Little Nothings
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Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
6
Views:
3,234
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
1
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chapter 3
Title: Nothing
Author: Me
Characters: Ichigo and Hichigo
Warnings: None really, just a bit depressing I guess, (angst?)
ICHIGO:
He has always been there. Before I even became a Shinigami, he was there. I felt him as I begged my mother’s lifeless body to wake up. I felt him in every fight I ever had. I felt him in every moment I felt helpless.
I know he is a part of me and I a part of him. We are one but two separate entities. Total opposites.
How do we not destroy one another?
All of my pain, all of my rage, and everything that I refuse to be, he is.
There is so often that I wish him gone. I know that I am strong but without him I am nothing.
I don’t want to be him, I don’t want to be so hurt, so angry, so empty, but without him I am nothing.
*********
SHIRO:
Anger, rage, pain…. More, feed me more.
I am the instinct you ignore. I am the ugly, dark half that you refuse to acknowledge.
All those empty, cold nights when you couldn’t feel anything, I was there.
I sat there with you through the pain of our mother’s death and I consumed your anger.
I sat with you every time you felt helpless and I consumed your fear.
I now stand with you through every fight and become your will, your instinct. I am you. You are nothing without me.
Author: Me
Characters: Ichigo and Hichigo
Warnings: None really, just a bit depressing I guess, (angst?)
ICHIGO:
He has always been there. Before I even became a Shinigami, he was there. I felt him as I begged my mother’s lifeless body to wake up. I felt him in every fight I ever had. I felt him in every moment I felt helpless.
I know he is a part of me and I a part of him. We are one but two separate entities. Total opposites.
How do we not destroy one another?
All of my pain, all of my rage, and everything that I refuse to be, he is.
There is so often that I wish him gone. I know that I am strong but without him I am nothing.
I don’t want to be him, I don’t want to be so hurt, so angry, so empty, but without him I am nothing.
*********
SHIRO:
Anger, rage, pain…. More, feed me more.
I am the instinct you ignore. I am the ugly, dark half that you refuse to acknowledge.
All those empty, cold nights when you couldn’t feel anything, I was there.
I sat there with you through the pain of our mother’s death and I consumed your anger.
I sat with you every time you felt helpless and I consumed your fear.
I now stand with you through every fight and become your will, your instinct. I am you. You are nothing without me.