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I'm Glad I Said I'm Sorry	By : Ultimania Category: Bleach > General Views: 2024 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 4: Memories and Tears
Rangiku's POV
As I was wandering through a forest trying to find something to eat, I heard a voice.
''Hey girl, come over here!''
I turned around and saw three Shinigami looking at me. What do they want with me? Maybe they have something to eat?
I walked to where the Shingami were at and asked them, ''Do you have something to eat? I'm starving.''
The Shinigami then looked at me with something unpleasent in their eyes...was it lust? Then one of them said with a smirk on his face, ''I'll tell you what girl...if you play a game with us, we will give you something to eat.''
I did not like where this was going. Even though most Shinigami are trustworthy and kind, something about these three...seemed wrong. I decided to just get as far away from them as possible. ''Forget it, I do not want to play any 'games' with you. I have to go, bye.''
I turned around and was about to run, but then that same Shinigami grabbed my arm forcefully and said, ''Now, now, now...why is a pretty little thing like you trying to run away?''
Then one of the other Shinigami said, ''Hey, don't you think we should just present this girl to the Hougyoku now? I don't want our boss to get furious at us again.'' Hougyoku and their boss...what the hell are they talking about!
I decided enough was enough, and I managed to pull my arm away. I ran away as far as I could, ignoring the Shinigami's angry voices. Suddenly, the third Shinigami used what seemed to be shunpo and appeared in front of me. ''Sorry, little girl. But, you won't remember a thing after we are done with you.'' Then, I felt like someone punched me in the head so hard, I fell unconscious.
After what felt like hours, I seemed to had regain semi-consciousness, but I can't open my eyes. Suddenly, I felt like someone was sending me indescribable pain and torture throughout my entire body! What was this hell...was this rape! I wanted to scream, but I couldn't even speak. I could hear voices full of lust and foolishness.
''Hey bastard, when can I have a turn!''
''Shut up, you can have a turn once I am through having fun with this bitch.'' Then suddenly, I lost consciousness again.
I regain full consciousness, this time I was able to open my eyes. I looked around and saw the same three evil Shinigami grinning like they were proud of themselves.
''So, you have finally awaken girl?''
I looked at them with hate and said, ''What did you scum do to me!''
''We just pleasure ourselves, you were so much fun.''
I just stared at them and I couldn't move like I was paralyzed because I was so full of shock...those bastards raped me while I was semi-conscious! I looked at myself and realise I was fully clothed and slightly bruised. But, these were not the clothes I was wearing earlier! So, these bastards raped me and then reclothed me like nothing happened! I couldn't believe those Shinigami did this! I thought Shinigami were supposed to be the protectors of Rukongai and Soul Society, but these Shingami act worse than the some of the lowlifes of Rukongai!
Before I could get any more words out of my mouth, one of the Shinigami said with a devilish grin,''It dosen't matter, because you will not remember anything about this incident. Because soon, you will be no more.'' I was horrified, were these bastards planning to kill me!
Before I could ask them what they meant, one of the other Shinigami took a mysterious orb out from somewhere inside his clothes and said, ''Listen girl, just look into this orb and we will leave you alone.'' I decided to look at the orb out of curiosity, then I was going to get the hell out of here!
I looked at the orb, and then I felt a strange power from it. This orb has a strange power...it was not spiritual power, but something so...different. I felt like this orb wanted me...like it wants to absorb me!
''What the hell is this orb!''
The Shinigami seemed surprised I asked and one of them said, ''It is called the Hougyoku, and soon you will be a part of it.''
''A..part of it! No, I do not want to become-''.
Suddenly, the Hougyoku glowed white, and I became paralyzed again, like I couldn't move. Then, I felt like this Hougyoku was slowly draining away my spiritual energy, I felt like I was dying!
Then one of the Shinigami said, ''Soon you will become part of the Hougyoku, and you will be no more.''
This can't be happening...my life cannot end like this! Suddenly, I felt like I was slowly losing consciousness...and something else was fading...what was it? Then, I heard the Shinigami's voices.
''Shit! I can sense someone's spiritual energy...and it is slowly coming closer! Someone's coming!''
''Let's just abandon the bitch and get out of here. At least we got our fun out of her.''
Then, I heard footsteps and voices that gradually faded. I felt like I was losing something...was I losing my memories? Slowly, my memories began to fade one by one until all I could remember was my name. Then, I felt like I fell into darkness. After what seemed like hours, I felt like the darkness faded due to one voice.
''Eat, if you have collapsed, you must have spiritual energy.''
I screamed and then realised that I just had a dream...that was a horrible nightmare. It was a nightmare...but why did it feel so real? Was that nightmare my memories or...oh I don't know anymore! Whether that nightmare was based on my memories or not, it was so horrifying! Ugh...my head hurts so much and I am so afraid! Am I ever going to be safe! Gin wouldn't be able to protect me from danger...I don't know what to do anymore! Then before I could stop myself, I began to cry.
Gin's POV
As I ran back as fast as I could towards our home, I replayed that conversation I heard between those Shinigami over and over again.
''Hey, boss. We decided to have fun with this girl, and then we presented her to the Hougyoku.''
''So you raped this girl.''
''Yes, boss. But we-.''
''I do not care what you have done to her physically, but I would like to know if the Hougyoku sucessfully absorbed her soul or not.''
''Well see, about that...we sensed someone's spiritual energy heading towards us. So, we decided to abandon her while she was unconscious before the Hougyoku completely absored her soul.''
''I see, it's possible her memories might had been erased due to the Hougyoku's attempt to absorb her...tell me what this girl looks like.''
''Oh...she is so gorgeous. Golden blonde hair, blue eyes, nice lips, and man she was so fun to play with-.
''That's all I need to know. Do not fail me again, or else I will present YOUR souls to the Hougyoku. Do we understand each other?''
''Y-y-yes, boss.''
Those bastards raped her and erased her memories due to this thing called the ''Hougyoku''! Was that the mysterious orb I saw earlier! I can't believe this...how could those bastards hurt someone like Rangiku! Her memories must have been erased, she acts like she can't remember anything but her name! Damn it all, why are Shinigami so evil! I thought Shinigami were supposed to be the protectors of Rukongai and Soul Society, because I never thought I would see Shinigami act worse than Hollows!
Finally, I made it home. I opened the door, and began to search for Rangiku.
''Rangiku, where are ya?''
Then, I heard someone crying. No...Rangiku can't be crying, could she? The crying was coming from the bedroom, so I enter the bedroom and my heart shattered at what I saw. I saw Rangiku in the bedroom, sitting on our bed crying uncontrollably. She had her back turned so she did not notice me yet.
Then I heard her say, ''Why? I thought I would be safe with Gin..but it looks like I will never be safe.'' I decided that was it, I needed to comfort her and be there for her. I sneaked up behind Rangiku and wrapped my arms around her in an embrace.
Rangiku's POV
Suddenly, I felt a pair of arms wrapped around me in a warm embrace.
''Gin?''
''It's me, Rangiku.''
Then Gin said in a sweet voice that was almost as soft as a whisper, ''Why are ya crying, Rangiku? It pains me to see ya crying. Please tell me what's wrong.''
''You don't want to know'', I said through my sobs.
Then, Gin said words that I will remember forever.
''Rangiku...no matter what your problems are, you can tell me. If you have pain, share it with me. If you have joy, share it with me. If ya have a burden that you cannot carry alone, then I will carry it with ya. I will never abandon ya, because I will always be with you.''
Gin's words comfort me so much, it was like he was erasing all my pain. I decided to tell him about my entire nightmare. Gin looked at me with his eyes opened, and for a monent I saw a look filled with sadness...and anger?
Then he smiled again and said, ''It's ok Rangiku, it was just a nightmare. Don't worry, I promise you're safe with me.''
I began to feel like my sorrows were slowly disappearing, and I felt warmth from Gin's arms. Then I realised that no matter how horrible my past was, whether my nightmare was based on my lost memories or not, that Gin will always be there for me...forever. In the end, that's all that truly matters.
Gin's POV
Oh Rangiku...it pains for me to see ya like this. I am sorry I lied to ya about your nightmare, but you don't need to remember that hellish incident just yet. I promise ya that no harm will come to you anymore...because I will always be there to protect ya. I see that your tears had finally stopped, seeing ya in tears hurts me more than you will ever know. As I comforted you, I once again saw the most beautiful thing in the world, your smile.
''Are ya feeling better, Rangiku?''
''Yes, I am feeling much better thanks to you Gin. Could we lie down for awhile...together?''
''Of course, Rangiku.''
As we both lay down on the bed, Rangiku said something that I will always remember for the rest of my life.
''Hey Gin, I just realise something.''
''What's that, Rangiku?''
''Our eyes are both the same color...blue.''
She was right, I never noticed that until now.
''Ya know, you are right.''
''I like your eyes, Gin...they always soothe me.''
I almost blushed and said, ''Your eyes are way prettier than mine are, Rangiku.''
Wow, I had seen Rangiku blushed before, but not this hard! ''T-t-thank you, Gin.''
As we both lay down, I notice that Rangiku was snuggling up to me and calling me a teddy bear again, but I loved it when she does that. Rangiku...you need your memories back. One day, somehow I will take back what was stolen from you. Those bastards who raped you will pay for what they done to ya, I promise.
As I was falling asleep again, I said, ''Goodnight, Rangiku.''
''Goodnight, Gin.''
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