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Sakura Petals and Fairies	By : Zarakiswolf Category: Bleach > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1518 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: Tite Kubo owns Bleach and it's characters. I own my OCs. This story is written for entertainment purposes only. I do not get paid for writing it.

Chapter List
- 1-One
- 2-Two
- 3-Three
- 4-Four
- 5-Five
- 6-Six
- 7-Seven
- 8-Eight
- 9-Nine
- 10-Ten
- 11-Eleven
- 12-Twelve
- 13-Thirteen
- 14-Fourteen
- 15-Fifteen
- 16-Sixteen
- 17-Seventeen
- 18-Eighteen
- 19-Nineteen
- 20-Twenty
- 21-Twenty One
- 22-Twenty Two
- 23-Twenty Three
- 24-Twenty Four
- 25-Twenty Five
- 26-Twenty Six
- 27-Twenty Seven
- 28-Twenty Eight
- 29-Twenty Nine
- 30-Thirty
- 31-31
- 32-Thirty Two
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"Tell me, Nanami." Byakuya's voice is cold and angry. "Look at me. Now."
My eyes meet his and his hand takes hold of my chin so I can't look away. "He told me that you only married me because no other woman would have you. That you only wanted sex from me. That I'm a whore for letting you tie me up for sex. That using toys on me is what harlots do and he wouldn't be surprised if you had sold me to pleasure other men. That I should be ashamed of myself for allowing you to have sex with me aside from trying to create a child."
The look of fury on his face grows. "And this is why you fear me now?"
"I fear you because you are cold sometimes! Because there are times when I feel as though I am nothing more than a disappointment or a burden to you. I am afraid that you will do as Papa kept telling me you would and take Sakurako from me before you divorce me for being a disappointment as a wife! I'm afraid because I feel so much for you and yet sometimes it seems as if you feel nothing for me."
He looks astounded for a moment. "That is truly what you think?"
"Yes. I'm afraid you will tire of me and I will be left alone for the rest of my life."
He releases his hold on me and sits, not looking at me. "You still do not trust me, it seems. What can I do to convince you that I will never leave you, Nanami?"
"I don't know! That's just it, Byakuya. I've never felt this way toward anyone. I've never been so in love while being so scared before. I just want you to be happy and proud of me but I feel as though I'm constantly disappointing you in some manner."
"I am disappointed. Disappointed that I have made you feel this way and had no knowledge of it. I will never leave you, Nanami. You are the mother of my child. I owe you much more than love for that alone. The Kuchiki family does not allow divorce unless there is a major infraction, such as infidelity. I trust you will never do that. You've been given plenty of chances and never taken them."
I blush hotly. "I do not want any other man. Only you."
"And yet you fear me. That seems-"
I move quickly and silence him with a kiss. "I believe I've told you before that it is new to me, this love. I am afraid of what could be instead of you as a person. I will try harder."
His hand caresses my hair softly. "You try too hard, Nanami. It is I who must try harder to ensure you feel loved."
I wiggle my way between his knees and hug him, holding him to me. "We will try harder together."
"Nanami-" My lips find his again and suddenly I find myself pulled on top of his thighs. "You must stop interrupting me, Nanami."
"I do not wish to. I want you to get lost with me."
"Lost? But we are home, Nanami. It is hard to get lost if we are already at a destination."
I catch the teasing note in his voice and smile. "Will you sing to me?"
"Is that all you wish for me to do?"
"If you have something else in mind, I will entertain the thought and possibly reward you."
"You are teasing me, wife."
"Is that so?" I kiss him again, gently and quickly. "I don't want to be afraid anymore. I just want to be in your arms where I feel safe, please."
"I wish for you to think on something, Nanami. I want to know if you will be afraid of me binding you up during intimacy. I do not wish for you to fear me but, as that seems to be the target of your fathers anger, perhaps it would be best to refrain from such activities until you are sure it will not bring bad memories."
I hesitate but nod. "I will think on it." I promise him before kissing him again. As his arms wrap around me, I press my body against his. "I love you. Come, it's after dark and I'm sure you're tired after caring for me these past few days. Lie with me, Byakuya."
Instead of doing as I suggest, he instead buries his face in my neck and kisses it gently. His hands slowly rise to my shoulders and I shiver, giggling as he finds a ticklish spot in the middle of my back. I feel his lips lift into a smile before he kisses my neck again, closer to my jaw. "I wish to feel your skin against mine."
A flashback threatens to surface but I nod, forcing it down. "That sounds wonderful." His hands leave my back and untie my robe before gently pushing it down my shoulders. His fingers trail along my arms, leaving a trail of goosebumps. His lips kiss my neck again before he lays me back, my robe flung away haphazardly. He swiftly removes his own robe and lays beside me. I roll to face him directly and kiss his lips before snuggling into his arms. "I love you so much."
"I love you too, Nanami." he says before he begins to sing softly. I slowly work up the courage to place my hand on his hip. He pauses. "What are you doing?"
"I...want to touch you." I admit.
He rolls onto his back and eyes me. "Then touch me as you will." I smile before moving against his side. My hand slowly explores his chest, taking in every detail. He has a single freckle above his left nipple and I kiss it gently. My hand and lips trail down his body slowly. I get to his naval before he pulls me back up and kisses me passionately. He moans softly as my hand tangles in his hair. My hand slides down again and I wrap my fingers around his manhood, squeezing gently. He wrenches his lips from mine. "Nanami-"
"You told me to touch you as I want. I am simply following your orders, Master." I tell him softly.
"Nanami, you are playing a dangerous game with your mental health. I know you are aware of this." he says, pragmatically.
I push another flashback down. "Do not push me away, please. It will hurt me more." He silences himself and I pump my hand on him, letting out a deep breath. He is smooth here, the tip like silk. I stroke him slowly, watching his face. A blush covers his cheeks and his eyes close, the tension slowly draining. I continue teasing him a bit longer before suddenly he rolls and pins me beneath him. He kisses me passionately, holding my hands captive above my head. His free hand reaches between my legs, causing me to jump.
His head lifts. "Tell me to stop now. I will not push you." he says softly. When I do not respond he parts my wet folds, stroking me with his fingers. He watches me intently for any sign of distress. I gasp as a a finger slips inside of me, teasing that spot that makes me feel so good. I close my eyes, which is a mistake. I see the cane papa used coming for my back. Without meaning to, I squirm away from Byakuya, drawing my knees up to my chest and sobbing into my knees. He sighs softly and pulls me into his arms. "Do you see why I wished for you to heal?"
"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry." I cry into his shoulder.
"What scared you so?"
"When I closed my eyes I saw the cane and it scared me. It was going to hurt me again."
He kisses my forehead gently. "I will never allow you to be hurt again. For now, let's sleep. You were right earlier. I am fatigued from these past two weeks. Sakurako will likely wake for feeding soon as well."
I nod. "Sing to me. Please."
He does just that, singing calmly and clearly. It doesn't take long for my eyes to drift closed and my body to relax into sleep.
****Byakuya POV****
I watch Nanami and Renji train together. Something about her has changed. While she still cannot seem to get past the beatings her father gave her over sex, she has gotten stronger with her zanjutsu and kido training as well. I am proud of her. Sakurako sits between my legs quietly, playing with her teddy bear and a ball that has a bell in it. It amuses me to see her grin when she gets the ball to jingle.
"She's gettin' stronger."
I close my eyes. "I suppose there is a reason for you to be here, Captain Zaraki?"
"Boredom. Figured I'd come watch her put the training I put her through to use. I'd put money on her being able to beat your shunpo someday."
"Perhaps."
Sakurako crawls to him and he lifts her gently, sitting her on his hip. "And you're gettin' big, little flower."
"Ma!" she squeals at him, bringing an amused grin to his face.
"Did you get the same report I did this mornin'?" He asks me while playing with my daughter, tickling her ribs gently.
"Yes. This trial is going to be the hardest one for her, I believe. She has been training day and night to get stronger but I believe mentally she is still troubled."
"Understandable, I think. Let me keep an eye on this little flower tonight. Take her out and spend some time with her. Distract her from things."
I eye the brute strangely. "What is it you want, Zaraki?"
"Nanami is like a little sister to me now, I guess. I want to see her smilin' again. And not that damn fake smile she keeps plastered on her face."
I nod. "I see. You've noticed it as well. Many people have. Was your wife as bad as Nanami?"
He frowns. "Worse, I think. Noodle can be saved, I think. Harmona never could've been. Too much damage. She hid it better but not good enough."
I watch Renji fall finally, paralyzed by Nanami's water balls. She releases her shikai and puts her sword away before walking over to us. Seeing Zaraki she she smiles at him before taking Sakurako in her arms. Our daughter smiles happily and snuggles into her mothers embrace.
"How would you feel about letting Zaraki watch her for a few hours this evening and going out tonight?" I ask her.
"I...Yes, if you're sure you wish to, Nii-sama." She surprises me with her answer. She has been withdrawn from me for several months now. She still sleeps in the same bed, still speaks and dines with me, but she is still afraid of intimacy, the flashbacks causing her great distress. She spends more time in the garden than ever, sometimes until late in the evening.
He bends down, getting in her face a bit. "Take the mask off, Nanami. I can see through it, as does the princess. If you're hurtin', talk to him, damn it. Only cowards hide. There's nothin' wrong with tellin' him what's wrong. That's what husbands are for, numbskull."
She seems startled before blushing. "I-"
"Bring the flower when you two get done this evenin'. And you, Noodle, better get whatever is botherin' you off your chest tonight. Your princess looks miserable more than usual too." Zaraki says before turning and leaving the area.
Nanami stares at the ground for a moment before shyly turning her gaze to me. She blushes. "Are you alright with letting him babysit? I know you don't care for him."
"I will allow it for short periods I suppose. No more than three hours." I answer honestly. She nods and gives me a half smile that actually reaches her eyes. This is a baby step of progress. "Would you like to go to dinner?" I ask her.
"That seems safe enough." She replies.
"Nanami, what is it that has you withdrawing from me?" I ask, irritation creeping into my voice.
"We will talk over dinner. You and Nii-Sama are both right. I need to voice my troubles."
"I will hold you to your word."
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"I will take Sakurako to Zaraki. Why don't you go home and ready yourself for dinner, Nanami." I offer as she finishes her paperwork for the day.
"I would like that. If you are certain it will not be a problem for you, then I will go." she replies calmly.
"Go. I will see you when I return home." I get to my feet and grab our daughter before kissing Nanami's forehead. She gives me a smile that once again doesn't reach her eyes. Her eyes convey worry, in fact. However, instead of speaking any more, she simply uses shunpo and heads back to the Manor.
I head directly to the Squad 11 barracks and am greeted by Zaraki's children. "Oji-san! Are you really gunna let daddy watch her?" Ashiro asks, hugging my leg.
"For a little while. Where is he?" I reply.
"He's in the office with Yumi." Ryden replies. This boy always startles me. He is far too tall for a four year old. He is the size of a seven year old and muscular like his father.
I make my way to the office and step inside. Zaraki nods to me before finishing giving orders to his third seat. When he leaves, I promptly step closer. He takes my daughter from me and she pulls his hair, to my amusement. He smirks, seeming to be used to this. I suppose he is. Nanami visits Orihime frequently in her free time. "How is she sleepin'?" he asks.
"Who?"
"Noodle."
"She wakes several times during the night and goes into the garden." I sigh.
He hands me a bottle of pills from the drawer in his desk. "Isane gave these to Harmona a long time ago. It'll help her sleep and might help with a different problem she's mentioned you've got."
I raise an eyebrow. "Me? What problem was mentioned."
"Not you but both of you. Just take em and you'll figure it out."
"Very well. I thank you for your assistance."
****Nanami POV****
I walk silently next to Byakuya, holding his arm. I've put on a pale yellow yukata and the bracelet he gave me for my birthday. "You look lovely this evening, Nanami." he compliments me finally.
"Thank you. You look handsome too." I reply, blushing. "May I inquire as to where you are taking me?"
"It's not much further."
When we finally enter the restaurant, we are quickly shown to the table and seated. Byakuya quickly orders some wine for us and I order a simple meal of shrimp and miso soup. Byakuya orders spicy curry over rice before turning to me as the waiter leaves. "You are not hungry?"
"Yes, but not for a large meal."
He nods. "Very well. I am proud of your work on getting stronger. You've gotten much better with your shikai these last few months."
I blush. "Thank you. I've been trying to work hard to keep my mind off of things."
He reaches to hold my hand. "What is on your mind that bothers you so?"
"I...am worried about having to go in front of Central Forty Six again. I've heard rumors that they don't care for cowards who get taken and beaten up so easily. I suppose I'm worried they will remove me and place me in squad four."
He seems surprised. "They wouldn't. It is not their call to remove someone to a different squad. They only remove from a squad in order to punish serious crimes requiring imprisonment."
"I see."
He tilts my chin up. "Nanami, I'd like to try something with you tonight. You've not been sleeping well. I thought perhaps you should try a medicine that Zaraki used to give Harmona when she couldn't sleep."
"I suppose it couldn't hurt. I have been having trouble." I agree easily. "I'm sorry for worrying you."
"Do not apologize." he kisses my knuckles softly.
"I'm also sorry that I've been distant. I just can't get past the beating. When we try, I see it. I feel it again."
He frowns. "Have you been going to therapy with squad four?"
"Yes. I'm afraid it's not helping much."
"I see. What about finding a hobby? Perhaps painting?"
"I've never been good at art. I enjoy writing though. Perhaps I could try that."
"That would be wonderful, I'm sure."
I smile and he lets my hand go as our food is laid before us...
*****
I take the pill Byakuya has laid out for me on the bathroom counter before brushing my teeth and going back to the bedroom. Sakurako has been moved to the room next door so she is close enough for us to hear yet learning to sleep in her own space. Byakuya sits reading, as he has been before bed lately. I lay beside him and wrap my arm around his hips.
"Are you ready for sleep?" he asks.
"You can keep reading, if you'd like."
"Shall I read to you?"
"If you don't mind. Your voice comforts me."
I see a small smile on his lips. Anyone else wouldn't notice it but it's clear to me. He begins reading to me, a poem about the beauty of sakura blossoms. As he speaks, I notice I'm reacting to his words rather strangely. I feel hot and yet cold. I squirm a bit closer to him. "Are you certain that it was a sleeping pill?" I ask him, my voice sounding strange.
"That is what he said. Why do you ask?"
I blush and sit up. "Did he mention any side effects?"
"No. Is something wrong?"
"Yes...and no."
He sets his book aside and eyes me intently. "What's wrong? Are you ill?"
I shake my head and turn my fevered gaze on him. "No."
"You look strange. What is-"
I grab his cheeks, pulling him forward and kissing him. "Help me." I whimper softly, grabbing his hand and placing it inside my robe. My kiss becomes frantic as his hand slides lower. His free hand pulls my robe loose before he palms my breasts. This makes me gasp as they seem more sensitive. My gasp makes him hesitate.
"Nanami, I cannot do this if you are still-"
"Byakuya, I need you. This longing hurts. I don't know what was in that medicine but I ache for you."
He hesitates a moment longer until I force his hand between my legs and rub against his fingers. Finally he reacts, shifting his hand out of my grip to slip it beneath my panties. "Stop me if you become scared." he orders before kissing me. I lay on my back and he follows me down, his fingers drawing a delightful rhythm against my clit. I'm soon gasping for air, my hips rising and falling shamelessly against his hand.
"Byakuya, please!" I whimper. My hands rise and untie his robe before pushing it off his shoulders. "I need you. Please. I ache for you inside." I blush.
"What's brought this on?" he asks, seeming to still hesitate.
"I don't know. Don't complain. Not now. My mind is being silent so take advantage of it. Please!" I beg.
He pulls my panties completely off and kisses me again as he slowly enters me. My hips jerk up and fall again as I bring my knees to his sides. As he moves inside, I moan and beg him not to stop. He silences me with a passionate kiss. His movements gain speed and I squirm beneath him, needing release. He suddenly rolls onto his back. "You seem very energetic so come use that energy on me."
He doesn't have to ask me twice. I kiss him desperately and guide his hand to my breasts again. He is careful, not squeezing too hard so no milk is wasted. I impale myself on him, my back arching in pleasure as I move. His eyes close, a pink tint coming to his cheeks. His eyes open again and he watches me as his hips lift to meet mine. I moan softly and move faster, abandoning my worry for his pleasure. I find a rhythm that makes his manhood grind against my g-spot, causing me to whimper and cry his name. To my surprise, he pulls my hips down just as my release takes me. Mine is so powerful, I do not feel his, though I hear his usual soft grunt. I collapse on his chest, still coming down from this pleasure.
His hands caress my back softly. "Your friend is a beast, Nanami."
I smile a bit. "A crafty beast. He knew this would happen. I think he's been eavesdropping on my conversations with Orihime."
"Oh?"
"I told her I've been having trouble getting over my fear of intimacy."
"I see."
I roll off of him and sigh. I'm growing tired though I still need him. "Are you angry?"
"With you? No. With Zaraki for not telling me what that medicine would do, yes."
I smile a little. "It helped though, did it not? I didn't have one thought of what happened. I think...he was trying to help me face it."
"I suppose I owe him."
"Yes, I believe you do. I am sorry I've made you suffer."
He kisses me gently. "I have not suffered, Nanami. I was simply worried for your comfort."
"Byakuya, I still...will you..." I blush and silence myself.
"Are you greedy and wanting more, wife?" he teases me.
"Please. This medicine is very potent, it seems."
The hungry look in his eyes gives me confidence that I am no alone in my need.
****Byakuya POV****
I wait patiently outside the Central 46 chambers. Nanami is testifying against her father. She has gotten sick three times in the past 48 hours and has passed out once. This had better be the last time she is forced into these chambers. She is not built for such high levels of stress. I glance at the sun and take note that it has been approximately three hours since she was taken inside.
The door finally opens behind me. "Captain Kuchiki, you are needed."
I follow the guard into the chamber and notice Nanami is sitting in a chair. She's very pale.
"Captain Kuchiki, your wife seems to have very low tolerance for stressful things. We have found her father guilty of both counts of kidnapping and one count of attempted murder. As for your wife, we demand she be trained better. We have no use for a damsel in distress. Take her and go."
I frown but lift Nanami into my arms, leaving with her as quickly as possible. They are right. She is a woman ruled by her emotions instead of ruling them. I will have to teach her to master them. I am getting just as annoyed as Central 46 is by this weakness. She will never be useful should an emergency occur. I take her straight home and lay her in bed. She curls into a ball though her eyes don't open. I leave her to find Doc.
"Doc, it's happened again. She lost consciousness during the hearing, though they had enough to find her father guilty. Will you kindly check on her for me? I must get back to the barracks."
"Oh dear. Yes, I'll go check on her. Don't fret." Doc says.
"Where is Sakurako?" I ask curiously.
"She and Kimi are in the play room having a tea party. It's quite cute." she chuckles.
I nod and leave, heading for the office again. Along the way, I think on how to train Nanami to conquer her emotions. It is a hard task for an adult who had no training as a child but Nanami is a fast learner, it seems, so perhaps it will not be so difficult.
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I am shocked to see Nanami come through the office door. She still looks pale, which is not a good sign. She nods to me before beginning on her paperwork. She is far too silent. It bothers me, somewhat, as I am used to her chattering with Renji or anyone else who walks in the door. However, today, she says nothing to anyone, not even when greeted.
When we are finally in private, I stand to lock the door before sitting on the side of her desk. "Nanami, you should be resting."
"I do not wish to. I heard what they said before you carried me out. I am pathetic. I must work harder. I am ashamed of myself."
"You must train harder to reign in your emotions, that is all."
"I can't! My sword feeds off my emotions, haven't you noticed?"
"No, I haven't noticed. What do you mean?"
"When I am angry, the water of my shikai not only paralyzes but it leaves a nasty burn on any skin it touches. When I'm scared, it freezes to skin and burns too. When I'm sad, my paralysis is much weaker, happy is more tingly. I don't know how to control it but it's useful."
"Useful in battle. However, when you are not in battle, it is a weakness. You've been fainting and ill for the past three weeks from this stress. Tonight, after dinner and before bed, you and I will train you to control your emotions outside of battle. Understand?"
"I...don't want to trouble you anymore. You've done so much for me, Captain. More than anyone should be able to expect. It's not fair that you be forced to help me with this too."
"That is an order, Nanami."
She looks startled. I never give her orders, except in bed. "Understood." she finally sighs, though she looks defeated.
I will break her of this wild emotion problem come hell or high water. I cannot afford to allow it to continue.
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