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I Can't Do It Alone	By : ZackaryAndersonJ Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2096 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or any recognizable characters, artistic inventions, etcetera. Tite Kubo drew and wrote it, Viz Media published and licensed it. I make no money from writing this fanfiction. Any lyrics posted do not belong to me.

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CHAPTER 4OUR: GIRL WITH GOLDEN EYES
The song Girl With Golden Eyes belongs to Sixx: AM.

Day one. Dope free. I went to the clinic today and got the first dose of methadone.

I'm out of dope so I threw away all my rigs.

Day two. I can't believe it's been two days without junk.

Fucking smack, it just ruins peoples' lives.

At first it seems so sweet, then you wake up next to a monster.

Day three. I haven't had anything for three days now.

This withdrawal is killing me. It's like shock therapy to my guts.

Day four. Last visit to the clinic. My whole body feels like it's cracking into pieces.

Fragile doesn't even come close to describing how I feel.

Day five. I'm sick as a dog, but this handful of painkillers

and a lotta whiskey's gonna get me through.

Day six. When I'm left to my own devices I go fucking insane.

I'll never use heroin again.

Day seven. I can't believe I'm clean!

Day eight. Everyone says I look better--

Day nine. The parasites are panicking--

Day ten. They seem amazed that I'm alive!

DAY ONE.
The following day Isshin and the twins set off to their grandparents’ house. As Isshin waved and pulled out of the drive way, Masaki realized that she was nervous had been picking at an old injection mark on her arm. She hadn't been left alone with Ichigo for more then several hours at a time and she was worried that she was going to do something to screw things up. She decided to play it safe and take Ichigo to the park. Ichigo and Masaki played around on the playground for an hour or two before they went out for lunch at a diner and then ice cream. They ate on the walk home. When they got home it was time for Ichigo's nap. As soon as he was asleep, Masaki immediately felt extremely relieved. She took a nap of her own and, when he woke her up, she made them soup for dinner that they ate as they watched a movie about a toaster and it's home appliance friends trying to find their way home.

DAY TWO.
The morning after, Masaki was still terrified. She called up Ginrei, but he had wanted her to have mother-son time and had sent Byakuya off to stay at his mother's house for the week. She hung up the phone, cursing the old man out in her head, and asked Ichigo what he wants to do. Ichigo hugged her legs and said
"Can we read, mommy?" looking up and smiling at her. She smiled and agreed. That couldn’t be too hard. They curl up in a blanket on the couch and read for half the day before he eventually fell asleep next to her. She took him to bed and tucked him in before making cheese burgers. She puts them in the fridge when they were done so she could throw them in the microwave when Ichigo decided to wake up.

DAY THREE.
The next day Masaki decided to go visit Uncle Kisuke Urahara, his girlfriend of forever Yoruichi Shihoin, and their two adopted children, Renji Abarai and Tatsuki Arisawa. She let Kisuke know that being alone with him was scary, which he comforted her, or tried to anyway, by saying that being a parent was scary. They stayed for dinner (Ichigo had his nap with the Renji and Tatsuki.) The ride home was silent before Ichigo took it among himself to fill,
“Momma?”
“Yes dear?” Masaki sighed.
“Why'd we go to Uncle Kisuke's?” Masaki pursed her lips, knowing that she told him that she wanted to spend time with him since she had four years to make up for.
“What do you mean, sweetie? Did you not want to see your uncle and cousins?”
“I just thought it was gonna be just you and me...” Not knowing how to respond to that, Masaki decided to just change the subject completely.
“...Want Mac and Cheese tomorrow?” Ichigo pouted at not receiving an answer, but hummed and gave a dejected “okay…”

DAY FOUR.
After having Mac and Cheese for breakfast Masaki took Ichigo to do some grocery shopping, purposely taking as much time as possible and comparing prices. By now her veins were itching with nerves, irritation, and annoyance. All she wanted is some peace and quiet. That isn't what she was getting, however, with her son crawling all over her and telling her some story she had already heard before about some game the Kuchiki brat played with him. Shocked at the harshness of her own thoughts, she decided it was time to pay for her groceries and head on home. The car ride was filled with Ichigo chatting away as Masaki clenched the steering wheel with nervous, shaking fists.
When home, she put the groceries away, again taking as much time as possible to do so, and popped a movie in for Ichigo. She gave him a bowl of cereal for dinner. Masaki went to her room claiming,
“I’m not feeling to well sweetheart. Can you leave momma alone for a bit so I can take a nap and some medicine? I’ll put you to bed later when I wake up, okay?” Ichigo sadly and reluctantly nodded his head. When Masaki never showed up Ichigo ended up falling asleep on the couch.

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