And I will try to fix you | By : RabidSheep Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 2399 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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. I listened to the Queen of the Damned soundtrack as I was
writing this chapter, there are some good songs on that track. I told
myself this would be a short chapter but once I started typing I
couldn't stop.
Oh and if any of you want to draw scenes from this story and
upload them to deviantart...I would be totally cool with that. :D
To my readers and wonderful reviewers; Thank You.
- RabidSheep.
Warmth. It is the first thing he notices. A comforting warmth
pressing against his back and circling his body like a snugly blanket
of his infant-hood. Darkness is penetrated by dim light as slitted
eyes blink open from the haziness of unconscious sleep where he had
been left to the mercy of his body. Tortured bits of memory slowly
leak thought his thoughts as he begins to wander just where he was.
Dark brown eyes stare at the dimly lit wall before him before
everything suddenly bursts back like a freight train ramming through
a brick wall.
Keigo gasps and tries to sit up but an arm across his chest pins
him back down onto something soft. Glancing down at the white clad
sleeve he realizes his captor is Szayel Aporro Granz. The human lets
his hand sink down and feels it rest against the softness of a couch,
noticing that that he is lying in Szayel's lap as the Espada lies on
the couch with one arm strapped to his possession's torso. His free
hand is holding and open book Apparently he had been reading while
waiting for his pet to wake up. Hot breath slithers against the skin
of the human as he stiffens but dares not move from the elongated
body beneath his own.
"So you have awakened, my fragile little toy." A voice
as smooth as oil yet as sharp as a razor's edge fills his skull as
teeth nibble his earlobe.
"What happened?" He manages through his cotton dry
mouth.
"You fainted. I recall hearing you whispering something about
mothers and belts and closets, I wasn't really paying attention. You
were out for some time. Hours."
Keigo feels painful memories toil in his gut and claw against the
flesh as they always do when he has the ill luck to remember the
events ever happened. Brown eyes soften with inner storms raging just
behind those brown irises.
"I don't want to talk about it." He says then decides to
get the conversation away from this and onto something less
painfilled. "Do you know why I fainted?"
"Most likely it was stress. You humans are so prone to things
like that. I often am amazed as just how weak your kind really is
when compared to us hollows."
The arm pinning him down is retracted and there is the sound of
cloth against skin as the glove is peeled off. Twin fingers press
before Keigo's lips as the wet tongue of the dominant male runs along
his neck.
"Suck..." He opens his mouth and the fingers penetrate
without hesitation into the warm cavern of his mouth. The boy closes
his lips tight and presses his tongue against them as he swallows the
taste down. The taste of soap is loud on the fingers as is the faint
taste of sweat that brings the unique flavor of the man over the
boy's pallette. Keigo can hear the monster beneath gasp in pleasure
with warm breath soaking the back of his neck in silky tendrils.
"Keigo..."
The human pulls the fingers out os his mouth and turns to look
back at the Espada.
"Yes, Szayel-sama?"
"Who was your first lover? Who did you loose your virginity
to?"
The human blushes and thinks of all the refused dates girls had
given him. The hundreds of rejections he had throughout his life time
and not one girl to shows for it. It makes him feel very small in the
world, sitting here reclined against a man who could crush him
without lifting a finger.
"Y-you were."
As he says this he can feel the man beneath him bristle and draw
in a sudden breath. As brown eyes gaze into amber ones the boy can
see an emotion that might have been regret flash across the cynical
eyes. Its gone in a flash. Quick as a heart-beat.
"So when I took you by force back in the human world...it was
your first time ever having done anything sexual with another soul?"
"That's right. I had a couple of girlfriends before but we
never got past making out. I was always to shy to press for anything
stronger."
The silence that follows is deep as a polar sea. Feeling as if he
said something wrong wants to turn away from that drilling gaze but
finds he cannot.
"Why do you act so nice to me, Keigo?" Szayel's voice is
colored by growing anger. "After what I have done to you why
don't you hate me?!"
His brown eyes looking into the gaze of the Espada. 'I wonder if
he can see the look in my eyes?' Keigo ponders. 'I wonder if he
thinks it is just fear or if he can see what it really is...Love.'
"Why don't I hate you? Easy. It is because I believe I can
change you. I may be just a puny human in your mind but some of us
humans have spirits that refuse to back down. I know there is human
kindness somewhere in that soul of yours." Keigo states while
looking to his beloved master. There is another pregnant silence that
fills the air of the bedroom. Szayel's eyes take on a cold tint.
"Don't be stupid, boy." The Espada states in a death
cold tone. "What was human of me died long ago."
Keigo wants to tell him so badly how he wants to change him. How
its never to late to turn away from the edge, even as you fall! He
bites his bottom lip but decides to march on.
"Somewhere in your heart there must be-!"
"My heart was replaced by a hole the moment I died. What
about that don't you understand, my stubborn pet?"
Tears burn the back of his eyes as he feels his heart yearn to
give love to the creature before him. He knew he looked pathetic
always crying like this but he cant control the frustration and fear
pent inside of him. The human is confused, angry, and sad all at
once. Gentle hands take his body and raise him up off the couch as
the man beneath him also stands then leads him to the bed.
"You need to sleep."
"No I don't I feel fine!" Keigo says but is frustrated
even more by the crack in his voice.
"Do not disobey me, boy."
"But-!"
"Sleep."
"I-!"
"Sleep."
"Can't you-?"
"Just go to sleep." A sharp command, a threat of pain,
the warning growl before the bite.
"I am not ti-!"
Keigo's sentence is cut short with out warning as an elegant hand
grasps his neck in a vice-like grip. The human gasps for breath
through the clenched fingers around his throat and his weak by
comparison human palms grasp the strong wrist in a futile fight for
freedom. The opposite hand of the man fishes around his pockets then
pulls out a thin syringe, pressing the needle to the human's neck he
injects a measured amount into his victim. Keigo gasps in pain but
the grip around his neck softens then gently lies him back on the bed
as he feels his body grow heavy.
He tries to keep his eyes open but it seems near impossible now
that the drug is in his blood stream taking control of his muscles.
"A simple tranquilizer to help you sleep."
Keigo wishes he could say something back. He wishes his legs and
arms would move from the softness of the bed. He wishes his eyes
would quit fluttering shut as he tries to look at receding figure of
the Espada.
Before walking out the pink haired beast turns and grins at the
drugged human.
"Good night, my pet."
Then the door is softly shut and the sound of footsteps fades into
silence. A book lies on the floor beside the couch with pages
carelessly left fluttering in the wind that comes in from the open
window. The title of the book reads "Beauty and the beast".
Master and pet walk down an empty hallway. Just a simple stroll
around a part of the castle the human rarely was allowed because it
was so far from Szayel's domain. Nothing is said between the two,
words having no place as both are lost in their thoughts.
"Who is that?" Keigo ask pointing to the tall blonde man
who rounds the corner walking their way. Szayel's eyes narrow as a
frightening anger takes hold of their golden debts. The boy looks up
at him in confusion. 'What is that look for?' The blonde arrancar
stops when he sees the pink haired one then turns to try and go
another way.
"That is Ilforte Granz. My brother." Is his answer.
In a flash Szayel is before Ilforte, grinning to the golden haired
one with malice.
"Where do you think your going, Brother?" Szayels voice
is happy and sweet as he corners the blonde against the wall. Fear
flashes across the eyes of the blonde but he makes an attempt to hide
it from the stronger brother.
"I was just taking a walk. Nothing you should be concerned
with, bra."
"What a coincidence! So was I."
Szayel runs his hand along the jaw line of his brother, loving how
the touch causes Ilforte to shiver out of fear.
"What's wrong, Ilforte? Your not scared, are you?"
"Please I was just heading back to Grimmjaw-sama's quarters.
He might wander where I went..."
Szayel nuzzles his brothers neck and cooes to him as one does to a
sleeping dog.
"He doesn't care what happens to you. He doesn't own
you....like I do." Szayel purrs.
Ilforte's head makes an untimely crash into the nearby wall as his
brother starts attacking him. Keigo leaps back and gawks at the
damage done by just the head of the blonde man crashing into the
stone that makes up most of the castle. There is a large dent in the
wall as well as bits of rubble that still rain out of the dust cloud.
In the cloud moves the large man as he gets back to his feet,
groaning with pain as he does so. In an instant he is pushed once
more against the wall by his pink haired brother.
"Turn away, Keigo. I don't want you to watch what I am about
to do." Szayel commands him then glances down at his brother
with a less-then-sane grin.
Keigo turns away but he can still hear the crash of a body against
a wall, still head the groans of anguish.
Ilforte's body is slammed around like a doll tossed around by a
dragon.
"You always were an insignificant prick." Szayel steps
towards where his brother lies on the rubble covered floor. He stoops
down to pick up Ilforte's hand then licks some of the blood off it,
lapping the red liquid up. "Your not fit to even carry on the
family name."
A fierce kick is sent to the head of the blonde forcing him to
yell out in pain, blood leaking from the new would to his skull.
Szayel stands over him just admiring how good the stains of crimson
looked mingling with the golden locks that fall across his brothers
face.
Keigo fidgets, wincing as each explosion blows waves of wind and
smoke his direction. He marvels at how much damage the body of that
Arrancar can take, long past where a human would be dead. He forces
his thoughts else where, back to a better time where blood and pain
were not part of daily life. Back to summer evenings when the
fireflies would come out and dance through the air as they search for
mates.
The roar of a loud crash deafens his hearing and blows bits of
stone to his back.
Fireflies. Someday he would have to take master to the human world
and show him these little bugs. Show him how beautiful they looked
before a darkening sky as the sun paints the heavens in tones of pink
pastel and fluffy white clouds drift across the sky. The air is warm
but not oppressive with just a kiss of cool wind. He could imagine
them sitting beside the river as the sunsets to the west and is
reflected on the waters surface like diamonds thrown across a moving
blanket.
A cero fueled explosion close to him forces a shudder to run
through the hallway.
They would be in disguises and look like normal people strolling
along the banks of the river. Holding hands they could enjoy light
conversation whilst drinking in the beauty of the river to their
right and the scent of flowers in the air. Master would see a wild
flower growing in the grass beside the walking path and pick it.
A tortured scream from Ilforte as his flesh is torn to shreds.
Those golden eyes would turn to Keigo and then master would smile
gently. He would press his head against master's chest and feel those
strong arms embrace him in their warmth. Szayel would look down at
him and whispers those three sacred words "I lo-" A cold
hand lands on Keigos shoulder snapping him out of his daydreaming.
"Lets head back to my lab, pet. I have experiments to get
started on." Szayels looks slightly ruffled and has splattering
of his brothers blood on his uniform. They walk back the way they
came.
Ilforte lies on a pile of rubble, unconscious from the brutal
beating he received from his younger sibling.
Glancing back Keigo sees a pool of crimson blossoming from
underneath the blonde man, straining the terribly clean tiles with
the life wine of the arrancar.
-
He doesn't like him. They had gone back to the lab and he had sat
aside as master performed weird experiments involving computers and
chemicals. The there had come a knock at the door followed by
crushing spiritual pressure. The door had been opened and the dark
haired Espada named Nnoitra had strode in with his blonde fraccion
close by. The man stands eying Keigo from across the room and licking
his lips.
Keigo doesn't like the fifth Espada. He avoids the cyclop-tic gaze
and shrivels in the corner wishing they would just hurry and leave
the lab. Master and the fifth talk in Spanish so Keigo must watch
their actions as he tries to figure out what they are speaking of.
They keep smiling and glancing from the blonde fraccion then over to
where Keigo sits on the floor with knees pressed to his chest.
'Damn! Why did I ever sleep through Spanish class?!' Keigo berates
himself. Finally Master steps back and crooks a beckoning finger to
the human.
"Come here, toy. I have something to tell you."
Keigo feels as if he is walking towards an unavoidable doom. If he
tries to run he knows he will be punished in a way that will most
likely much more painful then what is in store. He tries to keep his
hands from trembling as he is towered over by the Espada. Gulp
doesn't begin to describe it.
"Tonight you will be Nnoitra's pet. And Tesla shall be mine."
Szayel says. Keigo turns to gaze at his fellow 'pet' but is ignored
by the blonde. It would seem Tesla has eyes only for his beloved
master.
"Don't you love me?"Keigo feels master's hand raising
his chin up.
"Yes, Szayel-sama. I love you."
"Then do as I say. Go with Nnoitra and stay the night with
him."
Szayel now turns to the dark haired one.
"You may have to slap him around before he submits."
Nnoitra grins ear-to-ear at this. "That aint gonna be a
problem." He grabs the human by his outfit collar and drags the
terrified boy towards the door. "Hey bitch, you coming with me."
As Keigo is dragged down the dimly lit hallway the last vision he
sees is of Szayel slowly approaching Tesla with a large grin on his
face.
-
He feels his body slung over the shoulder of the tall Espada then
watches in shock as the world around them becomes a blur of colors
and sounds. The wind forces his head back as their bodies lunge
forwards and if not for the hand around his waist he would have been
left behind. They sonido thought the hallways at a pace that would
make a race car envious. When the word abruptly stops around them
Keigo tries not to vomit.
He is carried inside a room and tossed onto a cot. The door is
slammed shut and the Espada grins down at him with his one good eye a
blaze with lust.
"Don't think that you can get away, bitch. If you try then
I'll fucking kill ya." Nnoitra drawls. Keigo stare up at him
from the cot as the Espada begins ripping off his own uniform while
watching the human.
"Strip or Ill do it for you."
The human fumbles to undress but his shaking hands cannot seem to
undo the zippers and buttons. From behind him the Espada growls in
irritation and takes a fistful of Keigo's clothing then rips it off
him. A hard body is pressed flat against his own as twin arms circle
his torso. 'Not again...'
One of the hands runs up Keigo's chest then cruelly scrapes down
it with finger nails digging into his flesh. The boy screams while
arching up his spine. Nnoitra laughs behind him and Kiego can feel
those silky black locks brushing his bare skin.
"So you see that weapon over there, boy?" He hears a
voice in his ear, he smells the hot breath of the Espada painfully
close. Keigo looks at the circular blade that leans against the wall
nearby, the metal gleaming in the light of the room.
"Y-yes sir."
"Disobey me and I will behead you with her."
Keigo grimaces. Another chuckle bubbles up from the maw of the
Espada.
"You shake more then Tesla did when I first fucked him."
The espada reaches down and uses a piece of torn cloth wrapped
around the boy's head to act as a gag then man turns Keigo so that he
faces him. The human then feels as the Espada lowers his head and
sucks on his nipple. The brunette gasps in pleasure that rolls
through him from the touch. Unconsciously his hand moves to the back
of Nnoitra's. At once the sucking turns to malevolent biting,
eliciting a scream from the human and a wicked grin from the Espada
biting him. Keigo squirms as he is turns to lie face down on the cot
with rump force in the air by an arm wrapped around it.
There is the clatter of a bottle being opened and the squirt of
oil onto a free hand. The human feels cold liquid rubbed around his
entrance then hears a slicking sound of oil being rubbed along a hard
member. Feeling his mouth go dry he forces his body to relax, knowing
penetration is soon. A cold hand snatches a fist ful of his hair and
yanks back.
"You ready to be ridden, pet?"
"Not really." Comes the muffled reply.
"To bad!"
Then it happens. Keigo gasps as a large mound of flesh is pushed
inside of him, this hard and throbbing part of another person filling
his hole to the brim. It hurts like nothing has ever hurt before.
This person mounting him and moving around INSIDE of his body with
careless abandon for his well being. He tries not to cry but the
torture is just to much to take, soon tear flood down his face to
drip onto the cot. The human hears the Espada groaning as he shoves
his hot member in deeper.
Nails dig down his back, repeatedly scratching the same places
over and over so that the human thrashes and screams. Teeth sink into
him leaking pools of blood to roll off his skin. Panting and gasping,
Moving and groaning, pain and pleasure mingled together. Keigo
reaches his climax early with a whimper and is forced the endure as
the Espada moves and thrusts inside of him, groping private places.
The hot organ pulsating inside of the boy as claw-like fingers run
thought his hair. The sweat from the man on top of him running down
to mix with his own sweat that gathers on his skin.
When Nnoitra does at last come with a shout and a painful thrust
the white liquid trails from Keigo's entrance and down his legs. He
pulls out the lies beside the human, sprawled on the bed panting from
the exertion. Glancing at a nearby clock Keigo can see it has been
hours since they first started..hours yet the torture has just begun.
The night goes on while somewhere in the human world the last
fireflies of summer dance in the twilight sky.
--
Walking the corridor the abused human follows the short arrancar
named Verona. During the morning hours the fraccion had come to
collect him from Nnoitra, returning Tesla as well. The walk in
silence. Keigo wishes that he could do that flash-step type of run
like the high ranking arrancar can do. They pass by a room where two
people talk Keigo catches a glimpse of long orange hair.
'Auburn hair, that's weird it looks just like...'
"Orihime!" He yells as he stands in the door way looking
in at Orihime and the green eyed espada. The girl looks surprised to
see Keigo standing there.
"A-asano-san?" She questions.
Ulquiorra is abruptly in the space between them, glaring down at
the human.
"Leave, trash."
"But-!"
A flood of crushing spiritual pressure forces the human to his
knees, the pressure rolling off the Espada who stands with hands in
his pockets. A moment later the pressure is gone and the door to the
room is slammed shut.
"Gravedigger
When you dig my grave
Could you make it
shallow
So that I can feel the rain"
-Dave Matthews
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