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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY	By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
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Chapter 3- Unlikely Gifts
Sayas POV:
One month after the exhibition for the captains….
The winter break came quickly and it had been over a month since the incident between Kisuke and I happened. We never really addressed it again; we just both went on with our normal lives which made me content but bogged down by the sadness that came with the lye. We continued to study and train together everyday almost comforted by the fact that the whole sexual aspect of a male/female friendship was passed us. The whole incident somehow brought our friendship closer; there was a sort of understated comfort in the complexity of our relationship. I was terrified that we wouldn't be able to be friends after what had happened. My only issue was living with the feelings that we now carried for each other left us open and venerable. Both of us knew that the emotional attachment that we now shared wasn’t something that would just go away, rather something that we would have to live with for the rest of our lives. I began to look at us as a divorced couple. When it came down to it, we just wanted the other to be happy. I must admit that many nights I laid in bed thinking about his touch and longing for his kiss. Many nights I awoke satisfied by the sweet sensual kiss of that amazing night in my dreams. But we made the right choice and I still have my friend I constantly reminded myself. I would way rather have him as just a friend than not in my life at all.
I found myself really paying more attention in class and pushing myself to stronger and faster. Hoping that this kept my mind off of Kisuke and what we could have been. After the fallout on the field, I had to prove to him that I could be chosen in one of the top positions to one of the squads that I was applying for. Although the second division was quite coveted, I couldn't help but think that I could do well with the fighting style division 10; especially with one of my Zanpaktos being bread of ice and the other of fire. All 10^th Division Captains for the last 1000 years have had Zanpaktos of either fire or ice, so that is where I set my sights for my path; the path that my mother robber herself of. I was also applying to divisions 13 more for the all around experience that would come the high focus on intellectual matters, liaison work between divisions and being under captains that whealded two powerful zanpaktos. Either would be best for my development towards a seat in division 10 and becoming a great soul reaper like so many in the long family line of shinigami before me.
With the interviews only a near week away, I held myself captive in my room for the most part only venturing out to go to class or to train with Kisuke. We occasionally would sit under the cherry blossom trees in the main grounds for a quick kido session but it often brought up an uncomfortable tension held in from the momentous night that we had spent; a night that I would never forget. A night that haunted my soul and had me selfishly hanging on to the possibility of feeling his touch once more. Even through our mild interactions, I could tell that he was proud of me for actually trying and that gave me enough to keep me going for the time being.
The week off will be great to just refresh and get a clear mind, I thought to myself as I walked across the training fields and making my way the over to meet Kisuke.
Please bring me out to play, begged Haku’s voice in my head. I’m in my element out here in the snow.
No, billowed Zen, this would be perfect to place to bring a little fire to the dark dreary day.
I was always afraid to awaken them together. One at a time I could handle but together they had and had an amazing power that I didn't fully l understand or know how to control yet; bringing fear to me that I couldn’t suppress. Giving in to the temptation, I checked to make sure that no one was around while I pulled out Haku first as his blade automatically began to glow with a bright blue aura and chills were sent through my body. I relished the power of his icy grip on my soul for some reason. There was an instant connection from the first time that I took hold of him and called out his name. There was a certain comfort in the cold that took over my body as I yelled out
“From the icy grip of the frozen heavens, Roar Haku!”
A large blue burst of light and icy shot out and whirled around me then shot out, like small blades of ice, into the tree line where I had pointed my Zanpakto, freezing all in its path and leaving a large block of frozen trees and brush. Upon the final attack his energy materialized to my side this time in the form of a blue dragon that sat at my right side like and obedient dog.
Ahhhh, that felt good he said as I giggled at his tranquil tone, impressed with this feeling of release.
We were not allowed to fully release our zanpaktos very often unless training with an instructor, but Kisuke and I found a good area, back in woods that we could advance our training in secret so we wouldn’t get in trouble. His tricky mind constantly found ways for us to bypass the rules and restrictions that he felt held us back. The frosty breeze from Haku’s impact rustled from the trees tossing little bits of snow into the air, giving me chills as I reached for Zen. With one deep breath I pulled Zen out of his sheath and felt the warmth of his dark flame course through my blood as a black aura surrounded the blade. I hesitated for a moment as I took a firm grip to gage his furry. His was the power that I was afraid of upon release. Pulling together all of my courage, I was never sure of how to control his need for complete destruction and temperamental behavior.
Well, are you going to call me out? he hissed is frustration of my hesitation. I trembled as I called out for his release
“From the darkest depths of Hell, Fly Zen!”
A ring of black flames circled the ground around me and quickly blazed toward the target, in the form of a dark energy blast, that Haku had just attacked. It shattered like glass and then disintegrated into a black void as I heard a deep, almost evil laugh come from my left as another black dragon sat to my side with steam flowing from his smiling jaws,
That was good! He billowed.
My body shuttered as I struggled to balance the power of the two that rivaled for dominance with in my mind as they babbled back and forth. The distracted battle of their yin and yang bond sucked the life from my being as I did my best to keep control. My intense focus was shaken at the sound clapping coming from behind me. Startled I turned , stunned shocked see the Captain from division 13 Jushiro Ukitake and the Captain from 8^th division Shunsui Kyoraku walking toward me. How did I not feel their spiritual pleasure? I’m in so much trouble, I thought to myself!
Laughing, Ukitake spoke “That’s a lot of power for such a little woman. What is your name?”
I froze not being able to speak or think
“Well?” Shunsui asked.
I dropped both of my Zanpaktos to the ground, as both Zen and Haku disappeared back into sward form. Cowards, I thought. I dropped to my knees, looking at the ground.
“Saya Aomori” I said as I felt defeated by the thought of getting in trouble or possibly not being able to apply for my divisions.
The laughing stopped as the two captains stood in front of me. “Stand up Saya-Chan” Ukitake softly ordered.
I stood up looking at the two large men standing like pillars in front of me. Shunsui walked around me stopping behind me to pick up my zanpaktos.
“Nice” I heard him say, but I got the feeling that he wasn’t talking about my zanpaktos or my abilities.
“I have heard of this, so you are the one that wealds two separate zanpakto?” Ukitake questioned.
“Yes Tiacho” I said back.
“Huh, very interesting” Shunsui replied back.
“I’m sorry; I didn’t think anyone was around!” I forced out as I looked back and forth at the two captains.
“For what?” Shunsui questioned as he handed me back both of my Zanpakuto.”We will be very interested in you progress. Saya-Chan. will you be applying for a division next week?”
“Yes Tiacho” I directed back still terrified of the consequences of my actions.
They both began to walk away as Ukitake smirked and said “Good, we will be watching your progress with a great deal of interest, Saya-Chan”
I felt a smile come across my face as I stood in the field, now alone.
Filled with excitement from the encounter with the two captains, I ran back towards the dorms and into the main lawn to meet up with Kisuke and tell him what happened. He is never going to believe me, shoot, I hardly believe that it happened, I thought to myself. Why did they not turn me into my instructors? I thought aloud.
It’s because of you mother, Haku chimed in. She was a strong lieutenant after all!
But she was in the 10^th Division and it had to be before they were a part of the soul society, I answered back. I guess it’s possible that they knew her but why did he know about me and my swords?
Don't let looks be deceiving, they are very experienced soul reapers, said Zen, and Ukitake is in charge of new Intel unit. They all have their ways.
If that's the case, could they know about my true origin? I trembled as I thought about the consequences that could come from that knowledge. Granddad had done so much to get permission from Captain Yamamoto for me to be brought here and for my entrance into the soul academy after my parents’ death, but I never thought anyone really knew about my true past. A fear pulsed over me with each beat of my heart. No one was supposed to know and if it gets out, I could be kicked out of the soul society all lose everything that I had worked so hard for. I refuse to let my fully down, I must keep up the lye no matter the questions if I wish to proceed on the path that i had chosen. My heart raced as i found myself questioning Kisuke's loyalty to me since he was the only person that I have told. He would never do such a thing!
Are you certain? I don't trust him! Barked Zen, He was upset when you told him that the night that you spent together was a mistake.
Why would you tell her that, said Haku with concern.
It’s the truth! pushed Zen.
Haku came to my aide once more, He was upset but he cares for you very much and would never do that to you!
Those words warmed my soul... He cares for me, bringing forth an undeniable understanding of my love for him.
I see his feelings for you beam through his soul. He just wants to make you happy no matter what the cost added Haku.
I shivered at the nippy breeze that whirled around me as my running slowed as I hit the great lawn, to take time to process the emotions that were coming over me. Watching the the tinny pink flowers dance on the breeze I had completely forgotten the excitement and frustration from the encounter with the captains and moved back to some old feelings that came rushing back.
Could he care for me like that? Could he... Love me? I thought aloud
A cold wind blew through the trees, ripping off all the leaves that had held on this long sending them crackling through the air. The rush of cold woke me from the daze that I had found myself in, I had to talk to Kisuke, I thought to myself. A new purpose in mind I started to run again, desperately looking around for him as I heard two familiar voices playfully echoing over the hill I front the dorms. I cautiously walked up to the top and froze dead in my tracks heartbroken by the scene in front of me.
I guess you were wrong! I directed back to Haku as I watched Kisuke lean in to seductively whisper at the ear of a young blonde girl, willingly pinned to a tree. My chest shuttered as he continued to brush her hair from her face and innocently peck her cheek. I slowly turned, not wanting to see anymore to head back to my dorm room. "I knew from the beginning that I could trust you with my life, but I would never trust you with my heart." I whispered into the cold early night air.
As I approached the doors to my dorm Lisa greeted me with concern.
"What's wrong, Saya?" She asked.
The anguish and look defeat plagued face as I walked down the hall and into my room was a tell tale that she had come to know. This time was different though and she saw that in my eyes.
"What did he do now?" She asked with concern in her tone, "For two people who are not even together, y'all sure have your issues!"
She was right and I hated it! My posture slumped as i walked into my room; fallowing just on my heals.
"I just want to be alone right now Lisa!" I whined out but truly begging for her to stay.
"No, you need to have some counseling but it looks like you just get me!"
Smacking me on my butt, she ordered me to get into something more comfortable and she would be over in a few minutes. Knowing that there was no way of deterring her, I happily gave into her request. Placing my zanpaktos on their stands, I took off my uniform and sat on my bed in my tank top and panties thinking of how stupid I was! Why would he ever what me when he could have any girl he wants? The door flung to Lisa barging back into my room in a Band t-shirt that she had picked up while on a trip to the world of the living and the tiniest pair of black boy shorts that I have ever seen. I giggled at her as she tossed a page packet of strawberry and green tea mochi on my bed then began to dig in my dresser.
"Damn it, I know it's in here" she exclaimed. "Did you move it again?
Referring to my emergency stash of sake that I normally stored in my dresser. My eyes widened and I smirked at her confession.
No remorse graced her face as she continued on, "I only come in and grab some when I really need i, I promise!"
I laughed at her, “I knew it! So it was you!" I accused.
She turned to lean on my dresser and scan the room "Yes, yes, so where is it?"
I pointed to my desk, “check the bottom draw"
Quickly she shuffled through my desk drawers as I began to dive into the mochi. With a look of success she grabbed the bottle and walked with the look of success in her step back over to my bed. As if to open me up, she plopped down on the bed, opened the bottle and handed it straight to me with a devious smile on her face.
"Well??" she questioned.
So desperately wanting to wash away the pain of the day, I snatched the bottle from her hand and proceeded to take a large swig. I felt my face flush and my chest warm as the robust liquid shocked my lips and trailed down my throat. We handed the bottle back and forth as i recapped the sorted details of the day, craving the false reality that I so craved.
"You spoke with Shunsui? Was he as handsome as I remember?" she asked.
Thrown off by her train of thought, i laughed at the question,
"I guess" I was so scared that I was going to be in trouble that I didn't really pay close attention."
I went on to tell her about coming to terms with my feelings for Kisuke and the scene that i walked up on to see. As of to come to my defense she scoffed,
"I really don't get him!" she said as she fell back on the bed "I think he only acts as a nervous intellectual to get girls to think he is sweet, then bam! He’s got you in his grasp. He is nothing but a snake, just like the rest of them.”
I wanted to say no, he isn’t like that but I couldn’t bring myself to defend him. With a heavy sigh I agreed with her analysis,
"I guess that he’s just not the person that I thought that he was." I paused and offered a different view, "I can’t be mad at him though, it’s not like he is betraying me. I just keep coming in at the wrong time.”
I reached for the bottle again,
“Let’s face it, Kisuke Urahara and I will never be together!”I said I said quite loud in a forceful tone.
Taking another gulp of sake, the door opened and Kisuke walked in with a look of confusion and frustration on his face.
“What is this, a pajama party? Where were you?” He said with his eyes fixed on me.
Both Lisa and I pointed back toward the door as she yelled “Get out! This is much needed girl time!"
The look of frustration became more apparent as he began to scratch his head.
“What did I do now?” He yelled back holding his ground.
“Oh I think that deep down you know!" Lisa smugly commented back as couldn’t help but give a giggle.
Feeling empowered by the liquid courage that coursed through our veins, she went on,
“Why don’t you go run back to that little blonde that you so easily filled up your time with earlier and leave Saya alone right now!"
My mouth dropped, that took some really brass ones I thought then looked at Kisuke as if to back her up. His face perked up as he processed meaning behind the comment; as if a light bulb went off. His eyes fixated on me once more, now burning like hot coals.
“Oh, I get it now. You’re jealous! It makes complete sense now!”He said as if we were the only two in the room.
The world seemed to close around us as he walked closer to me making it hard to breath. I was mortified at the fact that he called me out in such a way leaving me to strike back like a cornered animal.
“How dare you!” I yelled at him.
Satisfied and Impressed by the reaction that he got from me he smiled with a cold huff of his breath.
“You made the decision to run and hide; now you have to deal with it!”He pushed back.
Unable to control my anger I grabbed the pillow next to me and launched it at his face
“Get out, Kisuke!” I yelled at him.
Letting the pillow hit him, he shook his head with a cold laugh as he walked toward the door slamming it as he left my room. My heart pounded in my chest I fell back onto my bed and closed my eyes wanting this to all be a really bad dream.
“Can I just go to sleep now Lisa?” I begged.
Her recently sassy tone had now disappeared to a meek mouse like whisper,
“Yeah, I will check on you in the morning” she said back, still in awe of the argument that she just witnessed.
Slowly she turned off my light and closed the door behind her, leaving me to sort through the emotions that became transparent in the battleground of my room.
A week went by as i adjusted to my new found feelings for my best friend and partner. I used the time to reset my focus and study alone to prepare myself for the division interview process. I occasionally went out to practice both my Kiddo and fighting techniques with Kisuke but only with groups of people so that we could avoid any further venomous conversations. I set to break myself from the grasp he had over me but every touch from him had me longing for more and I just wanted it to go away. Constantly suppressing my desires we begun to drift apart, no longer the the the people that we once were. I knew everything would change with that first kiss, but I didn’t realize all of the hurt feelings and drama that would come with that fatful decision to give in to something so wonderful.
Sunday, December 31^st closed in fast as my attention held tight to the next day that I would be interviewing for both divisions 8 and 13. I had to impress the captains after the awkward meeting in the field this time with my intellect, and that always proved to be much more difficult than with my combat abilities. As the night grew later, I fell asleep amongst my books and notes spread across my bed. I awoke from my scattered dreams to the sound of shuffling papers and feeling of the a light touch on my arm. I rubbed my still hazy eyes from my disturbed sleep,
“Thank you Lisa!” I whispered out to the room, “You don’t have to check up on me all of the time. I’m really ok”
Reacting to a pull of the sheets from the other side of my bed I rolled to my side surprised to see Kisuke sitting down next to me. Still waking up,
I rubbed my face and asked “What are you doing here?”
He reached down to remove his shoes “Do you even remember what tonight was? Even after everything that we have recently been through, I still thought that you would be present for my birthday!”he said in pure disappointment.
I rolled back to my back in shame looking at the ceiling i yelled out, "Shit!”
My stomach twisted as I thought about how terrible of a friend I was for missing a special event.
“I’m so sorry! I promise that I didn’t do it on purpose!” begging for forgiveness in my meek tone.
He pulled back the sheets and slid into bed laying his head on the opposite pillow so that he could look at me; an act that was not new but sent my heart to flutter.
“No, I get it.” He said sadly and brushed my cheek “You have been distancing yourself from me since the last argument when i lashed out. I shouldn't have been so tough, even though you deserved it!"
He paused with a gulp that seemed to stick in his throat, "I just missed having you there tonight."
My heart began to beat out of control as I fully realized the intimate situation that we again found ourselves in. A situation that i had desperately tried to avoid but so wanted at the same time. Begging for the companionship that came with only our embrace he snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me into him as he rolled onto his back, tucking me between his arm and his body. As his eye looked down upon me again opened with love a bolt of exhilarated fear flew through me. I had no idea what he thought, what he planned to do...and I was afraid he'd come to his senses and not do any of it. His fingers gently roamed my back while we enjoyed the comfortable science of the embrace in the dark of my room. Curiously, I placed my head on his chest to listen to his heart as he broke the silence once more,
"What happened to the people that we used to be? You turned your back on everything that we were after the night we spent together. What stopped you even giving us a chance?" His heart seemed to beat out of his chest as he paused to kiss my forehead, “I feel like I lost you that morning!"
Every inch of me cried out to him with the pure deliberation of his thoughts. Why did he have to be so wonderful I wondered. Letting my hands run across is abs, I could no longer deny that this was something that I had wanted again, something that wished for ever night.
"Do you want to know the truth?" I whispered as I wrapped my leg across his.
"Please!" he softly begged.
I pulled myself up, sat on his stomach and felt my legs tremble has he moved his hands up my thighs finally resting them on my hips. I looked around the dark room as I built up the courage to speak.
"I know you better than almost anyone but I can't bring myself to trust you with my heart! Still Against my better judgment I constantly am thrown back to the night that we spent together and all I want is to wake up with your arms around me again. I long for your kiss, for the rush that I get when you touch me softly and the emotions that come when we..."
He sat up pulling me tightly into him so that I could feel his warm breath,smelling of oranges, against my lips.
"Then let me" he begged back as he caressed my face then closed the gap to kiss me softly.
Immersed in the embrace his hands gingerly roamed my the small of my back and his fingers tangled with strands of my hair. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his kiss deepened and he began to pick me up, slowly laying me down on my back. Our lips pulled apart as we both gasped for air, I ceased this opportunity to pull his shirt off and explore his chest with my hands as he lowered himself on to me grinding his hips into mine. He began to playfully nip and kiss at my neck as his hands moved down to unbutton my night shirt. I could feel his erection pushing and rubbing against my inner thigh making my body ache for him to be inside of me. His warm breath followed his tongue as it trailed down my chest finally stopping at my nipple as he stopped to kiss and suckle it. Pure excitement pulsed through every inch of my body as he nibbled my nipple only pulling away to sit up to admire my partially naked body in front of him. His fingers gently made circles on my stomach as I looked into his soft grey eyes watching the emotional chaos that played in them. I could tell that he wanted to say something but couldn’t find the words.
“What is it?” I lovingly questioned him.
With a look of passion and acceptance he bit his bottom lip and shook his head
“Nothing,… Everything!” poured from his lips like sweet wine intoxicating my drunk mind to give in completely.
I sat up wrapping my hands around his hips to brace myself.
“Well, aren’t you going to finish unwrapping your birthday present?”
I asked with a mischievous smile and a coy laugh. Leaning into me, he whispered softly, tentatively, with lips barely touching, now lovers looking for each other in the dark,
“You are all that I have ever wanted”
My heart erupted with those words as I hooked my thumbs into the sides of his pants lowering them slowly as he proceeded to kiss me passionately and lower me back down to the bed.
“Impressive” he broke the intensity with a giggle as he sat up and attempted to take them the rest of the way off.
He bent down to press on and kiss my hip bone skillfully grabbing on to the sides of my panties to removing them. I lifted my hips, granting him the ability to easily slide them off. Looking back at my naked body he let out a small moan that reminded me of the first night that we spent together. I felt humbled by his worship for my body and for me, creating a more intense need to feel the love that came with with this seductive act. Oh God, I thought to myself, I don’t want the outcome to be the same as last time. I began to panic a little, I have to protect myself, I have to protect us! Sitting back up I looked into in his eyes, placing my hand on his face
“Kisuke, I can't hide that I desperately want you but we we just can't be together." I paused as reasons flooded my head, I don't want to end up hating you or you me... so this is just for tonight OK?!”
A devilish grin came over his face as he leaned into softly bit my lip and moved to whisper into my ear
“I get it, what you are saying... but how about we start with tonight?”
My beasts heaved and my grip on his waist released and I fell back on the bed surprised by his response. He separated my knee again; kissing it then began to caress his mouth down my inner thigh sending my mind soaring and my back to arch with the anticipation of his actions. His lips gently touched my most feminine area leaving me breathless for a moment as my hands moved to my sides grabbing tightly to the sheet that I was laying on. Pleased by my reaction he slid two fingers inside of me slowly gliding them in and out as he continued his kiss. My hips slightly lifted as I felt my body give into pure ecstasy that washed over my body life warm water.
“Oh Kisuke” I yelled out, not caring who heard.
Still holding on the feeling that throbbed through my soul I felt him start to crawl back up my body finally ending up face to face with me again.
“Are you ok?” he asked with a smile.
Trying to catch my breath, I slowly nodded my head as his lips yet again found mine. I wrapped my leg right leg around him once more as he grabbed my left knee pushing it out and centered himself over me; at that instant I felt Kisuke gently thrust himself inside me. My half-closed eyes flew open as I gasped for air and gave a little cry of surprise bringing my body to life yet again. His lips brushed mine as he scanned my face while giving me time to let me take in the feeling of him inside of me. He caressed my cheek as he began to slowly gild in and out of me sending a rush of passion through my body with each motion. He moaned as I twisted my hips and shifted my legs to reposition him inside of me. I stretched my head back as he kissed my neck continuing to make every inch of my being swell with pleasure. Noticing my increased enjoyment, his pace continued to increase as he his kiss deepened and held on to his sweet release until mine came once more. Heavy in breath he placed his forehead to mine
“I love you” he said with an intensity that rattled my bones then continued to lightly kissed my lips.
A look of surprise and fear plagued my face as he collapsed next to me and pulled me back into his side; almost back to the same position that this whole thing started.
Again his lips found my forehead, “You don’t have to say it back" a small laugh left his throat, "In fact I know you better than that! I just need for you to know how I really feel. I don't know when it happened but i fell for you!" he continued.
Tears began to cloud my vision as I felt my heart explode with my inability to say it back uttering“I.. I can’t, Kisuke”
He wiped my tears away and kissed my lips lovingly as if to reassure me that it was ok.
“I know” He said as he held me tighter to him and pulled the sheet over us both.
My head and heart fought in a in a tedious battle over those wonderful words that fell so willingly and comfortably from his lips. Holding him close to me i kissed and caressing his chest until we fell asleep in each other’s arms.
Kisukes POV:
Every moment was like torture to spend with Saya after our fall out but I refused to be shut out completely. Like an angel she graced my dreams every night igniting my passion for her with every night that passed. Against my better judgment I gave her the space that she needed and went in as if night had never happened; an act that with others was so easy but was daunting feat before her precious spirit. Behind every close interaction a held back a need to drink from her lips, to taste her skin and to be whole in her embrace; forcing myself to live the lie that she so easily followed.
Knowing how stubborn she was I forced myself to opened my sights to the options that caught my attention. One of which was a sweet blonde girl by the name of Yari that had been presuming me since the year prior. As I waited for Saya to arrive to our normal kido lesson I was surprised to run into Yari walking through the almost bare trees. Her red lips questioned me on my reason for being out in such cold conditions,
"What keeps you out in this frigid air?"
I answered back honestly, "I'm waiting for my partner"
Angering my mind that I couldn't say that she was more to me than a partner or a friend. Yari propped herself against the tree as I drew close to her to question her motives,
"What are you doing out here?" I asked back playfully, feeding off if her open seductive stance.
"I saw you out here and wondered if you could use some company… or a friend?"
I scoffed, a friend I thought to myself. Those words that rolled from her crimson lips were the push from the edge that I needed to send me back to the man that I was before. If Saya was going to continue down her path of lies that kept her true feelings at bay then I needed to move on until she was ready...for us. I can't just hold on to hope when here I was handed the chance to move on. The old me hesitantly came out as I flirted with the pretty young woman that actually wanted me. Leaning into her I brushed the light strands of hair that hid her face as the frigid wind picked up. The giggle that bounced from her mouth as we played the seductive dance against the tree made my chest tighten; wanting only to hear Saya’s laugh that filled my soul with a childlike happiness though couldn’t be described in words. With every touch I felt a guilt shroud me until I couldn’t take it anymore. Why did I feel this way? Saya and I weren’t even together I reasoned with myself. Her eyes begged for me to make a move, to bring her desires to life as I leaned in to whisper in her ear. Trying to push past the guilt I had every intention of making her innocently swoon with my soft words, but was stopped short by my own detriment.
“I’m sorry” I whispered in her ear and dropped my head, “I can’t do this!”
She turned her head to look at me in frustration of my reaction, “I’m sorry? Am I not good enough for you?” She defensively threw out questions, “Are you with someone? I thought that you were single again?”
I backed up sliding my tongue across my teeth in aggravation and shaking my head at her response.
“You are a really pretty girl, but I just realized that my heart belongs to someone else and I’m not ready to let that go yet.”
Her face softened as she came to terms with my reality. Gently placing her hand on my face she walked past stating a response that left me hollow again.
“I hope that she knows that she is a lucky girl!”
Barely acknowledging her sentiment I walked past her into the cold, now on a mission to find Saya and break her of this childish lie that she held onto. I was going to make her see that we belonged together, that I needed her in my life as more than a friend.
I ran through every scenario that she might through at me as I roamed the grounds in search of her. Clarity came over me as I embraced the fact that I loved her and wanted her by my side more than anything that I had ever coveted in my life. My life became better with her with her entrance into my heart making recognize what I really wanted in my life my future and the part that she played in that story. My hands shook as I opened the door to her dorm, making the decision to confess my love to her face. I stood in front of her door prepping myself for the life changing moment that was about to take place, the first time that I would ever tell someone that I loved them. Booming from the other side of the door,
“KIsuke Urahara and I will never be together!”Her voice ripped me from my task and set me to defensive mode as I commanded my presence to be known with the opening of the door.
My disappointment was only shadowed by her blatant jealousy that held a glimmer of hope that she was still battling with her mind and heart over our possible future. I let stew in her own decision calling out her feelings for me to an audience of one, letting her realize that I too battled with this heavy heart that I wished to hand to her for safe keeping. Our heated argument had me pleased as it brought forth a passion in her eyes that I had previously feared was lost for me.
The days passed as she hid in her room to study, driven by her need to prove me wrong. I waited day after day for her to come to her senses and speak to me about the argument that we shared and the emotions tied behind it. I fully expected her to break down as played the waiting game knowing if I pushed too hard that she would break the other way and we would possibly never recover. Surprised that my birthday had rolled around without so much as a real word from her, I held on to the hope that she would be there for me. Despair roamed my soul throughout the day as I took the time to get in some studying before the interviews before the party commenced. Like a hawk I watched the door all night, awaiting the arrival of the only present that I wanted…Saya. The night wore on and my impatient mind got the best of me as I slipped out of my own celebration and headed to the one person that I couldn’t celebrate without. The hall was quite and her room dark as I walked right in to see my angel sleeping in front of me in a low cut white satin night shirt. That peeked out of the sheets delicately positioned across her, leaving a single bare thigh out to be coveted by my eyes. I let out a small laugh at the jumbled books and papers that had been left at her side as she fell asleep unexpectedly. Her body stirred as I tidied around her, my sights never leaving the curves of her body under the sheets; like a present to be unwrapped. Feeling no hesitation I sat on her bed committed to feel her skin against mine once more, hoping that my actions would speak louder than words could possibly as I guided her heart to trust and love me back.
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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY