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You're Mine	By : xXxHeiress101xXx Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male > Byakyua/Ichigo Views: 11992 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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A/N: Please review!

Warning: Mentions of rape, depression, and thoughts of suicide.

Beta- MysticPuffin

November 11

Ichigo lay in bed, staring dully at the empty space before him as he felt the bed creek. He didn't react to it and simply continued to stare. He had cheated on his husband with Aizen of all people. Surely, Byakuya would never forgive him for this and neither would he, himself. Damn it, he should have fought harder!

"Ichigo, you haven't slept at all last night, you should really get some sleep," The brown haired traitor suggested as he went towards the door to leave. "By the way, I will be going to the World of the Living today, so I might not come home tonight. Be sure to listen to Ulquiorra, since he will be in charge."

The younger gave Aizen no indication that he understood or even heard him, so he sighed and left.

Ichigo lay unmoved on the bed for a moment, before tears started pouring out of his eyes. "Byakuya, I'm so sorry!" He cried and bit his lip, so no sound would come out of his mouth.

He hated everything, especially himself! How could he let the bastard do that to him?! He was a soul reaper; he should have at the very least used kidõ. What was wrong with him?!

He could practically feel those disgusting hands on him, caressing him and-

Ichigo bent over and vomited all over the floor as memories of the night before flooded in.

What the hell had he done?!

Ichigo awoke with a start when he heard the door open and bit his lip as he saw the Arrancar from yesterday.

"What the hell do you want?! Where's Ulquiorra?!" He asked lowly as he watched Starrk with dull eyes. Starrk looked back at him with a bored expression.

"Ulquiorra is busy, so Lord Aizen sent me to get you some food."

Ichigo lied back down and turned, so his back was facing the other man.

"I'm not hungry," He replied swiftly as he squeezed his eyes shut. He heard the arrancar sigh.

"Well, unfortunately, that's not going to cut it," The other told him and sat down on the bed. "Just eat it, will you?"

Ichigo stiffened when he felt him sit and felt his breath labor.

"No! Get away from me!" He screamed as his eyes dilated in fear. He knew subconsciously that Starrk wasn't going to try and rape him, but that didn't stop the memories from last night to appear. The brown haired Espada looked at him in surprise and hesitantly reached for him to calm him down, but retracted his hand when Ichigo backed up on the bed and took hold of the lamp next to the bed.

"I said get off my bed!" He yelled in panic and the Espada sighed and got off.

"Alright, I'm off now, so just calm down." The brown haired male told him and raised his arms in peace. He didn't know what the soul reapers problem was, but it would become his problem, too, if he didn't calm him down. Ichigo panted as tears formed in his eyes and he looked down at the bed, simultaneously letting the lamp fall from his hands and onto the bed.

"…Please, just go."

"…" Starrk didn't know what to do, but knew that if he didn't get the boy to eat, Aizen would give him hell. He turned to one of the Arrancars with an annoyed expression on his face.

"Just feed him intravenously," He sighed again and turned to leave. "…Also, I guess you should clean that up, too." He pointed towards vomit, making the other Arrancars look back at him miserably.

Ichigo smiled sadly as he cradled Aoi in his arms. Everything was messed up, he…he had sex with Aizen! How could he allow that to happen?! Byakuya was loyal, but he…he cheated.

He could feel it; the captains had come and were fighting now. He could feel his husband, he was with Rukia. He smiled dully and bent his face to kiss his daughter. Maybe, now that Byakuya was here, he could…rescue the twins. He put his daughter down in her crib and went over to the bedside table; it seemed that one of the Arrancars forgot a knife. He picked it up and looked at it longingly. He knew that his husband would probably never forgive him if he slit his wrist. But it was just so tempting to slide it across his wrist as the crimson liquid flowed as he waited for the darkness that was sure to come. His eyes grew duller as he brought the knife over to his wrist, but stopped shortly as his door was opened suddenly. Ichigo stiffened and looked back at the door with the knife still in his hand.

"Ichigo, there you are!" A worried female voice yelled in happiness and the next thing he knew, whoever they were, they were hugging him! He let out a ragged breath and shakily put his hands on the other's shoulders to push her off.

"N-no!" He yelled as an image of Aizen on top of him flashed through his eyes. "Let go!"

The girl let go in confusion and looked at him with a worried face.

Ichigo…what's wrong?!" When Ichigo finally calmed down, he looked at the girl dully, finally recognizing her.

"R-Rukia?" He asked softly. Rukia gave him a warm smile and nodded.

"I'm here, don't worry and big brother is going to be here soon, too." She told him and finally noticed the knife in his hand, but before she could ask him what was going on, Ichigo fainted as he muttered the twins' names to her. She furrowed her eyebrows and turned to the bassinet with recognition in her eyes.

Ichigo opened his eyes slowly and jumped with a start when he saw Byakuya holding him in his arms. No! He quickly raised his arms and tried to push the older man away. Byakuya narrowed his eyes.

"What's wrong?" He asked in concern. The younger didn't answer and looked away dully. He couldn't tell him that he slept with someone. And he couldn't tell him that the way he was holding him reminded him of Aizen and that night.

"I will ask you again, what's wrong?" The older man demanded as he looked the younger over. Ichigo closed his as tears began to run down his cheeks.

"…Byakuya, please let go of me." Byakuya was about to object, but stopped when realization dawned on him.

"He…Aizen, he raped you…"

The orange haired boy flinched, confirming Byakuya's suspicions. He squeezed his eyes shut and began to struggle in the older man's arms again. Byakuya…he knew what he did. Surely, he was angry and would never want him again. He finally stopped struggling when it was obvious that he was too weak. Instead, he slumped and stared dully at the ground with tears forming in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Byakuya! I'm so sorry!" He said in between sobs. Byakuya nodded his head and held the other boy until he fell asleep. Byakuya looked towards Rukia and sighed.

"Both the twins and Ichigo need to get checked out by Captain Unohana. I want you two to take care of them, understand, Renji? Rukia?"

They both nodded and Byakuya handed Ichigo to Renji, but not before he kissed his forehead.

"Foolish boy, you did nothing wrong, I don't blame you for anything."

Ichigo opened his eyes and looked around. He knew this place; he was here too many times before not to. He was in the 4th division. He looked to his side and smiled sadly as he saw his babies. It seemed that everything was okay. Was Aizen defeated? It was hard to tell, but he was here and the soul society seemed in one piece. He looked out the window and sighed when he saw some soul reapers walking around. He was finally home, or at least where he should be right now. He looked at the door dully as he heard some voices talking. He knew them. It was Captain Unohana and Byakuya. He frowned as he tried to listen to what they were saying.

"…I'm sorry, Captain Kuchiki, I'm afraid that he will be in here for quite a while," Captain Unohana told him solemnly. "Though, his physical injuries should be healed by the end of next week, I'm more concerned about his mental health."

"…" After a minute, Byakuya replied stoically. "So, in other words, what you're telling me is that my husband has to stay here for months?"

"…I'm afraid so, you see; I cannot tell the full extent of his psychological damage until I speak to him. However, from what you have told me, I can tell you that he has PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. And that is to be expected, considering he was raped, kidnapped, and forced to give birth under those circumstances." She explained and sighed. "There is also a chance that he might be pregnant. I would like to keep him and your children here, just until Lieutenant Kuchiki's mind is healed. He has suffered a great deal and I cannot let him go home, just yet."

"I see." His husband answered as Ichigo imagined him closing his eyes. "And the twins? Why should they remain here as well?"

"I believe that it will help Ichigo. They were his only light within darkness, taking them away from him right now could very well break him. I want to leave them together and heal Ichigo. I promise, Captain Kuchiki, your husband will be back to normal, eventually. You just have to give it some time. In the meanwhile, I suggest you focus on the upcoming trial of Sōsuke Aizen." She replied and Ichigo turned to look out the window as he heard the door open.

"Lieutenant Kuchiki, you're awake, that's good." Captain Unohana greeted him politely. "Captain, if you could wait outside, I would like to assess your husband before he goes to sleep, again."

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