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Till Death Do Us Part	By : honeyMellon Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male > Renji/Shuuhei Views: 928 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 2
After countless turns, Shuuhei groaned in frustration as his mind refused to rest. It had been hours since he left the pub and he was dying to get a good night's sleep. But it was like his mind had a will of its own.
Over and over again images of Renji's face flashed across his mind. Laughing at Ikkaku's lame joke, smiling reassuringly to Rukia, smirking and tossing insults at Ichigo, scowling behind Kuchiki-taicho's back…
Why? Why can't I stop thinking about him?
Shuuhei knew all along that he had a soft spot for the younger man, even back at the academy when he was Renji's mentor. What he didn't expect was, after the whole scandal around Aizen and Rukia's rescue, things changed in his mind. When he heard of Renji's courageous fights against Ichigo and Kuchiki Byakuya, his respect and admiration for Renji soared and his so-called "soft spot" turned into a crush. And lately…as the upcoming war loomed nearer and nearer, he was beginning to feel that the crush had now turned into…
Knowing that Renji will be heading towards danger made Shuuhei's heart ache. He couldn't do anything about it, of course. It was part of Renji's job after all, his duty as a lieutenant of the Gotei 13 Guards. To stop him from going would be a direct insult to Renji.
If I were the one sent to Karakura, would he worry about me?

Rubbing his tired eyes, Shuuhei turned the page of the form he was signing. He had hardly slept a wink last night. After tossing and turning for the better half of the night, his mind finally frizzed out and he managed to sleep, only to be consumed by horrifying images of Renji dying in his dreams.
But death was not the only thing he dreamed about. Shuuhei felt heat creep up his neck as he thought back of the kisses, the soft caress of Renji's hands, the warmth from Renji's breath on his neck. Shuuhei remembered his own moans of pleasure, remembered how he had cried out Renji's name as he released in the redhead's warm, wet mouth. Renji had—
A soft knock on his office door caused him to startle and look up. "Dinner, Hisagi-kun?" Kira peered from the doorway, his blond hair covering half his face as usual. But the eye that wasn't blocked by his hair stared at Shuuhei with concern.
Shit. "Sounds good," Shuuhei pushed himself away from the desk after quickly rearranging his hakama a bit to hide his increasingly hard member. "I was just thinking about food."
"Really?" Kira looked at him, his voice skeptical. "What happened to you? Did you stay up all night or something?" Then, his eyes narrowed as he took in Shuuhei's flustered appearance. "Did you drink sake during work hours?"
"It's my pillow," Shuuhei lied blatantly. "And it's really hot in this room, don't you think?" He could see that Kira had been extra concerned about him these days, but he couldn't possibly tell Kira about his troubles. Surely Kira would lose all respect for him. After all, Shuuhei was Kira's senpai at the academy too, even if the two of them were best friends now.
"Of course," Kira rolled his eyes. This wasn't going to be easy. It would take a lot of his patience, but he was determined to make Shuuhei tell him what the hell was bothering him so much.
Once their food arrived, Kira took a deep breath and began, "Hisagi—"
"I'm sorry for making you so worried, Kira," Shuuhei cut him off. He had been watching Kira's face during their entire walk to the restaurant. The blond-haired Vice Captain had chewed on his lips throughout the entire walk and looked as if he had something stuck in his throat. If Shuuhei hadn't been feeling so depressed, he would have found it funny. "I'm not going to lie to you, I do have something on my mind, but I'm not ready to talk about it."
Kira sighed. "I knew you were going to say that, Hisagi-kun." He hesitated, then reached his right hand over to grab his friend's left hand. "Whatever that is, it's clearly causing you a lot of stress. You don't have to carry all the burden yourself, you know."
He paused for a minute, then decided to plough right through. He had a hunch, but he was also taking a huge risk. "It's Abarai-kun isn't it?"
"Wha—" Shuuhei choked on his rice and immediately burst into a bout of coughs, causing every customer in the restaurant to turn around and stare at him curiously.
Bingo! Kira thought, his heart heavy even as he felt slight relief at his hunch being true.
On the other end of the table, Shuuhei was still heaving, but was clearly recovering. Kira decided to press on.
"Don't worry, nobody else noticed as far as I can tell," he said. "But I can see that ever since Abarai-kun started visiting Karakura more often, you've become increasingly distressed."
Without waiting to hear Shuuhei's response, Kira continued in a softer voice, "I don't know why you think you need to keep it from me, Hisagi-kun. I always thought of myself as your best friend."
"Kira…" Shuuhei felt a lump in his throat.
"Hisagi-kun," Kira said, staring at his friend. "Have you considered telling him?"
Shuuhei forced a chuckle. "Tell him? And risk him freaking out on me? C'mon Kira…you see how he is with Rukia, you saw how desperately he wanted to save her. He already has what he needs."
"Then you don't know him," Kira said with a frown. "See, your problem is you assume."
Shuuhei opened his mouth to protest, but Kira held up his hand. "I, too, thought the reason he struggled so much to save Rukia was because he loved her. But you should've seen his face when I asked him about it."

"Ewww!" Abarai Renji made a dramatic attempt to look disgusted, then he relaxed and grinned. "Of course I love her! How can I not love my sister?"
Kira stared at him in confusion. "Sister?"
Renji's face turned serious. "She is a part of me—she became a part of my life when we met as children and grew up together. I would not be the person I am now if I hadn't met her. Even though I'm technically older than her, she has always been an elder sister to me."

"And there you have it," Kira explained.
When his dark-haired friend didn't reply, Kira added, "So, my point is, don't just make your own assumptions."
But Shuuhei had already tuned out Kira's voice. What is this? I should be feeling happy right now…Renji is not in love with Rukia! But…why is my heart just as heavy as before?
At the back of Shuuhei's mind, though, he knew exactly why. Even though he longed for Renji's love in return, he knew he would only be a burden to the younger man. Even if Renji was single, he still belonged in a different world. He was young—basically still a spring chicken—unlike himself, who had seen so much horror and pain in his lifetime. He had fought and lost battles, watched his good friends die in front of him and had to bear the pain and shame of failing to save them. And now he had to bear the shame of his Captain's betrayal. He would never drag Renji into his world, knowing that he could never reach Renji's. He could only love Renji from afar. Love him, but never be able to have him.
"Hisagi-kun?" Kira leaned across the table and shook Shuuhei's shoulder. Damn, he thought. I got the answer I was looking for, but doesn't look like it helped Hisagi-kun at all. He sighed. This would take a lot of patience indeed.
"Oh—" Shuuhei snapped back to reality. "Right, uhh," he mumbled, trying hard not to look too foolish in front of Kira. "Please keep this between us, okay?" He looked pleadingly at Kira. When Kira gave him a small smile and a nod, Shuuhei let out a sigh of relief.
"I can't tell him. Why burden him with my feelings when I could die in a battle any time soon? He's happy the way he is." A pause. "You know what I must do in the war. You should know, more than anyone else." He looked at Kira, his gaze filled with unspoken meaning.
Of course Kira understood what Shuuhei meant. He knew exactly what his friend intended to do in the coming war. Shuuhei would confront Tousen, which would most likely lead to a battle to the death. And he knew, too, that Shuuhei knew understood all too well how that battle would most likely end.
The blonde looked seriously at Shuuhei. "I won't tell you what to do. Just a word of advice, though, you're over-thinking this." He held out his hand to stop Shuuhei when the man opened his mouth to protest. "I know you just want the best for him. But you don't know, Hisagi-kun. You don't know what's the best for him. Sometimes, having had something and be able to cherish it is better than never getting the chance to have it at all."
Shuuhei's shoulders sagged, and Kira's eyes softened. He wanted to help his good friend so much. But love was a private thing. He would support and listen to Shuuhei, but the last thing he wanted was to interfere directly.
"Come, Hisagi-kun, I'll get us more tea."

Damn that Kira, Shuuhei thought grumpily as he turned to his side again. It was well past midnight and he still could not sleep a wink. Talking to Kira about Renji was a bad idea; after their talk, he hadn't been able to get the redhead off his mind for the whole night.
With another muttered curse, Shuuhei turned to the other side.
"Shuuhei…" Renji's voice was low and husky. Shuuhei shuddered when he heard his name being called in that voice. He opened his mouth to reply but a pair of warm lips cut off his words. Renji cupped Shuuhei's face and pulled him closer for the kiss. He ran his tongue along Shuuhei's lower lip and smirked when the man uttered a soft moan in response.
Taking advantage of Shuuhei's moment of weakness, Renji quickly flipped him around and pushed him into the pillows. Shuuhei let out a surprised yelp but was immediately silenced by Renji's lips. As the kiss deepened, Renji slowly pulled Shuuhei's robes open to reveal his muscled chest.
"Mmmmh…" Shuuhei groaned when he felt hot hands slowly roam across his cool skin. His face felt warm and tingly, and his heart raced. Renji had moved his lips away from Shuuhei's and was now making a wet trail down Shuuhei's chest. As Renji moved, his body brushed lightly against Shuuhei's crotch, making Shuuhei shiver with anticipation. Sensing his lover's need, Renji purposely lifted himself to avoid that touch. He watched with an evil smile when Shuuhei arched his back, trying to rub himself against Renji.
"Not so fast, senpai." Renji whispered and continued to move his kisses down towards Shuuhei's now-throbbing member. He slowly pulled aside the rest of Shuuhei's robes to expose more of his skin. When Renji finally finished tugging the clothes off, he stared hungrily at Shuuhei's proud erection. He fought the urge to take his lover right then and there. No, he was going to have fun and see how far he could push the man. He wanted to see him squirm.
"Renji!" Shuuhei called out, snapping the redhead out of his wandering thoughts. Renji grinned and ran his fingers light along Shuuhei's shaft, bringing out another groan from the man. He leaned down and gently blew on it, then stuck out his tongue and slowly licked the underside. He tasted a faint scent of soap. Of course Shuuhei had just showered, the clean freak always refused to make out without showering. Breathing in Shuuhei's scent, Renji continued to move his tongue along the shaft, and smiled when he was rewarded with a strangled cry of pleasure.
"Please…don't tease me!" Shuuhei gasped. His hand reached for Renji's hair, and when he finally found the soft mane he dug his fingers into it and pulled. Renji's light touches were driving him crazy. The redhead winced when he felt the hard tug on his scalp, but he simply smirked and moved his tongue to the other side of Shuuhei's erect length, continuing the excruciating slow pace.
Shuuhei let out a frustrated growl and thrust his hips up. He was rock hard and throbbing painfully. Fine. If Renji wanted to just play with him, he would do it himself! So he reached for himself, but before he could wrap his fingers around it, it was suddenly enveloped in warm wetness. His growl immediately turned into a loud moan as Renji took his complete length into his mouth at once. The hand that was reaching for his crotch now grabbed the sheets. His back arched as he tried to push himself deeper into Renji's mouth.
"Mmmph…" Renji groaned as he felt Hisagi's thrusts against the back of his throat. His groan led to an even tighter grip on his hair and he winced at the pain. If he didn't let the man have his release soon he was going to end up with a bald spot!
So he closed his mouth tightly around Shuuhei and sucked gently. He moved his head up, then just as he only had the tip in his mouth, he suddenly slid down and took in the entire length again. Shuuhei cried out in pleasure and gave the red mane an especially hard tug.
"Mmmph!" Renji grunted in protest and Shuuhei let go of his hair with an apologetic chuckle. Shuuhei struggled to keep his breath steady but it was a losing battle. He could feel tightness beginning to pool in his belly and knew that he won't be able to last much longer. As if he could read Shuuhei's mind, Renji suddenly increased the pace of his movements. Shuuhei looked down at the bobbing redhead and moaned. The sight of Renji with his mouth wrapped around his length sent another shiver down to his crotch. Renji looked up at him and grinned, then he cupped Shuuhei's balls in his warm hands.
"Renji!" Shuuhei clenched his eyes closed and yelled out as intense pleasure swept through his body. He lifted his body off the bed and held his breath as he pulsed, releasing his hot seed into the his lover's mouth. He heard wet slurps and looked down. Renji was gulping down his semen as quickly as he could, but some still dribbled down his chin, and that was the hottest thing Hisagi had ever seen.
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