him for a reaction instead of the cold looks and snippy remarks. My anger began to turn into entertainment as the pursuit continued through the trees, finally he took me down with a quick sweep of my leg.
“You are right, that did feel good!” He said back with enthusiasm and a chuckle.
I hopped up to my feet engaging him in an attack again hoping to land another blow. The fight continued on for it felt like forever but neither of us wanting to give in much like when we were younger; both of us getting in some good hits. The stars twinkled in the dark sky as we grew tired and heavy in breath. I found myself almost playful with him at this point. There was a comfort in the fight, like how we used to when we were at the Soul Academy. Our banter began to reflect our now lighthearted behavior; more of a teasing feel to it. One blow lead to another almost trying to under the others skin. Now exhausted, I went for one more dominant blow using the cover of the trees I hoped to be done with this exercise and go back to the barracks.
Resting behind a tree he yelled out, "Are you ready to give up yet?”
“Not on your life!” I yelled back as my chest heaved trying to catch my breath.
“We could be at this for the rest of the night as stubborn as you are! How about a truce?” He called out once more.
I laughed “Not on your life Urahara!” I shouted back.
Frustrated with my answer he yelled back in frustration, “Fine, then whoever gets the pin gets the win… and an answer!”
Puzzled, I hollered back “An answer?”
He gave no response, as I heard him move through the trees again. “Cheater!” I said under my breath then quickly moved so that I was no longer an easy target.
With him in my sites I lunged to take him down like I had so many times before. Sensing my attack, he ducked then grabbed my wrist attempting to pull my arm behind my back, as I took hold of his shirt sending us both tumbling into the clearing. His body crashing on top of mine; I struggled to get up but he pinned my wrists down to the grass. His head dropped next to mine; still gasping for air I could feel the warmth of his breath against my neck. My head screamed for him to get off of me but my body and heart welcomed the felling of his body against mine that I had forgotten that I had missed. His breathing calmed as he lifted his head back up to look me in the eyes.
“Looks like I won this time!” he said with a soft smile.
My body began to tremble as I looked back into his eyes realizing just how much I had missed everything about him; I couldn’t believe that I still wanted him after all of the things that we had been through.
“Did you mean it or did you say it just to hurt me?” he whispered as his hands gripped down harder on my wrists as if to make sure that I couldn’t get away.
I let out a little cry to let him know that his grip was causing me pain. Reacting to my cry, he let up on his grip, slid his hands over mine and sweetly interlocked our fingers. Now we were close enough to taste each other’s breath as I questioned what he was asking. “What are you..”
Stopping me mid sentence he ordered “Don’t play stupid, you know exactly what I’m talking about! The whole reason that we are out here!” His eyes searched my face to better evaluate my answer.
"What part?” I cautiously questioned.
“All of it?” he pleaded.
My lips trembled, “Yes” I said trying to hold back tears.
Biting his lip he intimately whispered, “Say it!" He paused, "I need to hear you say it again!” he sternly ordered.
I took a large breath to calm myself then whispered “I love you!"
He closed his eyes taking in a deep as if it was his last. Resting his forehead to mine he squeezed my hands then then released tem, softly brushing his nose to mine he finally pressed his lips to mine. I felt a surge run through my body that made me weak as I took in his passionate kiss and allowed his hands to roam my face and body. Realizing that my hands were free I wrapped my arms around him running my fingers through his shaggy hair. I leaned my head back as we broke apart to gasp for air. Taking advantage of the situation, he began to nibble and kiss my neck causing a moan to release from my throat that made me snap back to the reality of our personal circumstances. He was with Yourichi and I was with Koga. Not just together but lovers! Not wanting to end this renewed love I tried to forget those dirty little details but my conscience wouldn’t allow it. I knew if this continued down this forbidden path I wouldn’t be able to stop myself and neither would he.
It took every ounce of strength as I begged “Kisuke... stop” unable to look into his eyes.
He pulled back to look at me fully understanding my request “Damn it...I know!” he whispered back as he slowly began to get up off of me.
He gave me his hand to help me up then snaked his hands around my waist, pulling me into his chest asking me gingerly, “When are we going to get this right?”
I hugged him tightly and answered him back “I don’t know." wanting to stay in his arms forever but knowing that it had to end sometime I whispered to him again. "We should be getting back. There's no use in postponing the inevitable."
Knowing that I was right he kissed me softly once more then took my hand as we began to walk back without a word, taking in everything that had just happened with an unsure clarity.

The walk back seemed to last forever as we kept looking at each other, wanting to say something but not quite knowing what to say. It was an instance of revelation and disappointment as the words that he last spoke to me at the Soul Academy came back.
"Bittersweet" I said allowed, as we came to the 2nd Division entrance.
He shook his head silently agreeing with me as we continued on our separate paths to our rooms not wanting to address the full extent of the situation; still not knowing what to say. Once I reached my room I jumped into the shower wanting to wash all of the heartbreak away only to insult to injury as Koga,'s voice broke me from my half awake dream state.
"Are you ever going to get out of that shower? We are going to be late... as usual!" what was he talking about, I thought to myself as I got out and dried off.
I jumped as he opened the door, holding a clean uniform out, "I guess that training exercise took a little longer than expected huh?" he asked.
Covered with a towel I looked at him still piecing together the plans that were set. "Yeah... I'm sorry, what are we doing again tonight?"
He looked at me bewildered "It's the divisions announcement ceremony tonight, you are going to be announced as the head of the Intel Unit and a third seat Lieutenant, how do you forget that?"
Quickly remembering I snatched the clean uniform and began to get dressed "I guess that with everything going on, I forgot I explained in a panic.
"Its ok, this will be good to actually go socialize and have a little fun. I will wait for you outside ok?!" he said back with a sorted smile.
Feeling guilty, I wanted to tell him what happened between Kisuke and I, but I didn't want to hurt him. The thought made me shutter; he had been so amazing to me besides there would be no point as long as Kisuke was still with Yourchi. Mentally fighting with myself I made up my mind not to tell him as I finished getting dressed. I opened my door to see him standing on the bridge holding some wild flowers that he had most likely picked from the 13th division grounds on his way to my living quarters. Kisuke would never do something like that, I reassured myself. I smiled as I walked over to him and threw my arms around him.
"Are you ok?" he asked, taken by surprise.
I shook my head,"I am now... Thank you" I said back with shaken voice.
He held me for a minute than pulled me back to look into my eyes, "Let’s go, you deserve a fun night!” he said as he grabbed my hand and we continued on to the event.
We arrived at the ceremony as everyone was beginning to take their seats. Koga guided me down the aisle toward Ukitake who was looking around frantically for me. As we pushed toward our seats I felt someone brush my arm that sent my heart soaring; I looked back only to see Kisuke smiling at me confessing his action. Our eyes were locked until I came to a sudden stop, running into the back of Koga. I turned only to be scolded by Ukitake for being so late.
“You would be late to something that is this important! Where have you been? Kisuke has been here for at least 30 minutes!” He said sternly to me.
Koga looked at me to question Ukitakes statement then shot a look back to Kisuke as he yanked at my arm in frustration to steer me to sit down next to him. Wasting no time Captain Yamamoto greeted everyone and moved right into the reason that we were all there, starting with the 2nd Division each captain introduced their newest editions and congratulated each of the newest lieutenants. The announcements went by fairly quickly finally finishing up with Captains Hikifune’s special announcement.
Her eyes looked out, stopping at different points within the crowd as she spoke. “We are lucky enough to have 5 individuals chosen to train as future members of the Royal Guard. The letters of acceptance will be sent out this week. Congratulations to those few who have been chosen!” Her eyes rested on me as she walked from the stage.
Captain Yamamoto thanked everyone for attending and closed the ceremony with fireworks and music urging is to have a good time. I stood up to see Lisa running toward me with a smile and open arms.
"I missed you so much!" She yelled as she tackled me. Now Shunshui's 1st lieutenant, she was still as loud and crazy as before. "I'm so proud of you!" she said as she helped me get my balance back.
“Me? I think that you should be congratulated… Miss 1st lieutenant!"
She smirked as she spoke with a seductive tone, "Shunshui just needed someone that can handle his shit and I just happened to be that woman!”
“Wow!” I said back “I don't know if I'm ready to explore that statement but... Thank you for that!” I chucked, unable to hold in my amazement from her volunteered information.
Placing her arm around my shoulders she changed the subject with out missing a beat. “I thought that we could all hang out tonight, you know like old times!" pausing to look around she continued, "Where's Kisuke?”
Koga's eyes darted across the crowd spotting Kisuke and pulling me closer to him, “I don't think that is the best idea!” He snapped at her.
Lisa looked at me, questioning Koga's reaction with her eyes.
In response to her look Koga grabbed my hand, "I need to talk to you" glancing at Lisa he excused us from the conversation. "Would you excuse us for a minute Lisa?!” He tugged at my arm to flow him to a more private area where he could question me. "What the Hell happened today? We're you training with Kisuke? Why didn't you tell me?"
I tried to take a playful approach as I brushed the hair from his eyes, “Are you jealous?" He pulled his head back from my caress as I rolled my eyes and solemnly continued, "Besides, I didn't know that we were going to be training together. Ukitake just sprung it on me!”
I reached out to comfort him, snaking my arms around his neck nothing happened!” I said as I looked him dead into his eyes hurting inside as I said those words, "We just had to work on some combat activities. It seems that we will be working closely from now on.” Reminding myself that it was a necessary evil to lie to his face, I still felt slimy for it.
"You have just been so distant tonight!” He caressed my cheek, "I guess it just made me nervous! But nothing happened, right?”
I glanced over his shoulder to see Kisuke talking to Lisa and watching us out of the corner of his eye shaking my head in agreement, “Right!”
He leaned in to kiss me as I forced myself not to pull back. My body became stiff with tension; wanting to get out of the uncomfortable conversation I suggested to him, eyes wide, “Let’s go be with our friends”
Still hesitant to fully believe me, he forced a smiled “ok!” and followed behind as we meet back up with Kai and some of his old buddies from the academy.
The night seemed to fly by but Koga stayed close to my side for every dance and every conversation, making sure to always have one hand on me. His action screamed that he didn’t believe me and I knew that our conversation would continue later. As the night got later, the spirits began to flow and Koga began to give me some space, wandering around to socialize with his friends.
Spotting her opportunity, Lisa quickly grabbed me, "What is going on? Kisuke can't keep his eyes off of you and Koga can’t keep his hands off of you! I thought that you and Kisuke.."
Quickly I cut her off with a stern whisper, “Stop, I don't know! I... something happened between Kisuke and I today... I told him… that I love him!”
She looked at me more puzzled than surprised “Finally! Does Koga know? Are you going to be with Kisuke?” she rubbed the back of her neck attempting to sort out the something that I couldn't.
“No" I sighed, "I don't know! He is with someone! I'm with someone! It's complicated!”
I cut off the conversation as Koga walked up behind Lisa, “We will be releasing the lanterns soon, would you like for me to save both of you a spot?”
I looked to Lisa for backup” I was hoping to talk with Lisa a little more. It’s been a long time and we have a lot of catching up to do.” I said with a nervous smile.
He put his hands around my waist kissed my cheek pulling me into him tightly. He nipped at my ear as he whispered, “I will come get you after then so that we can head back. That way I can properly apologize for my behavior.” he said with a flirtations smile. Something that I have become very accustomed to in the many months that we had been together.
I felt myself a numbness fall over by soul as he grabbed my hips standing in front of me and continued. “I want to make sure that this is a great night for you.” He pushed his thumbs into the front of my hips, knowing that was one of my sensual spots.
I bit my lip and closed my eyes, as the sensual act flowed through my body. Still holding onto the sexual frustration of the day my mouth and head betrayed me as the word “Yes” fell from my lips.
I opened my eyes only to see Kisuke staring straight at me, fully knowing what our conversation was about based upon, a reaction to a move that he had once used.
“Good”, Koga said, “I will come find you just before the festivities are over!" Walking backwards he smiled, "Lisa, keep an eye on her for me will you!”
He turned to find Kai and the others walking toward him.
Lisa let out a sigh that she held in as she took part in the uncomfortable situation that Koga commanded.
“Oh thank Goodness! I thought that he would never leave! He ought to know better!” She said with a wicked smile,” I'm on Kisukes side... not his!”
She grabbed my hand and pulled me over toward the wooded area.
My eyes widened, “What are you doing?” I questioned yet still elated with her comment.
She turned as she continued to pull me behind her, “Kisuke told me everything earlier! I just wanted to hear it from you, before I decided to help him.”
Just then her eyes darted over my shoulder and I felt the warmth of someone's arms wrap around me from behind generating that same feeling from my walk down the aisle.
“Kisuke!” I whispered out.
Lisa waved at me and giggled as he flash stepped us into the cover and privacy of the woods.
“What are you doing?” I asked as I broke free of his embrace.
“I needed to be with you!” He said as he leaned in to kiss me.
My knees as weak as my will I couldn't help but to welcome it and return the love that he filled me with.
Finally breaking apart, “Come back with me tonight” he begged.
My mind screamed yes, but I my head shook no.
He pulled back and released me from his hold “Did you tell him what happened? Koga sure has made every effort to let me know that you are his tonight!”
I shook my head,” No, and I'm not going to…at least until you give me an answer!”
He leaned back into me brushing his lips to mine, “What?” he readily whispered.
"Do you love her?” I asked with a blank expression.
He took in a large breath as his grip loosened again, “Yes, No, I don't really know!”
I stepped back, deep down I knew that would be his answer, “Then you just gave me my answer!”
Trying to justify his answer he appealed ass sweat dropped from his brow, “I don’t love her the way that I love you! I know that I have never loved anyone the way that I love you!”
“That’s not what I asked! If you and I are going to actually happen I don’t want to share your heart! There is too much at stake between us! Do you even know what you want? I’m terrified that you just want what you can’t have!”
Needing time to process my statements; with a gulp he turned the question on me, “Do you love him?”
I sighed, “I care very deeply for him, but no I don't love him” I looked away as the sound of the voices began to disperse then started to walk back toward the celebration.
His hands once again took hold of me, "Please don't go home with him tonight?” He begged.
I softly scoffed at his request sadly whispering back to him, “I don't think that you are in any position to ask me that!”
He grabbed my hand and his voice became more demanding behind trembling lips, “Don’t you want to be with someone who you love, who loves you?"
I looked back into his soft grey eyes now with tears in mine. “We both know that it’s not that easy!" shaking my head I looked to sky,"Maybe one day, but it doesn’t look like that is going to happen right now!”
He let go as I broke from his sweet embrace and walked back toward the celebration. Making sure to not look back I made my way past Lisa “Good try” I said to her with remorse as I continued straight on to Koga. Only thinking that I had desperately wanted for Kisuke to tell me that he didn’t love Yourchi.
“Are you ready to go?” Koga asked.
I looked back to the woods still angry with the outcome, “Yes, yes I am!” I said back.
Sparing no time, he shut the door, grabbed me from behind and pulled me into him, whispering into my ear “Did you sleep with him? Do you love him?”
I felt a numbness descend over my body, “No, to both questions!”I turned to place my hands on his chest.
He searched my face attempting to read me, “Good!” he said with a wicked smile ad raised eyebrow.
Not wanting to be bombarded with more questions I grabbed his shirt and began to kiss him hoping that he would be distracted by our intimate embrace. We quickly began to undress each other wildly as we made our way over to the bed. I laid back onto the sheets as he climbed on top of me; he moved his attention to my neck and searched my body with his hands. Wanting him to make me forget about the day, the night, about Kisuke, I began to give in, completely enjoying the bliss from the caress of his tongue to my neck. Seeing my increased excitement, he trust himself inside of me loosening a loud moan that made him smile as he continued his in his endeavor to make me moan again and again. As usual, my body sorely took pleasure in the torture as I let him play with me like his own personal doll. My back arched as he found the spot that shot me into pure erotic delight. I closed my eyes only to be plagued with the look on Kisuke’s face as I walked away, completely put an end to my climax. Startled by the situation, I pulled Koga closer to me, lightly biting his shoulder and faking moans while increasing my breathing so that he wouldn’t suspect anything. I found success in my efforts as his pace increased finally releasing himself inside of me. He kissed my cheek as he collapsed into the bed pulling me to his side to drape my body over his. My body tightened up and shuttered at the thought of what had just happened as I forced myself to sleep.
I awoke to the sun flooding my room from the skylight in my ceiling. I looked over at Koga sleeping next to me as I pulled the sheets over my exposed body. What did I do? I questioned myself. I began to feel sick as I put my hand over my mouth and looked up to the ceiling as something caught my eye. I tucked my sheet around my breasts and propped myself up on my elbows as I saw a dark figure move from the skylight area. Realizing that I could feel Kisuke's spiritual pressure; I got out of bed and quickly began to get dressed. As I slid my shirt on, I was startled by a soft knock at my door. My eyes darted over to Koga who only stirred at the sound but just rolled over. Happy not to have to deal with another interrogation, I creped over to door and opened it carefully, making sure not to make too much noise. Attached to my door was a white envelope with a golden seal of the Royal Guard on it. My heart pounded out of my chest in excitement that the day had finally come. This is it! I got it! I thought to myself. Quick as I could I finished dressing then grabbed my zapakutos, closed the door and walked to the bridge to open my letter. Frantic to see it officially on paper I tore it open and let out a squeal as I read that I had been one of the 5 shinigami selected to join the training unit of Division Zero, the Royal Guard. It went on to read that we would be called for training at some point within the next year upon the acceptance of my references. I was to get signatures from 3 captains and 1 lieutenant not within my division. Tucking the letter to my chest I turned, feeling the presence of my captain nearing.
“I couldn't be more proud of you Saya!” Ukitake said as he walked toward me, finally reaching to give me a hug "I knew that you would be chosen!”
“Thank you Tiacho!” I said back as I hugged him back like a father that I wished I still had.
He took a hold of my shoulders and pulled me back to get a good look at me and smiled proudly. “Now, Captain Yamamoto, Captain Shihoin and Captain Hikifune are all waiting to sign that letter! I'm sure that you have a lieutenant that you would like to sign it. I was hoping that you might be able to drop off a few things while you were out if you were going his way?!"
“Of course Tiacho!” I said with contempt behind my smile.
He walked over to a bench that over looked the Koi pond to grab a stack of documents. He teased, “You realize that we are going to have to train someone to do this while you are gone! I can’t go back to doing this on my own”
I laughed,"I think that you will be fine, besides, I will be coming back now and then while in training!”
“You have spoiled me though!” He said back as he handed me the documents. “Go on” he urged seeing my excitement.
He blushed as I kissed his cheek ,“Thank you so much Tiacho” I said to him then shot away to begin my daily trek with much enthusiasm; grabbing the signatures along the way!
I walked out of the head Captains office only to I looked down to see Ukitake's greater plan. The 2nd division documents we're all that we're left, one for Yourichi and 2 for Kisuke. This quickly reminded of the unfinished business that I had with Kisuke setting me back on the path that was started with the rude awakening that he graced me with earlier. I hurried to Yourichi's office but she was conference with another lieutenant. Patiently I waited at her door until Soi Feng walked out and I was called in.
As I stood in the doorway she smiled waving me to come in. “Congratulations Saya, you can come in”
First thanking her, I handed her the documents and gave her a quick debrief.
At the end of my rundown she looked at me softly with concern in her eyes, “You know that you will be greatly missed when you go… by many people!”
I smiled, her kind nature made it hard to hate her. “ I will be back, it's only for a short time. Ukitake will be just fine, besides the exercise will be good for him” I said with a sarcastic smirk.
“It's not Ukitake that I was talking about." she paused and sighed, "He’s in his office now if you would like to drop off those documents. You are going to tell him aren't you?!” she said as I grabbed at the letter safely tucked into my shirt.
I turned and began to walk to her door “Like you would give me that option Tiacho!” I said back.
A wide grin covered her face as she glanced down at her nails, “He seemed a little upset so I would enter with caution if I were you! My guess is that y'all are enemies again!" pausing to bite at her nail then continued on, "He only shows emotion when it come to you!” She laughed as I began to close the door.
"Is that supposed to be a complement?” I asked as my body shuttered at that thought.
Her laughed stopped as she looked seriously into my eyes; leaving me uneasy, “Yes, I have known Kisuke for more years than I would like to admit and I have never seen him like he is with you… gentle yet strong… head strong yet confused… loving yet fearful."
Not sure what to say, I responded with the only think that I could bowing once more,“ Thank you Taicho!” And shut the door!
Did he tell her about the night prior… that he loved me, I thought to myself. Remembering that I still needed to scold him for the morning I quickly made my way across the 2nd division grounds to the detention unit. The halls were dark as always but I could see the light coming from Kisuke's office as his door was completely opened. Remembering what Yourichi had said I walked in ready for a fight, slamming the door behind me. My eyes searched the room for him walking around his desk; I finally realized that he was laying on his futon. He scoured at me as I came closer like a hurt animal.
Arms folded across my chest I sighed at his pathetic state, “Are you going to get up or do you want to sulk some more?” I asked as I tossed the documents on his lap.
"DAMN IT SAYA!” He yelled as he rolled over in pain and attempted to sit up. Yelling again once he caught his breath, “DO YOU FEEL BETTER NOW?”
“I don't know... Do you feel better after checking up on me earlier?” I snapped back leaning into my words and stress in my face.
He stood up quickly and hollered once more, “YES SAYA! IT’S ALWAYS A GOOD DAY WHEN YOU GET TO SEE THE WOMAN THAT YOU LOVE, NAKED IN BED WITH A MAN THAT YOU DESPISE!!” I could see the storm raging in his eyes as he continued yelling, “YOU THAT HE COULDN’T POSSIBLY LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THAT FEELS?"
I laughed aloud heartily, “Oh please, you know that I do! I DIED THE DAY THAT I WALKED IN ON YOU AND YOURICHI!”
Tensions now at their limit, he stalked slowly over stopping right in front of me almost vindictive in his approach. “Does he know that you see my face when you close your eyes at night… that you think about me when he touches you... that it’s my name that you hold back from calling out when he makes you come!”
Unable to speak, I reached back and slapped him as my breasts heaved trying to hold back the full force of anger that I held for him. Although the words he spoke were true I felt as if he just punched me in the throat.
Finding my strength I screamed at him arms now flailing in a dramatic fashion, “I CAN’T KEEP DOING THIS ANYMORE KISUKE! IM SO TIRED OF HURTING EACH OTHER OVER AND OVER AGIAN! I CAN’T LOVE SOMEONE WHO DESTROYS ME ON A WEEKLY BASIS! YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I CHOOSE KOGA…" I paused as my will to fight drained from me, "It's because he is the safe choice!”
He took a hold of my biceps, “THEN LOOK ME IN THE EYES AND TELL ME THAT YOU DON’T LOVE ME!” he ordered with eyes now cold and weary.
I trembled under his grip as I held back my tears focusing in on his lips, wanting to hurt him like he did me. “I… I can’t love you anymore!” I whispered to him stubbornly.
“Can’t or don’t? Those are two completely separate things Saya.” He questioned.
My chest tightened as I became annoyed with his inquisition, “DON’T! I DON’T LOVE YOU!” I hollered back.
He squeezed my arms then leaned in to whisper in my ear as I pressed my hands to his chest and dropped my head. “You’re lying!” His tone forced the tears to involuntarily fall like rain from my eyes. "I know you better than that!” I pushed him back as he released his grip, “I know that you are just saying that to hurt me... Congrats, those words still cut my soul even when I know that they aren't true!”
The office door opened as Kisuke's secretary popped her head in and asked in a timid voice “Is everything ok in here?”
”We are fine Sadi” he yelled as he walked to the other side of his desk and fell down into his chair like a child pouting.
She was a petite young woman with brown eyes and short black hair that she always tucked behind her ears. I had always had the feeling that she secretly wanted to be with Kisuke and would take full advantage of any situation that she could.
“Would some tea help?” again she asked timidly.
“We are fine Sadi!” I snapped my eyes never leaving Kisukes, “We are almost finished with our conversation!”
She shut the door quickly, as I reached into my shirt pulling out my letter then slammed it onto the desk.
Kisuke sat up taking notice of the seal as I demanded his signature, “I wasn't sure how I was going to tell you but now I think that it would be appropriate if you were the one to send me away!”
He opened the letter and began to read it, “Well isn't this perfect! You have been given full permission to run away from your… our problems!" He scoffed as he looked back at me, "When do you leave?”
“I don't know... Sometime within the next year!” I said back in a matter of fact tone as if I was addressing a normal captain.
Rolling his eyes he leaned back into his chair again questioning me, “How long will you be gone?”
Unable to control the words coming out of my mouth I darted back “ I don't know… it is a division that works in secret; something that you should be used to! Why... are you already going to make plans on when you will move on?" I wanting to take back that comment but found myself continuing, "I have all Captains signatures... I just need one lieutenant and I think it should be you!”
He shook his head slowly and eerily whispered at me, “No, I'm not going to give you permission to hide this time!”
I stormed off to the door ordering his cooperation as if I was his captain, “I expect to have it signed and on my desk by tomorrow!”
Upon slamming the door I yelled out causing the rest of the shinigami to jump and scatter like roaches; still riding high on the anger from our conversation, “Was that entertaining? Does anyone work around here!” Then continued to storm off back to my division.
Kisukes POV:
I loved her more than my own life! But she was right, no matter how much I didn't want to admit it, I thought to myself as she left me standing there. She deserved my entire heart, and I was determined to give it to her! I by passed the farewells from the departing guests at the event, instead heading straight back to the 2nd division barracks. Truth be told I just didn't want to see her leave with Koga, already plagued with the thoughts of what he would be doing to her tonight. I opened the door to my room as terrible smell crept out, I had forgot that I had left some experiments running unattended and from the looks of it, the outcome was not what I had predicted. I took my time cleaning up the mess but the fumes began to get to me. Unable to take much more I decided to take a walk to clear my head, at least until my room aired out. The cool night air rushed over my face sending shivers down my back as I made my way through the open walkways of the 2nd Division. I wanted nothing more than to just fall asleep so I didn't have to think of the words that Saya said to me under the shroud of the trees in the woods. I finally stopped at the end of the walkway overlooking the courtyard to I sit down and glance through the railing. I felt like I was looking through a cage or prison bars, matching the feeling that I had for Saya. I was always so close, but she was just out of my reach as I was being restrained by one issue or another. I felt the vibration of someone walking through the boards under my thighs, grabbing my attention.
"What the... Kisuke!" I heard Yourichi yell out in frustration.
"Down hear" I yelled back, knowing that she was referring to the state of my living quarters. Something that she constantly got on to me about.
Her face was covered in disgust, "What is that? What did you do?"
"Calm down, I'm just letting it air out and I will finish cleaning up my mess" I reassured her.
She sighed "What am I going to do with you Urahara?" She playfully questioned as I continued to look out onto the courtyard.
Able to tell that something was wrong under the mask of my silence, "Lets go back to my quarters" she ordered, pulling me back to my feet.
I made my decision as I followed her into her room "I have to tell you something" I said as I slid the door close. "I'm in love with Saya! I'm so sorry!"
She laughed aloud at my confession. Shocked at her reaction I looked up at her confused and wanting to ask more.
"Come on Kisuke, I'm not an idiot! You look at her like you used to look at me when we were younger."
My posture became sturdy and my face puzzled, "You knew, and your not angry?" I questioned.
Laughing again "Oh Kisuke, for someone who is so smart, you sure are stupid! You know that I'm not a one man kind of a woman. I was bound to get bored at some point!"
I was taken back by the comment not knowing if I should be upset or happy by her statement.
"Besides, it's not like we have ever been in a relationship! You have been free to do what you want. It's clear that you love her."
She was right but I couldn't possibly explain that to Saya, that would make her even more pissed at me. She already thinks that I just sleep around with whoever I please.
Her hand waved me on as she proceeded to give me permission, "If you are waiting for permission, go get her"
Taking in a deep breath I let her in on the situation, "Its not that easy! She is with Koga and still pretty angry with me right now" I said as I fell back onto her futon.
A wicked smile came over her face as she sat up leaning toward me, "Well give her time, if she really loves you she will get over it!" Her eyebrow raised as her voice became more seductive in tone, "Besides, I'm always around if you get bored or tired waiting!"
We both laughed, "Thanks for the offer Yourichi" I said back, knowing that there was a seriousness behind that statement.
She got up and made her way back to her room "You will figure it out! You can sleep there tonight if you like but clean up that wreck that you call a room! I can't have my subordinates thinking that I tolerate that crap!"
I laughed "Yes, Kitten" I playfully said back as she closed her door and I closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep.
Tossing and turning all night I finally gave up and returned to my room to finish cleaning the mess that I caused. I focused my attention on the task, clearing my head of Saya, finally laying my head down on my desk and getting some much needed sleep. The light peeked in my room waking me from the brief sleep that I so craved. My head was flooded with the uncontrollable need to see her again. I had to talk to her, I had to tell her that I told Yourichi and that I was ready to love her fully as she had wanted. Sleep deprived, I stumbled out my opened door and began to run to her, thinking of nothing but how I wanted to hold her in my arms to let her know that I would be by her side forever and never let her go. Finally arriving at her quarters the whole finale of the night prior was brought flooding back as I looked into her skylight only to see something that made my stomach sick and my soul into a rage. My heart stopped as I turned my head away, not wanting to see her naked body draped over Kogas. I despised that man for being the one that was able to make love to her and wake up with her in his arms. I forced myself to look down on her beautiful sun-kissed body once more only to see her eyes begin to open and look my direction. As my anger began to get the best of me I decided that I needed to be alone; in the solitude that I would only receive in my office.
My temperament must have been written all over my face from the reaction that I received from the shinigami back at the detention unit. Everyone moved from my way and refused to say a word, some even darting away like scared little mice. How does she do this to me? I'm normally a calm man but when it comes to her, I just can't control...well anything! I opened the door to my office and found my futon, sat down on the edge, to look down at my hands tremble as I thought of all of the things good and bad that I wanted to say to her. She could make my blood boil with just a look and break me with a touch. I laid back and stared at the ceiling awaiting her to walk into room. My breath slowed as time continued to dwindle down to the inevitable clash that was going to line the halls. The sound of the door slamming rang in my head like a start bell for the venom that was to spew out next. We lashed out at each other like wild dogs as all of our emotions came to a head. I found myself saying terrible things to her that I wish that I could take back but I couldn't stop them from falling from my lips. I wasn't going to let her get out of this so easy this time. She needed to face the reality of the situation and I was done letting her run away and hide from our problems. She needed to stay and fight!
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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY