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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY	By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I make no money or profit from this publication. I do not own Bleach or any of its characters...But I wish that I did!! Thank you Tite Kubo for such an amazing ride!

Chapter List
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***Hello All... If you are following the story PLEASE let me know how you are liking it *Giggles* I will be updating every Monday unless I can get it the next chapter together sooner. I do hold a full plate with a full time job, working on my Masters and a Teachers Assistant at a local University.... Yes, I'm a Badass *Winks* Writing Fan Fiction is my passion and a great way to bring your fantasies to life. I will never fear bearing my soul as long as someone is there to listen *Smiles* Enjoy the naughtiness of my inner world my friends!
-Saya Aomori

Chapter 4- The Interview
The next morning came too quickly as I woke up to Kisuke running his hands through my hair and kissing my forehead. I didn’t want to move afraid that this dream would all disappear and I would never feel this way again. He loved me is the only thought that roamed my mind and I loved him. Every inch of my being wanted to look at him and tell him that I loved him but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it in fear of the repercussions that could be. I knew that it would be short lived with the full knowledge that the captains would never allow us to fight alongside each other if they knew the truth and neither of us could become captains if we were in love. The encompassing fear that came from protecting a loved one was one that was not tolerated on the battlefield where so much was to lose. Too much was at stake and everything that we have worked so hard for would be gone with the release of those precious three words so I held them tight to me hoping that he knew my true feeling without the fruition of them falling onto his open ears. It’s just not safe, for us or for our units I reasoned. I had to hold on to this feeling. I sat there coaxing myself into believing that I would be happy as long as I was by his side, even if it was only as friends.
“Good morning” he said as he realized that I had woken up sending my heart racing.
“Good morning” I said back with a smile as I continued to snuggle into his side. Allowing myself to enjoy the wonderful mirage that we found ourselves in.
“What time is it?” I asked, stretching out my exhausted body.
He looked at the clock over on my desk and sighed “We need to be in class in about 15 minutes ago” letting out a devilish giggle he continued, “But I was thinking that we skip it and just lay in bed for most of the morning.”
A laugh escaped my mouth as I kissed his sweet lips then rolled over thinking that I would jump into the shower. Kisuke grabbed my waist, pulling me back into the middle of the bed with him and allowing me to feel his naked body against mine once more. Surprised by this playful side I let out a small squeal and laughed as his grip tightened to lightly tickle my side. I could feel his lips brushing against my right ear as he softly explained his actions.
“I don’t want to let you go!” his tone balanced a combination of seduction and sadness, “I know that it will be over once we get up and I don’t want that to happen.” his hand brushed across my breasts, "Please play hooky with me so that we can hold each other a little longer!”
Tangled in my own wants and desires I took a large breath then maneuvered my body onto his finally straddling on top of him. His hands slid around my waist to my back leaving me practically boneless as I leaned down hovering over him to whisper into his ear.
“I could think of a few things that could keep us busy” then kissed his neck earning that moan that I so desperately wanted to hear again.
“You are amazing” He whispered as I continued to nip and suck on his neck and ear.
Attempting to spur on his excitement, I grinded my hips into his in a rhythmic way, receiving the quick response that so I desired. My body raced with the emotional stimulation that came from our intimate situation wanting to be thrown back into the deep abyss of passion that only he could give me. I began to grow tired of the torture that I was causing finally taking the opportunity slide him back inside of me. I sat up placing my hands on his chest as his fingertips guided my hips up and down. In the light of the day I was able to watch his reaction to the situation that I created. Pleased with the domination that I had over him yet a tenderness that is vulnerable to the others powers. His head tilted back with the feeling of pure fulfillment and his lips trembled as his stroke deepened inside of me. I received a louder moan this time as he sat himself up to kiss my lips once more running his hands wildly through my hair. Only tasting the moment and breathing each other’s life, knowing soon or later it would be over, already missing what we hadn’t even finished. He pulled away to catch his breath and caress my face with a stroke that communicated everything that he wanted to say without a word being said.
“I do love you!” He said again as his eyes desperately begged for me to answer him back.
My heart fluttered with exhilaration as I found those words parting from my lips
“I Love…”
The door to my room flew open as Lisa burst in dumbfounded to see Kisuke and I making love, wrapped in a passionate embrace. I wrapped my arms around his neck and facing the other wall completely mortified.
“Why didn’t you lock the door?” I questioned him as I dug my nails into his neck and back.
“Thanks for that Lisa!” He shouted at her almost jokingly.
“Are you kidding me!!” she yelled As of Christmas had come early, “I knew it!” she yelled again as she spun around and walked back out the door closing it behind her.
“I expect answers later, from both of you” she continued to almost sing through the door.
“Go away Lisa!” Kisuke hollered back as I climbed off of him falling face first into my pillow mortified and exhilarated by getting caught.
He gently rubbed his hand on my bare back then kissed the back of my shoulder.
“Are you alright?” He said, trying to make me feel better about the situation that we had found ourselves in.
Without a sound, I got up and walked to the bathroom turning on the shower as he flowed me, laughing under his breath,
“You have to admit it was a little funny” sliding his arms around to hugging me tightly. Still trying to postpone our departure.
I couldn’t help but to crack a smile, “Maybe a little but I still don’t want to have to explain this to her.”
He leaned back to look at me “Explain what, I thought that we weren’t anything” he said lightheartedly.
“Exactly and that is what you will tell her!“ I smirked and proceed to get into the shower.
Kissing my neck he followed behind me, swinging my body around to look me in the eyes, “I think that you were about to say something to me before Lisa busted in on us?” he teasingly questioned.
“I’m sure that I have no idea what you are talking about” I said back with a cheshire like grin and raised eyebrows.
Tossing his head up to let the water roll down is face; he took a deep breath then said “You never cease to amaze me Saya”
I pressed my body to his once more fighting to get under the shower head, "I have to keep you guessing Urahara, that’s what makes us so good together”
He laughed aloud as he graciously accepted that he would not hear those three words from me today but determined to get them out of me…at some point!
After washing off the sweet sweat from both the night before and the morning we continued to get dressed playfully messing with each and stealing a kiss when the chance arose. I checked to make sure that I had everything that I needed for my interviews as Kisuke gathered my notes and zanpakutos. Everything that we had wanted was coming together and brought about a overpowering happiness as I decided to give into our love. As I reached to open the door, he stopped me pulling me into him once more as he delivered a kiss that left my soul weak.
Pulling away he said, “Good luck today! You know that Yourichi still has a spot open for you though!” He smiled then continued “Come find me once all of your interviews are done. I will head Lisa off so that you can get away”
My heart swelled with a sensation that I couldn’t describe in a million words of poetic rhyme. I took a deep breath and shook my head as I opened the door and let Kisuke greet Lisa who was leaning against her door waiting for us to exit.
“Ah Ha!” she yelled out as if catching a thief.
I snuck behind him and quickly made my way down the hallway and straight for the door. Looking back to see Kisuke standing in the middle of the hallway, arms crossed with a smile on his face and nodding at Lisa looked to be reading him the riot act. I had to laugh out loud at the situation as I shot out the door and made my way to the academic buildings.
You are terrible! Leaving him high and dry like that! Haku said
He deserved it for taking advantage of her and trying to steal her heart! Zen jumped in I hope that you are ready for this. There is something different about you today though! Zen continued
You love him, don’t you?! Haku questioned, Are you going to pursue this relationship?
This is ridiculous I thought to myself! I’m not having this conversation with my zanpakutos when I haven’t even thought it through myself.
Zen huffed, If you decide to put our development and your promise to your family at risk, then this becomes our business!
Haku interjected, Let her have this, she is a woman now and we have to trust her to make the right decisions
Who needs a conscious with these two around I thought as I arrived at the stone buildings that held the keys to my future. I walked in the doors to see the halls over ran with many of my classmates, all looking as nervous as I was. Dodging the traffic I headed down to the hall looking for the room with the Division 8 symbol on the door. I arrived just in time to see the door opening and one of my friends Rin walking out with a look of surprise and frustration covering her face.
“Ah, Saya-Chan, right on time” Shunsui said with a smile “Make yourself comfortable and I will be right back”
I calmly grabbed Rin’s arm as she walked by “How was it?” I asked
“The interview wasn’t too hard, but I feel like I need a shower. I could feel him looking at me even with his hat pulled down” she shuttered “Good luck!”
I laughed at her comment “Thanks!”
I guess that she didn’t really do her research on the captains like I did. Captain Shunsui was known to be a complete pervert and it was well know. I was used to that type of behavior after being around Kisuke for so long; there was almost a comfort in the harassment, as odd as it was. Taking the time to focus my chaotic mind began to think about the night before as I sat down in the chair. What was I going to do about that situation, about us? I hated that it felt so right to be in shrouded by his embrace. I took a deep breath in as I brought my hands to my face,
"Focus!" I whispered aloud.
Noticing that two chairs sat on the other side of the desk, I blew the breath out as I rubbed my hands across my eyes waiting what had been said to be the most nerve racking part of acceptance process.
“There there Saya-Chan, it’s really not going to be that bad!” Boomed a somewhat familiar voice say from behind me as the door closed. I turned to see who it was and to my surprise, both Captains Ukitake and Shushui were walking side by side into the room.
“I bet you are surprised to see both of us?"
I shook my head in response,
"We just figured that we would save our time and combine your interviews.“ Shusui said with a smirk
“Yes Taicho’s” I said back as I lowered my head in respect.
Captain Ukitake released a small laughed as he sat down in the chair directly in front of me as he scanned a file that he carried in with him.
“You don’t have to be uneasy, we are equally honored that you have picked our squads.”
I looked at him as Captain Shunsui countered the conversation walking around me.
“Your mother was quite the Lieutenant and we have high hopes for you as well after seeing the full extent of your abilities. It was the day that she decided to leave."
I glanced back at him to see him peer at me from under his hat asking the question that burned in my mind from the day that I first met them.
"You knew my mother?"
He smiled softly as he lowered his hat again "Yes, very well actually. Now we just have to decide who gets to keep you!”
Much like Rin, I felt as though he was looking through my clothing, but I refused to let him know that it that it bothered me.
“We had expected you to apply for battle oriented squad based on your grades, focus and fighting capabilities. What makes you interested in these divisions?"
I sat up straight looking back and forth at both of them with conviction in my eyes as I explained my full objective of my decision.
“I want to become the captain that my mother couldn’t! I know that my grades are not the best but I can learn quickly! I want to get a well rounded perspective and I know that I can do that through the intelligence of either of your squads! Please just give me a chance; I won’t let you down if you just give me a shot!”
The words flew from my lips as if I had practiced them a million times.
“She is fiery!” Shunsui said to Ukataki with a smile.
Tossing my file onto the desk and leaning back in his chair he placed his hand to his chin as if he was analyzing my sincerity. I felt Shushui’s hands take hold of my shoulders causing me to jump slightly.
“I think that we are done here” he said in a lethargic tone.
“We will let you know our decision by the end of the week” Ukitake said back as he looked at Shunsui.
“That’s it?” I said back as I stood up with a look of complete confusion “That’s what you are base my fate off of?”
“Yep” Shunsui said back as he escorted me to the door. “We will see you at the Seireitei in a week” as he guided me out the door with a lighthearted laugh.
“Almost as fiery as her mother” I heard Ukitake say as the door shut behind me. What the Hell just happened, I thought to myself. Which squad am I going to be in?
“Damn it!” I yelled out, commanding the attention of my fellow students.
Again I swam through the sea of terrified shinigami struggling to find a door with the division 10 symbol on it. Searching the walls I smacked into Koga, the young man that I had been infatuated with and quite possibly the only other man that could bring about similar feelings that rivaled what I felt for Kisuke. I stumbled on my words as I looked up at his dark lean structure.
"Do you...uh...have you seen...division 10?"
His smirk had me locked on his face, investigating every feature.
"Yeah" he said as he took hold of my hand to guide me around the corner to a crowd of people pushing together to read the disappointing news that was mounted under the division 10 symbol. My hand still in his, Koga forced through the crowd so that I would be able to review the information for myself. To my disappointment the note read…All positions filled.
"Damn it!" I yelled out feeling that the day had been an utter waist.
"It sounds like you need to get some of that aggression out!" Koga said back with a laugh.
"You have no idea!" I said back in complete frustration. "Thank you for your help anyway." releasing my hand from his I turned to the kido room to help relieve some tension that felt like it was crushing me.
After successfully getting out much of my aggravation, I walked out the doors of the building the and into the open grounds I felt the cold wind whirl around me chilling me down to my bone. I embraced the comfort of the silence as I took a few minutes to look up at the sky to see the dark clouds rolling in. My solace was broken by the sound of someone walking down the stairs behind me
“It looks like it’s going to rain today, lucky us” Koga said as he stopped by my side, “ I’m walking back to the dorms now, would you like to join me before it starts to come down?”
I smiled at the comment then answered “I love the rain! It puts my soul at ease.”
Without hesitation he grabbed my hand again, like he had done it daily for years, to guide me with him taking me by surprise “Come on, I’m curious about your interviews. I was hoping that we could swap stories. I interviewed with Division 8 and 13 as well.”
Although Kisuke was still fresh on my mind, I was a little thrilled by the close interaction with Koga.
“Sure” I said back as I began to follow him allowing myself to tighten my grip to his hand as our fingers interlocked.
I always had a little crush on him and had secretly wished that he would want to be with someone like me. He was an aristocrat after all from a noble house so I didn’t really spend too much time in the same circles as he did. We danced around in conversation as I told him of the odd situation that I walked into for my interview and he assured me that his interaction with Shunsui was quite odd as well. The walk back seemed to take longer than normal as we flirted a little and laughed over the changes that were to come in the upcoming months; moving to our divisions and our new lives in the seireitei. We arrived back at the main lawn by the dorms as he released my hand from his grip then pulled me to his side and wrapping his arm around my shoulder as if to keep me warm.
“Thanks for walking me back” I innocently said “It was nice to get to get to talk to someone different for a change”
His eyes seemed to smile, “Yeah, it was nice wasn’t it” he said back “So, is there any chance that you might want to continue this conversation sometime over something to eat, tea or sake?”
My face flushed, Did he just ask me on a date? What the Hell!! What about Kisuke? What were we now? Surprised and flustered by the question and the extenuating circumstances, I felt my face blush again.
“Uh… well it’s…uh kind of complicated… I’m not sure…um well”
I didn’t know what to say! Should I say yes? I told Kisuke that it was just for that night and I had already made up my mind that we couldn’t pursue a relationship. My head and heart were at war over a simple question. What the Hell was the matter with me?
“It’s not that I don’t want to… It’s just… I don’t know” He laughed at my response.
“It’s ok, I understand” he said with a smirk.
Sliding his hand down my back as he slowly moved toward his building
“How about you let me know when you are able to take me up on the offer. I would like to spend some more time with you Saya... If you will let me?”
I smiled and nodded to him as he quickly disappeared into the trees towards his dorm leaving me just outside mine. What is going on, I thought to myself as thunder ripped through air and the heavens opened up to the freezing rain that came spilling down over me.
I stood there for a few minutes still bewildered by the decisions in front of me. Kisuke or Koga…One man that I deeply loved and another that was a safe bet. I never would have thought that I would ever have to make a decision like this as my mind was alive with the breakdown of all the things we never thought we could be. Wandering through the fiction to find the truth behind the lies that I told myself, I knew what I had to do. I held back the tears in my eyes as I thought of the stupidity of my actions from both sides. How did I allow myself to fall in love with Kisuke? I can’t keep doing this; he is just going to end up breaking my heart just like he does to every girl that he is with! Eventually he will get bored with his little play thing and toss me to the side along with all of the others, I reasoned with myself. I might love him but I can’t trust him!
“What an Asshole! “ I said aloud as if those events had already taken place.
My body began to shiver as the frigid rain soaked my clothing welcoming it like a personal punishment for my sins. Suddenly, something dark cover my head as I heard Kisuke’s voice yelled at me from standing out in the rain. He rushed me back to my dorm scolding me the entire way
“I will never, in a thousand years, understand why you do that! What are you thinking?"
As we stopped in front of my door, he realized my distress and just stood there looking at me with alarm in his eyes.
“Damn it Saya! I know that look, and I’m not going to let you do it!”He shouted as he pulled me into him holding me in his arms once again.
I wrapped my arms around him digging my face into his chest so that I didn’t have to look into his eyes. I could hear his heart pound out of his chest,
“I tell you that I love you and this is what comes of it!? Why are you so damn self destructive?!" normally so calm and collected in public the few students around paused to watch the agitated and flustered side of Kisuke, "Can’t you just trust me? Stand on the edge with me and hold back your fear!”
I felt a tear fell from my eyes as my decision was being made against my better judgment with the silence that I proposed.
“I just can’t do it! I’m sorry; I would rather be happy forever by your side as your friend than angry and bitter after you get bored with me like you always do with your girlfriends!”
I tightened my grip then released and turned to open my door as I continued letting the cold soak into my skin and fall out in word form.
“You know that we would have come to this conclusion sooner or later. Forever is a long time Kisuke and I don’t think that any love can make it that long. Not even one like ours"
I looked at him standing in front of me as his grey eyes began to fill with tears.
“I guess that we will never know now will we?! You truly amaze me!” he said with anguish behind his words and anger in his expression.
I couldn’t stop the tears from streaming down my face as he continued,
“You know as well as I do that this is bullshit! But it’s YOUR decision… so remember that!”
He turned and walked to the doors finally disappearing as he flash stepped out of my view as if to make a point. I leaned back into my door sliding down to the floor swimming in the torture of my decision. I pulled the green jacket that Kisuke used to shelter me from the rain around me as if it was the only thing that I had left in the world as I continued to cry. Why did it have to hurt so badly? I began to think of Kisukes words and his reaction, he was right… I was self destructive! He was ready to fight for us but I couldn’t take down my walls to let him in completely. My chest began to feel like a million hot daggers pierced through it as a result of this incite. In the brief hours that we were together I was whole now I was left to walk half hearted and alone by my own admission.
Lisa and Mai walked through the entry doors to find me in my pathetic state on the floor. They immediately stopped their conversation and ran over to me helping me up,
“What happened? Did you bust your interviews?” asked Mai.
“I bet I know what is going on! “ Lisa sympathetically commented back.
Gaining a little composure I looked at Lisa and said “No, it was me! I ended it…never let it start…I don’t know what I did!”
Mai stepped back “OK, I’m confused!” she said as Lisa opened my door and forced me into the room.
“It’s alright Mai, I’ve got this hot mess. You go on and I will try to catch up later.”
Focusing he attention back to me, “Why are you soaking wet?” she asked as she walked me into my bathroom to turn on my shower.
I dropped the wet jacket on the floor as she helped me undress as I began the saga.
“I was walking with Koga”
“Oh Shit! Did Kisuke get upset?” She pushed me into the hot shower and sat on the counter as I began to tell her about the events of the day and the horrible outcome.
“I get it; you are just frightened of the uncertainty! If you don’t try then you will never know though!” she assured me.
“You sound like Kisuke” I said as I grabbed the towel that she had hung for me. “Let’s not go that far!” she protested then continued on, “I’m just saying that nothing is real until it’s gone.”
I got dressed, walked into my room and fell into my bed pulling the sheets over my head and screaming into my pillow.
“I just want to stay in bed for a week!” I said in a whining tone.
“That is just ridiculous! “ She said as she collapsed back on the end of my bed.”I guess it’s good that everything happened now since we are about to go to our separate divisions. I heard that we will be training hard with little exposure to other divisions. You won’t even have to really see Kisuke after this week.”
The rest of battered heart shattered on the floor with that thought.
‘Yeah, our timing for the death of a relationship is impeccable! I don’t want to lose him completely Lisa! We just need to take a step back. It was too much, too quickly!"
She gave a scoff as she said “Just give him time, you just destroyed the poor man!" Why do I have a feeling that you two will be back together again?”
I closed my eyes, exhausted from the emotional journey that the day brought.
”A part of me hopes that you are right!”
We lay their listening to the sound of the storm pounding against my window as we both fell asleep in my bed.
Kisuke's POV:
I barely slept as the night came and went, holding on to the perfect ending to my birthday and the beginning of a new life for us. Even with her inability to verbalize her love for me I couldn't deny that it was there. I felt it with every gentile touch, every tender kiss and in every sweet embrace that she adorned me with. She was my future and I was hers as we woke from this blessed dream and took hold of the reality set forth in front of us. Her body pressed perfectly into mine as if it was carved for her to snuggle into.
Not wanting to let go I took her in my arms and breathed in the life that she brought back to me with her seductive dance. Surprised and exhilarated by her domination over me I enjoyed the spirit that came over her in her new sexual journey that I was honored to be a part of. Those previous three words leaped naturally from my lips as if they were made only for her ears. Holding onto hope I waited with baited breath to hear the same come from her only to be denied that gift as Lisa interrupted our intimate embrace. The comedy of the situation erupted from the arousal only to be shadowed by a heavy feeling of remorse for the act of love that we would no longer share. I craved it like it was the last, not wanting to give her body up as we stalled for time stealing the love that she gave to me not in word form but in the form of affection.
Lisa, as always, was on her game as I took the brunt of the interrogation allowing Saya to sneak away undetected for at least a bit.
"Am I interrupting something here? I wanted to say goodbye before leaving for the Soul Society." rang out the familiar voice of Yourichi.
Never so happy to be in the presence of captain and ex girlfriend I smiled at her with a sigh of relief,
“Tiacho! We were just about done here!" I said smiling back at Lisa, breaking free of her rant.
Turning to walk at Yourichi's side, an obedient place that I was all too familiar with, I thanked her for saving me and proceeded to update her on the newest events of the sorted relationship that Saya and I had found ourselves in. As we approached the senkaimon I thought about Saya and how she was doing in her interviews; striking my curiosity for why Yourichi wasn't there,
"Shouldn't you be at the interviews?" I asked.
She laughed at my comment as if that was beneath her, "I could only take so much so I left Soi Fong to do that!"
Always looking to sneak out of her duties, I laughed aloud. The wind picked up and the sky began to suddenly dim as the smell of rain washed around us. A feeling that I had come to know after watching the weather roll in more times than I could remember with Saya. With the smell of rain shrouding around it was like a religious ceremony to her As she seemed to find comfort in the chaos. At the first drops of rain Yourichi hurried through the senkaimon promising to continue the conversation another day.
Quickly I moved through the wooded area only to catch Saya standing alone consumed by the cold drops that fell from the sky. Covering her with my favorite jacket I scolded her as I guided her tense body back to her room. Her normally right blue-grey eyes now gazed at me with a settled sadness that she seemed to carry. The tears that she attempted to hold back enraged my being as I knew that our earlier celebrated love was coming to an end before it ever started. All at once I wanted to hold her tightly against me to let her know that I would love her if she would just let me yet at the same time I felt as if I could strangle her for giving up so easily, a trait that I would have never believed that she was capable of. My soul burned with the rejection that my uncertain siren spoke to me. The pain in heart crippled my body and brought about a whirlwind of emotion that I would have never know that I possessed had it not been for this sorted affair that now left our friendship hanging by a thread as the storm of our lives raged on. Now broken, I retreated to the lifeless shell of a man that I once was as I left her side; determined to seal off what was left of my heart as she clung onto the shattered pieces that I willingly handed to her for safe keeping. Hoping one day, when we were ready, she would make me whole once more.
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