Mine | By : puutiti Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1484 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or it's characters. They belong to Tite Kubo. I do not make any profit out of this. This is for enjoyment only. The OMC charachters Kuwahara Takao and Kuchiki Hidehiro are my creations. I let them just play in this field |
It had been six months since Renji had been in Karakura Town for a mission. The very mission where Ichigo had captured him. Byakuya had come and rescued him but he had been very angry with him. It had been painful. Byakuya had never been so angry with him before. When they had come back to Seireitei and to the Kuchiki Mansion Byakuya had locked him up in to his room and whipped him for being so lazy and not recognizing the reaitsu of his almost insane friend. Renji had been scared but when the punishment was over Byakuya had finally dropped to the group and cried. Byakuya had poured his own feelings of Renji to him. Saying that there was simply no other he could ever feel this strong. And that he was desperate for Renji´s feelings. This was when Renji had finally realized how crazy Byakuya was over him. He knew that there was never a chance for him to go away. His Taicho loved him with his own warped way. Even if it would be painful.
Urahara had examined Ichigo after the incident and had found out that his inner hollow had been guiding the the teen. It seemed that Ichigo still had feelings for Renji and the teen should not return to Seireitei until the hollow was secured, at least for Renji´s sake. After a good a mount of training it seemed that the teen was recovering and Ichigo was now again free to do what he wanted. Renji had accepted the fact what was going on with Ichigo. Byakuya had not felt the same but had left the matter on its own. Renji would have liked to see his friend but Byakuya forbid it. Byakuya had more important matters to solve with Renji. One had been their current relationship. What had surprised Renji was the fact that Byakuya had truly wanted to bind himself with him. With a marital ceremony. So now after so many months Byakuya had made sure that Renji would stay by his side. He had resigned Renji from his previous position and now he had his place as Byakuya´s own personal bodyguard and left the position of the lieutenant of the sixth empty. Renji stayed home in the Kuchiki Mansion. First Renji had protested and Byakuya had simply locked him inside his own room for punishment for not listening to him. After when Byakuya had both explained his own opinion to Renji and pounded it to him Renji had accepted that he would have no rights outside the premises. Byakuya had gifted Renji with new clothes and tried to keep his lover with happy mood. At nights they engaged their sexual activities. But now after months of it Renji was not sure who or what he was. This was not what he had hoped for. He did like the part of submissive sex, but he did not like the part of being an object. Byakuya did not seem to realize it. No matter how many times Renji tried to approach the subject to Byakuya had ignored this fact. Rukia was no help. She saw her Nii-sama in high pedestal and refused to acknowledge that her brother was doing something out of character. Renji should only thank her for being with her beloved Nii-sama. Byakuya was not completely unaware of the change in Renji´s demeanor as Renji thought he was. Byakuya had first thought that it had something to with Ichigo but when Renji again confronted him about the matter of their relationship Byakuya had understood. It did not make any difference though. Renji was still kept in the mansion without no where to go. Days went by with same routine. Renji would wake up without Byakuya and move back to his own room to bathe and dress to fine silks. He would eat and read reports of Kuchiki house protection. Rukia would come for lunch and praise her brother for him. After noon would be spend in solitude and then Byakuya would come and bring him to his private quarters for the evening. Dinner would be served and they tried to talk about the day. The night would be indulged in what ever Byakuya wanted. It took toll on Renji. He did not eat as much he would have and lost weight. He still had muscles but not as strong ones he used to have. Without even knowing his body had changed to slender one. Byakuya had noticed this but in his mind he saw it as Renji´s attempt to make himself more attractive, witch in Byakuya´s mind was working. As Renji was clad in fine silk that loosely hung around him like halo it made Byakuya´s body respond with fire. Their day of union came and Renji saw no way out of it. They pledged themselves to each other. It made Renji hope that Byakuya would soon have a release on him, allowing him to move more freely when they were now wed to each other. It would have worked out well but when Byakuya realized that Ichigo was one the quests invited by Rukia it made Byakuya feel jealous again. The wedding night was not romantic one. Byakuya had been rough and demanding, saying Renji only wanted to be with Ichigo and not him. Renji did not really understand where this jealousy came from. He had never indicated that he would have any feelings for Ichigo as the teen had always been just his friend in the fist place and not a love interest. He had always felt strongly for Byakuya, even thought now he was no longer sure. Renji just did not have a way out. Not anymore. He simply belonged to Byakuya. The raven haired man smiled and agreed on Renji´s thinking. Yes, you are finally mine..Morning light seeped inside the dark room. Sun had risen and new day was to begin. Two figures were laying on the futon. Slight snoring could be heard from one of them. The other figure rose to sit and a slight smile crept to the man´s face. He watched his companion's tattooed face.
Everything was finally as it should be. It was a good reason to finally smile. To smile a real smile. Byakuya looked at his spouse. He was extremely happy. Yes, a good reason to smile indeed. Byakuya kissed slightly the man next to him, rousing the other from his loud slumber. Brown eyes opened to meet the coal colored one´s. Renji sat up immediately and bowed his head. He was shocked to see Byakuya still in their bedroom. It felt strange and Renji did not really know what to think of it. Had he done something wrong and Byakuya was here just to punish him. It had become a custom that Byakuya would rise immediately upon awakening and bathe and then go to work. Renji himself would wake up later and work in the mansion. Byakuya only smiled and this made Renji only more nervous. Something was definitely going on. Byakuya did smile occasionally but that smile was nothing like this one. Byakuya´s smiles were always an indication that he was going to do something wicked, but this one was warm. It looked like a loving one. Renji licked his lips and waited for Byakuya to tell him what was going on. Byakuya kissed Renji again, this time it was a tender and a loving kiss. It made Renji tingle a little and lean back to this. Byakuya wowed his hands on Renji hair and pulled a little. He still wanted to be in control. And Byakuya knew Renji would like it. He knew Renji loved it. They kissed for a long time and when it ended Renji´s eyes stayed lust filled. Byakuya simply smiled and rose from the bed. "You will have to wait until the evening and we may continue. You know yourself that the way you behave will earn you rewards. And as well as you know it is my eternal affection you desire." Renji nodded. As sick as it sounded Renji knew himself. He wanted nothing more that these kisses to continue and those wicked hands doing the unthinkable. He wanted Byakuya to love him. "You do know that I am not a man to show emotions, but I want you to know that you make me very happy Renji. I have decided that you may come and visit the division. However you know the conditions don´t you?" "Yes, I´m to be close to you. If needed to leave I have to ask your permission, no one is to touch me and stay away from Ichigo if these are even a slight change him coming nearby." "Hmmph, must you call him by his first name? It irritates me. To think you still consider him as your friend. He wanted to take you away from me!" The mood changed immediately. The tender moment of lovely feelings changed rapidly to sour one. "Byakuya-sama, I think him as a friend but I promise you that is all. It´s you I am with and You I am married to. Don´t do this. Please, I love you. Only you I promise." "Make sure you keep away from him. I don´t want to hurt you from disobeying me that way. Now we have to start the day. We have leaving to the division in half an hour." Renji simply followed orders. What else he could do. The members of the sixth were happy as ever to meet their former lieutenant and be able to get his opinion on their training. Byakuya had been close by but no one had minded it. It was normal to see the two so tightly together. Renji had learned the skill to be shielded from the touches in polite way and it had kept Byakuya in happy mood. There was no reason to irritate the Captain of the sixth. And Renji did not want to feel the whip again. No matter how much he was sucker for commands and pain he did not want to feel it unnecessary. After meeting with Rikichi and other´s Byakuya offered lunch for them at the office. Renji sat quietly on the floor and pondered Byakuya´s reactions. The mood was nice and relaxed and Byakuya´s face had a small smile. Renji liked to see that small happy smile on his husband´s face. It changed soon however when Renji felt the reiatsu of Ichigo´s. Byakuya´s face was blank but Renji could feel that Byakuya´s was ready to send the blades of Senbonzakura thought to door of his office. Ichigo barged to the office of the sixth. The orange haired teen looked at Byakuya not instantly noticing Renji´s presence. "Byakuya, where is Renji? He´s not in the mansion. I have the right to talk to him you know. He is my friend." "Kurosaki Ichigo, state your business here then. As you may see I am enjoying lunch with my spouse so he is here with me." Ichigo then saw Renji and stepped in front of him. Ichigo bent down, kissed Renji on the mouth and then walked towards the door. Before leaving the premises of the sixth he said. "You know, it was not just my hollow. I want him too. And if you keep treating Renji the way you are sooner or later he just might be fed from it and come to me. No matter how much he said he wants it. Married or not. So watch out Byakuya." Renji felt his skin crawling. He knew was going to get it that evening. He had not been expecting Ichigo doing that. The rest of the day went without incidents and they were able to retire to the mansion for the evening. Byakuya had just shut down, and did not react to Ichigo´s declaration in any way. It made Renji worried. Byakuya kept silent. That would have not seemed any different to anyone else, but to Renji the silence had been suffocating. He was afraid of the evening. They dined silently enjoying the fine cooking done by the chef´s of the Kuchiki clan. Byakuya had not said much about Ichigo and Renji simply let it be and relaxed a bit. He followed Byakuya silently to their bedchamber ready to receive the punishment from his Lord. Renji removed his clothes immediately after entering the room and sat down waiting the first blow. However it never came. Instead of the whip he felt cold hands touching his neck. "You don´t learn from the whip. How am I to make you learn that you belong to me? " Renji kept silent. He did not know how to reply. The cold hands warped around his neck. Renji felt himself shivering, not from cold but from fear. Byakuya had never touched his neck like this. The hands warped tighter. "I can´t let him have you, you are mine. Mine only." Hands were tighter around Renji´s neck, this time he felt hard to breath. "Mine." Renji´s world went black. What he didn't see was the sick smile on Byakuya´s face.Renji struggled to breathe again. The hands that choked him were gone from his throat and he could breath much easier now. He opened his eyes slowly. He was still in their bedroom lying on their futon. The room was dark and the only light that came was from the moon that shone brightly from the small crack from the sliding door that led to the gardens. Renji was alone in the room. He had been clad into one of those yukata´s Byakuya had presented him after their wedding night. Renji shivered. He was still afraid. Byakuya had used punishment before but never like this. Never so close to take Renji´s life. Byakuya had tried to kill him once before but that had been dealt with months ago. The battle between them near Rukia´s execution had opened both of their eyes about them and their professional relationship.
Renji sighed unhappily and stood up. He knew Byakuya was not too far away and probably already knew Renji was back in to the world of consciousness. He needed to do something fast. No matter how much Renji felt love towards his husband the maniatic actions of Byakuya had to stop. No matter how much Renji enjoyed to be controlled he needed to get some boundaries pound to Byakuya. Otherwise it mind end to his Renji´s own death. And death was not what he had in mind. Renji loved to live. But how could he make the cold noble to see that. Byakuya seemed to be loosing his mind. The severity in his last action showed it. Byakuya´s jealousy was dangerous. No matter how Renji would keep himself from Ichigo or the other´s he was sure that Byakuya would find a reason to be jealous again. Ichigo was no help, he seemed to as insane as Byakuya. Who knows, the teen might be even more dangerous with that hollow inside of him. Renji did love his husband. There was no questioning it. For years he had yearned and worshipped his captain in secret. The relationship with Shuuhei had only been a distraction. But it had not helped him and Renji and Shuuhei had separated. Shuuhei would have never understood Renji´s needs. Only Byakuya had understood. When Byakuya had first approached the redhead with the interest in dominating love relationship, Renji had been thrilled. In the beginning he had loved every moment of it. The way Byakuya had touched him both lovingly and brutally had made Renji´s own body and mind sing it´s insane song of its own. But now it was just too painful, not only physically but it was also breaking Renji´s heart in the process. Renji could not believe that Byakuya could be so evil. Hadn´t Byakuya kneeled in front of him only months before and told him that he loved him and that he was afraid Renji would leave him for another. Renji shuddered at the thought. There was never going to be another. Renji was loyal to Byakuya. The idea of leaving him for another man felt alien. He wanted to talk to Byakuya about this, but Renji knew better. When The Lord of the Kuchiki was in one of his moods, no one could ever get anything to his thick skull. Even Rukia could not help him. She saw her brother as a man who could do no wrong. And she had simply told Renji that he should be forever grateful that her adopted brother even looked at him in this way. Rukia had really no idea what was going on. Or if she did she did not care or did not want to disrespect her brother. Renji snorted. If he really was that important to Byakuya maybe the man should really see what it felt like when Renji was not there to be pushed around. Maybe then Byakuya would see to his actions or maybe not. Renji hoped for the first. Renji moved in the darkness of the room and found his clothes that he needed. He changed rapidly and grabbed Zabimaru from the stand. He needed to leave soon. Or if he stayed it might be too late. If he would stay here now Byakuya would simply only apologize to him and do it again the next time, over and over again. Renji had been taught how to disguise his reaitsu and now he chose to use the skill. He opened the door to the garden and shunpoed out of the premises of the Kuchiki mansion only to disappear in to the darkness of the night. Byakuya had chosen to cool his temper after laying Renji on their bed. Of course he had first ensured that his beloved red head was still very much alive and breathing. He had gone a bit too far this time, but Ichigo´s babbling about Renji leaving him had made his blood burn inside. That idiot had dared him for Renji´s affection in front of Renji. It had made Byakuya angry. And when Renji did not seem to care about the matter it had irritated the noble even further. Did Renji really not care about their relationship? Byakuya sighed and thought a bit further. Renji did care about them, he had to. They were married for Kami´s sake. Renji always smiled to him when they were together and Renji begged for his attention and affection. Renji belonged to him and to him only. That´s how it was and that was the way it would always be. Ichigo had no right to make such insolent declaration. As if Renji would ever willingly go with the teen. Or even plan leaving Byakuya in general. The mere idea was ridiculous. Renji loved him, there was no reason to leave. They were good together. They enjoyed each other and their life together was perfect. Well until recently that is. He walked back toward their bedroom bringing tea and something little to eat with him, when he realized Renji being awake. Byakuya smiled and stilled a bit. He should give Renji some more time to wake up properly and welcome Byakuya back to his waiting arms. Byakuya knew he needed to apologize his actions, and he knew that Renji always forgave him. Sinking back to his thoughts he let Renji be few more minutes before entering to their bedroom. What he saw was not expected. Where Renji should be laying waiting him to make love to him was only pile of disregarded clothes. Zabimaru was no where to be seen neither was the owner of the said zanpakuto. Byakuya closed his eyes and tried to locate Renji´s reiatsu. It was nowhere to be found in the Kuchiki mansion. Renji had left. Renji had left him, just like that human had said. He had ran away. Byakuya was furious. You are mine Renji. No matter where you go. YOU ARE MINE!.Renji shunpoed to the only place he knew safe from Byakuya. He ventured to the edges of Rukongai, the very place he was from. It had been years since he had been there but the place had fond memories of friends long gone. Renji knew that if he kept his reiatsu low Byakuya would not come and search him from here. The most likely place where Byakuya went would be the living world. Renji had first thought of going to Urahara´s but the weird scientist annoyed him to the end. Ichigo was around there so it would not help him much. No matter how much he liked his friends Renji knew that right now he needed some space from both Byakuya and Ichigo. It hurt him that he had to do this choice but he could not stay with Byakuya anymore. No matter how much they had a nice life together the absurd violence that had happened was just too much for Renji to handle. Renji also knew that he needed advice and he was sure that he could get some help from where he was heading.
He shunpoed again. This time he went to the river. Those who had been close to him in Rukongai were now dead, well except Rukia of course and the friend he was about to meet. Rukia was still alive and kicking and she would probably kick Renji´s sorry ass for good for leaving her brother like that. Maybe he did deserve it. Renji sat down and looked at the sun settling behind the horizon. This was a nice place to be for a moment. The view on the river was beautiful and Renji did hope he would be able to bring Byakuya here someday to enjoy it too. Tsk. Like that would ever happen. First his almighty noble ass would never come here in this filth, and second he had really never showed any interest in romantic stuff before. Probably did that shit with Hisana. Renji sighed again. He had chosen this place for another reason. He needed to talk to someone who would understand him and there was only one person. And this person would be someone who he would be safe with. So with another sight Renji stood up and walked along the river until he saw an old shack. It did not look to be in bad shape and it was obvious that someone was living there. It was one of those rare safe heavens where Renji was still able to go. He walked to the door and knocked. Rustling was heard and soon a man yanked the door open. "Whadda ya want.? Don´t try coming here again or i´ll rip yer head of….Oh.. It´s you… Sorry ´bout that. Some punks been harassing me lately. Come in, come in. Good ta see ya.. been too long." The man moved aside and let Renji step inside the small house. "Thanks man. Can I stick around for a while? I´m in kinda deep shit right now." "Anit ya always. Sit down before ya fall. Ya look like ya had a rough night. I´ll make some tea and then you are going to spill the beans. Ya don´t come here out of the blue without trouble." Renji sat down next to a small table. He took a good look at the interior of the house . The place was very clean and everything in the house was in their correct place. It made Renji smile. Everything was like he remembered. He took a good look at his friend who was now standing in a corner of the room that supported a stove. The man had short brown hair and bright green eyes. He was small and kind of feminine. It was deceiving though. The small man was actually pretty strong, and he did have good reaitsu. He was self taught on using it too. Few decades older than Renji and the man had seen some good and bad in his life. The man had been his friends since he had been a teen. Their friendship had always been platonic and what connected them was the way they were or what they liked. When Renji had first realized that he preferred men and the way he wanted to be treated, this was a man who had helped him to understand his own inner desires. The reason was that the other was the same, but with experience. It had been years when they had met the last time. The last Renji had seen his friend was when he and Rukia had left to the academy. The man had been happy for them and told them to visit him someday. To Renji the man was sort of big brother. Renji had always meant to visit his friend but had really had no time to do it. But Renji knew he would always be welcome to visit. "So, what brings ya here Renji? Ya don´t do social calls usually. Did the idiots in Seireitei kick ya out?" "Nah,nothing like that Kuwahara-san..Tsk… like they could ever do that. I have bankai and shit. Nah.. nothing like that. " "Bankai huh, must ta be nice. Kinda wish myself I had that. So if they did not kick ya out of the service then it was some man. And looking at yer neck he tried ta kill ya or then yer choker was too tight. And I told ya years ago, drop that Kuwahara-san shit. Call me Takao. We´ve been friends too long ta be extra polite around each other. and it just don't suite ya.." "Sorry Takao. Yeah you are right. It was a man all right. My husband to be precise." Renji took a deep breath and told his friend everything. "Wow, and I thought I had it bad. Kuchiki´s are some weird people, but in your case it seems that your Kuchiki is really crazy for ya.. and literally. Yeah you can crash here until we figure out how you can return home without being dead in two weeks after that. " "Thanks man. I knew I could trust you. Hey what do you mean Kuchiki´s? Do you know some of them?" Renji looked dumbfound. "Remember the guy I told ya about, Hide? Yeh, that man was a Kuchiki. Was good at hiding it from ya´ll. I liked him a lot, and we had it good. He knew the rules and when ta stop. So if he is still there he could help ya out. Or make yer man see what he is doing. Too bad he had ta go and marry some goody goody lady and make babies fer his family. If he did not had ta do that I might ta still be with him. Actually I love him, but don´t tell it ta him. He might get it ta his head. Now drink yer tea. it´s gonna get cold. Go rest and I´ll go out and get some stuff and food. Don´t open the door but if ya do.. punch them or use yer bankai or what ever shit it was." The smaller man stood up and smiled. He ruffled Renji hair and stepped to the door. Before leaving he looked back at Renji. "Don´t worry kid. We made a pack remember. We stick tagether in these things, right?" Renji smiled and nodded. Maybe things might work out. Meanwhile Byakuya was almost in rampage. Renji had left him and he was nowhere to be found. Byakuya had traveled to the living world and comforted Ichigo. He had been certain that his redhead was somewhere in the Living world with Ichigo. However that was not what had happened. Renji was not in the Living world and not with Ichigo. In a strange way it had been a relief. Byakuya was not sure what he would have done if he had found Renji in the arms of the arrogant teen. Byakuya now stood in the middle of his garden and extended his reiatsu. He was reaching Renji´s. If he was not in the Living world then he had to be in Soul society. Renji had been taught to hide his reaitsu, but Byakuya was certain that the said man could not contain the shadow over it very long. After few minutes of hard concentrating Byakuya found a faint trace. Renji was in Rukongai. Of course, how inconsiderate of me. I should have thought about this first. He would not run away from me like that for that Kurosaki brat. He would never do that. He just wanted to go and calm down. I should have realized myself that he would go to a place familiar to him. Byakuya shunpoed to the place where Renji´s faint trace of reaitsu was pulsing. The place was near the river and a small cottage could be seen on the bank of the river. A man opened the door and Byakuya heard him say something to the man inside the house. "Yo, Renji. If yer Noble man shows up, don´t try ta refuse ta talk ta him. If he´s as smart as mine he might ta listen when ya say what ya want. I really wanta help ya with you and yer noble. They hafta know what we want too or playing ends up too dirty. Now be good and put some blocks a wood in ta stove. Be back in few." Byakuya did not know what to make of this. Renji had gone to another man. This man did seem to know his Renji well and seemed to know something about them. The man did not appear to be too threatening. Suddenly Byakuya felt strange. Renji was finding help for our relationship? But there is no need to find help was there? Who is this man? Byakuya watched as the man left the river bank and then he went around the small house. He looked inside from the window and saw Renji. The redhead was sitting in front of a low table and he looked tired and depressed. This was not the Renji he knew. His Renji was a bright persona who loved to make his life even brighter. Had he really reduced Renji´s spirit? It made Byakuya´s heart ache for a different reason. The fear he had inside him surfaced again. 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