And I will try to fix you | By : RabidSheep Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2399 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"Get off me,
you little freak!" Szayel tries unsucessfully to pry to
slender human off him. The arms encircling his slender waist and
pressing his body to the shorter one of the human do not release.
"Not until
you say it!"
"I am not
saying THAT."
"Then you're
going to have to surgically remove me from your body!"
"You are your
own special brand of stupid, aren't you?"
Szayel ruffles
those coffee brown locks pressed against his chest, that hair that
brings him the scent of the boy he calls pet. Keigo does not even
look hurt at this statement, he has been called stupid enough times
to not be swayed by it anymore. The human hugs his prize tighter
with force that would have stopped another human from breathing but
does nothing to the Espada caught in his grip.
"All you have
to say is 'I love you, Keigo' and I shall let you go!" The boy
playfully threatens the taller man. Suddenly he stiffens in fear as
a slender hand abruptly grabs the front of his shirt collar and
hoists him up into the air, easily breaking his grip from around
the skinny Espada. Szayel holds the boy up to his eye level with
one hand as easily as one holds a kitten, grinning at the fearful
look in the eyes of his rebellious pet. Keigo can feel his toes
clawing air as he is lifted completely off the floor like a mouse
caught in the talons of a dragon, such is the immense power
difference between a human and an Espada. He gags as the cloth
tightens uncomfortably around his throat.
"Do not ever
threaten me again, boy. I hold the power of your life and death in
my hands. I can crush you without even lifting a finger."
Master seethes past smiling lips, he is enjoying the smell of fear
that radiates off his living toy in intoxicating waves. The sound
of clothing ruffling and the strained breathing of the human fill
the quite laboratory. With a rough shove he releases the human,
sending him stumbling across the floor as the scientist walks to a
set of humming computers. Keigo rubs his hands around his bruised
throat as breathing starts to get easier again. It was worth it.
Szayel leans over
the computers and starts inputting long strings of complicated
codes and information. The blue glare off the dual screens
reflected off his glasses as solemn amber eyes pay no heed to the
boy moving behind him.
"Well it
didn't hurt for me to try, right?" Keigo manages a weak grin
then coughs, the bitter taste of his own blood on his tongue.
Master ignores his
pet. The boy steels himself to ask the question that had been
haunting his mind ever since last week...ever since he saw HER
in the door way. Fidgeting with his hands while standing behind
Szayel who messes with the computers it is not long till he hears a
sigh of irritation come from the pink haired Espada.
"What now,
pet? You only twitch like that when you want to ask me something."
Keigo is surprised
then angry, he bites back a scathing reply to defend his pride.
'I'm not twitching.' Now isn't the time to be a teenager. He
draws in a deep breath and prepares his words.
"I want to
know if I can go see Orihime. I used to know her in the human world
and it would make me happy to talk to her again." There he had
said it! He felt better for asking but cant shake this feeling of
fear of being rejected.
Szayel turns
around to gaze at him. The silence is tangible between them as wide
brown eyes beseech metallic gold ones. 'Please', he silently begs
the Espada, 'I'll be good if you just let me go. Please. Please.
Please. Please. Pl-'
"Okay. You
may see her but do not stay too long." As if an answer to the
boy's unvoiced begging had been answered the permission makes Keigo
want to jump in the air in delight. But he will not do that out of
fear of this sudden good luck being snatched away because of such a
silly display. Keigo walks as fast as he can towards the door
without actually running.
"Oh wait. Here, I have
something for you." Szayel walks over to a high up cabinet and
opens it, inputting a security code into the second door then
opening it and pulling out a slender object. "This is to be
used for your protection when you are out wandering the castle
without escort. It's just a prototype, I plan on making an improved
version later but for today you should use it."
Keigo
steps forward and takes the object in his hands. "Whoa."
It is a small multi-barreled pistol that could have easily passed
as a prop in a pirate movie. The gold metal and rich wood shine in
the light of the lab and weigh heavy in the hands of the boy.
"It
fires ceros but mind you not nearly as strong as an Espada's own.
This is to be used in an emergency and even then only as a last
resort. If you fire this inside the castle and it is not an
emergency then I will skin you alive."
Keigo gulps and
shoves the gun in his pant's sash then turns back towards the door.
He nearly makes it out before hearing Szayel's voice once
more.
"Oh, and pet?" Keigo stops to turn and look
at him.
"Yeah?"
"It only fires three
shots."
"Got it!" Now Keigo does take off
running down the hallways towards where Orihime was being
imprisoned.
He doesn't know why he wants to see her. Even
after what she had done to him, leaving him in Ichigo's basement
like some unwanted animal. He doesn't know why he clings so
desperately to the life he lost that night. The thought of moving
on both terrifies and excites him. Perhaps she will say she is
sorry and ask his forgiveness. Keigo slows to a walk down the long
hall leading to her room so that he can try to catch his breath.
'Okay this is it. Time to confront her.' Stopping just outside the
opened door he draws in a deep breath and walks in.
She is
turned with back to him and looking up at the moon through the high
window. The soft light on her hair is almost too much for him to
stand. Keigo is relieved to see the green eyed Espada is at the
moment not in the room with his charge.
"Orihime."
His hands rest in his pockets as he waits for her to turn
around.
She cautiously glances over her shoulder and he can
see she is biting her bottom lip.
"Asano-kun?" Her
voice holds a tone of disbelief. Before Keigo knows it she is
hugging him, burying her face in the smell of his clothing so that
for a moment she can pretend she is back home and everything is
wonderful again.
"Did you come here to rescue me,
Keigo?" He stiffens wishing so badly he could tell her 'Yes, I
came here to set you free, my princess' but he cannot. It would be
a lie. Putting his hand on the back of her soft hair he returns the
embrace but a frown pulls at the corners of his mouth.
"No."
She
seems not surprised and still leans against his chest as if her
body has suddenly lost the will to hold itself upright.
"Oh
Keigo, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I left you in the basement with that
monster! I'm sorry I just sat back and watched day after day and
said nothing!"
Keigo feels her tears seeping through
his shirt and onto his skin beneath.
"We thought you
had died when it took you. We told your sister that you were killed
in a car wreck outside of Ichigo's clinic. We even had a funeral
for you."
He looks down in surprise at her. Keigo lets
go of her and goes to sit down on the couch that sits off to one
side of the room, shaking hands run through his hair as he tries to
digest what is being said to him. He doesn't know why but the fact
that all of his family thought he was dead...shook him. He bit his
fist as tears streamed down his face, with the one thought in his
head repeating over and over 'I'm dead. Everyone I love thinks I'm
dead'. He hardly notices as Orihime sits down beside him and puts a
comforting hand on his back.
"You had to understand we
did what we thought was best!"
"What was best...?"
He whispers around his fist. The orange haired girl reaches up to
take the hand away from his mouth, pulling it into her lap and
putting her own hands over it.
"Yes, don't you
understand?"
Anger floods over Keigo as he looks her
dead in her tear-rimmed eyes.
"Since when was leaving
me in a basement with a rapist 'what you thought was best'?"
His tone grew scornful.
"I-I-"
"Since
when was lying to my family instead of telling them the truth the
best thing to do?"
He stands up and walks towards the
doorway, this conversation having gown down the drain
fast.
"Keigo, wait!" Orihime runs to him and
throws her slender arms around his neck, throwing herself at his
mercy. He stands with arms at his side as a shadow is cast across
his eyes. It takes all his willpower to keep from shoving her away.
She nuzzles his neck in affection, trying to seek comfort in her
only friend in this cold castle.
"What happened to the
boy who would be trying to grope my breast by now?" She
murmers in his ear. "What happened to my friend who was always
game to go to the movies no matter what time of day it was? What
happened to the guy who would always listen to my long rants on the
phone in the middle of the night?"
The boy stares
coldly down at her, his hands balling into fists.
"He
died that night back in the basement when his friends left him
locked away with a monster."
She crumples against him
but with him not reaching out to steady the girl she slowly sinks
to the floor. Keigo turns away from her and starts walking back
towards Szayel's side of Los Noches. As he leaves he can hear faint
sniffing as Orihime weeps, kneeling on the floor as her former
friend leaves her.
He didn't want to be caught peeping.
Before the boy enters the lab Szayel switches the monitor away from
viewing the room where Keigo and Orihime had been talking back to
something work related. A casual glance is given to the boy as he
stomps in.
"Have a good chat, did you?"
The
boy doesn't answer but just stands sulking by the door. Szayel
stands up and walks to him, no gloating smirk on his face for
once.
"She told my family I was dead...th-they had a
burial and everything...I didn't even get to tell them good-good-"
And then he crumbles. He falls on something warm and soft, strong
arms reach around to embrace him as he cries onto the shoulder of
the Espada. Cold hands pet the back of his head as the pink haired
scientist makes soothing sounds.
At his young age Keigo now
learns that try as we might to be prepared, death always catches us
by surprise. Especially when it's our own.
It seems like
hours before Keigo is calm enough to speak again. He could never
see his family again without them freaking about seeing a ghost.
How could they ever understand what happened? How could they ever
know he has a gay lover who isn't even the same species as himself?
He becomes aware that he is sitting on the cold metal of an
operating table. He must have been placed up here in the middle of
a sobbing fit. He feels numb and drained but better after having a
good cry.
Szayel sits behind him on the table playing with
Keigo's long hair between his gloved fingers. Even tho he seems
unable to understand many human emotions, pain is something the
arrancar understands all to well. For nearly all hollows are born
out of pain.
"My family might as well all be dead. I'll
never be able to see them again without being thought of as a
ghost." Keigo says in a numbed voice.
"Then
perhaps it's time to start a new family."
"I think
I would like that, Szayel. Just the two of us."
The
Espada ignores the slip in how the boy says his name without adding
'-sama' onto the end of it.
"And a baby."
"...
A what?"
"I want you to have my baby, Keigo
Asano."
The human stiffens and looks up at his captor
with a 'have you lost your freakin' mind?' look.
"You
do understand that I'm a GUY, right?"
"Of course I
know, I'm a scientist."
Keigo blinks at the Espada then
turns to stare forward once more. This night could not get any
stranger.
"Do you want me to explain to you how Im
going to do it?"
Keigo sighs. "I suppose. I don't
have a choice in this, do I?"
"No, you don't.
First I will put you into a deep sleep and then I'll cut you open
here and-"
"Please tell me the non-detailed
version."
"...Okay. I am going to operate on you
and add a womb to your body behind your testicles. Simple enough
for you?"
"Yeah. So that's it, huh? Im going to be
a ...mother?"
"Now you're getting it."
Never
in a million years could he have guessed he would be having a
pregnancy as a man who was supposed to be dead. Perhaps Keigo could
find it inside his heart to forgive Orihime and what she had done
to him. But not now. Now she is nothing but a traitor to him and
his lover is a mad scientist who wants to impregnate him. The human
can not help but feel that fate is laughing at his horribly
disfigured life.
Ashes to
ashes,
We all fall
down.
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