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The long walk back towards her own wing was constantly plagued by the thought of what he had said and the constant echo of his words as they bounced back and forth through her mind. For a creature who was technically heartless... she wondered what it would be like to feel the beat of another in an empty chest. She questioned herself if either of them really had the strength to pull through this; part of her seriously doubted the possibilities and continued to point to the low chances of pulling off such a feat. But part of her didn't want to give up either. It was a strange... almost ugly feeling in her chest; a disease that wished to rot itself into the epicenter of her mind. But she couldn't allow for the humanistic weakness to disrupt her role in this situation. She couldn't allow for something like that to sidetrack her ability to carry on this offspring. And yet, it continued to remain there in the back of her mind. Growing and thriving much like the life inside of her. A heavy knock on her bedroom door caught her from her thoughts; forcing her to become blatantly aware of the prison-like room around her. It felt like any kind of surrounding that lack his presence was no longer worth mentioning or even observing anymore. What was wrong with her? She was giving away to this new... temptation and ultimately losing what she had once been. The person on the other end didn't wait for a call and instead pushed the door aside like it was nothing more than air. The first person she took notice of was Captain Mayuri. The second was the female Captain following behind him: Captain Unohana. "Captain Mayuri." she spoke as she quickly pushed herself from her bed and recomposed herself; bowing lightly in acknowledgement. "Captain Unohana." "I'm going to assume that you've been in here this whole time." Mayuri started. She hesitated for a moment before she slowly nodded. "Yes, Captain. I followed your orders as you gave them." "You've been in here this whole time?" Unohana questioned. "Yes ma'am." "Well then... I'm going to have to request that you just stay in here a bit longer; I wish to discuss a few things with you, in private." the Captain spoke; her last two words seemed to irritate her own Captain and she wondered what had happened between the two. They were never... on even terms and he had spoken harshly about the female Captain numerous times. There was a tense moment as the facial muscles of her Captain seemed to twitch and stiffen several times as he thought over the words carefully. "You have half an hour- that's all." She watched as with those words, he turned and left; pulling the door tightly closed behind him. It took her a few seconds before she turned her attention back to the black-haired Captain before her. "Is there something I can help you with, Captain Unohana?" The woman closed her eyes for a moment and slowly breathed in before she held the air in her chest; when it was released, those mother-like eyes opened and a small almost sympathetic smile seemed to turn at her lips. "Your Captain explained to us this entire situation; I have offered to lend my assistance to this... 'cause.'" "Why? Our facility is well equipped to take care of this entire procedure-" "I have no doubts about that, believe me. Unfortunately, I have my suspicions that everyone is well-equipped to take care of the research, observations and whatever else needs to be done to track every little step of this journey. However, I do not believe that anyone here is equipped to take care of you." She found herself almost frowning at the remark; unable to figure out what they were supposed to mean in reference to herself. She could take care of herself just fine... she didn't see why another Division had to get involved; let alone the one Division that rivaled their own. "I... Captain Unohana, I don't believe I understand what you mean. I apologize but I must ask that you explain it to me again." "Don't you think if having a child was easy more people would be having them?" Unohana chuckled. "The point is, everyone is ready to see how this whole thing progresses and see what kind of advancements we can pull from it. I believe that's incorrect. Now while... I'm not exactly sure of how this whole situation happened, the details of it were kept from me, but that doesn't change things for now; the point is, I want to make sure that your health doesn't get lost in this chaotic excitement. I'm arranging for a small medical team to check on you on a daily basis and make sure that things don't get out of hand. I doubt anyone here would even notice distress signs; your blood pressure could drop, irregular heartbeat, epilepsy, anemia, placental abruption, a list of things that go on and on. And frankly to say, I don't believe this facility can properly handle those kind of medical emergencies should they occur. Now... believe me, this was not an easy decision to reach and the debate was horrifying but we found some middle grounds and I was given this piece. And I will push the boundaries on this piece as much as I can to get the most out of it. This is not going to be an easy ride, there are going to be complications that we won't even know how to deal with and I'd much rather avoid making it seems as though you were abandoned in this kind of situation. My team will be handling how things go when it comes to fetal development and progress; we'll handle heartbeats, ultrasounds, anything of the sort." she paused for a moment and let that motherly essence settle. "Of all the people for this to happen to... I just wish there was more of an alternative route to go along with this- something that doesn't resemble a prison sentence." She slowly nodded at the words as everything fell back together. "I appreciate your concern, Captain Unohana. I can assure you that, regardless of the possible problems, they won't pose a severe threat against my health; my body was engineered to withstand damages beyond most human comprehension." "So I've heard, Nemu, but then again you haven't experienced what it's like to carry a child; not many have." Unohana reminded lightly. "Now then, I must tell my team to get ready and prepare themselves; they'll be with you within the hour, I promise. Unfortunately, I must go back and speak with Captain Mayuri once more... there are still a few details that we have not yet gone through. Although... I must ask just one thing before I go and I only require that you tell me exact answer." "I will do my best." "What is the current situation with you and this... 'Espada?' I want to know if you two have been left alone for a period of time recently or if you even want to include him in on this research; how exactly do you feel about this?" For one question, there was a lot to go along with it. And she questioned herself over what to tell the Captain. It had been requested that she tell the truth and she honestly couldn't bring herself to ignore that small demand. Her room was fairly secured as well so... it was impossible for someone to be eavesdropping on them. "I'm afraid I cannot give you concrete answer at this moment; as for his inclusion for this research, that decision is solely up to my Captain. And I'm sure he has given you plenty of his opinion of the Espada already at this point." "Oh yes, an entire discussion on it." "I'm neither confident in my answer to your last question either. My feelings on this case are none too important and I would like if they were removed for the sake of this experiment." The Captain almost appeared disappointed at her response. "You don't have a single opinion on this entire thing? Not even a thought?" An answer seem to catch itself in her throat and she toyed with the temptation to say it out loud. "I have... just one small remark, or rather observation. Ever since the news came around and... my Captain toyed with the idea of bringing in other subjects for experimental testing... he's been acting strange." "How so?" "I... visited him almost an hour ago." she slowly admitted; watching as the other Captain seemed to see no harm in the lie. "Beforehand, when we spoke, he referred to me as his 'mate' but we both agreed that neither of us felt anything towards the other. But now... during our last session together, he said that that was in the past now; he said he was forming a bond to me and wanted to see where it would go. I haven't told him anything yet but I'm not sure if I can return those kind of emotions. There's a... connection somewhere between us and maybe I'm mislabeling it, maybe that's our 'bond' but I can't bring myself to accept it." "So then you... feel sympathy for this man?" "I did before; he was in a horrible condition and I knew it was because of me. It was one of the reasons why I visited him so often... I wanted to try and keep him company even if my attendance reminded him of his hate for me. But it didn't, it never did. It was almost like he enjoyed my presence instead and we... we used to talk a lot; nothing specific but just over meaningless things that held no importance to either of us. That sympathy is what pushed me across that line. Or at least, it was the start of it. After that... I believe it was my own choice to... be with him occasionally." "How many times did you two... engage in sexual activities?" "It went from being once to, last checked, up to fifteen times." The answer seemed to catch the woman off-guard slightly; her dark eyes hinted at her surprise at the number. "Well then, I suppose-" The bedroom door was pushed open once more to reveal her Captain again on the other side. "Your time is up." She caught the slight frown on the woman's lips before she silently turned back towards her own Captain. "Perfect timing; I just finished up explaining everything and I'm sure I have given my team plenty enough time to prepare themselves. I will send them a message later when I'm ready for them to be deployed; until then, I suppose we will continue our discussion on the details of this plan." "How lovely." She stood back and watched as Captain Unohana walked herself out of the room and had the door closed loudly behind her; locking her once again into the solitude. Perhaps the silence would give her time to think and... heal. She wasn't entirely sure what needed healing but it felt like a part of her was hurting almost. XXXX
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