The Wolf and the Demon | By : Zarakiswolf Category: Bleach > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 2172 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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He won't touch me....still hasn't for the month I've been back to life. No matter how many times I've riled him, provoked him or challenged him, he still hasn't. I'm not sure why unless he's waiting for my memories to come back. I don't know why they haven't about him. I remember everything else except this Mori person I killed. But...not him. Little events or words trigger the memories but nothing has triggered the memories of him. I continue watching him train the men and sigh.
"Problems with the husband, sis?" Renji whispers in my ear as he sits beside me and watches.
"Hi, Rooster. Sort of but I don't know if you wanna hear it. It's pretty weird." I laugh.
"Well, since your husband is busy and all I'm supposed to be doing is delivering reports, I've got time."
"I remember everything except this Mori person...and him."
"Oh....that must be difficult. You are married to him after all."
"He...Renji, he won't have sex with me. Not even when I tease him or antagonize him. All he does is kiss me. I just...I want him but it doesn't seem that he wants me."
Renji blushes and coughs a couple times. "Could he be waiting for your memories of him to come back?"
"Maybe. But I don't think they're going to come back. Everything else has come back with a sentence or an action, something has jarred the memory back into existence. But nothing is working. I just...I love him, Renji. What am I doing wrong?"
"Have you talked to him about it?"
"No, that seemed like it might be stupid. Actions speak louder than words with him, it seems."
"Have you tried walking around naked?" he chuckles. "If that doesn't make him want you again, I have no clue what will."
"No, I haven't. Thanks for the idea. I'll try it and see."
"The hell are you gettin' her to do now, Abarai?" Zaraki says, looming over us with his arms crossed.
"Oh, nothing! We were just saying that maybe she could start coming to our drinking sessions again. Captain Kyoraku found a new sake to enjoy and I thought she might like it." Renji lies.
Zaraki glares at me but I nod, giving no sign of the stink of Renji's lie. "Yep, that's all it was."
"I'll think about it. You forget, Abarai, Central Forty Six is still after her."
"Swee wouldn't let anything happen to me but you're right. Maybe it should wait." I nod, trying to appease him.
"Well, that might be best. Anyway, Captain, I have some reports for you from my captain. He ordered me to hand them to you and nobody else."
Zaraki takes the papers. "Alright. Scram."
"See you, sis." Renji says before getting to his feet and exiting the dojo.
"I hope you know that I know you were lyin' to me, woman." Zaraki growls before turning away from me.
"I won't tell you the truth unless you fight me again."
He glances over his shoulder, smirking. "Why does it always come to fightin' to get you to open your mouth?"
I shrug. "You won't give me what I want so why should I make it easy on you?"
"The hell're you talkin' about?"
"Fight me." I challenge again.
"What's the wager this time?"
"You win, I'll tell you what Renji was really talking about. I win...you let me do what I want to do."
"Which is?"
"You'll see if you let me win."
"Trainin' grounds." he says before pulling me to my feet.
I lead him there, the men following behind us. "This isn't an official challenge. Just for fun. I have no inclination to take your title."
"Right. Just for fun." he chuckles.
*******
I dodge a slash and cut him in the shin, making him curse. He kicks me, knocking me flying into the wall ten feet behind me. He catches me before I fall, pinning me against the wall. "Tell me." he orders, eyeing a cut on my neck.
"I told him how you didn't seem to want me anymore and he suggested I run around naked." I sigh, blushing crimson.
"Is that what you think?"
"What am I supposed to think? I've done everything but fall on my knees and beg you, Captain."
He releases me. "Keep fightin' me."
"Why? You won."
"Keep it up. I'm havin' fun."
I smell a faint lie but don't comment on it...
I'm laying under the cherry tree, staring at the pond. There's no fish in it, though the water is clean. I can see straight to the bottom, about twelve feet. The fight three days ago had ended with me flat on my ass, as usual. After confessing what Renji had said, my mind had been distracted. I want to cry. He doesn't want me anymore, no matter what he says or how he's been treating me nicely. "Damn it." I sigh.
"Hard to. All outta logs today, Wolf." Ikkaku grunts as he flops down beside me.
"Nice one, smart ass." I laugh.
"What's buggin' you?"
"Nothing worth talking about."
"It's Zaraki, ain't it?"
"Yeah. He won't fuck me and it's pissing me off. Nothing to worry about. I don't remember him so maybe he's a bad lay anyway."
Ikkaku starts cackling. "That's hilarious. I hope you don't get your memories back, honestly. You two were always shacked up bumping uglies."
"I don't remember bumping against you, Ikkaku. Sorry about that."
His face turns red and it's my turn to laugh now. "You'll pay for that!"
"Yeah yeah, I know."
"Anyways, you remember everyone else but not him?"
"No. Nothing about him before I woke up after dying."
"That's really weird. I mean, you're better now than you used to be. But even so, there's probably more memories of him than anyone else that you should have."
"I know. What if I never remember him? I know we're married. Shunsui told me as did Okami. I don't want him to be miserable the rest of his life because I can't remember him. I mean what use is being married if you're not willing to touch your partner?"
"I've seen him kiss ya plenty of times."
"Yeah but I want laid. Kisses are fine and dandy but it doesn't get the job done, Ikkaku."
"Candy is dandy but liquor is quicker." he mumbles.
"Oh, so you're telling me to get his giant self plastered?"
"If you're desperate enough."
"Wouldn't that be kinda like rape though?"
"Good point. Scratch that idea then. You'll just have to get your memories back."
I groan. "It's not like I'm not trying! I want them back too. I'm miserable, Ikkaku."
"Why are you miserable? You look happy to me. You're always starin' at him when he ain't looking and most of the men can see you undressing him with your eyes. It's the same with him so I think you're both being stupid." he shrugs.
"You've got a lotta room to holler there, Baldy. What happened with you and Nanao?"
"Nothing! We're still together, she just wants to take things slow. Hell, last night was the first night since we started dating that she even let me hold her hand."
"Is she...Ikkaku, is she afraid of you or something?"
"I think. You gotta admit, Squad Eleven is all a bunch of thugs for the most part. Battle hungry thugs. It doesn't really give us a good reputation with women like Nanao."
"She's a delicate flower, is she?"
"Sort of. She doesn't exactly have a good role model, you know."
"What?"
"Captain Kyoraku. He's always chasing women and making perverted remarks."
"That's an act, I think. He's trying to make most people think he's a horny old fart so they don't take him serious. That way they're caught off guard in battle."
"That's pretty smart." he nods before leaning his head back against my tree. "I like this new you, Wolf. I thought you killing Mori was enough to pull you out of that fear you used to have but apparently it was the memories in your head."
"Yeah...I don't wanna go back to that. All I want back is my memories of my husband. It's awful cold in bed at night, you know."
"What do you mean?"
"He won't even hold me at night. He either puts a pillow between us or goes out to the futon and sleeps. Hell, I've even caught him sleeping on the floor in Tak's room."
"Don't give up on him, Wolf. He's romantically retarded. He never had parents to show him love. He grew up in Zaraki, living for fights. He was basically an animal."
"We're a lot alike then?"
"Yeah. A few differences though. I'm pretty sure Cap'n has a dick and I know for a fact he doesn't have nice tits like yours."
I give him a friendly punch as we both laugh. "You're an idiot."
"Yeah, we both are." he says before passing me a bottle from his pocket.
"Sake?"
"Figured you could use a drink. You look all lonely and girly over here pouting by yourself."
"Like you're one to talk, Curly."
"What did you say?" he says, glaring at me.
"Nothing!" I giggle before taking a drink and passing the bottle back. It has a bit of a pear aftertaste. Nothing terrible. "So, you think Yumichika and Orihime will become a thing?"
"Become? You haven't noticed?"
"Noticed what?"
"They eat together and she's moved into his quarters. They're together."
"Oh...I never smell him on her, or vice versa."
"Trust me, they're together. Yumichika just covers his tracks well. No dirty, ugly habits from that idiot."
"I remember a lot of the men used to say you and he were a thing."
"What!? No way. He might swing both ways but I don't. I like women."
"It's ok, Ikkaku. I knew that was a lie."
I take another drink when he passes me the bottle. "You know what scares me the most?"
"What?"
"Water. I can't figure out why but I hate water. I'm fine with showers and baths but just looking at the pond, I get a cold chill down my back."
"Water? You, the big, bad, terrifying Wolf of Zaraki? You're afraid of water?"
"I don't like it. I wouldn't call it fear. Maybe a healthy respect?"
"Maybe. Can you swim?"
"I don't know. I doubt it, if I dislike water this much."
"Wanna find out?"
"Not right now. I'm sleepy." I yawn.
"You're always sleepy!"
"I'm old. Old people sleep a lot."
I finish the sake bottle and smirk. "We're out!"
"You sake hog!" he teases before pulling another bottle out.
"We should have a bonfire. I like fire. Is so warm and pwetty." I giggle.
"Are you drunk?"
"No, but this buzz is nice."
He chuckles. "It'd be nice to have a bonfire. It's been awhile since we had one."
I climb into his lap. "Make fire! Fire good!"
"Get off me, you crazy freak!" he yells.
"What the fuck are you two doin'?" Zaraki growls from his spot on the office porch.
"Captain! How long have you been there?" Ikkaku asks. I smell fear from him.
"Long enough. Wolf, get the fuck off him or get a room. Idiot."
I stare at him in shock then throw myself off of Ikkaku. "Totally not what I was going for. I was-"
"Bouncing up and down on him like you were ridin' his dick." he snarls.
"I'm sorry! I wasn't...nevermind. You're right. I'm an idiot. A partially drunk idiot. Excuse me, Ikkaku. Captain." I sigh before getting to my feet and going to the dojo. I start punching a training dummy methodically. My punches aren't hitting where I'm throwing, the sake having messed my aim up. Either that or the thought of the hatred I saw in his eyes did. It hits me then. It's not his waiting for my memories to return. He blames me for Michiko's death. That makes two of us...
****Kenpachi POV****
"Captain, she's a little buzzed. She didn't mean anything and you know I would never want her. She's too...well, she's too much for me. She was excited when-"
"Shut up, Baldy. I ain't mad at you. Not for that anyway." I grunt before sluggin' back an entire bottle of my favorite sake. I pitch the bottle at him when I'm done. "Why the fuck does she talk to you and not me?"
"Maybe because she feels like you don't want her. That's her words not mine. Sir, she said she's miserable because you don't show her any type of affection other than kissing her."
"I can't fuck a woman that doesn't know who I am. I've told her that."
"Oh."
I glare at him. "What the fuck was she in your lap for?"
"You know she likes fire? I mentioned we should have a bonfire soon. It's been awhile. She just got excited for it and jumped on me without thinking. She didn't mean anything by it."
"Then make plans for a fuckin' bonfire. If it'll make her fuckin' happy." I grumble.
"Sir, what's going on?"
"I'm fuckin' pissed she can't remember me! No matter how many times we fight like we used to, nothin' is joggin' her memory. I'm startin' to think she doesn't wanna remember."
"Captain, that's not fair. She does. I know it and I know you know it."
"Shut up, cue ball. Make the arrangements. Maybe somethin' will jog her memory at the fire."
****Harmona POV****
I punch too hard and burst the dummy, the sand spilling all over the floor. Great, yet another thing for him to be pissed at me over. I cut the strings holding the dummy to the post before dragging it off into the pile needing repairs in the corner. Yumichika is a wizard at sewing and usually does the repair work. I head to the closet to grab a new one and spot what the men call the "discipline" rack. There's three different paddles and...I lift the whip. A memory tries to surface. Zaraki has used this on me before. But not in a discipline way. Bent over a wall, counting before he...wait. It's a memory of him! I'm remembering things about him! I won't let on until I remember more though.
****Kenpachi POV****
I watch Harmona as she has the triplets out in the courtyard of the barracks. They're all laughin' at her as she makes noises and pretends to crawl after them. They just learned two days ago and still need a lotta work. Especially Mitsuki, the runt. Ashiro and Ryden are growin' big but Mitsuki is visibly smaller than them. She looks a month younger. They're six and a half months old now, which Isane says is early for them to be crawlin' but that's a good thing in my book.
"Sir, today's the day for the bonfire. Any food requests?"
"Barbecue."
"Good. And sake, right?"
"Yes, feather brain."
"Captain, Renji is asking to borrow the kids for the night. He sent a letter this morning with the reports."
"What the hell for?"
"He said the Kuchiki family is showing a new children's film they acquired from the world of the living and have invited Takeshi to watch it with Ichika and, according to him, Captain Kuchiki said to invite all four of them, though he knows the younger ones might be more of a handful."
"Ask her. I don't mind."
Yumichika wanders over to her and she looks startled but, to my surprise, nods. "Bring them and come along then. We'll drop them off and you can help me with food."
"Ok. Sounds fair."
"Wolf!" I yell.
"What!? And stop yelling at me." she growls.
"Come here."
She stomps over and I pull her into kiss. She tries to move it into a sex temptation but I refuse. "Maybe tonight if you get some memories back."
"I'm starting to hate you. You're such a fucking tease!" she snaps before stormin' away with the kids.
I smirk. She's breakin'. A couple more shoves and she'll be there. She thinks I won't fuck her because of her missin' memories. Not even close. I couldn't give a shit about those. I want her to either beg for it or just take it. She's holdin' back. I hope the fire tonight makes her get bolder than even this new her is. Maybe if I piss her off enough she'll take matters into her own hands.
****Harmona POV****
I'm watching the men throw wood on the fire. The flames are getting bigger. Zaraki and Ikkaku are tending to the barbecue and it smells delicious. Orihime and a few others are playing music, she's singing while the men play guitars or flutes or drums. I want to dance, but I'll wait til it's dark.
"Here, Wolfie. Less drink." Maki Maki laughs, flopping down beside my spot by the fire and handing me a large bottle.
"Hey, Maki?"
"Hmm?"
"I wanna get plastered. Is that a bad idea?"
"Not tonight isss not."
"Then let's drink." I smirk.
****Kenpachi POV****
Some people have wandered into out barracks to join the bonfire. I don't care. I'm eatin' the barbecue, as are most people. However, some people are already drunk, most of them mine. I haven't seen Harmona since she stumbled to the house a little while ago. Maki was drinkin' with her and he's laughin' his ass off.
"Arimaki!" I yell finally.
"Sir?"
"What's so damn funny?"
"Wolf said she had to go change to dance for ya, Cap."
"Dance? What-"
"Wow. That's not our wolf, is it?" Ikkaku says, elbowin' me.
I glance up and nearly drop my sake. She's in a long skirt that's got bells around her waist, is longer in the back than the front and a halter style top that cuts off just below her tits. The skirt is black but like an ombre because it turns to her favorite color red at the bottom. The top is red too. She's punned her hair up with a silver chopstick that has bells danglin' off the top of it. And that damn body glitter is rubbed all over in her skin, even her back and face, not just her chest like the weddin'. She's wearin' the yarn on her feet from the weddin' though and I can hear the bells as she walks toward the fire.
"Oooh, Wolfie, you look so hot. Let's dance!" Matsumoto says, hoppin to her feet.
Harmona does somethin' I've never seen her do, curlin' her pointer finger at the other woman flirtaciously. Matsumoto giggles and they start dancin', their bodies rubbin' against eachother in a seductive way.
"Holy shit!" Ikkaku coughs.
I watch as Harmona lets Matsumoto touch her belly, her hands glidin' along my woman's body like I want mine to. I'm caught by surprise when the song ends and Matsumoto kisses her...but she doesn't fight it. If anythin' she's enjoyin' it.
"She is really drunk but that is so fuckin' hot." Ikkaku laughs.
"She's tryin' to bait me, I bet." I say. I won't admit it's workin' though. However, they break apart and Harmona looks directly at me before startin' another dance. Matsumoto has sat down, or fallen down from the look of things, but she's not the only woman up there dancin' anymore. However, her eyes stay on me as she slowly works her way over. By the time she gets to me, someone has taken my empty plate. I watch her as she gyrates her hips seductively in front of my face. "The hell're you doin', Wolf?"
"I don't know. Is it working?" she giggles. My woman never giggles. That explains the fuckin' kiss. She's drunk and belly dancin'. I refuse to answer her and just lean back on my arms to watch her. She continues her dancin', spinnin' in a circle every now and again.
"Captain, take her home." Ikkaku coughs.
"Why?"
"She's causing problems. It's really uncomfortable."
I glare over at my lieutenant and see what he means. The men are mesmerized by my woman and any other woman dancin'. I glance back at her and see the way her eyes are burnin' just like the fire behind her. I manage to get to my feet but she pins me with her body, dancin' on me the way she and Matsumoto did earlier. And, speakin' of the blond hussy, she adds herself to the mix again, bringin' Harmona more sake. But she doesn't give her the bottle. Oh no. She takes a drink then kisses my woman, givin' it to her. I hear Harmona moan softly and growl. That's my damn job. "Matsumoto."
"Captain Zaraki?" she giggles, makin' Harmona giggle too.
"If you're gunna kiss my woman and tease me, take her home."
"Why don't you come with us, Captain."
"No thanks. She ain't mine if she's all over you."
Harmona snarls and grabs my haori. "You're coming with me and that's final, you jackass."
"Make me."
"Rangiku, I think Shuhei was looking for you earlier. Go find him and make his night. I'm going to deal with my husband."
"Have fun." Matsumoto laughs. Why do I get the feelin' I was just played like a fiddle?
Harmona drags me to the house, slammin' the door behind us before grabbin' me and kissin' me, her mouth violent against mine. When she surfaces for air, she has a feral look in her eye.
"What do you want, Harmona?" I ask.
"You're going to fuck me. Right now, Kenpachi." she orders.
"If I refuse?"
"Then I'll make you want me. The way you've been doing things to make me want you and driving me fucking crazy with need. I want your dick inside me, fucking me until I'm raw and overflowing with your cum."
"Do you remember me yet?"
"I have one memory. I've had it for a few weeks now."
"What was it?"
"You whipped me in the dojo before you fucked me. I want to feel that pleasure again. Now."
"What? The whip or-"
"You, inside me, making me scream your name. I'll fight you for it if I have to."
"No need. One memory is better than none."
She comes forward for a kiss again but stops and holds her head. "I feel dizzy."
"You drank too much, you idiot."
"Will you at least hold me!? I'm your wife, you idiot! I deserve to be loved by you." she starts cryin'.
I kiss her before liftin' her in my arms and carryin' her to bed. I curl up beside her, pullin' her against my chest. "Sleep, Wolf. We'll revisit this issue in the mornin'."
"I love you!"
"Love you too. Sleep!"
Only my idiot self would pass this chance to fuck her but I need her wide awake and her brain workin' on all cylinders.
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