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Breaking a Butterfly	By : NovaAlexandria Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 5959 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Fear Realized

　

Szayel moaned in pain and curled up tighter, but it did little to alleviate the pain he was in. His cell reeked of a weeks worth of blood, sweat and semen and his body felt absolutely disgustingly sticky. He had not been permitted to clean himself once and he swore a few of his lacerations and bite marks were actually becoming infected despite the once sterile environment.

H�tsu had not let up on him at all and each mating left him drained, bloodied, and in large amounts of pain. He swore blood and semen were not permanently caked to his thighs and rear and that no amount of washing was ever going to clean it off.

Nothing changed in the pattern his Alpha had set, short of the surprise visit by Zangetsu but he hadn�t expected any help or sympathy from Kurosaki�s Zanpakuto spirit and he had not received any either.

H�tsu would mate him and feed him from the hollow�s own essence in the morning before leaving and returning in the afternoon, sometimes with food, most times without. Once again he was fed from his Alpha and sometimes permitted to eat meat as well, although more often than not any meat brought in was left in a corner to torment his constantly hungry state until evening.

In the evening he would once again be fed from his Alpha, sometimes permitted to eat meat if H�tsu was pleased with him; if not he was forced to watch while H�tsu savoured the meal. Then the hollow would spend half the night violently mating him.

He was never given an ounce of pleasure, or even just indifference. It always hurt, H�tsu made sure of that. He was never prepared and the one time had tried to prepare himself before his Alpha returned he had been punished. His left hand still ached from having all of his fingers broken.

�At least it hadn�t been my right,� he thought dispassionately.

If it had been his right he might not have been able to keep up with his Scientific Journal, dutifully entered into daily and the only thing keeping him half sane. Words were more often than not never exchanged with H�tsu, as the hollow only really had one use for his mouth and it was most certainly not for communication.

Another acute clenching of pain in his stomach tore a whimper out of his throat. He did not recall seeing Grimmjow in pain during the time he had managed to study the former Espada�s pregnancy. Granted, Kurosaki was very devoted to his Beta and the only wounds Grimmjow sported where the shallow ones commonly seen in mating hollows. Szayel was a literal mess and more of his reiatsu went to healing the damages done to his body by his Alpha than feeding the forming cub in his stomach.

He had a terrible fear that he knew what was going on, why his stomach was aching so badly. The pain became unbearable and he rolled off of the slab to land on the floor with a thump. He crawled to the far wall and leaned against it, panting in agony while he trembled on all fours while his stomach churned.

A sharp pain pulled a cry from his lips and he watched in horror as a hole appeared in his stomach to expel the oval shape object. The premature egg made a squelching sound as it hit the padded floor, before his chest closed back up and the pain finally abated.

He stared in horror at the obviously dead thing that lay beneath him. The shell was still so thin he could see the reiatsu infused fluid through the membrane before a tear appeared along one side, the feeble shell unable to withstand even it�s own weight and so malleable that it didn�t even crack, causing the reiatsu infused fluid to ooze slowly out onto the floor.

He felt a sob come upon him and curled up around the mess. Part of his grief was for himself, H�tsu would be very displeased when his Alpha returned to discover the miscarriage, the other part was over the loss of yet another young. He had mated three times now and none of those times had successfully hatched, granted the first time he had been far too young and weak compared to his Alpha to successfully feed the young.

His first Alpha had understood that and he had been set free to grow stronger before meeting and mating the second time. The second time he had been able to lay the egg before disaster struck and he had been forced to burry the egg in the sand with the vain hope it would survive. He doubted it had.

Now he had miscarried his third and, unlike his first Alpha, he doubted that H�tsu would be so understanding. He sobbed himself into a fitful slumber before the hissing of the door jerked him awake. He didn�t dare move and remained still, trembling amongst the remains of the egg.

�What is this?� H�tsu demanded in a snarl.

He didn�t answer, didn�t even move. He felt the full, painful, enraged power of his Alpha slam into him and he gave off a half sob/half whimper. He never heard H�tsu approach and another cry of pain was torn from his throat as a clawed hand aggressively grabbed him by the hair, the claws scratching up his scalp in the process, and dragged him brutally to his feet.

�I said what the fuck is this?� H�tsu roared at him.

He couldn�t find the words to answer and his silence was rewarded by being tossed across the room to impact painfully with the far wall, no doubted adding more bruises to his abused body despite the wall being padded, before landing heavily on the slab.

He curled up into a protective ball where he landed and could practically feel every step of his enraged Alpha as H�tsu stormed up to him. A hand tangled in his hair again and dragged his face up inches away from the frothing hollow.

�Why are your eyes closed?� H�tsu snarled.

He forced them open just in time to see the backhand connect with his face, earning a shocked cry of pain from him and no doubt adding dark bruises to the faded ones already there from a week ago.

�Pathetic, not even King�s pet miscarried. Useless piece of trash,� H�tsu snarled at him, giving him a violent shake and causing pain to erupt along his scalp as his hair was yanked.

Abruptly the hold on his hair disappeared and he was shoved down onto the slab. He didn�t resist as H�tsu moved him about, leaving his body boneless and sobbing softly. A sharp cry of pain was torn from his throat as claws tore into his rear before shredding his thighs. Panic caused him to start to struggle, made easier now that the bond between Alpha and Beta was weakening with the miscarriage. Struggling was both useless and a big mistake.

Pain erupted all over his body as H�tsu beat him senseless, not even leaving the soles of his feet unmarred. He was punched, clawed, backhanded and bitten. The only part of his body that was surprisingly spared was his right hand, his left was re-broken. Lying in a bloody pool of agony he didn�t even notice H�tsu mounting him before new pain erupted in his unprepared passage and his body was jerked around as H�tsu thrust violently into him, far more violently than any time before.

He sobbed in pain, cried out in agony when a particular wound or thrust caused his body to reach a breaking point, and babbled incoherently about how it wasn�t his fault and to please stop. Szayel�s babbling was silenced by H�tsu tying the belt of his hakama far too tightly into Szayel�s mouth, causing blood to quickly flow from the corner of his lips.

He didn�t know how long he was punished for. When he started drifting H�tsu would beat him back into sense and continue thrusting into him. He wasn�t sure, as his mind was a hazy mess of pain, terror and grief, but he thought H�tsu mated with him at least four, maybe five times. He was lying in a puddle of blood and cum when his mind slowly started to clear some time later. He wasn�t even sure if he slept or not or even when H�tsu had removed the gage and left.

All he knew was that he was in agony, had no strength to move, was absolutely starved and severely doubted he would carry this young for long in his condition. He would be surprised to make it three days unless H�tsu suddenly took pity on him and fed him a large amount of food, but he doubted it.

He drifted in and out over the next while, barely aware of what was going on around him except that when H�tsu did return it was only to feed him, never meat now, and to mate him more violently than he had before the miscarriage. He didn�t even have the motivation to record the events in his book.

To his horror his prediction was right. He barely made it three days before his body expelled the life, desperately needing what reiatsu he had to try and keep him alive. This time the shell was so thin that it practically dissolved once expelled from his body.

All he wanted to do was to die, his Instinct was wailing in despair and his Intellect was forced forward. It gave him time to think anyway, but he could only come up with two plans. Either get H�tsu to kill him quickly and end his torment, or somehow appeal to his Alpha to let him heal up, treat the numerous wounds that were definitely infected now (he swore he felt a fever coming on) and somehow convince H�tsu to stop being so aggressive.

He felt H�tsu approaching and, in the way of any creature with nothing to lose, he forced himself to sit on the slab and watch the door with no more fear left in him, just resignation. H�tsu stormed into the room and froze at the sight that met his eyes. Szayel took the moment of silence to dare speak.

�If you truly wish me to carry your young to term, then you are going to have to let me heal, clean up, and cease being so aggressive,� he said calmly.

Black and gold eyes glared at him and Szayel continued before H�tsu could speak, for once the hollow spoke any chance of getting the creature to listen to him would be lost.

�I would be honoured to carry your young, any hollow would be foolish not to be pleased to be chosen by one of your power, but unless something changes this is just what is going to keep happening,� he pointed to the mess the latest miscarriage had caused.

H�tsu�s enraged eyes darted to the pool of liquid reiatsu, not far from the dried up one of the first miscarriage, before turning those eyes back to him.

�Please,� Szayel whispered. �Let me have a day or two to recover, to treat my wounds, wash the filth from my body, be moved to a room that doesn�t reek of blood, semen, sweat and fear. Please, and I promise when we mate again, if you will still have me, I will be the one to grant you pleasure so you do not need to seek it yourself,� he pleaded softly.

He hoped the meek and submissive appeal to H�tsu�s pride would work. If it didn�t either nothing would change and he would slowly be mated to death, or H�tsu would kill him outright.

�Stand up,� H�tsu ordered coldly.

He obeyed the best he could, but his body was so weak that he had to lean heavily on the wall beside him to stay upright and his vision blacked for a moment. H�tsu must have moved closer to him because something was suddenly being offered to his mouth.

He ate the reiatsu infused taffy in surprise and felt enough strength return to his body he could at least stand up on his own.

�Come,� H�tsu ordered.

He followed the hollow the best he could out of the cell he had been held in and down the corridor to a different cell. H�tsu didn�t even bother registering Szayel�s DNA with this one and simply led him in.

These cells were intended for long term experiments that were capable of caring for them selves. It was similar to his old cell but this one sported a shower in a side room, all of it still padded of course. He felt a small rising of hope that his plea had worked; that perhaps the shock of the second miscarriage had finally jolted some sense into his Alpha.

�Clean yourself up. If you leave this room I will return you to the old one and slowly fuck you to death,� H�tsu threatened in a low snarl before leaving.

For a moment Szayel just stood there before he made a desperate move towards the highly anticipated shower. The water ran red for a very long time before his wounds were all scrubbed clean and raw. It took forever to get his hair once more washed clean and he used his fingers to get out as many of the tangles as he could. His left hand was still horribly broken and he had to do everything with his right only, which made things that much more difficult. His shower probably lasted at least two hours and he slowly started to feel a bit like his old self.

When he returned to the main room he was surprised to see his book and pens sitting on the small, padded table beside the slab as well as one of the taffy packets. He didn�t hesitate as he tore into the food and felt a bit more strength return. He picked up his book, flipped to where he left off, and started to fill in the missed entries the best he could, regardless of how depressed it made him feel.

H�tsu returned again at one point, a carcass in tow that he dropped by the door. Szayel adverted his eyes and remained still while he wanted with baited breath to see what was going to happen. Every other time H�tsu had brought food home he had been expected to feed from his Alpha first, and he was expecting that to happen again.

�Eat,� H�tsu ordered.

He slunk passed the hollow and began to eat, watching his Alpha wearily for any sign of aggression or if he should stop. H�tsu moved over to the slab and watched him. Once the last traces of the meal had been consumed H�tsu summoned him over to the slab.

He was pulled down onto it and H�tsu snuggled up behind him, biting softly at his already healing neck as his body absorbed the meal and worked on healing his injuries.

�Sleep. In the morning you will please me as you promised pet. If I am not satisfied I will take you hard, painfully like I did after your first failure. I will get my own pleasure from your body and if you fail me again you will truly know the meaning of pain and despair,� H�tsu promised.

Szayel just gave a nod of his head and tried his best to find slumber. He was going to have to regain as much strength as he could in the short time allotted. Sleep was surprisingly easy to come by as exhaustion, both mental and physical, took him down.

　

　

　

Szayel woke up the next morning feeling far more refreshed than he had in some time. The thrumming of H�tsu�s reiatsu behind him let him know that, surprisingly, H�tsu was already awake as well and had apparently, shockingly, let him sleep in without demanding any attention the moment the Alpha was awake. Szayel was honestly surprised.

He recalled his promise, and H�tsu�s threat, all too well and gave himself a moment longer to awaken and plan before he shifted in H�tsu�s grasp to let his Alpha know he was both awake and ready to fulfil his promise.

�Thank you for letting me rest. I am ready, and eager, to please you,� he said in a soft, broken voice that grated on his ears.

It had the desired effect and caused his Alpha�s semi hard length resting against his back to fully awaken. H�tsu let out a chuckle while releasing the hold he had on his Beta. Szayel sat up and turned to face the pale hollow he was about to pleasure, something he had never done for anyone, not even his first Alpha; granted they had both been Adjucus back then and there was only so much foreplay beasts could do.

He knew H�tsu loved oral pleasure and he moved between his Alpha�s legs first with the duel intent of both pleasing H�tsu and, hopefully, getting a quick meal out of it as well. He let Instinct ride with his Intelligence as they both worked on the best way to please the Alpha.

His tongue snaked out slowly and wrapped around the shaft before pulling it into his mouth. As much as he deeply desired to close his eyes, he left them open and angled his face so he was looking up H�tsu�s body, permitting his Alpha to view his eyes. He was rewarded with a wide, pleased grin.

A hand tangled into his hair and nails scraped lightly against his scalp, but they went no further into his skin than a light prickle. He bobbed his head up and down, taking his Alpha deep into his moth and down his throat. His tongue lashed and assaulted the underside while he vibrated his throat, earning a shocked cry of pleasure from the hollow he was pleasuring.

�Fuck pet, who knew your mouth was that talented?� H�tsu gasped.

The question was obviously rhetorical, and even if it hadn�t been it would have been impossible to answer with a mouth full of flesh. Instead he hummed again, causing H�tsu to arch his back off of the slab and burry himself that much further down Szayel�s throat. Cum filled the passage and he swallowed it down, getting more convulsions from his Alpha as his throat constricted around the slowly deflating shaft.

He felt the reiatsu absorb into his body, strengthening him just that little bit more. He suckled on the now mostly deflated shaft a little longer, spreading as much saliva as he could to make the inevitable penetration hopefully somewhat bearable. H�tsu just lay there and panted.

�Good pet,� H�tsu purred at him once he had caught his breath.

He took the compliment as permission to move away from the slowly re-inflating shaft. His Intelligence gave soft cues to his Instinct, letting it know where every sensitive part of a �human� body was. There were advantages to being a scientist, and full knowledge of anatomy was just one such treasure.

His kissed his way up his Alpha�s body, paying special attention to those little pleasure spots he knew existed and making sure his teeth didn�t dare scrap the skin. The hand tangled in his hair removed itself and left him free to wander and explore. He left his deft fingers also glide over the powerful body presented before him to pleasure, his right far more than his left since it was still smarting from being re-broken.

H�tsu was an impressive specimen, a bit too pale perhaps, but otherwise excellently built for power and speed. If his Alpha had been considerably less violent Szayel might have actually felt a thrill of pleasure at having been chosen by such a creature to mate. Instead, it caused him to shiver in fear because there was no way in any of the existing worlds he would be able to escape from H�tsu until the Hollow was ready to let him go; be it after this mating was completed or, Kami forbid, many more after it.

He forced the thoughts aside for now and concentrated on pleasing H�tsu so that, hopefully, this mating would go considerably less violent. His kissing and exploration stopped at H�tsu�s nipples. He wasn�t foolish enough to dare going any closer to his Alpha�s throat. One hand and his tongue assaulted a nipple each while his free hand traveled south once more to fondle the fully engorged shaft.

�What do you want pet?� H�tsu questioned in a purr.

Szayel felt bile rise up at the back of his throat, but forced it down and the answer H�tsu was seeking out.

�Please, mate me. I would be honoured and thrilled to carry your young.� The words, spoken in the best meek and broken voice he could offer, tasted like bile in his mouth and sounded vile to his ears.

�Oh?� H�tsu pressed.

Dear Kami his Alpha wanted more. He let out a whimper of protest, but nonetheless forced more degrading words out of his mouth using that despicable broken, meek tone his Alpha loved to hear.

�Please, I want� to feel you inside of me. To be pinned down and taken by you. To be reminded of why you are Alpha,� he added. �Please Kami let that be enough,� he silently pleaded.

H�tsu�s silence indicated he wanted more, so more is what he gave, continuing on about how honoured and lucky he was to be chosen, how he wanted to feel the other dominate him. It made him sick to his stomach, but he forced the words out nonetheless. H�tsu finally seemed to be appeased after ten more minutes of such disgusting drivel, and silenced his flow of degrading words with a single finger pressed to his lips.

�I see your tongue is talented in other ways than that of sucking,� H�tsu chuckled. �But I still find your eyes speak so much more beautifully than your lips. After such a wonderful display of submission I feel compelled to actually make this hurt less than I had originally intended. Suck,� H�tsu ordered, offering him three of his fingers.

Szayel took those fingers into his mouth and sucked on them like they were the best tasting thing he had ever been offered. If H�tsu was actually going to prepare him this time he was not going to say no in any manner. Once they were well coated with saliva H�tsu changed their position so Szayel was now the one laying on his back.

He winced as the first finger was inserted into his sore and tender passage. The meals he had eaten had healed a fair amount of the damaged tissue, but it was still bruised and healing slowly.

He kept his eyes open and stared at the ceiling. He was getting tired of staring at ceilings but at least this one was new and it was better than seeing the pleasure his pain brought to H�tsu�s eyes.

H�tsu prepared him quickly and somewhat harshly before removing his fingers. His Instinct insisted they give off a whimper of protest at the sudden lack of being filled and his body obeyed. H�tsu smirked down at him and he had to give one to his Instinct.

It still hurt when H�tsu forced his way in, taking it anything but slowly despite the fact that it was clearly hurting his Beta. He let out a whimper of pain as he felt some of the recently healed tissue pull and at least one of the more recent tears reopened. Once H�tsu was fully seated inside of him his Alpha let out a sigh of pleasure, before picking up a quick pace that burned his insides and aggravated the small, reopened tear. Fortunately, none of the other healing tears reopened and no new ones were added.

Claws still tore at his body as H�tsu got lost in the throws of mating, but this time the lines of red left behind were much more shallow and only occasionally broke the skin to let out beads of blood. The fangs that pierced his throat, however, were just as vicious as ever and H�tsu let out a very loud moan as his blood fed his Alpha.

The only sounds in the room now was that of H�tsu�s moans, his whimpers, and the sound of skin slapping harshly on skin. He had hoped it would end quickly, but H�tsu had impressive stamina and the mating went on for some time. His back began to ache and his rear was smarting.

H�tsu finally shuddered on top of him almost an hour later, the far too familiar feeling of his Alpha filling him finally reached his senses. His stomach began to churned as it rendered the newly implanted DNA and reiatsu. He desperately prayed this time he would carry to term.

H�tsu gave one last convulsion before untangling their bodied and crawling off of the slab to stretch.

�That was good pet,� H�tsu purred at him. �Be a good boy and stay there while I go hunt us up something to eat.�

The promise of real food made certain he would stick to that slab like glue, regardless of how much he wanted a shower again.

H�tsu closed the distance between them and cupped his chin in a hand while using the other to run through his hair. To his surprise H�tsu kissed his forehead, the first kiss ever exchanged between them, before making sure their eyes were locked together.

�If you fail me this time pet, I will fuck you until your lifeless corpse ceases twitching beneath me, clear?� H�tsu cooed at him.

Szayel could only nod his head as his eyes widened in fear. H�tsu sauntered away from him after that.

�Have a good day,� H�tsu called pleasantly over his shoulder before striding out of the room, leaving Szayel to sob and tremble terrified on the slab.
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