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I Can't Do It Alone	By : ZackaryAndersonJ Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2096 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or any recognizable characters, artistic inventions, etcetera. Tite Kubo drew and wrote it, Viz Media published and licensed it. I make no money from writing this fanfiction. Any lyrics posted do not belong to me.

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CHAPTER 5IVE: BETTER TO LEAVE
The song Better To Leave belongs to Just Surrender.

She’s so afraid of what she’s become,

She’s begging just to feel something for anyone,

Nothing can save her,

She’s made up her mind,

Is all but dead and gone,

Now she is on her own,

Get out while you still have some heart left,

You can’t save someone with no hope,

Can you see it dripping down from her lips?

Taste it on her fingertips?

Can you see the pain that she hides deep inside?

In her eyes,

This all just what it seems,

Could be just another dream,

Could be that the end doesn’t always just justify the means,

Sometimes it’s better to just leave.

Masaki had reached her limit. Period. End of the line. No questions asked. She couldn’t take It anymore. It being the kid. Her kid. It doesn't want to go to the park; It doesn't want to watch a movie; It doesn't want to play a game, no. It wants to fucking read. Unable to handle her son any longer Masaki told him to either watch a movie or go to his room. Reluctantly he did so with tears in his eyes. Five minutes after the movie ended, it was lunch time, and Ichigo was hungry.
"...Mommy?" Ichigo asks, terrified of angering her more. He prayed she was happier now, but unfortunately for him she wasn’t.
"What." She sounds mad and irritated, and in all honesty she wanted to hit him—no she wanted to beat him. Ichigo whimpered and hesitated before mumbling an answer.
"Speak up damnit! What the duck do you want from me?!" Ichigo sobbed out an "I'm hungry" and backed away from his mother. She sighed and cursed as she got up from the chair she was sitting in. She put a chair in front of the stove, stood on it to grab a pan off the shelf above it and put it onto the stove, turning it on. She got bread and put that and a pack of cheese on the counter next to said stove, still not moving the chair. Going to get a spatula from the grill outside, Masaki didn’t see her son climb up on the chair before the stove. The handle was facing him, and his daddy said that it shouldn't, so he was going to fix it. As Masaki came storming in, she glanced at the orange haired toddler and grumbled
"Don't you touch that pan," before buttering a slice of bread. Ichigo didn't hear what she said, and he didn't want to make her angry for asking her to repeat herself, so he went to fix it anyway. Ichigo grabbed he handle with his right hand as he was lifting it. While turning it, however, he felt off balance by the weight of it in his weak four year old hand. Slamming the handle on the stove, his hand fell on the burning hot appliance.
Masaki jumped at the loud noise followed by the even louder screaming of her kid. She watched in shock as tears of pain streamed down his face as he fell off the chair and onto the hardwood floor, crying even harder and even louder at the added pain of the impact on hardwood floor. Her heart raced and, unable to take any more of this anymore, she sidestepped her son, shoved the chair out of the way as well as the pan, and opened a what looked to be an unused drawer. She took the false-bottom out and hurriedly took the large spoon and crystal substance in a small plastic baggie. She took it out, completely ignoring her son, and placed the substance on the spoon and proceeded to place it over the open flame of the gas stove. Ichigo still hadn't stopped screaming and Masaki began to scream back,
"Shut up! Shut up you little shit!"
His screams lowered in volume vaguely but didn’t stop completely. It wasn't good enough for her. Her head swung around, eyes glaring daggers into him and her hair flew wildly over her shoulders as she turned,
"Can't you ever listen to your momma for once?! Shut the fuck up you piece of shit!"
Ichigo clenched his teeth tightly and his whole body tensed in fear of the woman in front of him. He didn't realize that he lost control of his bladder until his pants felt warm and wet, his hand still burning, and his eyes leaking madly. He watched in fear as his mother put the now melted substance into the syringe and placed it on the counter. Taking a tourniquet out of the now broken looking drawer, Masaki wrapped it around her arm tightly before quickly tying it off. Turning back around picking up the syringe, she pointed it at the terrified boy on the floor and snarled at him,
"This. Is. All. Your. Fault."
With venom spewing with each and every single one of those five words, Ichigo's heart broke even though he didn't understand what he was being blamed for. His horror grew harshly as the woman he loved dearly shoved he needle into her own arm, right under the red rubbery object where the inside of her elbow was located, and pushed the other end of the plastic part into the rest of the plastic. In less then five seconds she had the needle out and on the floor along with the tourniquet. Her eyes glazed over and, in his fear, Ichigo passed out just as his mothers eyes rolled back just before her body fell back as well.

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