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Education for Treason	By : BellaFeylin Category: Bleach > Het - Male/Female Views: 1724 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Once back at my home, we settle into my private study. Shunsui takes the couch. I end up in my chair at the desk while Nemu doesn’t even try to relax until asked. She takes the seat across from me. I take the stack and start going through it, reading it. I hand the more interesting pieces back to her, for her to hand to Shunsui. We go like that well into the night. Eventually growling stomachs take over the silence and Shunsui stands.
“Jushiro, I am going to call it a night and be back in the morning, to read through the rest.” He puts his hat on and then looks at me. “She is staying here tonight right?”
I nod and then so does he. “Good.” He says and goes out.
“Why do you want me to stay here?” I turn my head to see Nemu’s eyes on mine again. For someone so often expressionless she sure tries to read others. Mayuri did an amazing job creating you but how much of you are his and how much of what stands before me trying to read my soul is yours?
“You can’t return home and I doubt you wish to involve your friends in this. So please stay the night here Nemu. I will get you a change of uniform and maybe something I have around here would fit you for bed. There is a room down the hall from mine you can stay in.”
She just nods then pauses; she sighs and looks at me. “I’m sorry. I am being a burden to you.” She shows a look of frustration.
I look at her and walk to her. “I won’t deny that but this is very important. It is okay to burden others with things that matter.” I lightly lay a hand on her newly healed shoulder. She doesn’t flinch at all. “Let’s get some dinner and then talk more about how you are handling things? Alright?” She nods.
We end up in my dining room. There is no one else in there at the moment. It is so late everyone else is asleep. I found some of the leftovers from the evening meal and place it out between us. “Everything looks like it will be good still while cold.”
She eats looking up from time to time to study the room or me. She doesn’t miss the fact I’m watching her. The room is wide and airy. It is done in a traditional style like the rest of my home, all dark lacquered woods and pale linens with family pictures around of my siblings. “Captain Ukitake what do you want to know?”
“Why did you come to me?”
She sets her chopsticks down. “Because every time I have ever heard of someone needing help with something and their own captain can’t fix it but it isn’t something to bother Captain Yamamoto with, they come to you. You are wise and kind. I also have always wished to talk with you more.” She goes back to eating.
I smile at her. “I’m glad you think so highly of me. What do you mean by wishing to talk with me more?” I watch the way her hands move and the way her eyes take everything in.
She pauses again and hesitates for a bit before speaking. “I have had limited and ability to speak with the other officers outside of the 12^th division. I have always looked forward to missions involving others outside of the division especially if I am sent without the captain. That is why I enjoy the Shinigami Women’s Association. I get to spend time with so many of the other women there. I feel like some of them even like it that I am there.” She smiles. Her eyes lit up when talking about her membership in the club.
            “That sounds nice. Outside of the club do you have many friends?” I ask her.
            She shrugs “I’m not sure about the ‘many’ part but I do have friends out side of the club and division.” She smiles “Surprisingly most of them are from or were once 11^th division members. Most of the male Lieutienants are friendly. I get invited to go drinking with them when they invite Lieutenants Ise and Matsumoto.” She takes another bite then continues. “Lieutenant Abarai has been really friendly since that mission. Lieutenant Matsumoto is convinced me has a crush on me but I am sure his feelings are for someone else. I’m not bothered since while he is sweet and attractive; I don’t feel that way for him either.” She pauses for another bite. She almost sounds like a normal girl speaking like this. “I was on a mission recently with the 11^th’ division’s 3^rd seat and 5^th seat. We learned we get along really well. They are still really friendly too. I am even allowed to go through their Division grounds without an escort. Madarame and Ayasegawa both agree with Lieutenant Kusajishi that I am not a threat to them, if I am alone, so their Captain doesn’t mind me either. Lieutenant Kusajishi asks me to watch the guys train sometimes and that is fun. I like watching their muscle ripple and I really like it once they get all sweaty. Though sometimes I wish I could train with others like that. I would never ask since, well, I’m not really that good at their style of melee combat. It must be fun though to be able to spend so much time with each other. They all say it is fine for me to watch since I am so quiet.” She is smiling brighter and brighter the more she discusses the 11^th division. That is strange since I always thought their divisions didn’t get along.
            “So does your Captain know you spend so much time with his rival?” I just watch her reaction. She looks down at her food.
            “No, Captain, my captain doesn’t know. He knows I spend a lot of time with Lieutenant Kusajishi but he doesn’t know I go to spend time with the others as well. He doesn’t know that sometimes when I’m there I don’t even see the lieutenant. That I often go there when he doesn’t even know I’m gone.” She blushes after saying that. Did one or both of her lovers come from there? Good for you, finding happiness there. Most women over look them, view them as too rough. Then again after your experiences those men could appear gentle by comparison.
            “So let’s see, do you feel sleepy?” I look at her.
            “No Captain.”
            “Good, I would like to keep talking but if you get tired please stop me.” I smile at her and she nods. “Hmm, I admit to being very curious about you. You are different from many of the others. Can I ask you about some personal things?”
            She nods. “I do not get embarrassed….ever. Feel free to inquire about anything to do with me, if I know it I will be willing to share. ”
            I nod “Do you feel scared. I mean considering what you are trying to do?”
            “Yes”
            “Do you think you will miss him?”
            “Yes but at the same time I hope to move past him. I will keep a memory and the lessons learned but I need to get away from him. If I thought a division transfer would be enough I would do it. If I thought having him imprisoned would be enough I would do that. Neither action is enough. I need to purge him from the Seritie for not just myself or the division but for everyone.”
            “Couldn’t you just turn him in and let the law handle it?” I look at her.
            “What I plan to do is the law as well. It is how Captain Zaraki gained his seat. But no, I can’t go the method you are suggesting.” Her hands start to shake even though her face takes the neutral expression she is known for. “Captain, do you know how antibodies, antivemon, antitoxins and antibiotics function?”
            I nod “I have a basic idea.”
            “Then you understand that those things are even more destructive than the things they destroy. Poisons and sickness are taken away by ripping them apart before they can finish what they are after. Captain Mayuri is slowly ruining everything he touches. It is clear with the test subjects that end up needing to be mopped up when he finished. He is slowly infecting the whole Seritie with that. He and Asiogi Jizo are going to plague us all to the point of his own destruction. He will either take down the whole soul society or get destroyed before he can do so. He isn’t after perfection or even bettering anything. He wants to experiment and test things. He wants to take everything apart. He does every chance he gets. He couldn’t even reproduce due to infertility brought on by his early experiments. He had to create me artificially because even if he could reproduce by more natural means. It would have to be rape. There isn’t a shinigami woman ready to trust his experiments on her body. He created me to assist him in everything. So if his end goal is his own destruction, then I have to give it to him.” She pauses and stares into my eyes for a whole minute.
She continues. “If I can do that, if I can purge us of him, maybe then I can learn to do something other than destroy.” She pauses again but this time for only a few seconds. “If I can’t I will offer myself up for destruction.”
She is so matter of fact even mentioning the possibility of her own death. “What if you learn you can do something else? What do you do in your free time?”
“I assist female shinigami with getting rid of unwanted pregnancies. I won’t ever tell anyone who I have helped, so please do not ask.” She looks down at her food. “I watch the members of division 11 train. I train on my own. I assist Lieutenant Kusajishi with her projects like her tunnels and reprogramming soul candies.” She smiles at that one, which is kind of scary since I have heard stories about strange soul candy behavior. “I would listen to Akon talk about life when he saw fit to share his thoughts. Ikkaku Madarame would talk with me for hours and so often we would realize we never said anything important. When I was with them I enjoyed learning to make love. I enjoyed just being near them when I could. I don’t do any of that anymore though.” She sighs and takes another bite. “I go out drinking or shopping when one of the others invites me. I try to study everyone’s emotional expressions. I am trying to figure out what it is I feel and how I should and shouldn’t express it. Akon found my lack of skill in that field annoying, and back then I was pitiful at expressing myself. So often he couldn’t even tell if I wanted to be near him, even when that was all I wanted. I tried so hard to be more expressive with Ikkaku and he did love it. Still in the end that ended because I couldn’t stand up to Mayuri. Ikkaku was right. I had no business being with him if I was going to hide everything at every moment.” She looks away and closes her eyes. That hurt her.
Akon, from her division, and Ikkaku Madarame are her previous lovers. Akon I can understand, he has been in the division just a bit longer than Mayuri and Akon grew up there. He is just a bit older than her. Ikkaku is a bit harder to understand. He probably made her feel special or safe. He might have been her “bad boy.” That is assuming the two men truly did try to have a relationship with her and didn’t just take advantage of her.
“Nemu, you don’t have to say anymore. Not unless you want to.” I smile at her trying to encourage her to either continue or be comfortable stopping.
She nods. “What about you Captain? I read that one person should include others in the conversation. Ask direct questions in order to be polite.”
I find myself chuckling before I can stop it. She looks at me confused. I answer her. “I mostly spend my time trying to get better or spending time with Shunsui and Nanao. When I have the energy I write or watch my division members train.”
            A number of things flash across her face all ending in a frown.
            “What was that?” I ask. She is so intriguing. I want in her mind. I want to know what her flickers of emotion mean. I want to know how much she hides.
            “I was regretting the fact I can’t offer to experiment on you. I know of some ways to possibly treat you.” She blushes with the last comment.
            “Your own methods or things Mayuri wants to try?”
            “Everything I’m thinking of is strictly forbidden by him even if the rule against experimenting wasn’t in place.” She blushes a bit more.
Something in there is blush worthy? I can’t imagine the male form causes you to blush since you assist in all the experiments in your division. You must have seen hundreds of naked men. You should be as used to it as the 4^th division women. So why are you blushing? Can I ask you out right with out you shutting down again? Will you run if I pry? “What would you try?”
“Well I wouldn’t try the potions. Most people die with both on them. I might consider Inugami’s power if you were just a bit healthier. As you are, I think, he would cause you too go into shock.” She blushes deeper and then looks away. “I can think of only one course of treatment that would be effective and wouldn’t risk your life. It is one of those things though that I am forbidden from suggesting. Not just forbidden by my captain or the head captain’s rule against experimenting on a captain but because I have learned there are social rules that this would break. I have found that no matter how practical certain actions are, without the correct emotions behind them, the action becomes wrong.” Her face begins to lighten.
So there is a way she could treat me but because of all the strange rules she can’t do it and that there is something improper about it even if it was allowed. “Nemu, does what you are thinking about hurt anyone?”
She pauses and considers it. “Physically it would cause you no harm.”
Is she hesitating for herself? I guess she might if she is trying to change and I really can’t ask her to endanger herself. “Would it hurt you?”
“Maybe, that would entirely depend on your actions. It wouldn’t have to but you might require it. Other than physically, I have no idea.” Her blush is back slightly.
Okay, vague and confusing answer. Why did I expect it to be any different? “Would it hurt anyone else?”
She pauses to think. As if that question wasn’t considered before. “I wouldn’t see why it would… but again that would depend upon you.”
“So this treatment causes you to blush. It is against all the rules. It would probably work. It shouldn’t hurt anyone unless I hurt them some how. It is also socially taboo. Does that sum up the situation?” What could be so bad? No wait, I know better… a lot of things. Well what would it hurt to hear what it is?

She nods “Yes that sums it up. I would be happy to do provide the treatment.” Her blush worsens. “I just doubt you would want it if I told you.”
“Nemu, I have been sick longer than a number of your life times. If there is a way for me to get better, I want to know what it is. I will discuss with you the requirements to get it approved. If I want to do it they won’t deny you.” I find my self using more force in my voice than I wish to but it is so frustrating.
She looks down and blushes. “I would need to have sex with you.”
Not what I thought you were going to say. What are you even saying? How is that a treatment? Why would you even want to with me? How does that make me better? My face is hot now too. I stop shake my mind clear of the many mental images of her naked and underneath me “treating” me. With a sigh I ask, “Nemu, how would that help?”
She looks at me. “I have never gotten sick. The only times my body has had any problems has been when my Captain or someone else poisoned me. I can fight any ill. I learned in my time with Akon that he never got sick the entire time he was having regular physical contact with my sexual fluids, saliva and sweat. I tested it. Since my creation Mayuri also has never been sick. During the months I spent with Ikkaku he never got sick either.” She blushes deeply. “I, I could treat you with my fluids. I guess I wouldn’t need to have sex with you. I could harvest them and find a method to apply them to you. I have never tested the shelf life of the fluids so that would require figuring out but yes. I would just need to have you make regular contact with my fluids.” She blushes and looks away.
I am not strong enough to say no to this. I should. I can name a number of reasons I shouldn’t be taking advantage of this girl. I know no matter how I spin this that is what this would be. I would be using her. Not just to get better but for sex too. She is gorgeous. I don’t think I could say no to her if she offered. It has been too long. She is too fascinating, too lovely. She thinks she could make be better with her body. I want her. “Nemu, why would you suggest this?”
She looks back up at me. “I want to. I don’t mean to say I have feelings for you. I consider you kind and would like to consider you a friend but I’m not secretly crushing on you. I know people get offended when sex is offered without emotions. I do not mean to offend you. I wanted to thank you. I also, selfishly, want to try and do something for someone else that isn’t going to hurt them. I want an experiment that is pleasurable for me and the subject. I want a positive outcome.” She is blushing but looking at me. “I also would like to ease Captain Kyoraku’s worry. I saw his reaction to you. It hurts him to see you cough.” She stops and takes a breath, the blood draining from her face and back to normal. She shakes her head while speaking “I’m told that this isn’t reason enough. That people have to have feelings of romance otherwise it is wrong. I like you Captain
“Are you saying you won’t consider this treatment because while you have no problem having sex with me, you don’t want to do something that could be considered wrong?” I really hope she isn’t confused on the definition of rape. “Nemu, you don’t have to do this. We can stop talking about it right now if you like but you do know that if we did that it wouldn’t be rape right?” I can’t have sex with this girl. She is just that. She is almost as childish as Lieutenant Kusajishi. I am a sick person for even considering it. Why did she have to be built so well formed?
She stops and looks at me. She spends a few moments considering my words. “What do you mean?”
“Nemu, you offered. You brought this up. If you want it I wouldn’t be trapping you in it.”
Her eyes go wide and she cuts me off. “No. No-no, I was worried I would hurt you. Taking advantage of you.”
This is too absurd. She was worried about taking advantage of me? I start laughing. While laughing I start to talk, “Nemu….Nemu.” The laughing turns to coughing and tears.
Seconds into the fit, I feel her hand on my back and she hands me a napkin to cough into, to cough more blood up. Her hands pull my hair from my face and smooth my back.
How could anyone leave her? How could you bring yourself to hurt someone so affectionate and compassionate? One would have to be an evil bastard.

She stays there until I’m better. She isn’t disgusted by me. Why should she be? It isn’t like she can catch it. She waits till I done to turn back to the table and pours a glass of water which she hands to me. I take a sip and hand it back to her “Thank you.”
She just nods. “Captain, I read that a medical person who has sex with a patient is breaking a trust and hurting the patient. While I am not in the fourth, I will be acting as your doctor. I would like to help you but since that would harm you, I can’t. I don’t know how to continue because I also read that a healer is expected to try and improve the health of those they can. I know I shouldn’t be having sex with every sick man in the Seritie but I would like very much to assist You.” She touches my face.
I nod and look at her. “Nemu, I-I….” I am too dizzy to think. “I need to lie down.”
She nods and picks me up taking me into the hall and swiftly taking me to my room. She lays me down on my bed. “Better?”
“A little more than I needed. I would have been fine with the floor or the couch in my office.” I say to her smiling.
“I’m sorry.” She looks around the room.
She is such an interesting and beautiful woman. “Can you sit with me?”
She looks around. “On the bed or in a chair?”
“You offered to have sex with me and now you are afraid to sit on the same bed?” I smirk at her.
“One, I did not offer, I merely explained what I was thinking about; and two I’m not scared, I was asking for your preference.” She says sitting down next to me.
“Is that some feistiness?” I look at her in shock.
“You gave me with the impression that that was allowed.” She says looking at me and moving closer. She isn’t defensive just matter of fact.
I nod. “I like it; it was just surprising.” I reach out and pet her hair which is right by my face on the pillow.
She looks at me and smiles. “Captain…”
“Please call me Jushiro.”
“Jushiro, do you want me to lie down so you can play with more of it?” she motions to her braid with her eyes.
I blush and nod “Yes.”
“You can take it out if you want.” She lies down on my bed next to me.
“I will at some point, thanks” I flick the end of it and pet it, watching the light shimmer off it. Images of it wrapped around my cock, using it to stroke myself, flash through my mind and I shake my head to get them away. She and I just agreed not to have sex.
“Jushiro?”
I like the way she says my name. “Yes?”
“After you have taken a spell to catch yourself…could you show me where the bath is? I’m filthy and I wouldn’t want to mess up your bed.” She looks at me.
I nod; we did just agree not to do anything sexual? That is just what this feel like it is becoming. “Nemu?”
“Yes Cap-Jushiro.”
“You and I just agreed to not have sex right?”
“I believe we did but I am also under the impression you found that agreement humorous and when people find something funny they tend to not put much stock in it.”
“I did agree. I was afraid you would think I was taking advantage of you when you said what you said. Also people tend to believe the male or the older one or the one in a greater position of power is taking advantage of the other in most situations.”
“You won’t be. I will state that for anyone who wants to hear it.” She rolls over and looks down at me. “I like seeing you. Whenever we have crossed paths I have enjoyed it. I want that to continue. I also would like to be the one to make sure it continues.” She leans down and kisses me, lightly on the lips. Then leans up and smiles.
It hits me. I have just agreed to some…something regular with this woman who a number times today I thought of as nothing more than a child. Now she is offering to heal me, fuck me. That is a lot to process.

Author’s Note: should nothing shiny happen and distract me, in a day or two, the next chapter should be a lemon, Ukitake lemon. Possible flash back lemons too. I also hope to start switching the point of view soon.
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