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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY	By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 2- Morning Combat
Saya’s POV:
I woke up to my alarm clock going off, it was 7am and I hated mornings! I would much rather be up late with the night… A hand caressed my right hip and wrapped around my waist pulling me back in to his chest. Oh my God! I thought; It wasn’t a dream?!? My heart raced as the images of what happened last night came flooding into my mind and I instantly began to panic. I was lying naked in my bed with my best friend! I sat up in bed quickly and grabbed the sheet to tighten it around my breasts. The smell of his naked skin had me unsettled as he sat up slowly and softly kissed the back of my shoulder; as if to calm me down. I turned my head to look at him and he instantly cupped his hand on the side of my face, pressing his lips to mine. That glorious gesture shook my soul and sent my heart exploding with the emotions from last night before. I couldn’t help stop myself from reaching for his face to deepen the kiss that hand me in the palm of his hand. My body trembled slightly as I felt the tender way that his tongue massaged mine. He was so gentle and loving, exposing a part of him that I knew would have known existed. Why did this feel so good? Why did it have to be Kisuke? Shit, I couldn’t let myself continue on this path that would only break us. I pulled away and gazed into his shinning grey eyes, unable to stop myself from question our random exploration into a dark path
“What the Hell did we do?” I said in a panicked manner.
His posture slumped and the brightness in his eyes faded as I uttered those words.
“Just breathe Saya!” He tried to reassure me as his fingertips caressed the small of my back.
Almost embarrassed by the situation, I placed my hands to my face and fell back to into the pillows.
“OH MY GOD!” I yelled out.
He laid back down next to me with a sigh, placing his hand on my stomach as he drew circles with his fingers. The sweet act of tenderness that he displayed made me smile again and slightly eased my nerves. What was it about him that made me so at ease, even under these conditions?
“How can you be so calm?” I asked him.
In such a soothing voice he answered back, “One of has to be and clearly you’re not!” trying to get a giggle out of me.
Again he placed his hand on the side of my face, guiding it to look at him sending butterflies to do battle in my stomach. Although we had touch everyday for the last few years, it was never like, so sweet and affectionate. A side that neither of us had ever revealed to each other but at the same time felt like it had always been there; like somehow we had this love all along for each other.
Responding to the silence in his always calm and calculated tone, “What can I do to make you feel better? Do you want me to go so that you can process this, go crazy, whatever you’re going to do?”
I took a deep breath to answer him with one pitiful word, “Please!”
He sighed deeply then rolled over and began to get dressed. Even through my complete embarrassment, I couldn’t help to peek over to see the luscious curves of his of his back and thigh as he slid on his pants. Part of my mind desperately wanted to beg him to stay in bed with me and the other wanted to be by myself to digest this whole sorted affair. He glanced back at me as he grabbed for his shirt off of the ground, smiling coyly while he pulled it over his arms and wrapped it around his chest. His eyes called to comfort my worries as he stood up.
"Are you sure you don't want to talk about this now?" he asked me softly.
I sat up, still holding the sheet to me for dear life, like he hadn’t just become intimately familiar with my naked form.
"Not right now Kisuke. Just give me some time" I whispered back in embarrassment.
He released a deep breath that allowed his long bangs to flutter then turned toward the door. I watched every step he took as he began to walk away holding back the words that I so desperately wanted to say… Please stay. His hand reached for the door handle but suddenly stopped with look of distress. I felt my face blush as he intensely came right back over to the side of the bed. His body leaned down and into mine to kiss me once more to comfort my worries,
“Let me know when you are ready, but don't take too long.” He playfully smiled at me, “You know where I will be." Tying his shirt before walking out, he hesitated once more, stealing a glance of me before closing the door and disappearing into the hallway.
As soon as the door shut I grabbed a pillow and began to scream into it then laid back down, closed my eyes and took in the complete stillness that surrounded me. My chaotic mind played back the memories from last night; engulfing my head like a recap of a movie. My heart began to race once more as I thought of not only what Kisuke had done but how our bodies cried out for each other’s touch. I know that I didn’t imagine the difference in him or in me as we became one soul for those glorious few hours that would now last a lifetime in my memories. Did he like me that way? Regardless of our future together he will always be my first and I couldn’t have been happier for that to be the outcome. I remembered looking into his eyes and seeing... Love. My body tensed up with the realization of that notion. No, he didn't love me I thought to myself. His kiss was so passionate and his touch was so gentle though, could that be how he is with everyone? Regret filled my being as soon as that thought graced my thoughts.
"Man, he is good!" I angrily reasoned out aloud.
Desperately reaching for answers to how the nights events conspired, I thought of his history with women. How he was with a new girl every few weeks like they were toys for his not so innocent conquest. Yeah, I thought to myself, he has just really learned how to turn it on to get what he wants. Chills ran down my person as I had fully adjusted to not being surrounded to the warmth that his body filled me with. The sweet smell of sweat and his skin still lingered on me, reminding me that I was still naked from the event that had changed my life the night prior. I jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom, turned on the shower wanting to calm my nerves. Steam quickly filled the room as I contemplated whether or not to wash off the actions from the night before; solely wanting to hold on to the intoxicating aroma for our bodies as one for just a while longer. Practicality won me over as I opened the door to step in.
“What was I thinking last night?” I said aloud, letting the warm water run over my hesitant skin.
I jumped as a familiar female voice echoed back from the other side of the bathroom door “I don't know…What were you thinking about last night?"
Startled, I shut the door faster than I could move and slammed it on my foot.
"Damn it!" I cried out in pain, "What do you want Lisa?” I snapped in frustration of my accidental self maiming.
She opened the door, walked in and sat on the counter playfully, “I don't know, I just saw Kisuke leaving and figured that I would stop by” her tone was almost inquisitive, like she was probing for an answer in her roundabout way. Her head cocked back to look at me then quickly added, “Oh and we are going to be late for zanpakuto demonstration today!"
"Fuck!!" I said yelled out in frustration.
With all that had gone on, I forgot that I had to be at an exhibition in front of the 13 Division Captains. How could I be so stupid! How could I forget something this important! I quickly thought back to Kisuke’s wwords before he left, that is what Kisuke meant by you know where I will be. My stomach began tie in knots with the thought of facing him so quickly. What was I going say to him? I was expecting more time than this to come up with what I was going to say to him. Did I want to be with Kisuke? So many unclear questions bounced in my chaotic mind. He was my partner and my friend and didn't want to wreck that! What if it didn't work out and we hated ended up hating each other? I would still have to be his partner for the rest of the year until we moved on to the seireitei.
"Just give me a minute Lisa." I said back as I turned off the shower, grabbing the towel on the ledge and wrapping it around me.
As always , her respect for privacy was gone while she stood there watching me dry myself off.
"Do you mind?!" I said to her, questioning why she was still there.
"It's only natural to be interested in the female form!" she snapped back in defense as she turned to walk back into my room then flopped down on my bed.
I grabbed my clothes and quickly put them on, practically jumping into them. Pulled my hair back in a messy ponytail, grabbed my zanpakutos and headed for the door.
“Move it" I ordered as I scurried her out the door.
“Are you going to tell me why Kisuke looked upset, did you have to scold him again for Yourichi?"She questioned me. Always interested in the complex relation that he and I shared. Even through our early years she teased me that he and I should be together, oh how she was going to love this new development.
That's right Yourichi! I couldn't even think about being with Kisuke. He just broke up with Yourichi… I was the rebound girl! It all made sense now...it was a moment of weakness for him, he just missed Yourichi and I happened to be there to be the one who was there. He didn't really feel anything for me. It was a mistake for both of us! I reasoned with myself as I finally acknowledged her question. I became numb with the reality of my reasoning, deep down wanting him to be with me, for him to love me.
"Yeah, something like that” I sadly said back to her “If we get to the training fields in time I will take you out tonight and tell you the whole story!" I reassured her just trying to get to out the door. I could feel the strain of her eyes on my back as she followed close behind, wanting to break the silence.
The familiar voice of Zen, my zanpakto, jumped into the conversation within my own mind.
How can you lie so well that you even believe your own lies? You have always been good at hiding your true feelings through reason. It will catch up to you one day! He felt like he had to make sure that I knew that he was the wise one and even had fiery old warrior wisdom about him. Like a guardian he forced me to see all aspects of the situation at hand.
Shut up Zen, Haku ordered. Like a old friend, he was always defending my actions in his own special way. She needs to make mistakes to learn and grow!
Thanks for the vote of confidence I thought to myself. Are y'all ready for today? I need you both ready for anything. We have to make a good impression if I want to get into a good division.
It's not us that you should be worried about snapped Zen.
What is that supposed to mean I questioned back.
You better get that boy out of your mind and clear your thoughts before we go into battle or you will lose said Haku with a huff, I know that you don’t want to lose to him!
I hated to admit it but they were right. I was the one with everything to lose today. I needed to be focused and ready, that meant that I had to get to the training grounds so that I could just tell Kisuke that last night was a mistake. That it’s ok; what's done is done and we can just put it behind us and move on I told myself. We can just pretend that it didn't ever happen. No big deal... Right?
I could see the training fields and all of the captains lined up watching to scout out who they think would fit on their squad. All looking so statuesque in their haori’s, I began to become nervous.
"Finally, there you are! Where have you been?" A familiar voice yelled out.
It was Kisuke; instantaneously my heart began to race as he came running over to me to greet me with a loving hug. I welcomed his embrace whole heartily as he lifted me from the ground; tightly pressing him against me once more as if to silently say I was sorry for what I’m going to have to do. I could feel the heat from his breath on my neck as he gave it a shy peck with his soft lips then set me back down. His hands held my waist tight as he his eyes met mine.
"I hoped that you would be here earlier, but I should know better after all these years. We will be on the far field" he playful said as he pointed out to the field at the end of the training area and took my hand.
I looked over to see Yourichi in her Captains coat on watching from the side lines. She was only a few years older than us but of noble blood and from a long line of squad captains. With that back ground I'm pretty sure that she would have moved to a captain even if she wasn't as amazing as she was. My fingers still tangled with his, we continued to move quickly hustling to the field so that I could get a good look at the rest of the captains. Looking back at her, I could completely see why Kisuke had originally fallen for Yourichi. She was beautiful and strong even a little perverted at times. I hated to admit it but she was the perfect fit for him. She and I had become close friends through Kisuke who grew up with her and spent a lot of time at her family’s estate. I tore my hand from his once we moved to the front, in view of all of the captains, as if not to cause any confusion to this odd situation. Kisuke reached once more for my hand but I denied his advance; looking at him I mouthed the word…Stop. As turned my attention back to the field she smiled and nodded at us, always so non conventional in her position, I smiled back.
“Are you nervous?" Kisuke asked as he bowed out his chest to crack his back, getting loose for our upcoming fight.
I glanced at him angrily, thinking only that he had used me as a rebound. Coldly answering back in a matter of fact tone,
"Yes, but you have no reason to be! You know as well as I do that Yourichi will add you to her squad no matter what happens today!"
His eyes darted back to me with surprised look written on his face, cautiously answering back,
"You act like she won’t pick you as well!"
I coyly smirked as I glanced back at him,
"How do you know that I want to be on her squad?" I playfully said.
Afraid of his reaction I avoided his eyes, stared out to the field. I hadn't yet told him that I had applied to a few different squads in fear that he would try to change my mind. Uneasy with my comments, he nudged me with his shoulder to get my attention then assertively snapped at my question his tone became louder.
"We both want to be in the 2^nd division! It’s all that we have talked about for the last year!"
I hesitated in my answer, “Things change don't they!?" I darted back as I blankly looked at him desperately trying to hold back any emotion.
My focus turned to Koga on as he had defeated his opponent in the middle of the field. He was a handsome, slender, dark haired young man that I had recently become interested in. His confidence was a turn on to me that I had craved to explore. I watched the final pin of his vicim as his eyes met mine to claim victory with a sexy smirk; playing to the crowd. He almost had a dark excitement about him that until last night I had wanted to break down and understand. Trying to calm the tense situation that had formed Kisuke changed the subject trying to shift my focus back to him, he nudging me again.
“I get it, you want to focus. How about we meet up and go out to celebrate tonight, maybe talk about..Well, us?" he said with a little hesitation in his voice.
Zen's voice then echoed in my head, Do it now! End this before it gets too far!
In that moment I felt a flood of confidence rush over me like the warm water from my shower. Almost cutting him off I looked to assert myself and end the mistake that was the night prior. A mistake that would eventually cost us so much more than it could possibly give. Letting out a heavy sigh, the vicious words fall from my lips bringing everything to a head.
“Look, you and I know that last night was just a stupid mistake that meant nothing! So spare me the long explanation and runaround down. Let's just put this little incident behind us and move on…sound good?!"
The brunt of my words seemed to almost suck the life from his eyes, once bright with a childlike hope were now cold and steely grey. I looked back to the field, my heart straining for life, thinking that it wouldn’t hurt anymore if I didn't look into his eyes to see the pain that I had caused.
"Huh" he scoffed with anger and callus behind his voice, "I must say that I didn't expect that from you!"
I stood there frozen as he leaned into me not wanting anyone to hear the specifics behind the conversation that we were having. Our bodies radiated heat as our frustration with each other grew. His chin hovering just above my shoulder, I could feel the anguish in his words as they hit my ear making my body shutter in remorse for what I was leaving behind between us.
“You and I both know that isn’t true!” He paused to swallow the lump that stuck in his throat, “ I felt your heart call for me as mine did for you but as always Saya, you are going to run away like a scared...little...girl! I guess that I just didn’t expect that from you this time…with me. I thought we would be different!"
The anger in his breath tortured the skin on my neck sending shivers down through my soul. Why was he mad, I asked myself? I had just made it easy for him to get out of this and move on to the next conquest like he always did. He will be thanking me in a few days when he comes to his senses.
We walked out to the field as our names were called, I could hear the captains mumbled voices reviewing the rules with us as we looked at each other with daggers in our eyes and pain in our hearts.
“No blood, no tricks, no bankai” was yelled out
A scoff broke my intensity as I couldn’t help but to think about the ridiculousness of that statement. Like any one here could utilize a bankai at our level.
A cloud of dust whipped up between us as the captains continued with the last of the rules, “First to pin opponent wins”
That was not what I meant when I said that you needed to clear your head, Haku echoed in mind.
What did you expect for her to say? Thanks for the fun night but I’m good said Zen.
"Let's just do this so that I don't have to see him for the rest of the day!" I hissed back at both of them, ending the argument in my head.
Pulling both of my zanpaktos from their sheaths, I took my stance ready for his first move.
"Ladies first" Kisuke yelled out to me with hostilely and sarcasm in his tone.
"Your mistake” I yelled back as I lunged forward then quickly flash stepped behind him.
Sensing my movements, he blocking my attack then countered with a kido attack. I jumped back as the energy blast shot past my leg, striking the ground in a large cloud of light. Damn it I should have really paid more attention in class I thought to myself. He flash stepped to my side almost toying with me as I felt him graze my arm and grab my wrist, bringing on a fluttering sensation to my stomach. Where the Hell were these feelings coming from? Twisting it back I was thrown from my slight break in concentration, causing me to drop Zen on the ground. I drew Haku from his sheath in time to block a gentle blow, like he was now just playing with me. He was always so much faster at flash step than me but I could always defeat him if I could only get in close. My body shook with exhilaration of the fight and the release of the pent up emotions that I had been holding in. I could feel the pure intense sensation play out in every movement that we made toward each other, creating an almost erotic scene for all to see. We pushed each other to our limits teasing each other in slight touches and releases, so close that I could smell him with each strike. Attempting to surprise me again, this time with a frontal attack I used Haku to block his blow that came quite close to actually cutting me. I countered with a low level kiddo that I actually remembered from the night before, forcing him to back away from me. We stood back from each other, my heart beating wildly, still on guard for a counter attack.
"Didn't you hear the rules, you ass!" I yelled out in objection to his attack, firmly adding, "No blood, only pin to submission!" as if to remind him of the rules of engagement.
He smirked and sarcastically added, "I must have missed that, but sounds like a fun challenge. Besides, I didn’t cut you did I!?"
I rushed towards him to force blow after blow, as sparks flew from our zanpakutos. At close range, I knew that I had him and went in for the final leg sweep. Only to be denied as he disappeared from my sight, quickly flash stepping behind me again with a giggle to goat me on. Determined to win, I ducked and swept his leg from behind me and slowly watched his body fly back hit the ground. In response to my clever hit, he grabbed my ankle in the process and pulled me down with him. The momentum of the kick that I had originally dealt violently rolled us across the field. I landed on top of him and I quickly pined his right arm, holding Benihime his Zanpakuto, to the ground and pulled Haku to his neck. We were both heavy in breath as I realized that I was sitting on his stomach face to face with him. The sexual tension between us was almost as intense as it was the night before as I could feel want to kiss me pulsing to radiantly through his eyes.
“Saya wins!” I heard in the back ground as I watched the seductive fire rage in his eyes once more.
His face, one intense with anger now was engulfed with the same passion that I saw the night before. Like poetry of our movements, our attacks, our emotions played out to our rawest desires for each other. Creating an unsettling stimulation that couldn’t be denied silently between the two of us; I held him in submission to my strength for all to see.
I felt his hand gingerly slide up my thigh and onto my hip while he smirked at me and pressed his thumb into my hip bone making my body ache for him once more. Leaving me unable to hold back a moan that release from my throat.
"Saya, I didn't know that you liked to be on top?" he said with a hooked eyebrow and smirk.
My thighs trembled as I rolled my eyes at him and proceeded to stand up,
"Pervert!" I playfully snapped back.
He laughed at my comment as I stood over him then gave him a playful kick to the stomach. Playing it up he wrapped his arms around his mid section, rolled over and got up. We both bowed to the captains and walked off of the field. Our eyes darted back and forth between each other’s and the ground; I could feel that Kisuke wanted to say something to me as we stood there, but he never did. I watched as Kyoraku Ticho, Hirako Ticho, and Ukitake Ticho all talk amongst themselves as we exited and the next two students came onto the field. I felt someone’s arms wrap around my waist giving me a big hug as we hit the crowd.
"Congrats Saya!" Lisa yelled in excitement.
I laughed and turned around, "You really need to work on your kido though!" she said
"Tell me about it" Kisuke chimed in.
"Thank you!" I said in a harsh tone "And how did yours go?" I asked
"Do you have to ask?! Of course I won! I think that Kyoraku Ticho liked my technique." She said with her hand on her hip.
"From what I heard, he likes all cute girls’ technique." I added in.
She gave a flirtations laugh and tugged at my arm, "That works too! Are you ready to go? I believe that you owe me a conversation."
I looked back at Kisuke who had moved in to a conversation with a few of our other mutual friends. We caught each other’s eyes and smiled half heartily as if to acknowledge a job well done with a nod of our heads. I turned to Lisa and began to walk back to our dorm, leaving behind the feelings that raged on the field.
"You know what would make this such a better conversation... Sake." she said as she skipped along side of me.
I laughed and agreed, "Yeah, I would have to agree with you!"
Kisukes POV:

I woke up and watched her as she slept on my chest, slowly caressing her bare back with my fingers. Part of me wanted to wake her just so I could kiss those soft lips again and the other half knew it wasn't going to be that easy. The calm was destroyed by the alarm going off and her rolling away from me. Not wanting to let her go yet, I snaked my arm around her to pull her back into my naked body. Her skin so perfect against mine, still smelling of the vanilla and sandalwood soap that she used the night prior. I didn't want this to end; I didn't want to let her go!
She sat up in bed as if at attention while all I could think is Shit and here we go! Every fear that racked my brain as I watched her sleep in my arms was coming true. I just wanted to comfort her but when I saw the pure panic in her eyes I knew that nothing was going to calm her but time. After all, I knew that there was no reasoning with her when she was like this. My heart hurt as I grabbed my clothes and began to get dressed; I just wanted to hold her for a little longer. I wanted to hold on to the intoxicating feeling that came from our embrace. It was something that I wasn’t used to but fully comfortable with at the same time.
I took the opportunity to grab one more timid kiss, fully knowing that it could be the last then left the room. I wanted to tell her that I meant every word that I said to her as we dove into our deepest desires between the sheets. Instead, I held it in; afraid to let that important piece of information run free from my heart. My mind raced with all that I wanted to say to her as I shut the door and began to walk down the hall; just as if nothing had happened. My mind and heart rivaled my decisions, driving me to turn back to her room only to stop myself. Reasoning out, if I walk back in that room she is libel to toss something at me or yell at me. If I just let her get it out and we can talk later I thought to myself. I stopped in the hall, taking in a large breath to see Lisa walking to the door as well. Her stair drilled through me, causing me to become nervous and scratch the back of my head. What if she asks me where I have been? I know I have slept over Sayas before but I was on the floor or at the end of her bed. Not like this I thought. My mind rushed back to the night before and even the morning as I desperately I wanted to be back in that bed holding Saya or better yet making love to her again.
"Good morning Kisuke" Lisa said with a shrewd smirk.
My heart began to race and my palms began to sweat once more as I felt like a mouse in a trap with nowhere to go.
"Uh, good morning Lisa" I quickly said back and pushed through the door as she looked at me suspiciously, following with” I will see you at the fields in a bit"
I ran across to my dorm jumped in the shower and got dressed as I thought about the night before. Why didn’t she stop me? Did she want me all this time too? Why was it different with her than with anyone else before? I just need to talk to her I reasoned with myself. The wave of reality set in Then I felt my heart sink as I was well aware of how she handles difficult situations. She would panic at first the fine, like nothing had happened. That's what I was afraid of! She wouldn't do that, I thought. I saw the look in her beautiful blue-grey eyes as we made love, she felt the same way that I did, I know it. I have to get to the fields before the exhibition to talk to her.
Where the Hell was she? I really hated that she was late for everything!! I saw her running with Lisa to the fields so I darted over to her and greet her with a hug. I just wanted to touch her again. As we stood on the side of the field I could feel the tension growing between us. I kept looking at her, wanting to say something but I knew that this was not the place to do it. Her sassy attitude was at its best, as we bantered back and forth. I felt my chest tighten up, Did she just say that she wasn't going to apply for squad 2? That has been our plan for the last few years. Why would she say that? Is it because of last night? Part of me expected her to run away from this but I had to question if this was meant to get a response out me. We just need to talk so she could get it out, that’s it. I asked if she wanted to go hang out later to talk and she tells me it was all a mistake!! I would have rather her punch me in the face than utter those words. She was lying, I knew it by the way she pressed her lips together and her inability to look me in the eye that she felt something last night too. Why did she have to be this way? I felt myself get angry as I whispered back in her ear not wanting to bring attention to us.
As our names were called we entered the field and I couldn't focus on what he Captains were saying. I was just angry at her and the whole situation. I should have stayed in the room and made her talk to me that way she couldn't hide from the truth. Fine, I thought, if she wants to play like nothing happened, I can play along. She has to come to terms with it sometime soon. We began the fight and figured it would be fun to play with her a little, knowing that she couldn't compete with my flashstep I utilized it to my advantage getting her to drop Zen. I don't know what happened but the next thing I remember I was on the ground with her on top of me. I couldn't help to think what a way to go as I watched her breasts heaving from the excitement of the fight. I couldn't stop myself, I had to make a comment about her being on top then she kicked me. Ok, guess I deserved that. We walked off the field and I felt all of the excitement that I had from the events of last night fade as I started to realize that she was just going to do what she always did and run away like a scared little girl. The same words that I uttered to her earlier, but it was true and I loved her for it regardless…I loved her!
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SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY