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The
Reunion: Part One

Being in the human world was fun; sort
of.� I liked spending time with Orihime
and the others.� Toshiro was aloof, but I
did not try to push him.� I knew he had
not been pleased to be sent to the human world.�
He hated being forced to attend school and also seemed to be having
difficulty in accepting my connection with Zaraki.� He didn�t say anything, but I sometimes
caught him watching me with a frown on his face.� I tried to behave as normal.

The time in the human world did not help me
to sort out my feelings for Zaraki.� I
tried not to think of him.� Thinking of
him caused an almost physical pang of longing accompanied by other, more
disturbing, feelings.� Every time I
thought of him I tried to do something that would distract me from my thoughts.� Eating, shopping, trying new makeup.� These things distracted me, but not for long.

I had asked for leave to return to
Seireitei with Rukia and Orihime, but my captain refused.�

�I need you here, focused on the work we
have to do.� If you go back, you might
lose your edge.� You must realise it�s
for the best Matsumoto. �These Arrancar
are something we know little about.�

I was resentful of his decision, but I
understood.� Fighting the Arrancar had
shaken me.� I did not expect that type of
might.� Nor had I expected to nearly die
while waiting for the release of our power.�
I was grateful we survived.� The
second time I faced them was worse.� My
confidence was shaken in my abilities.�
My captain had almost died.� Many
of us had barely escaped death.� I was
worried about Ichigo.� He seemed to be
acting strangely, but I thought it was better if I left him to his friends.� Surely they noticed.� I�m sure Rukia and Renji tried to help him,
but he seemed to lose his assurance.� I
may have lost much of my confidence, but he seemed to have no confidence left.� Then he disappeared for a while.� I don�t know where he went.

The summons to return to Seireitei after
the third attack by the Arrancar stunned us all.� I�m not sure who was more surprised.� The Captain General, who had travelled
personally to the human world to deliver the ultimatum, had called all the
shinigami together, including Ichigo.� Once
the announcement had been made my captain said nothing, but his eyes widened in
disbelief.� I don�t think he had been
informed before the formal announcement.�
The threat still remained, nothing had been resolved and we were meant
to return to Soul Society.� We had to
protect Seireitei, but weren�t the Arrancar a threat to the human world
also?� Shouldn�t we stay?� On top of that, the Captain-General
proclaimed that Orihime had disappeared, supposedly by her own choice, with the
Arrancar.� She was branded a traitor.

I couldn�t believe it!� Orihime could not be a traitor.� In the time I had spent with Orihime I had
found her to be a sweet, slightly ditzy girl with an unhealthy obsession for
Ichigo.� Okay, maybe Ichigo was
cute.� It had been fun to tease him by
raising my skirt, until Rukia put an end to that fun.� Cuteness aside, it was not enough to explain
the depth of Orihime�s obsession.� She
seemed to feel his pain, though she did not seem to know how to help him.� I tried to help her, but did not see how I
could, except to provide reassurance.� I
did not feel qualified to provide counselling on anyone�s love life.� I had enough trouble working out my own
feelings.

Orihime was kind and funny.� I had seen how scared she was of the
Arrancar.� It was not possible that she
had gone willingly.� There had to be
something more.

Our protests against the return to
Seireitei were ignored.� When it seemed
that Rukia and Renji might actively refuse to return, the Captain-General
announced that he had prepared for this and gestured to the doorway.� I turned to look; interested to see what form
the preparations took.� My heart leapt to
my mouth.� Zaraki! Zaraki was here.

He stood in the doorway next to Captain
Kuchiki.� The Captain-General had chosen
well.� Ikkaku and Yumichika would not
refuse a direction from Zaraki, and Renji and Rukia would take notice of
Captain Kuchiki.� Just loyalty would make
them obey; not to mention the formidable fighting skills of both captains.� I idly wondered if Zaraki was included to
make certain I agreed to return, but decided that was a foolish notion.� Toshiro would follow the direction of the
Captain-General, and I would follow my captain.�

I looked at Zaraki hungrily.� My first sight of him had caused my heart to
leap and my throat to close.� I�m sure it
was lust.� Nothing more.� He didn�t look in my direction or indicate by
a flicker of his eye that he was aware of my presence.� I willed him to do so, but he ignored
me.� My initial elation at seeing him was
replaced by fear, and uncertainty.�

�He�s replaced me already,� I thought.� �After only one day together.� Damn.�
Damn.�� I bit my tongue hard and
looked at the faces of the others.�

Everyone looked resigned to the
return.� Ichigo was still arguing, but
even he realised there was little point.�
Once the Captain-General made a decision, it was very hard to change his
mind.

Meekly I followed the others through the
portal.� My friend, Orihime, was declared
a traitor; we had failed in our mission and both the human world and Seireitei
were under threat.� I tried to
concentrate on these problems.� I didn�t
want to think about Zaraki.� That pain
was too strange.� We had agreed to sex
only.� No emotions.� Emotions were flooding through me.� I was a fool!

After we arrived back in Seireitei I began
to slowly follow my captain back to 10^th Division.� There was no point going elsewhere.� Meetings would be held later.� Lots of meetings.� Numerous meetings.� Mentally I cringed at the thought of the
number of meetings and the amount of paperwork that would be generated. �For now, I just wanted to find some place to
be alone.�

Being alone was a bad idea.� Maybe I�d get drunk.� Yes, I would meet up with Captain Kyoraku and
the others and we could have a drinking session.� That would get rid of the silly ideas I had. �The alcohol would dull everything.� The idea was appealing to me more by the
minute.

As I walked slowly toward my quarters, I
heard footsteps running up behind me and the tinkle of bells.� I stopped, waiting for Zaraki to pass.� Obviously he wanted to talk to Captain
Hitsugaya.� Instead I felt myself lifted
off my feet and carried at high speed in a direction I had travelled once
before, with such excitement.

�I�ll return your lieutenant later, Captain
Hitsugaya,� Zaraki yelled as he ran past.�

My captain yelled something in return, but
I couldn�t hear it.� Zaraki was running
very fast.� Too fast to leave him breath
to talk.

We arrived at his place and he kicked the
door open. �Once inside he shut the door
and placed me on my feet.� He dropped his
zanpakuto and I removed mine.� I was
frantically trying to take my uniform off, but I was too late.� The uniform suffered the same fate as the one
in the bath house at Zaraki�s hands. �I
would not be able to wear it again. �I
was naked and the pieces of my uniform were on the floor. �Zaraki quickly freed his penis, leaving the
rest of his clothing on.� He pushed me
against the wall and lifted me so he could enter me. �He pushed into me, but it hurt.� I winced, and murmured a complaint.

�Damn. �You�ve become too tight again,� he remarked,
frustrated at being unable to penetrate me.�
He carried me into his bedroom.

�It�s not my fault.� I haven�t had sex since I last saw you,� I
protested.�

�Of course you haven�t� he said as he
placed me on the bed and took the oil from the drawer.� �Neither have I.�

With impressive speed he oiled himself and
applied his fingers to me, stroking me a little, just enough to tantalise.

With no further foreplay, he pushed into
me.� I felt myself stretch again, as his
penis pushed past my entrance.� Strangely,
it still hurt and I gasped in pain.�
Zaraki stopped at the gasp and withdrew.

�What�s the problem?� he asked.

�I don�t know.� It hurt,� I replied disappointed at my body.� I wanted him so much.

�I have to have you now,� he said.� �I�ll try again.�

This time he applied a liberal coating of
oil to his penis and lingeringly stroked me with oil coated fingers.� It felt good to have his hands on my body
once more.� He then tried to enter me
again.� He was more patient and slowly
managed to penetrate me fully.

He groaned once he was fully sheathed
within me.� �I just wanted to be inside
you again.� I needed to see if my memory
of how you feel matched the reality.� My
memory is not as good as the reality.� I
just want to be with you, feel you all around me.� I have to fuck you.�

He began to suit his actions to his
words.� He moved within me, pushing
himself in as far as he could and then withdrawing until only the tip of his
penis was inside me.� Any pain I felt was
consumed by my pleasure in his movements.�
I met his thrusts.� I moved
against him, pressing myself as close as I could.� In the back of my mind, I wished he would
kiss me.� Instead he seemed intent on
only one joining of our bodies.

�He�s only interested in the sex,� I
reminded myself.� The foolish fantasies I
had entertained in the real world were just that, fantasies.� No basis in reality.� Zaraki just wanted me for sex.� There was no deeper motivation.� The man had never even called me by
name.� For some strange reason that hurt
me.

All the resolutions about emotions and not
getting involved were shaken.� I had
avoided examining my feelings too closely.�
It was better not to know.� I had
loved someone before only to be rejected and abandoned.� I couldn�t trust emotions.� Emotions always betray and disappoint.� They lead to expectations.�

I didn�t want to think of anything except
the movement of our bodies.� The way his
hands grasped my hips, drawing me up to meet his thrusts, my body gladly
receiving him, the perspiration beading on my breasts. �His breathing became more uncontrolled as he thrust
harder into me.� The sensation of his
hard penis filling me was better then I remembered.� The feeling of his thighs between mine and
the heat generated by his proximity made me grow more excited.

As he thrust into me again, I came,
managing to hold in the scream, but losing all other control.� I shuddered under him as he quickened his
thrusts and also came.

It had only been a few minutes since we
entered his house.� It spoke at least for
my deprivation.� I had never come so
quickly during sex.

Zaraki did not withdraw but remained fully inserted
within me, leaning on his elbows to support his weight.

�I�m going to remain inside you until I get
hard again,� he commented.� �It won�t
take long and I fully intend to keep fucking you.� I heard about what you did.�

�What do you mean?� I asked as I felt his
erection swell within me.

�Did you miss me at all?� No I suppose you didn�t.� Raising your skirt to that kid.� I thought we had an agreement.�� Zaraki�s voice grated as he brought his face
close to mine.

�The agreement was about sex, nothing
else.� I didn�t touch him; no one touched
me, except the Arrancars.�

�You let him look at my property.�� Zaraki�s face was close to mine.� I could feel the heat of his breath as he
spoke.� His eyes were glaring at me.

�You don�t own me, Zaraki,� I yelled
suddenly angry trying to push him off me, out of my body.� �Did you have someone watch my every movement
while I was in the human world?� We
agreed about the sex.� I�m beginning to
think you�re jealous.�

Zaraki ignored my attempts to push him
off.� �Ikkaku and Yumichika reported
everything to me.� I�m their
captain.� Of course I�m jealous!� Incredibly jealous.� I told you, you�re mine until we�re bored
with each other.� You don�t lift your
skirt to other guys.� You don�t let
yourself get nearly killed.� You think
about me.� I told you before you left,
don�t die and don�t fuck anybody else.��
His anger seemed to be arousing him even more.�

�Zaraki, it�s supposed to be just sex.� Why should I think about you?�� I was becoming a little suspicious.

�Feel me now, deep inside you.� Think about how that feels.� I want you to think about that. �Think about how you felt when you came.� Think about the sex we�ve had. You want
more.� I want more, much more.�

I blushed remembering the number of times I
had thought about that in the human world.�
�You didn�t think about me. You ignored me in the human world.� You didn�t even look in my direction.� I may as well not have been there when the
Captain General called you in.� You
didn�t have to ignore me like that,� I accused.

�Of course I did.� If I had looked at you, I would have wanted
to fuck you right there.� Kuchiki warned
me about that told me I had to control my peasant urges.� I couldn�t look at you.� As soon as we got back here I got you.� I�m inside you now. �We have fucked; we are going to fuck again.� Knowing I was going to see you made me so
hard.�

With those words he bent to kiss me.� He just placed his lips on mine, gently.� The slight pressure of his mouth on mine felt
different to the urgent sexual kisses we had exchanged until now.� He held me close and continued the gentle
kiss.� It was odd feeling the almost
asexual kiss but at the same time having his penis fully within my body.� No one had ever kissed me like that while
inside me.� It was always tongues and
fever.

I had only experienced that type of gentle kiss
when I was a child.� I had kissed Gin
like that.� I pushed that particular
memory away.

When he finished kissing me, I had to
question him.� �What was the kiss about?�

�I just wanted to kiss you like that.� Do I have to explain everything?�

�Yes.�

He kissed me again.� An urgent kiss, full of sexual promise.� I felt myself relax and I became more
aroused.� I forgot to question the gentle
kiss.� Maybe that was his plan.� His tongue invaded my mouth like a hunter
seeking prey.� I touched his tongue with
mine and he licked it.� He deepened the
kiss.

�You�re still nearly fully dressed,� I
commented breathlessly, once he broke the kiss.�
I tried to remove his coat but he captured my hands with one of his.

�Oh, yeah.�
I�m too busy right now to think about getting undressed� he said as
lowered his head to my neck and ran his tongue from my chin down my throat.

I had always been sensitive on the
neck.� As he licked me I wriggled again,
almost giggling.� It tickled and felt
good at the same time.�

�You like that, do you?� he commented as he
continued.

I pushed against him giggling and feeling
increasingly aroused as he alternately licked and sucked my neck.� I could feel him within me as I wriggled but
he was not making any further moves.� He
seemed content to make me squirm under him.�
The more I moved, the more attention he paid to my neck.� He started biting me gently.� Then he sucked hard, drawing the skin into
his mouth.

�Zaraki, what are you doing?� I gasped.

�Whatever I want.� I like it when you do that.� I can feel you move around me.� Makes me want to have you quickly, but I prefer
it when you lose control,� his breathing was ragged as he spoke.

�How do I make you lose control?� I asked
breathlessly.

�You�ll have to try harder,� he said as his
mouth moved down to my breast.� He took
the nipple in and bit it gently.� The
pressure made me buck against him.� I
couldn�t control my groan of pleasure.

Taking that as a sign he removed his mouth
from my breast and began to thrust into me urgently.� I had not expected the urgency.� It matched the urgency that had been building
in me since he began licking my neck.� He
had never taken me so demandingly before, and I felt myself being caught up in
his passion.� I responded, pushing
against him, getting hotter and wilder, until I felt as if my body was
exploding from pleasure and I lost control.�
I felt Zaraki come, his body shuddering.�
He yelled loudly.

He withdrew and lay on his back, breathing
heavily.� My breathing wasn�t much
better.

�You yelled,� I said.

�Yeah.�
So?�

�You never have before.� What was different?�

�Doesn�t matter, does it?� Zaraki replied
laconically.

�I�m curious.� Why did you yell?�

�You love asking questions, don�t you?� Okay, I lost control.� Happy now?� Zaraki said closing his eyes.

I turned on my side to look at him.� He was still fully dressed.� The material of his garments was wet with
sweat and the mingling of our fluids.� I
wanted him naked so I could touch the warmth of his skin.

�Yes, I am happy, but I�ll be happier if
you removed your clothes.� Or you could
let me remove them for you,� I suggested slyly.

�Hell, you�re insatiable, woman.� Good thing I am too.� He opened the eye not
covered by the patch.� �Get on with it,�
He instructed me.

I moved my hands to his face and removed
his eye patch.

�Why that first?� he grumbled.

�I want to see your face properly.�� The answer seemed obvious.� I didn�t like the eye patch.�

�Most people prefer not to see my face,� he
replied.� He seemed uncomfortable with my
comments.

�I�m not most people.�� Why were we talking about the eye patch?� Did we ever have a normal conversation?

I had to get him to move so I could remove
his coat.� I dropped it over the side of
the bed.� I now got astride him to remove
his shirt.� As I undid it I allowed my
hands to roam over his chest.� Once his
shirt was off there was only one thing I wished to remove.� �Now it gets interesting.��

Zaraki grinned at me.� �I�m already interested.�

I looked down and noticed his erection.� �Help me get these off,� I said as the breath
caught in my throat.� I couldn�t believe
that the sight of his erection could make me want him again.� I was reacting to visual images as if I were
a man.� Getting him undressed was taking
too long.

Zaraki laughed as he removed the last of
his clothes.� �It�s easier to strip you.�� His hands cupped my breasts.

�I don�t rip your clothes off,� I replied
haughtily enjoying the sensation of his warm hands.

�You could if you wanted to.� I wouldn�t mind,� he said throatily. His
hands continued to fondle me.

Talking about clothes made me aware of one
problem.� It also reminded me of
something I needed to know.� �I just
realised that I don�t have a spare uniform.�

�Don�t worry about that,� Zaraki said as he
pulled me close.� �I got some spares in
your size.� I knew I�d get impatient with
the clothes.� This way I can get into you
so much faster.�

�Sex again, Zaraki?�

�Is that a problem?�� He grinned at me, his hands continuing to
arouse me.

�No.�
Yes.� Before we do, I want to know
something.�

Zaraki�s face was close to mine and he
looked at me curiously.� �Depends what
you want to know,� he said cautiously.

I paused.�
Was this a stupid question?� Was I
sure I wanted to hear the answer?� It was
too late.� I needed to know.� �Why don�t you call me by my name?� I finally
asked.

Zaraki looked bewildered.� �That�s the question you wanted to ask?� I thought it was something more serious.�

�It is serious,� I insisted.� �The fact that you don�t call me by my name
makes me feel that you don�t really see me as a person.�� I actually wondered if he knew what my name
was.� That worried me.� He must know my name.� It would hurt to find out he didn�t know.

�I hadn�t noticed,� he said as he ran his
hand down my flank.� �It�s not like we
spend a lot of time talking.� So what
should I call you?� Matsumoto?� Ran?�
Beloved?�

The last word made my heart leap, but I
tried to control my expression.� He did
know my name.� �I prefer either Matsumoto
or Ran. �If you really want to call me beloved,
I have no objections but it might be embarrassing in public.� This is only sex after all.�

�Yes, just sex, Matsumoto, beloved,� said
Zaraki before he kissed me lingeringly.

I had trouble believing my ears, but the
kiss distracted me.� When he stopped
kissing me I looked at him.� �Funny,
Zaraki.� Enough of the teasing.� I don�t appreciate it.�� He kissed me again.� Again I was distracted.

I felt my arms reach to embrace him.� I wanted him close to me, to feel his skin
against mine.� Hearing him use my name
and call me beloved had confused me again.�
I was having enough trouble trying to sort out my feelings without any
further complications.� If he could just
remember our bargain I might have a better chance of ignoring all those
perilous thoughts that invited me to test the limits.

Kissing him was sweet and arousing.� I was scared of the kiss ending because we
might talk again, and if we talked I might betray myself.� If only he played by the rules.

After the kiss he stroked my cheek
gently.� We were lying on our sides, my
arm around him.� I had felt like this
before, when I thought there was something more than there was.� I did not want to make the same mistake.

�You don�t have to pretend you care,
Zaraki.� I understand the situation,� I
said with as little emotion as I could.

�I�m not pretending,� he replied in a
matter of fact tone.� I became very
still.� I was imagining things.� This was wrong.

�I said I�m not pretending Matsumoto.� I care,� Zaraki grated.� It sounded like the words had been forced out
of him.� I pulled back from him,
terrified and elated.� I looked at him,
searching his face for the truth of his words.�
What did it mean that he cared?

He frowned at me.� �What is the problem?� I didn�t declare undying love.� I just said I cared.� I think it will take some time to get bored
with you in bed.� You make me jealous when
I think of you with anyone else.� I can
talk to you, I think.� Maybe we should
try talk about something other than sex one day to find out.� I missed you while you were away.� I enjoy having sex with you.� Hell, I want to fuck you as soon as I see
you.� Yeah, I care.� I don�t want to hurt you.� I prefer to hear you scream my name in
pleasure.� Do you care about me?�

I nodded not daring to say a word or all
the stupid words I was suppressing would tumble out, embarrassing me and
estranging Zaraki.

�Good.�
Now we won�t mention it again.�
Kiss me,� he demanded.

I noticed it was the first time he had
asked me to kiss him.� I was more than
glad to fulfil the demand.� I kissed him
hungrily, wanting to taste him, feel his mouth on mine.� Kissing him, I felt an overwhelming rush of
emotion.� This was not good.� I was off balance.� I needed to get away from him just for a
moment so I could regain mastery over my emotions.

I pulled away and muttered, �Bathroom,� as
I got up from the bed.

Once in the bathroom, I shut the door and
leant against it.� My thoughts were
racing.� �What the hell is going on?� I am out of control.� Just because he said he cared doesn�t mean
anything.� He might not mean it
anyway.� Why am I so affected by this
man?� Should I leave?�

Moving away from the door, I freshened up
and then washed my face while gazing into the mirror.� My eyes looked strange.� My neck was marked where Zaraki had bitten
it.� I didn�t know what to do.� I couldn�t stay in the bathroom for too long,
it would look suspicious.� If I went out,
I wasn�t sure I would be able to control my words.

I don�t know how long I gazed at my
reflection.� It did not help.�

I had to face the facts.� If I told Zaraki how I felt, that would be
the end.� He told me he cared, but that was
all.� I felt more than care.� No matter how many times I denied it, no
matter how many times I told myself it was only lust, I knew the truth.� Why I had fallen for him, I didn�t know.� I didn�t even know the man! ��His scent, his touch was imprinted on me so
deeply after such a short time.

Maybe it would be better to tell him now,
before I sank any deeper into the raw pit of emotion.� If he ended it now, I would recover.� It might take some time, but it would be
better to get the pain over with now.� I
envisaged the days ahead.� I had
experienced that pain before.� I had
coped then, I would cope now.� My
resolution was formed.� I would leave the
bathroom and be with Zaraki again.� I
hoped I would be able to hold my tongue until I had sex with him once more.

I opened the door.

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