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After the Defeat
By : AriaDream
Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male
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Starrk waddled into his meeting with Aizen, feeling very pregnant and pleased with himself.

The pleasure came from the information Szayel had given him. He had copies of the ultrasounds, information on the babies’ reiatsu rotation, everything their lord and master would be interested in. Including the sex of his pup. Starrk was more looking forward to sharing that with Shunsui than Aizen, but Szayel had quite firmly suggested that he go see Aizen immediately after the check-up. That meant that Aizen would be waiting for him and he shouldn’t delay.

“Starrk! You look very round.” Aizen greeted him with a smile. There was a shogi board already set up and Starrk smiled at the sight. He was developing a great fondness for board games, enough that he’d gotten a board for himself and Shunsui. “Do you have anything on the child?”

“Yes, all of these…” He offered Aizen the things Szayel had given him. Their lord and master skipped the ultrasounds, pausing on the information about the child’s reiatsu. His lips curved into a small smile, which didn’t surprise Starrk. It was too early to say for certain but the readings of their child’s reiatsu seemed extremely promising. “And we have the sex. It’s a boy.” He said with a smile, resting a hand on his distended belly. Aizen nodded.

“Wonderful. Have you told Kyoraku yet?” He asked and Starrk shook his head. “Good. I think I will tell him.” He said with a smile and Starrk swallowed, feeling a sudden apprehension. That wasn’t how he wanted to deliver such information. Aizen saw that on his face and laughed at him. “Oh Starrk. Do you truly think he’ll be glad to know how close to real your child is?”

“…” Starrk looked down at the board, not seeing the tiles. “I suppose not.” That hurt but it was likely the truth. Starrk ran a hand over his belly, nervously. “I would still not want to… taunt him with it.” He wistfully wished he could see joy on Shunsui’s face. But he knew he wouldn’t. At best, the shinigami would give him a pensive smile and hold him, letting him express his own joy. He would not share the emotion.

“You really should not care about his feelings, Starrk.” Aizen said before making a move on the board. Starrk swallowed and quickly took his move. “When the child is closer to being born, I will be using my zanpakuto and the Hogyoku to ensure he will not harm it.”

“…” Starrk stared at Aizen and was horrified to find that he seemed entirely serious. “Surely you do not think he would do that?” He asked, wondering if this was some sick joke. Surely he didn’t think Shunsui would be capable of such a thing? Aizen just smiled at him, amused by his reaction.

“Ah, Starrk. You are such an innocent sometimes.” Aizen said, amused, and Starrk swallowed at his tone. “Kyoraku is one of the oldest captains. He’s seen war many, many times, with everything that entails. He follows Yamamoto like a loyal hound. I have no doubt at all that he would be willing to murder your child… and break your heart in the process.” Aizen said candidly and Starrk wondered if it could be true. Would Shunsui really do that to him and the helpless baby he was bringing into the world? “What would you do if you came back to your rooms to find the cold corpse of your child and your Alpha with blood on his hands?”

“Please stop!” Starrk said, feeling a horrible pain in his heart and soul. If that happened… he wouldn’t want to live anymore. “He wouldn’t…” Starrk bit his lip then because it did make a horrible kind of sense. Tears pricked his eyes and Aizen sighed.

“Perhaps I shouldn’t have told you the truth about him. But you cannot trust him Starrk. Always remember that.” He said and Starrk nodded, subdued. They continued to play but Starrk lost badly, too rattled to concentrate. To his distress, Aizen did come with him to his quarters to give Shunsui the ‘good’ news.

Starrk kept his gaze on the ground as Aizen spoke to Shunsui in a too-kind tone, informing him of the sex and congratulating him on his soon to be fatherhood. Kyoraku replied in a tone that was just barely civil, but didn’t say anything much, just thanking Aizen for his thanks. As soon as Aizen was gone Starrk looked up from the floor, biting his lip as he saw the anger on Shunsui’s face as he looked at the door Aizen had just left from.

“I’m sorry.” He said, tasting the uselessness of the words. Shunsu’s gaze turned to him and those hard grey eyes softened a touch as the shinigami saw his real distress. “He insisted. I… wanted to tell you myself.” He dropped his gaze to his swollen belly, resting a hand on it. He wasn’t the only one who could feel the child, now. The little one in there was starting to wiggle and kick. There was a soft sigh from his Alpha and Starrk almost flinched as warm arms went around him.

“I understand.” Shunsui said, sounding resigned. Starrk swallowed, still wishing he could feel some joy from the shinigami. But he knew it was too much to ask for. “Are you hungry? The numeros delivered our supper only a few minutes ago.” He said, changing the subject. Perfectly timed so the food would be ready after Aizens’ visit. Starrk swallowed before nodding. However he might feel, his body had needs and he was almost constantly hungry now.

Supper was delicious and Starrk hardly tasted it, watching Shunsui as he ate mechanically. He was hardly eating anything, gazing at his food and pushing it around the plate with a pensive expression. Starrk wished, more than anything, that he could tell him things would be fine. But it would be a complete lie and patronizing on top of it.

When they went to bed that night, there were none of the sexual games they usually indulged in. Starrk felt no desire, only a pain in his heart as he slipped into bed with his Alpha. He curled up behind Shunsui, breathing in his scent and wished, with all his heart, that this was real. That Shunsui was a hollow and they were in Hueco Mundo, Alpha and Beta delighting in their soon to be first born son…

His sleep that night was badly fragmented with broken, twisted nightmares. Starrk couldn’t tell where dreams ended and reality began. But the dreams featured a tiny, broken body that he could never see clearly but knew, instinctively, was his child…

“Starrk.” A warm hand on his shoulder shook him, but did not remove him from the nightmare. It was too potent for that. “Starrk, wake up.” That voice though, the concern in it… Starrk’s breathing slowly evened out as he blinked, coming back to wakefulness. Shunsui was looking at him, concerned. “You were whimpering and thrashing.” He explained and the Espada swallowed before nodding.

“I’m sorry. I can go sleep on the pillows.” He said and Shunsui frowned. They had started using the bed for nighttime sleep, because it was easier on his aching back. Using the pillows would be harder on him and the shinigami knew it.

“Nevermind that. I can always nap later, it’s not like I have duties. Starrk, what’s wrong?” Shunsui asked gently, reaching out to gently cup his face. Starrk blinked back tears at the gesture. “You can tell me.”

“I – I just…” Starrk swallowed before sitting up. Maybe they did need to talk about this. “Can we get some tea?” He had a water heater in his rooms. It would hardly be a trouble to make. Shunsui just looked at him for a moment before nodding.

“Of course.” He said and soon they were making some soothing, herbal tea. Caffeine in the middle of the night was not really the best choice. Starrk sipped his tea as they sat at their little table. They used it for food, games and of course, tea. “What’s wrong?” Shunsui asked again as Starrk dropped his gaze to his tea.

“Aizen… has a very low opinion of you.” Starrk said softly, feeling a deep pain in his heart. Why was he even doing this? If Aizen was right Kyoraku would just lie. But he didn’t want to believe Aizen was right. He wanted to believe the man who had fought him so well and valiantly wasn’t a monster. Shunsui sipped his tea, looking rather confused.

“A low opinion of me? I really don’t understand what you mean. I thought I was picked for this because of his high opinion of my reiatsu levels.” He said and Starrk smiled half-heartedly.

“Yes, that’s true… I meant… your personality.” Maybe that wasn’t the right word. Shunsui was frowning now. “Your… ruthlessness. He told me that before our child is born he will use his zanpakuto and the Hogyoku to ensure you cannot harm it.” Starrk rested a hand on his belly, feeling sickened by the thought. No Alpha would kill their own pup. The pup of another Alpha, of course, that was pure animal instinct. But their own? Never. Starrk looked up to see Shunsui was staring at him in what looked like disbelief. But the Espada couldn’t help but feel paranoid after Aizen’s words. “You wouldn’t do that, would you? You wouldn’t kill my…” He choked on the words, tightly closing his eyes at the anguish that sent through him. Then warm arms were around him and Starrk opened his eyes to look into his mates face.

“Starrk, I promise you.” Shunsui said it so sincerely, looking right into his eyes, that Starrk could not disbelieve him. He didn’t know if it was foolish or not but he just couldn’t. “I have never and will never deliberately harm a child.” He said, gently cupping his face in one hand. Starrk felt a rush of relief more powerful than anything he’d felt in his life. “I’ve done many terrible things in my life but never that.”

“Thank you.” Starrk whispered, allowing himself to relax into his Alpha’s arms. He had to believe in this. He had to believe that his mate would not hurt his children, whatever Aizen might think. A warm, gentle hand went through his hair, stroking it away from his face.

“You must be tired. Come to bed with me, Starrk.” Shunsui’s voice was so gentle and Starrk nodded, allowing himself to be herded back to the bedroom. Snuggling down into the blankets he quickly dropped off again, comforted by the presence and scent of his Alpha.

This time, he didn’t dream.

“Kira?” Starrk softly said the name, hoping the shinigami was awake. The man in the cell stirred, looking up. Starrk could see a bruise on his cheek but it was pale compared to the ones Shunsui had worn. He touched the door to open it, stepping inside. “I have some food.” He offered. Shunsui had been begging him to bring his fellow shinigami something. Well, not begging precisely. Starrk would never force his Alpha to degrade himself that way. But there had been so much activity down here that Starrk hadn’t been able to do this safely until now.

“Oh, Starrk.” Kira sounded exhausted. Starrk looked him over with a sinking feeling. Somehow, he didn’t think the man’s pain was due to Halibel. And many of the other cells were occupied. The Primera could feel the gazes of the other prisoners but he just couldn’t feed them all. “Thank you.”

“It’s nothing. How are you feeling?” Starrk asked softly as he knelt beside the shinigami. The way Kira was moving didn’t seem right. He offered the man the food he’d saved, a portion of breakfast hash. It was cold but still delicious, savory sausage, potatoes and eggs. Kira took it and ate slowly, carefully as Starrk watched anxiously.

“Szayel wanted to run some tests on me.” He said with a weak smile and Starrk winced. “Something about enhancing my reiatsu to make me a more suitable mate to the Tercero.”

“Oh…” That didn’t sound very good. From the wan look on Kira’s face, whatever changes Szayel was making were painful. “Has Halibel been treating you well?” He asked, hoping there would at least be an affirmative in that area. Kira glanced up from his food before nodding.

“Not badly. She sometimes refers to me as Beta.” He said and Starrk winced. While that was good for Kira, it meant Halibel wasn’t accepting this at all. If she couldn’t get a grip on her new Beta instincts she would never become pregnant. Starrk vaguely wondered if Aizen would take more direct action. Could his zanpakuto fix the Tercero’s resistance? Perhaps.

“I wish I could stay longer, or help more, but…” Starrk glanced around, hoping the shinigami would understand. Kira nodded, resigned and accepting.

“I know. I’m done, you should go.” Kira said and Starrk nodded, taking the plate and waddling out. He was uncomfortably aware of the eyes on him as he made his escape.

As accepting as Aizen was of his Beta behavior, Starrk really didn’t want to push his luck.

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“This is just as beautiful as I thought it would be.” Shunsui said with a smile. Starrk just ignored that, trying to reach the strawberry that was teasingly just out of reach. He licked a tiny bit of cream off the end before Shunsui gave him the berry, letting him nip it off his fingers.

“Stuffing me with berries? Mmm. I admit, I love it.” Starrk murmured, looking at his mate with heavy lidded eyes. He was curled up, his head on Shunsui’s lap as his mate fed him. “Mmm…. Hm!” The sudden feeling made him smile and he gripped Shunsui’s hand, guiding it down to his swollen belly. Starrk could feel his Alpha’s sudden stillness as he registered the movement beneath his hand.

“Ah, Starrk, that’s marvelous. I just wish…” Shunsui trailed off and Starrk’s hand tightened on his as he felt a moment of intense sadness. He knew what Shunsui was thinking. He was wishing that he wasn’t a captive, that Starrk wasn’t an arrancar, that his child wasn’t going to be Aizen’s pawn… Starrk sat up, moving so he was curled up beside his mate before kissing him soundly.

“Don’t think about it. Our child will grow like a shinigami babe. Who knows what will have happened by the time he’s grown?” Starrk murmured and Shunsui nodded, his grey eyes solemn.

“Live for today? I suppose you have a point. I’ve tried to think of some way out of this but…” Shunsui stopped and Starrk looked down, feeling a twist in his heart. “Ah Starrk. Don’t look so sad.” His Alpha murmured and Starrk gasped as warm lips explored his throat. Hands were on him then and Starrk moaned softly, melting like putty beneath his Alpha’s attentions. “Kami, the sounds you make!” Shunsui pushed him onto his back on the cushions and Starrk went willingly, although he wondered what position his Alpha had in mind. His growing belly was definitely in the way.

Whatever position Shunsui was going to take him from would have to wait. Warm hands and lips explored him, lingering on his straining belly. As if sensing the attention, the little one kicked vigorously. Shunsui laughed as he felt that, giving the flesh a warm kiss. Then he moved lower and Starrk gasped as his half-hard member was enclosed in wet heat. He whimpered softly, fingers tangling in warm chestnut hair. Kami, his mouth felt so good…

Starrk moaned and writhed under the attention, then yelped as he received two kicks and a punch simultaneously. Shunsui actually paused what he was doing to look up, surprised, but Starrk just grimaced and jerked a thumb at his belly. That made the shinigami chuckle and go back to what he was doing.

Despite the child trying to sabotage it, Starrk enjoyed the feeling of Shunsui’s hot mouth, the suction around his member. The shinigami eventually let go of him with a small, wet popping sound, making him whine softly at the loss.

Then they got down to business. Starrk was gently pushed onto his stomach, one of the few comfortable positions they could use with his belly so large. Then fingers began to open him and Starrk gasped, his hands fisting in the fabric of his pillows. Shunsui doing this to him, rather than having to do it himself… it felt tremendously good. Those agile fingers found his prostate, stroking the sensitive spot and making him gasp. Then, when he was stretched out enough, the fingers left him to be replaced with something much bigger.

Starrk groaned at the pleasant burn, the feeling of Shunsui seating himself in his body. The sound his Alpha made, somewhere between a moan and a grunt… Starrk whimpered, his eyes glazing at the desire rippling through him. Strong hands gripped his hips as Shunsui began taking him with a slow, deliberate rhythm. Starrk moaned softly in pleasure, jerking his hips back to meet every thrust.

“Shunsui… oh kami, more…” He panted out and Shunsui responded to his plea, speeding his thrusts and removing one hand from his hip to grip his erection, stroking the throbbing flesh. “Oh! Shunsui… Alpha…” That word slipped from his lips without thought. Shunsui was his Alpha. The circumstances didn’t matter, not when he was being dominated so thoroughly.

“Starrk.” The desire in Shunsui’s voice almost made him cum but Starrk held back, panting as the hand on him and length inside worked to drive him completely insane. “Beta…” That made Starrk jerk in surprise, before a wave of warmth went through him, filling him with fizzy joy. He knew Shunsui was probably just humoring him but it didn’t matter. They were Alpha and Beta, just the way it should be.

It wasn’t much longer before Starrk found his moment of pleasure. It was intense and he tossed his head back, his eyes wide as his body tensed, creamy cum spurting over the pillow beneath him. He felt Shunsui stiffen, felt the hot release filling him as the powerful reiatsu spilled into his body. Starrk accepted it instantly, instinctively. The child within him would thrive, with such power to feed him…

“Oh Shunsui.” Starrk whispered, resting a hand on his taunt belly. A hand gripped his chin, pulling him into a deep, passionate kiss. “Mmm.” His mate tasted absolutely wonderful. As he was released Starrk turned over, smiling at Shunsui and putting his arms around him. Shunsui returned the attention, nuzzling him lovingly. “I love you.” He suddenly said. He knew it was foolish. Aizen would get rid of Shunsui as soon as he outlived his usefulness. But… would that ever happen? If his children were good enough, perhaps not. Perhaps Shunsui could be his forever. He felt the man in his arms stiffen for a brief moment before heaving a small sigh.

“Oh Starrk.” Shunsui’s tone was amused yet sad. “These Beta hormones are strong, aren’t they…? I care for you.” He said softly, which made Starrk swallow. But at least it wasn’t a lie.

“That’s good enough.” He would take it. Shunsui chuckled softly before moving back and scooping him up. Starrk squeaked in surprise before gripping Shunsui’s shoulders. He was not a small man and his cargo made him heavier. Yet, the shinigami carried him to the bedroom like he was nothing. Smiling at that display of strength, Starrk allowed himself to relax.

Shunsui was a good, strong Alpha. Their child would be marvelous.
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After the Defeat	By : AriaDream Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 3355 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach nor do I make any money off it.

After the Defeat