The Songbird's Lullaby | By : Bligthe Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male > Grimmjow/Ichigo Views: 3448 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Author's Notes: Ohmyfreakingawdthischapterisfinallydone!* Uncomprehendable nonsense* It's very difficult posting things up on AdultFF xD I had to do a whole lot of re-editing and my computer keeps lagging every time I edit the chapter on the site. So I'm sorry if there are some mistakes ;A;
Bluejay- Grimmjow
Mockingbird- Ichigo
Chapter II. Sing A Sweet Song. Pure& True
“Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect
-and I don't live to be-
but before you start pointing fingers...
make sure you hands are clean!”
-Bob Marley
(Bluejay's bird eye view)
Will that red-headed son of a bitch ever shut his trap? Grimmjow silently sneered as he brought the lip of his small cup to his mouth.
After sipping down three small cups of sake, he was nowhere near to being drunk. Obviously. It was one of the strong variety, but it still did nothing what so ever to numb his mind. If anything, it was sharpening it into this razor-sharp, lethal knife. Grimmjow made sure not to drink too much though and carefully drink down his alcohol with care. After all, he was still on the job as a bodyguard for his boss. So far, he's been accommodating to this yakuza life-style pretty well, and getting booze on his first day was a plus. He paid no mind to anyone's conversation. He didn't give a fuck about what they were talking about, and if they were talking about or to him, he still wouldn't give any. He just concentrated on his drink and small set of food. But there was one thing that was troubling him, other than his annoying co-workers. His boss', Ichigo's, eyes. It made him extremely uneasy, there was hardly ever a moment where Grimmjow didn't feel those swirling set of toffee eyes piercing through his very presence. Now, Grimmjow didn't mind Ichigo much, considering the young man was sexy a fuck. And even though he had caught the younger's...sexual play earlier, that hadn't change Grimmjow's thought of the former male. Actually, it might have even heightened his interest in the man. It's a damn shame that he himself is impotent though. The thing's I could do to that ass though... Grimmjow grimaced at that thought. There was no hope in thinking like that. It was impossible to hope for such a thing. He was impotent. That's final. There was no sexual drive, no offsetting heat, not even a spark. He only felt that Ichigo was stunning, interesting and even his own definition of sexy. The best he could do is only appreciate the orange-headed male's utmost beauty. That's it. Even if the bastard kept staring him like he was trying to solve the worlds most complex puzzle. Grimmjow masked his annoyance and continued to cautiously drink his sake, all the while ignoring everyone around him as he locked his sapphire eyes on an empty space of the room. But just as he did so, it seemed as if the intensity of Ichigo's gaze had double in magnitudes. For fuck's sake, what? Grimmjow thought as he snapped his head up and fastened his eyes on the source of his irritation. He caught the orange-head's minute surprise of his sudden eye contact. Upon meeting Ichigo's eyes, he narrowed his own as if he were attempting to look into Ichigo's soul. And maybe he could, not his soul literally, but just his mind, to see what the hell his boss was thinking to stare at him so disturbingly. Apparently, Ichigo's poker face is not all that flawless, because Grimmjow could see right through the latter as if he were a crystal-clear glass figurine. As Grimmjow stared into Ichigo's endless pools of various brown hues, he caught onto a flash of weariness and what appeared to be despair. A scowl settled into the already taut features of Grimmjow's glorious face. Ichigo's eyes widened to a small degree, but that moment of surprise passed quickly, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallowed and shattered their moment as Ichigo torn his eyes away to meet the eyes of his acquaintance (or whatever the hell he may be). Grimmjow sucked at his teeth and looked away in turn. He gave up on his alcohol. That had spoiled his mood, and he was no longer interested in his food and drinks, but now he was curious to why had Ichigo shown such an expression. It was brief, but it was still there, and it bothered Grimmjow. Had the guy threaten him? Did he say something? Will someone bare arms soon? There was a sudden clattering of tableware and the subordinates paused abruptly from their vulgar conversations. Grimmjow swung his head around again to see the source of the ruckus that came from Ichigo's direction. What he hadn't expect was to see Ichigo collapsed on his back, his cheeks bright pink, and soft murmurings drifting from his lips. Grimmjow scrambled onto his feet and scurried to Ichigo's aid. “Ahh, not again.” A raspy, worn out voice groaned out. Tensa. “Sorry, Ichigo had his poker face on, so I couldn't gauge out how drunk he was.” Grimmjow said nothing. Instead, he wrapped the unconscious man's lithe arm around his own shoulder and half carried him up while still bracing Ichigo's limp form on his own sturdy one. The man, also his co-worker who called himself Shuhei Hisagi, with the almost hilarious tattoos that sketched '69' had recommend that they should leave since their boss has now fainted from too much alcohol consumption. Grimmjow couldn't agree more. The sooner they leave, the sooner he gets home and sleep this day off. Hisagi and Renji began to leave first, leaving Grimmjow behind to carry Ichigo off. Grimmjow sighed and shifted Ichigo a bit to move him onto his back. While this, he caught Ichigo's face, and he couldn't help but admire the serene expression that the orange-head other wore. It wasn't strained and forced upon like that poker face he always wore nor was it annoying like that scowl he would have on other than his poker face. This was actually real. Well, not like his scowling wasn't real, but Ichigo had seemed so natural right now. “Stop that.” Tensa grumbled as he lit another cigarette after extinguishing his previous one. “What did I do?” Grimmjow barely manage to keep himself from growling that question out. “Right now you were thinking how much of beauty Ichigo-kun is.” Tensa said. “Isn't that right, Grimmjow-kun?” Grimmjow bristled at Tensa's use of honorifics. He wasn't so much use to it. But he still didn't bother to deny Tensa's conclusion. “Like I said, stop it. Having an infatuation with that youngster will get you no where. I should know.” This tempted Grimmjow to laugh, but he couldn't mock him since Tensa was a boss of higher ranks. Don't want my fingers to go missing. “Ichigo isn't a picture perfect material for love. Actually, I don't think he has any aspects that show that love is capable for him. The kid's been through so much, that he doesn't even know what love is, he never even got the chance to learn. And to fill in that gap where love was suppose to be, he filled it in with lust and sex.” Tensa gave him space in the conversation to say something, but Grimmjow didn't bother. He just stood there, Ichigo hung sloppily over his shoulders in an attempted piggy-back manner, silent. He had nothing to say, but he was still open to hear more. “Do you think your attraction towards him is enough?” Tensa asks. “Just give up now. You can't fix him.” “I don't plan on doing so.” Grimmjow finally voiced out. “I don't know him enough to try and change him. Neither do I know much about him to know if he wants to change. Sure, I think he's fine, but that doesn't mean shit. He's my boss, not some unrequited love.” Tensa chuckled. “That'll change with Ichigo.”(Ten minutes later...)
“Seems like you and Old-Man Zangetsu got along pretty fast.” Hisagi hummed. “What were you guys talking about back there?”
“Nothing you should concern yourself about.” Grimmjow grunted. “Oh come on!” Hisagi began to complain. “Don't act like that! Get that stick outta your ass and tell me. Is it about Ichigo-sama?” Grimmjow said nothing. “It is, isn't it?”(Mockingbird's bird eye view)
Everything felt hot and tight. Ichigo could barely manage panting while his breath hitched randomly as he saw nothing but pitch black darkness. In the midst of all this, he felt something holding him down, something cold and petrous. He writhed in the vice cold grasp, confusion settling him in some kind of state of panic.
“Why don't you cry for me, little birdie.” An ominous voice coiled around Ichigo's mind. Ichigo shuddered at the phrase. Inside and out, he was burning, the excruciating pain searing through him. The heat enveloped him even more, consuming everything as the constriction upon his body tightened. He couldn't breathe anymore. Was he even breathing? A scream churned in his stomach as it never reached his dry, open mouth. Ichigo could only silently scream as he blindly flailed in the hold of his unknown offender. “Have you lost your voice my dear?” The voice was filled with mirth and sent dreadful tremors down Ichigo's spine. “Or is my lovely little pet too scared to even utter a single beautiful note?” The icy grasp slither upwards, curling around Ichigo's fragile neck. His eyes began to rolled as the blood to his brain was halted. Ichigo's mind reeled. He couldn't focus on anything. Not on the constricting grip of his neck. Not the blood pounding in his ears. Not even the instinctual need to breath. There was nothing left to focus on anymore. Humming. Ichigo could hear it, someone humming far off in the distance. Even though it was a pretty simple form of music, it was beautiful. So mesmerizing. Ichigo found himself freed someone how, that cold grasp gone and the intense heat dying down to a pleasant warmth. The source of that warmth seemed to focus on his front, and he wondered. A hug perhaps? The volume of the humming increased and Ichigo's eyes snapped open. Was he dreaming earlier? Must have. His vision was briefly blurred, and squinted at the bright and sudden lights. Where the fuck am I now? Ichigo began to moan and shift, discovering that he was wrong about the hug. To be more specific, he was hugging someone's back. Although, he was not sure who and why. But who ever might the person be, he smelled absolutely delicious. Ichigo strained his neck around and focused his eyes a bit to see his carrier only to find his face stifled in a nest of soft, robin egg blue hair. Grimmjow? He also discovered that it was him who was doing the humming. Ichigo felt something flutter in his chest as he tightened his hold around Grimmjow's thick neck. He snuggled his face further into the locks of beautiful blue, inhaling Grimmjow's delectable scent like he was a drug. “You're awake?” Ichigo mentally shudder at Grimmjow's rumbling voice. He wondered if would ever get used to hearing that harmonious voice. Ichigo made a noise of an affirmative. “You smell awesome.” And then he kisses the exposed part of Grimmjow's nape where his hair didn't hide. Grimmjow grunted and continued with his humming. He didn't mind. He really like Grimmjow's humming. It was almost like a lullaby. But Ichigo could still sense Grimmjow's increasing discomfit and he would admit Grimmjow was rather good at trying to conceal it. Ichigo pushed his luck and licked the spot that he had earlier kissed. This, Grimmjow didn't accept. “Stop that.” Grimmjow warned. “You smell really good though.” Ichigo sighed. “I'm not some fucking snack! 'Kay?” Grimmjow snapped, his shoulders growing tense. “Fine.” Ichigo pouted. Ichigo tried behaving and stayed quite until Grimmjow could find the elevator. Unfortunately for him, Ichigo was too drunk to even fully remember where it was located, and Grimmjow was too stubborn and full of pride to bother asking one of the staffs. It also seemed that the staff were scared to ask the blue-haired man if he were in need of assistance. Ichigo couldn't really blame them though, Grimmjow can be a bit overwhelming in many ways. Ways that somehow turned Ichigo on.Speaking of arousal. Ichigo groaned as he attempt to avoid grinding his dick into Grimmjow's back. But as he shifted around to do this, he failed at each attempt, his hard-on growing more and more painful at every brush he made. Fuck damnit. “I'll fuckin' drop you if you keep doing that shit.” Grimmjow warned. Ichigo, being his drunk self, thought he was talking about his previous actions of smelling and licking his neck. “I'm not licking you though.” Ichigo slurred. “I'm talking about you humping your dick against my back.” Grimmjow snarled. Ichigo blushed. “S-Sorry. I was trying to make it less noticeable and just-” Grimmjow interrupted him with a harsh grunt and Ichigo decided to leave his explanation short. “We're here.” He says. “Where's your keys?” “Pants pocket.” Ichigo fumbles around and managed to fish out his keys through the drunken mess in his head and hands them to Grimmjow. Grimmjow opens his door with ease, entered, and closed the door behind them. “Where should I drop you?” “Bed.” With a weak arm, he pointed at where he hoped would be his room. “The kitchen?” Ichigo shook his head and palmed his forehead. “Ugh, just follow the trail of clothes.” He was glad when Grimmjow didn't question the trail of clothes that lead to his room. He really didn't feel like explaining, and he wasn't in the right state of mind to be doing so. Upon entering the bedroom, Grimmjow gently lays Ichigo on the bed and he contemplates if Grimmjow was being nice because of his attitude previously. The blue-haired man even took the trouble to help Ichigo shed his blazer and take the dress shoes off. “You alright now?” Grimmjow asks. “Still a bit drunk off my ass.” Ichigo set his wrist over his heated forehead. Grimmjow chuckled, which was probably the only time he had ever heard the man express some sense of humor. After setting Ichigo's shoes aside, he stood up and yawned rather loudly. Ichigo watched him yawn, smiling at how much Grimmjow resembled a feline at that moment. “Well, see ya.” Grimmjow gives him a gesture of a good-bye and turned to leave. Ichigo found himself not wanting Grimmjow to leave so soon, for reasons he himself does not know. Probably because the other was just so entertaining to have around. Or maybe it's because there's an air about him where it's so lax, that he doesn't have to worry so much. But all he knows for sure is that he doesn't want his bodyguard to leave him just yet. Before Grimmjow could walk any farther, he threw his arm forward and captured Grimmjow's hand with his own. Ichigo falters, surprised that he caught his hand instead what he was expecting to be the others wrist. Ichigo swallowed. “Stay for a bit.” He struggled out. “Please.” “Why?” Grimmjow appeared to be skeptical of Ichigo's request instead of annoyed. “Just keep me company is all I'm asking for.” There's still a look of skepticism in those cyan blue orbs. “Just until I fall asleep. Then you can leave.” Grimmjow stares at Ichigo for a while, his eyes drilling into his unfocused toffee hued ones as the bodyguard studies his boss. Grimmjow nods and Ichigo strained to keep himself from smiling in victory as his stomach does multiple back-flips. Ichigo scoots over to leave room for Grimmjow on his queen size bed, and he was a bit surprised when the man only sat down on the edge. Ichigo shrugged and placed his head on the taller man's lap and was pleased when Grimmjow allowed this without any signs of disapproval. Grimmjow was avoiding eye contact as he gaze off the view that the bedroom patio offered, giving Ichigo the chance to look over Grimmjow's face again. Ichigo gazes at Grimmjow's handsome features, taking in the defined jaw-lines, sharp nose, and full lips. Ichigo licked his own, lust fueling him and making him feel bold. “How long were you in prison for?” Ichigo asked. “Six years.” Grimmjow answered rather gruffly. “What was it like?”Stuff for you guys: 1.There will be smut in the next chapter. 2.I'm sorry if some of you hate Aizen/Ichi ;A;
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