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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY	By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Sorry its been a bit everyone! But I'm trying to get back on track. I hope that you enjoy and I promise that I'm almost done wit the nest chapter as well. Please let me know if you like the story so far.... I really need to hear from y'all :-) Thank you to all that follow this wonderful piece of me!

Chapter 5- Farewell to Who We Were
Kisuke was nowhere to be found as the week dwindled down and our time grew to an end at the Soul Academy. I received the letter that I had been waiting for, informing me that I was assigned to Division 13 under the special intelligence sub division but Any excitement escaped me as my celebration was a hollow one. I figured that I would be celebrating with the man that helped me obtain this accomplishment, my friend and my partner. I should have realized that this would be the outcome and I probably deserved it; quick to remind myself, no I completely deserved it! I was now alone in the world, forced to deal with my demons and struggle to survive on the lonely island that I had condemned myself to.
Most of my time was spent out at the training fields to keep me focused on something other than Kisuke and the look on his face that haunted my conscious. I hated myself for what I did, but what is done is done and just like he said I have to deal with it. My sadness subsided as I came back from the fields late Friday afternoon only to run into Koga and Kai talking in front of my dorm.
“I hoped that I would run into you before we departed to the seireitei” he said as they walked confidently over to me.
I felt a smile come across my face realizing that it was the first time since, well I was with Koga.
“Are you ready to take me up on that offer yet?” He asked with a smirk.
I felt my face blush as I looked into his beautiful blue eyes
“Yes, actually that sounds perfect!” I said beck playfully.
He reached out grab my hand to guide me to the bench that was nearby “Good, how is tomorrow night around 7ish? I know a really good place to go that we can just relax and continue our conversation.”
We sat down as Kai joined in the joined in, almost to lighten the mood, “What division did you get placed with it?”
Having spent the week restricted to only my company I found the conversation a little overwhelming “Uh… division 13”
Koga smiled and sat up with enthusiasm “Me too! Maybe we can train together?!”
I felt my anger and distress begin to depart my mind as I realized that this was my new chapter and that I would be ok without Kisuke for now.
“I’m placed in the intelligence sub division” I added.
Growing comfortable in the conversation as we all began talk about our new lives and what we laughed and started to expand onto other topics. Before I knew it the night had taken over Kai left to finish packing and I was left still sitting on the bench with Koga. A chill still lingering in the air, He put his arm around me to keep me warm and to hold me closer to him bringing a calm over me once again; a power that he had easily used on me.
He coyly glanced at me, “Can I confess something?” he asked as I nervously glanced at the ground.
“Maybe” I jokingly countered.
His hand gripped tighter on my shoulder, “I have been coming here for the last few days trying to run into you. And I must say, you are a hard woman to get in touch with!”
I smiled again as looked at him “Really?” I giggled back “I never thought that you really noticed me”
He laughed “I guess that I played it too cool, huh!?" pausing for a sigh, " I have wanted to ask you out for a while now but, I thought that you might be with Kisuke”
I nervously laughed and looked out at the almost bare cherry blossom trees “Well, we were close but not together” I said as he caressed the length of my arm.
“I guess that worked well for me huh? Better late than never!”
I looked up at him again; as our lips brushed each other’s we sat there for a second then he leaned in to softly press his lips to mine. My stomach turned as I granted him access and our tongues massaged each others as I attempted to push away all thoughts of betrayal that clouded my mind. He placed his hand on the side of my face holding me affectionately as his kiss deepened. We parted as we heard a door slam and a female’s voice come from behind us as if the clear her throat. Although startled, his eyes never diverted from my face,
“I think it’s about time to get you back to your room” He said with a smirk, “But I can’t wait to get to continue this… conversation tomorrow” he said back with a a sexy confidence.
I giggled at his playful manner “Yes, it’s a date” I said as I stood up only to see Kisuke walking down the stairs like the dutiful lover at the side of Yourichi.
“Hey Saya” she said as Kisuke looked at me and Koga with hostility; not saying a word and continuing on as Yourichi stopped to hug me
“Congratulations on the Division 13 placement!” Her hug tightened as whispering “Don’t worry about him, he will be ok! I know that you two will be able to move forward at some point!”
Letting me go she smiled then coldly glared at Koga.
“Have a good night Lady Yourichi” He graciously said with an impatient smile. “You as well Koga, take care of her!” she ordered him as she walked to catch up to Kisuke disappearing into the night.
I felt my stomach knotting up until Koga placed his hand in mine, lacing his fingers with mine.
“You heard her, let’s get you to your room” he said.
My eyes glanced back into the cold dark of the night as he proceeded to walk me up to the doors of my dorm. Sensing my uneasiness he hugged me and opened the door, “Have a good night. I will be over at 7 to pick you up, ok?!”
I nodded with an unsure smile then turned and walked to my room to retire for the night. I’m going to be ok…we are going to be ok! I said aloud as I closed the door to my room; reassuring myself that time will heal us both.
7 o’clock was approaching fast as I took the day get everything in order to leave the academy. I packed up my room leaving out only my new black uniform adorned with my division number along with a pair of jeans, a low cut long sleeve white tunic, boots and blue and green scarf that I brought back from my last trip to the world of the living. Caught in the daze of the situation, I had forgotten to inquire about what I should wear so I figured that I would stick to something simple but nice for my date with Koga. As I finished placing my zanpakutos in a chest I glanced up at the clock to see that it was approaching 6 o’clock.
“Shit!” I yelled out, I needed to really move it!
I walked into the bathroom and proceeded to strip down to my underwear as I touched up my makeup and straightened my hair. Normally I wore my hair back in a ponytail but felt as if I a change would be Fitting for the new beginning that I was forcing myself to embark on. I took a moment to look at my refection in the mirror, pleasantly realizing that I actually looked not happy but content. Knowing that this was the first step in a long road ahead of healing and hoping that Kisuke had jumped back into his former role before all of this, confusion. Taken back a little at the person looking back at me as I realized just how much I had began to look like my mother.
“You really have grown up a lot this year and still have so much more to grow" I said to myself as I walked over to my clothes that were laid out on my bed.
I began to get dressed finally sliding on my boots in time to hear a knock at my door. An excitement washed over me as I walked to the door to greet Koga. To my surprise, I opened it to find Lisa on the other side.
“Why the Hell did you knock? You never knock!” I questioned her.
Her eyes widened then rolled for dramatic effect, “I learned my lesson” she said sarcastically “I wanted to see if you needed help packing or just a friend.”
She looked me up and down then gasped as she covered her mouth “Did you and Kisuke make up?”
I scoffed then rolled my eyes “No, and I don’t know if we ever will.”
My frown changed as Koga came into view out of the corner of my eye; walking up the hallway his presence brought a big smile came over my face. Seeing my quick change of expression she quickly glanced over her shoulder to see who had broken the spell of sadness that had recently engulfed my soul.
“Koga?" she questioned with slight excitement in her tone.
Knowing that I had been entertaining the thoughts of the fox faced young man for some time.
“Yeah, he and I are both assigned to the 13^th Division ” I said with a devilish grin looking back at Koga.
“You look beautiful!” he said as he hugged me and turned to greet Lisa. “Hi Lisa, I promise to have her home at a decent time!” he said jokingly.
“OK?!” Lisa said with a look of confusion as she turned and retreated to her room.
Koga slipped his hand in mine as he asked “Are you ready?” I looked at Lisa’s door knowing that her ear was glued to their.
“Yes, I am. So are you going to let me know where we are going?”
He tugged my arm slightly, directing me to follow, " It’s a restaurant in the 50^th district but don’t worry; it’s safe, I promise”
I smiled as he led me down the hall and toward the doors begging myself to enjoy the night.
Music from the world of the living danced in the air as we came closer to the place that Koga had picked for our date. I felt my face brighten as the music brought back memories from my life in the world of the living. He graciously opened the door and I was surrounded by the laughter from the patrons inside creating a comfortable and exciting ambiance. Overwhelmed by the smells and sounds of my surroundings, I declined to realize that we were being escorted to a more intimate room that was set aside for the nobles at the back of the restaurant. Quickly I became aware as the decor changed and the music lolled to a faint background noise with the closing of a heavy curtain over the door. I snapped back to reality when I turned to see Yourichi sitting at a table with Kisuke again at her side. An anger and jealousy coursed through my veins,
“Are you Fucking kidding me!” I thought to myself as my eyes caught Kisukes then darted back to Koga with an uneasy racing of my heart.
“Looks like we are among friends tonight” he said with a wicked grin.
“Yeah, friends” I said under my breath.
Like the gentleman that he was raised to be, he pulled out my chair to let me sit.
“I’ll be right back” he said as he greeted a few people at a table close by.
I could feel Kisuke’s eyes burning through my back as I began to get angry at the situation. Why should I feel bad about being out with Koga if he has just ran back into the arms of Yourichi! I coached myself, I’m not going to let him ruin the first good night I have had in a while! Koga returned to the table with a bottle of wine and two glasses.
"I figured that we could celebrate tonight. You know, take our minds off of everything else. Just enjoy each other.”
I felt the rest of the room disappear as I embraced those words.
“Sounds like a plan” I said back with a sigh of relief.
As dinner came and went, one glass turned into four and the conversation took many twists and turns that walked the thin line of flirtation and seduction. Now relaxed, Koga glanced over my shoulder at Yourichi and Kisuke,
“So what happened between you two?” he asked
My posture turned defensive as I knew who he was talking about “I think that is a conversation for a later date...possibly never!” I said assertively.
Wanting to redeem himself from the previous question, he took another sip of wine “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean anything by it" he paused to take in a deep breath, "Would you like to dance?”
I couldn’t help but smile as I felt a blush come over my face “Sure” my head swam in nervousness as he grabbed my hand and led me into the main room and out to the dance floor.
Almost on queue a beautiful black hair woman with brilliant green eyes, tucked into a red kimono walked out on to the stage. The band began to play a sad but beautiful mix of sounds as the sensual sweet darkness of her voice dripped from her lips. My heart seamed to pound out of my throat as Koga wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into him so that I could rest my head on his chest. We swayed to the irresistible tune that floated through the air and evolved us in its embrace. I listened to the intoxicating words of the story that the woman bellowed of love found and lost and the solace in the anguish that she felt in her choice. I couldn’t help but move my thoughts to Kisuke and I began to wish that he was the one holding me. I felt Koga's grip loosen as he kissed my temple and slowly twirled me around, bringing me back into him, this time face to face. So close that I could smell the sweet aroma of wine roll out of his mouth. As he slowly leaned into kiss me our trance was broken by Yourichi stumbling into us and Koga’s nose bumping into my mine causing tears to whelp up in his eyes.
"Son of a..." I snapped at her.
She sarcastically apologized “I’m so sorry, I’m so clumsy! I guess I wasn’t looking at where I was going!” as she guided him toward the bathroom I gave her a look to let her know that I was not happy with her antics.
She smiled a scandalous smile, lifting he eyebrow as if to direct me to look over my shoulder. I took the bait and turned, looking back to the room that i had been seated in prior. In the doorway stood a distraught Kisuke struggling to hide behind the controlled mask that he do easily wore. My eyes took in his relaxed yet handsome presence, dressed in a pair of dark jeans a black shirt that he wore untucked and a green dinner jacket. With his eyes calmly fixed on me he began to walk in my direction, feeling the heavy choice that was before me I turned to dart for the door. As I made my way outside; the dark night sky draped over me only to I felt a tug at my arm and was turned around only to find myself in the arms of Kisuke.
“You really want to leave it like this?” he asked aggressively.
My heart began to beat out of control, sadly enjoying the torment of his embrace and secretly wishing that he would take me off to make love one more time. My hands and forehead rested on his chest as I listened to his words continuing on with a sentimental tone.
“We are going to be alright, you know" his fingers ran through my hair, "I think that this time apart will be good for us both. Everything hurts right now but it will get better.” he chuckled as I wiped my tears into his shirt then looked up at him.
“How can you be so sure? I know that I have failed you time and again!” I questioned him as I looked deep into his eyes,
Leaning into me he smiled as our lips brush one another’s “No one in this world knows me the way that you know me, I just ask that you trust me on this. We won’t say good-byes, break or die off, it’s just a moment of change. It’s just better that way!”
I found my hands grasping his shirt as he pulled me closer to him. I could feel his breath against my trembling lips as my eyes begged for him to kiss me once more.
Lost in the moment, Koga's voice broke us from our spell “Saya, where are you?”
I felt Kisuke’s embrace loosen up as we began to separated and he looked to the sky, whispering “You should go” in response to his entire reaction, I looked away and began to make my way back toward Koga’s voice as he met me at the door.
Reading into the flustered look on my face “Are you ok?” he asked
“Oh, yeah! I just needed to get some air” I said back as his eyes followed Kisuke walking back into the restaurant.
He quietly began to put together the pieces in his mind, sensing his irritation with the situation I swiftly asked “Do you just want to start heading back?”
Wrapping his arm around me he looked back at Kisuke as if to claim me as his own. He nodded and forced a smile as we began our walk back to the Soul Academy for the last time, this time quietly.
We arrived at my room, as Koga ended the night with a timid kiss. Upon pulling away he asked “Are you sure that you are ok? Did Kisuke say something to upset you at the restaurant?”
I shook my head no and looked to the ground “He just told me good-bye”
He scanned my face then hugged me softly “Well, thank you for coming out with me tonight" pressing his lips together he glanced at me from the corner of his eye, “I guess that I will see you tomorrow at out new division"
I giggled at his silly expression as he turned to make his way back to his dorm. As I walked into my room I began to strip down to my typical night attire while placing the clothes from the night back into a bag ready to move in the morning. I laid down on my bed one last time and took in the stillness of the night reflecting on the words that Kisuke said to me. Forcing me to the conclusion that he was right! The time apart would be good for us, I have been childish and I have been blind… I needed to get some perspective and grow up. I understood now, I wouldn’t take anything that has happened back, even if it has left me so undone. I quickly came to the revelation I wasn’t weak for loving, hoping and wanting; if anything it made me a stronger person. My eyes became heavy as I these thoughts swam through my head with a wave of emotion, bringing me to a high then back down again. I had a new focus now… I’m not giving up, I’m just giving in!
My mind was plagued with so many feelings that held me tight to the stage of sleep that I was resting but fully aware of my surroundings. My conscious retreated to a still pond that I walked through, creating ripples with every movement; so sweet yet so cold. A place almost identical to my inner world but void of my zanpakutos true forms, Zen my dark samurai warrior and Haku my frigid princely friend. Like a wave, I felt the spiritual pressure of Kisuke move toward me. Was this a dream or reality? I couldn’t tell! Within the peace of the dark I felt his kiss grace my lips as I felt myself waking from the dream state that I was in, but not wanting to open my eyes in fear that it would be over if I did. Finally my eyes opened wide at the sound of my door closing and I sat up as I was brought back to reality. My left hand found a piece of paper that he had left for me that read… “Regrets and mistakes are memories made … Please meet me under the cherry blossoms tomorrow before you leave- Kisuke” I gripped the letter tight to my chest, closed my eyes, then fell back into my pillows as I had so many times before. I instantly felt myself fall back to bed, questioning again if it was all a dream.
The morning came quickly as I woke up to a hard knock at my door. I walked toward the disturbance, forgetting that I was only in my tank and panties, only to find the movers on the other side. I squealed then shut the door quickly to my embarrassment asking them to give me a minute. I ran back to my bed practically jumping into my new uniform and digging through my chest to find my zanpakutos. As my hands found Zen and Haku I yelled at the men to come in. They open the door with caution as I apologized for my indecency and began to strip the sheets from my bed. Attempting not to make direct eye contact as they swiftly gathered all of my belongings, a tall man handed me slip to fill out as I handed him my sheets.
“Division 13, correct?” he asked
“Yes, and I’m so sorry again” I answered back.
The man blushed a little then turned to leave me alone in a bare room that I no longer recognized and was happy to leave behind. I felt something brush my foot as I leaned on my desk. I looked down to see that it was the note that Kisuke left me from the night prior. It wasn't a dream I thought aloud. With the events of the night prior and the words that he spoke, I now demanded closure before we went our separate ways. I needed to tell him that I was sorry for everything… for building this massive fortress around me when all along, out of everyone in the world, I knew that I should have opened it to him. I was sorry for putting him through the emotional roller coaster that was me and not having the ability to make my true wants and needs transparent. I folded the note up, tucked it into my bra and made my way to our place under the cherry blossom trees. I was almost giddy with excitement as I felt the rush of clarity come over me in the words that I would say to him. My pace slowed as I saw him carelessly sitting under the trees leaning on some rocks looking out over the meadow that we used to practice kido in. He looked at me out of the corner of his eye as I walked closer to him, finally stopping at his side. He grabbed my hand tugging me down next to him then wrapped his arm around my shoulders tucking me into his side. He took in a large breath, releasing it to the sky.
“Kisuke, I have to tell you something and I you have to let me get through it!” I begged.
“Of course” he said out of concern.
“I’m sorry, for everything! I never wanted to hurt you, I’m afraid to fall in love but you make all of my doubts go away somehow and that terrifies me” I sat up and moved to my knees in front of him to look at his eyes then continued “I hope that this time apart will give me the perspective that I need to become brave enough to trust you with my heart and allow those three words that I desire to say to you to fall from my lips.”
He took in another deep breath then kissed my forehead “I will let you take this time to figure out who you are and what you really want. But I won’t give up on us if you don’t!” He placed a small jewelry box on my knee and smiled “ It’s hard to picture that you won’t be here next to me though”
My eyes darted between the box and his eyes “Well, are you going to open it?” he asked with a smirk.
I snatched the box and opened it to see a beautiful silver necklace in the form of three elongated loops, symbol of the trinity, with a brilliant green stone that centered the piece.
“I thought that it might remind you of us and remind you that I will always be here for you” he whispered.
A smile beamed across my face “I love it!” I eagerly stated as I turned around to sit in his lap. I handed him the necklace as I pulled my hair up so that he could easily put it on me. As soon as he fastened the clasp he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him as if to say that he didn’t want to let me go.
“Huh… Who would have known how bitter sweet this would taste!” he whispered in to my ear.
I felt me body sink into his as I just took in his unyielding embrace. Time seemed to stand still as we sat there under the cherry blossoms and those words rang in my ears. Bitter sweet was the perfect description to our fine romance! I didn’t want to get up but I knew that this couldn’t last forever so I began sit up and turn around only to see his normally calm eyes silently spoke out, now inundated with sting of our emanate departure, reminding me that it wasn’t over. I tucked my hair behind ears then placed my hand on his chest over his heart, showing that I loved him without a word being spoken. He placed his over mine then grabbed a hold of my shirt pulling me into kiss him. I welcomed his affection as his hands moved down to my waist pulling me back into him as he guided my hips to finally having me straddle him. I could feel his smile as he continued to kiss me making me ache for more.
I heard a familiar voice that broke us from our embrace “Saya?”
I looked over to see Koga standing with resentment in his eyes. “Just friends, huh!”
I froze, not able to even make a noise as I could feel the burn of both Kisuke and Koga’s eyes piercing through me. Koga surprised me with the words that came out of his mouth “I hope you got a good taste of what you can’t have Kisuke!”Then turned and walked away with a devilish grin.
I sat in Kisukes lap until I felt his hands drop to the ground as if to let me go and signaling his defeat. I stood up; still unable to speak even if I could I wouldn’t know what to say. He laid his head back against the rock that propped him up and looked at me with an angry smirk “You should probably go now” he whispered as he looked away.
I knew that he didn’t want me there to see his full reaction, so I turned and just walked away. As I walked further, I felt a sadness shroud over me like a blanket; realizing that I was walking away from the one man that I ever truly loved. I turned to see him once more but he was no longer there.
“Bitter sweet” I said aloud then continued on to the Division 13 barracks.
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