I'm Glad I Said I'm Sorry | By : Ultimania Category: Bleach > General Views: 2024 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter 15: An Instant Finish
Gin's POV As memories of what happened six years ago returned to haunt my mind once again, my anger continued to grow. Rangiku might have also been raped, but at least she does not remember what happened to her clearly enough to even remember that she was raped. Ignorance can sometimes be bliss, especially when it comes to being raped. As for me, I remember being raped clear as day. All I could do was bury those damn cursed memories. But no matter what, I could never erase them. Rangiku never had to remember being abused against her own will, and I envied her ignorant bliss. But I could not allow this damn Kage to take away her blessed ignorance, and he will not cause Rangiku anymore pain! As me and Kage began our battle by lunging at each other, I looked for an opening. Finding that he foolishly left his chest wide open, I proceeded to attempt punching at his chest with my right fist. But surprisingly, my fist went right through it. Then Kage proceeded to successfully punch me with his left fist, which caused me to fly into the cave walls. I began to cough up blood and hissed in pain, what the hell just happened? Kage looked at me with an amused look on his face and began to laugh. ''Oh kid, that was SO stupid! What the hell were you thinking!'' Pissed off, I stood back up and looked at him with my eyes opened. ''What the hell are ya talking about!'' The monster sneered, ''Just take a closer look at my chest.'' I took a closer look at his chest and I was beyond shocked. He had a huge hole right in the middle of his chest, and blood and grime were oozing out of it. I became furious at myself for how much of a fool I was! How the hell could I miss such a damn huge hole like that! But I was also fearful, what the hell is this thing! He looked like he was mutating into a half-assed Hollow! ''What...the hell...are you!'', I asked him with anger and fearful curiosity. ''Does it really fucking matter!'', Kage sneered. ''Fair enough, because I am going to kill ya.'' ''Oh shut up!'', the monster roared. ''You haven't even landed a hit on me except for those damn few lucky shots earlier! You really are a wimp-''. While the damn idiot was babbling while not even looking at me, I managed to snuck up to him and grabbed his tail. Needless to say, the monster was both shocked and pissed. ''What the hell! How come I did not even noticed you sneaking up on me!'' ''Because ya let your fury blinded you, causing ya to not even look for me or sense for my spiritual energy. Your temper is your weakness and may lead to your downfall.'' ''Says the idiotic brat who did not even noticed my chest's hole.'' ''Oh, shut up!'' Finally having enough of Kage's damn babbling, I started swinging him around while holding his tail. This caused him to start screaming like a little girl, which was kind of funny. Finally after swinging him around enough to the point where he was finally dizzy, I threw his sorry ass which caused him to crash into almost all of his machines. While he was lying on the ground, I ran over and proceeded to punch and kicked the crap out of his damn mutated head, which caused him to groan in pain. However, Kage was not down for the count, because he proceeded to suddenly rise up in anger. He attempted to swat me with his tail, but I managed to dodge him by rolling under his ugly ass tail. Kage looked at me with pure fury, and I couldn't helped mocking him. ''What's wrong, little Kage? Ya don't like your ass being kicked?'' Kage began to growl like an animal, but I couldn't stop mocking his sorry ass. ''Do ya need your diaper changed, little Kage? Because I got a whiff of your ass while holding your tail, and oh boy, it smelled like shit!'' Kage's growl grew louder, but I was having too much fun to noticed it. ''Ya are not even worth my time, so I think I will just finish ya in an instant.'' Then the monster finally roared in pure anger, and his spiritual power increased dramatically. ''Finish me in an instant?'', Kage said with an eerie calm tone in his voice. ''How cute, you think that just because you managed to momentarily outwit me that you have won this battle. How foolish you are. You may have outstanding spiritual energy for a Plus, but you are ONLY a Plus. You are not a damn Shinigami, but I have both Shinigami and Hollow powers. I was just playing around with you because I was bored out of my mind, but now I am going to give you literal hell. I will not only rip you to shreds, but I am going to do it slowly just so you can feel every ounce of pain I give to you. What do you have to say in response to that?'' ''I don't care what you just said, go fuck yourself'', I retorted. ''THEN BURN IN HELL, ICHIMARU GIN!'', Kage furiously roared. Then Kage proceeded to fire a ton of crimson red colored Ceros at me from out of his mouth, but I managed to dodge them all by running and rolling with as much speed as I could mustered. I managed to hid myself under a brown table so I could catch my breath. As I was panting, Kage threw the table across the cave and proceeded to grab me with his mutated hands. Rangiku's POV As I stood near the cave's entrance, I wished I could see the battle. I was worried out of my mind about Gin, but I tried to comfort myself in the fact that this was Gin and nothing bad could happen to him. But little did I know how wrong I was. Suddenly, I felt an dark but unfortunately familiar spiritual energy rise to unimaginable heights, and I fell on my knees from it's sheer power. ''What the hell...is that?'', I muttered. Then I saw what appeared to be explosions inside the cave that had the strangest energy which I never have sensed before...was that a Cero? Before I could find the answer to my own question, the cave's roof exploded with a red beam of light coming out of the cave. Once the beam dissappeared, I noticed two shocking things. First off, the cave's roof had a HUGE hole. Apparently, someone had broken through the cave's roof. But the second thing I noticed terrified me to death, because I saw Kage high up in the air flapping his wings while holding in his mutated hand the boy whom I fell in love with. ''GIN!'' Gin's POV Damn it, I didn't expect Kage to be this powerful. After that bastard grabbed me, he took me literally through the cave's roof and high up into the air. I guess his damn wings are more than just for show. He was now high up in the air while flapping his wings and holding me by my throat, causing me to slowly choke. He was holding me with his arm stretched out like I was some kind of trophy for him to look at, damn him. ''Can you still hear me, Ichimaru Gin?'', the monster mockingly asked. ''You now do realize how powerless you are? You are nothing more than a stubborn bug that needs to be squashed. You are nothing but talk. Because no matter what you have said, I am more powerful than you and I will kill you! It's over, Ichimaru Gin!'' This was it, I can't believe that I was going to die. As I was ready to accept death, I heard her voice. Ran-chan was calling my name, then I remember my promise to her. ''Rangiku...no matter what your problems are, you can tell me. If you have pain, share it with me. If you have joy, share it with me. If ya have a burden that ya cannot carry alone, then I will carry it with ya. I will never abandon ya, because I will always be with you.'' That's right...I did promised Rangiku that. If I died, then I would break those promises. ''I promise that I am never going to leave or abandon ya, because you are the most precious part of my life.'' When Mesushishi raped me six years ago, I thought I lost my will to live. I even almost contemplated killing myself. Double Flashback 5 Years Ago It has been a year since Mesushishi raped me like a damn animal, and it still fucking hurts. I was sitting in a house that was abandoned, so I decided to take residence within it [eventually, Rangiku lived here with me]. The pain from being raped was still there, it was like a wound that never heals. Sick of my pain, I grabbed a huge knife from within the dark house to take away my pain. I sat on a wooden chair in the kitchen with the knife in my right hand, and I decided to look out the window which was nearby the kitchen sink. I saw that it was raining outside, and it was like nature was agreeing with me that I should end my pain now. I took the knife and began aiming for my chest. As the blade began to touch my chest which caused it to began bleeding, I heard a voice. ''STOP!'' Startled, I yelled, ''Who are you!'' ''That is not for you to know right now, but why are you trying to kill yourself!'' ''Because I have no reason to live! I want this damn pain to go away!'', I yelled at seemingly nothing. ''Listen, ending your life will not end your pain, it will only bring you more pain. You will be in darkness forever, is that what you really want?'' ''But what am I supposed to do! There is no other way to end my pain!'' ''Yes, there is'', the voice calmly replied. ''You must find someone to share your pain with.'' ''But how do I find someone who even cares about me!'', I bitterly replied. ''You will find the answer as long as you have the will to live.'' Then the voice never spoke again. But just by those few words, my life changed forever. Since that day, I continued to search for someone who would be friends with me, but I was not truly successful until four years later. End of Double Flashback Gin's POV That's right, Rangiku has given me a reason to live. Why should I wish for death? ''Our bond between us is unbreakable, Rangiku. Nothing will keep me away from ya.'' Our bond...is real, unlike my false bonds with my so called ''friends'' who betrayed me. I cannot allow my bond with Rangiku to be broken. ''I think love is when ya conside someone so special that ya want to be by that person's side always, to protect that person no matter what, and consider that person your most important treasure.'' ''Do you think... that we have something like that?'' Yes, we do, Rangiku. Now I know what this feeling called ''love'' is, and I will NOT have my life ended when I have finally found someone to share love with. I will not be...DEFEATED! I could hear the monster's dark chuckle. ''Since it seems like you are finally dead, Ichimaru Gin, I think I will go play with your bitch.'' With my desire to protect her overiding the pain coursing thourghout my body, I suddenly felt my spiritual power continously rising. I opened my eyes and looked at Kage with hate. Needless to say, Kage looked beyond shocked. ''How...is this even possible! You are a Plus...but, your spiritual power is now higher than mine! This is not even imaginable, it's ludicrous! Damn you!'' ''I will not...let you hurt...Rangiku anymore!''', I yelled at the top of my lungs. Then with strength I never thought existed within me, I took Kage's right arm which was previously choaking my throat and literallly took his arm off my throat. Then I pulled his arm out of his body. With the loudest scream I ever heard in my life, Kage fell back within in the cave with his remaining arm along with me. As we both stood up on the cave floor after our fall while both of us panted, I threw his pulled out arm toward him. ''There, now ya can use that as a back scratcher'', I mocked. Kage looked pissed off and still filled with energy despite the fact blood was literally oozing out of the place where I pulled his arm off. ''YOU DAMN BRAT! I WILL ANNIHILATE YOU!'', Kage roared. Then as he was about to lunge at me again, he began shielding his eyes and groaning in pain. I looked up, and saw that the sun was slowly rising, causing a little bit of light to shine throughout the cave. Then I remember what that black-hooded bastard said earlier before I truly left the cave. Double Flashback Gin's POV ''Wait, a minute, kid. There is something I forgot to tell you'', the black-hooded bastard said. ''What now?'', I groaned. ''This is like the third fucking time you called me back here, it's annoying the hell out of me!'' ''I promise this will be the last time. If you want to defeat the forest's terror, take my advice.'' ''What is it?'' ''Use the light around you.'' ''That is it?'' ''Yes, indeed that is it'' ''What kind of fucking advice was that! Seriously, that is not going to help me at all! Because there is no light within this forest right now!'' ''You will see when you make it to the terror's cave, now go.'' ''Whatever, that advice was so fucking stupid'', I muttered as I FINALLY walked out of the cave. End of Double Flashback Gin's POV Maybe that black-hooded bastard is not as stupid as I thought. Suddenly, an idea dawned on me. Looking around the cave, I saw one of the burning torches on the cave's walls. Since a torch might harm Kage just as much as the sunlight, I decided to test my theory out. While Kage was still blinded by the sunlight, I threw the burning torch toward Kage. Kage opened his eyes just as the torch was right up in his face. ''WHAT!'', he yelled. But it was too late, the torch hit him right up in his face and slowly caused his entire body to burn starting from his hideous head. While the flames engulfed him, he screamed in agony. However, I did not feel one ounce of pity for that damn monster. The flames soon engulfed him to the point where all of his skin was burned to ashes. Finally, Kage collapsed and was now nothing more than a damn skelatal corpse. I panted because I was so fucking tired after that battle, but I was relieved. ''It's finally...over. This nightmare...is over'', I said to myself. But then Kage's skeletal corpse rose and he looked at me with indescribable hatred. It was like having all his flesh burned off did not affect him at all, even his his burnt eyes were still in his fleshless sockets. His half-formed Hollow mask was shattered, but his left eye was still yellow. His wings and tail were burnt to ashes. He looked like a skeleton that has risen from his grave. ''Fuck, this is impossible...'', I said with pure fear. ''You'', the creature spoke. ''I promise...'' Kage walked slowly toward me. ''...That I...'' In fear, I backed up against the cave wall, but now I was trapped. ''...Will kill you...'' The monster gradually came closer by the minute, but I could not move. I was immobilized by pure fear of what I was seeing. ''...Ichimaru Gin.'' Kage came gradually closer to me with his right arm stretched out and I didn't know what to do. Was this the end? As Kage was only an inch away from me, he suddenly collapsed onto the cave floor. Then I heard Kage whispered, ''Could...you tell...Gekkou...that I am...sorry?'' His voice sounded entirely different. It was not the voice of a monster and a lunatic, but a voice of a heartbroken old man. I realized that this was the true Kage, who was obviously in agony over what the monster inside of him has done to his grandson. I finally could not help myself pitying this broken shell of a man. Kage was no longer moving, and this time I knew that he was really dead because I could no longer sense his spiritual energy. Sunlight shone down the roof of the cave's hole even more bountifully now as if nature itself was rejoicing that the forest's terror was dead. But then, I heard footsteps. Turning around, I saw a blonde haired boy with green eyes who was coming out of the surprisingly still intact cave dungeon's door. He strangely looked like me, even though I knew who he was, Gekkou. ''Kid, this is MY forest and cave! Your damn morals can go rot in hell, because they don't belong here! That goes for that damn brat who is unconscious in my dungeon!'' ''Who are you talking about?'' ''Some damn brat named Gekkou. I cannot remember how we met, but I know he has been my fucking slave for the past eight years. He keeps spewing some bullshit about being my fucking grandson! I don't have a fucking grandson, and I never will! But he is fucking hilarious when he spews that bullshit! ''You...enslaved and treated your grandson like a fucking animal!'' ''I told you damn brat, that I don't have a grandson!'' Gekkou was hobbling like he was could barely stand. It was pretty obvious that Kage has abused his own grandson. Gekkou hobbled over to me and he finally asked me, ''Are you Gin?'' ''Are ya Gekkou?'' We both dryly laughed at each other. ''I guess that answers both of our questions'', Gekkou said. Then Gekkou looked at his grandfather's corpse. ''Is this..'' ''Yeah'', I replied to his unfinished question. Then he looked at his dead grandfather emotionlessly. ''I see...'', he mumbled. ''How did you defeat him?'', Gekkou asked. ''To be honest, I don't how I managed to defeat him. I guess it just...happened.'' Then Gekkou shook my right hand which surprised me. ''Thank you, Gin.'' ''Thank you for what! I murdered your grandfather!'' ''My grandfather died eight years ago'', Gekkou replied with a sad smile on his face. ''I am thanking you because you freed him.'' I felt sorry for Gekkou, because he must be in deep pain because he lost someone so dear to him. I never lost anyone who was dear to me, because I never have been close to anyone...until I met Rangiku. Although, I shuddered to think how would I felt if...I lost Rangiku. But I will NEVER allow her to be taken from me. Remembering Kage's last words, I decided to respect his final wishes. ''Gekkou...I do not know anything about you or your grandfather's past but he wanted me to tell you...that he was sorry.'' Gekkou's eyes widened in shock, and suddenly fainted and collapsed on the cave floor! ''Gekkou!'', I yelled. I considered leaving him there, but I couldn't. Despite how evil his grandfather was, there was something different about Gekkou... Besides, I was curious how he knew my name, perhaps he met Ran-chan? I took Kage up in my arms and slung his right arm around my shoulder. Taking him with me, I dragged him out of the cave from hell. I was greeted by a smiling Rangiku and a shining sun. It was now morning, the darkness has passed. ''Gin!'' Rangiku ran up to me and scooped me up into her arms, which caused me to ''drop'' Gekkou and he fell onto the grass. Rangiku's embrace was so warm...and was she crying? ''You are alive. After...seeing you almost being killed by that damn monster...I thought you were...'' ''Dead? Why are ya thinking that, Ran-chan?'' ''I-.'' Rangiku broke down in tears, but even I could tell she was not crying in sorrow. She was crying in joy. I began caressing her face. ''Ya don't need to worry about me, Ran-chan. See? I defeated that bastard, just like I promised ya.'' Rangiku's POV Gin's smile was carresses were contagious, damn him. I am so glad that Gin was alive. When Kage took him up into the air and almost killed him, I thought he really was dead. I was so joyful that I did not notice a certain boy lying unconsciously on the grass near us. ''Gin, is that...?'' ''Gekkou? Yeah it is him, do ya know him?'' We stopped embracing and I walked toward the unconscious Gekkou to take a closer look at him. ''Yeah, I know him. But it's a long story, Gin.'' ''I like long stories-.'' Then all of a sudden, Gin collapsed and also fell unconscious. ''Gin!'' I ran over to him in panic. What happened? Maybe he was THAT worn out from the battle with Kage? Before I could find my answers to my own questions, I felt the darkest spiritual power that I ever felt in my life. It was so overwhelming that I fell on my knees. Then I collapsed and also fell into darkness. Aizen's POV My, my, this was certainly a surprise. Not only did Gin [I now knew his name] defeated my experiment, but he managed to save the THING'S grandson. As I looked at their unconscious bodies, I was contemplating. Gin was certainly very powerful. In fact, he could become one of the most powerful captains in the history of Soul Society, besides me of course. But Ichimaru Gin was heavily wounded, and I cannot allow a future subordinate to die from such a minor battle. But that girl who I now know is named Matsumoto Rangiku, and my experiment's grandson, Kira Gekkou, could both be potential thorns in my side one day. They are like weeds, if you allowed them to grow they could choke you one day. I cannot allow that, they MUST be brought under my control or die. But if I break my promise to Gin, then he will never join me. Then an idea formed inside my head, and I decided to act upon it. I unsheathed my zanpakuto and smirked to myself. Yes, this idea will work perfectly.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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