SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY | By : Benihime1231 Category: Bleach > General Views: 2035 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Sorry its been a while but here you all go!
Chapter 13- Never Let Me Go
Saya's POV:
I awoke to the sweet taste of his lips to mine and the fragrant aroma of our sweat from our playful night together. The indescribable emotional inception of our love was now exposed, leaving us both venerable and fragile with the impending fate that came with the swiftly approaching day.
Our soft embrace was ended with a knock at the door, “Is it ok if I come in now?” Sadi yelled through the door.
“Give me just a few minutes!” Kisuke yelled back as he sat up.
I moaned allowed as if in resistance as he reached for his shirt. Devastated by the thought that I was no longer shrouded in his arms, I grabbed for my shirt and rolled off of the futon. Like a child that didn’t get her way, I forcibly put my shirt back on, finally tying my sash so tight that it released a little squeal from my throat. My pants now sat low on my hips, reminding me of his impulsive gesture that broke the buttons on my pants, in his moment of unbridled passion.
”Damn it Kisuke!” I snapped, looked back to see him sliding on the clogs that I hated so much. Wanting to break the somber mood I teased him, “Now you are just trying to get rid of me!" I said as I pulled my hair back into a high looped ponytail.
He laughed slightly, "You couldn't just let it be could you?"
Standing up, he moved closer to me and my smile faded and my heart sank. He kissed my forehead and I realized the daunting tasks of the day and wrestled with how I was going to leave my new lover, the only man that I had ever loved.
"I should go, I need to pack, get things set" I said with a soft sadness in my tone.
He hugged me tightly, "Can I help? I can be very helpful given the right motivation you know!"
I pulled back, "Do you always have to be such a pervert?" I said back with a slap to his back.
"Oh wouldn't you love to know" he replied back as his lips skimmed mine.
The door suddenly opened and Sadi entered the room with Yourichi following behind, "Captain Yourichi would like to speak with you Lieutenant Urahara"
Yourichi seemed to float in and only thing I could think of I'd there is the woman that would again take my place by his side in my absence. Not wanting to entertain the thought any longer, I pulled away and headed for the door.
"Saya!" Kisuke cried out in resistance to my leaving.
"I'll see you later" I said back casually as if it was just another day.
I walked back to my living quarters, my mind swimming with what could have been, the journey that Kiskue and I would have embarked on together if I was to stay. But I was being forced to leave him again, not sure if this time would be the one that finally broke us for good. Unsure of what this path was to hold for us and if our love could survive such an uncertain future, I tried to settle my mind as I packed my things. I began to find that each item that I came across had a memory attached that played in my mind like a brief movie of my life, some inviting but some were altogether frightening. Feeling like my heart and mind were working together to sabotaging me, I began to just shove the necessities into my bags with little attention to the specifics. Hoping that I had everything I needed, I tossed my bags toward the door and retreated to my office to relieve my fat full mind. I sat in the my office for the last time in what I had set in my mind as the last time as I let the music dance off of the walls and I sang along. There was something so relaxing about the trance that came over me as I released my emotions through the lyrics. Although the room was anything but quiet it felt silent as I tried so hard to remember the day that I first met Kisuke. I watched him grow from a quite timid young man to the confident sexy shinigami that I could no longer deny that I loved, holding his hand along the way now to be torn apart by my own detriment. Doubts began to roam my mind, were the hell was he? Why had I not seen him yet? Had he just decided that it was easier not to see me again? Although, I wouldn't have blamed him if that were to be true, I still wanted to be in his arm once more. My head began to pound as it became overwhelmed by the ambush of our history, I knew that I couldn't carry the weight of the heavy world that we created as I went on my new journey. If I was to keep my sanity, I had to leave us here and not be plagued by the need to look into his grey eyes. To know that I was loved, feel his touch that let me know that I was wanted, and taste his lips to let me know that I was needed. No longer able to take the pain that I suffered through; I shut off the music, turned off the lights and left my office for what felt like the last time. The halls seemed to be colder as I passed by the other shinigami buzzing through the halls, going about their duties as usual; passing by as if I was just a ghost in the hall. I couldn't be help to shiver as I walked out the doors into the night like a ghost to my own life.
The stars peeked through the dimming pastel sky light like fireflies at dawn as I leaned on the rails of the bridge. My body became charged by the sound of someone's spiritual pressure closing in, "Finally, my love has come to sweep me away" I said playfully aloud as I turned to see a young man bearing the Royal Guard seal upon his uniform kneelt before me."Lieutenant Aomori I assume?" He said as he glanced curiously up at me.
Embarrassed by my comment I blushed then quickly apologized, “Yeah, I’m sorry! I thought that you were someone else."
Quite a bit younger than me, he had black spiky hair and with a silver streak similar to Captain Hikifunes and emerald green eyes that seemed to glow as he timidly smiled at me.
He spoke with purpose now on his feet, "I have been sent by the Captain of the Royal Guard to pick up your belongings. Are they ready?"
I nodded as I studied his strongly familiar features, “Yes, I have sat my bags outside my door." pointing over to the humble living quarters that I had called home for the last few years. He smiled once more as he turned and continued on with his duties.
"Good Isao, I'm glad that you are almost finished" yelled out Captain Hikifune as she and Ukataki walked up the path. Please hurry up and so that you can meet me back at my office before it gets too late."
The young man bowed to her while he looked at me out of the corner of his eye, “Yes Tiacho. I will not be late." Grabbing my belongings he then disappeared into the dusk.
Her attention now focused on me coupled with a large sigh and faint smile, “Did you forget to do something today? Maybe to stop by my office like I had asked?”
My eyes widened as I realized that I had forgotten that very important detail in my day.
“Shit!” I mumbled as she handed me a stack on clothing bound by a blue ribbon.
Her tone now firm like a mother instructing her daughter, “This is your new uniform. You will be expected to wear it tomorrow as we make our way to your new life”
Looking down on my new attire, a smile creped across my face as my thoughts drifted to how Kisuke had torn of the button on my pants the night prior. Perfect timing I thought to myself.
"I'm certainly glad that I ran into you but I figured that you would be nowhere to be found by now" Captain Hikifune teased.
I looked down to the ground now speaking with a heavy heart, "No, it seems that we have already said our goodbyes".
She took a gentle hold of my chin, guiding my face back up to look her in the eyes, “Your paths will cross again my dear, trust me on this!"
There was a certain level of peace that came with her words followed by an unexplained uneasiness.
I smiled just the same thankful for her insight, "Thank you Tiacho."
With a mischievous smile she turned to Ukitake, "Well old friend, I will see you for dinner. Don't take too long now"
Looking back at me her tone now as mischievous as her smile, "Enjoy your night! I will see you in the morning at the portal and please don't be late!"
Unable to hold back, I giggled at her comment, "Yes Tiacho!" I said back as she turned to leave.
My eyes glanced over at my unusually quiet Captain, "Well?" I said to Captain Ukitake as he stood in front of me with a funny look upon his face.
He nodded his head to the side, "Walk with me" he requested as he turned to walk into the wooded area.
I followed beside him like a daughter follows a father, intent on nagging him the entire way. "Where are we going? Am I in trouble? Are we going to your spot? Are you going to cry when I leave? Are you going to miss me?"
He laughed heartily at my attempt to break him, "Do you have to do that?" he sarcastically questioned as we came to the hill that I had come to know so well that led down to the one place that I really cherished in all of the 13th Division.
Still on his heals I followed him down the path and through the opening holding my new uniform against my chest, "You aren't going to get all sentimental on me are you Captain?" I asked still in the shadow of his captains robes.
His eyes seemed to sparkle as he warmly looked back at me over his shoulder, "No, but he might!"
I stopped cold in my tracks, dropping my uniform to the ground. Pleasantly surprised to see Kisuke appear in front of me holding a small branch of cherry blossoms. My smile beamed with the surprise arrival that I had so wished for.
“I hate it when you do that” I said softly with a laugh.
“I figured that you might forgive me this once” he said back as I took the flowers from his hand. “Who said those were yours!” he said jokingly, tilting his head.
I turned to look back at my captain to thank him.
“Enjoy each other tonight!” Ukitake said then disappeared before our eyes.
The soft stroke of Kisuke fingers danced across my cheek sending every inch of my skin into inferno excitement with the expression behind each of his words, "Since this is our last night, I wanted it to be something that you would never forget. I thought about on all of the firsts that we will be missing out on when you go, but I wanted to try to squeeze as many as I could into one night.” His grin turned feisty, “And maybe a couple things that we’ve done before”
I laughed as I burned this memory into my head, determined to never forget it. He pulled me into his chest and began to sway to the sounds of the night.
“What are you doing?” pulling back, I teased him.
Looking down onto me,“Dance with me, we have never danced before”
Without a word I tucked my head into his chest and moved my body with his, fully enveloped by his tender side. Only in his arms I allowed myself to feel small and venerable, knowing that I would be safe and protected by his love and affection. He too allowed me the privilege to see a side of him that no one in the world could imagine, passionate, tender even scared. Our bodies sunk into each other, almost becoming one until he pulled me back to look at me once more with a devilish grin.
“I just had a fantastic idea!" he blurted out as he quickly walked over to the dock with a childlike spring in his step.
"Have you completely lost it?" I teased at his rash personality change.
Something that I was used to after all of our time together. Always a quick reminder of the mad scientist that dwelled beneath his seemingly calm and collected exterior.
Realizing that I hadn't followed him, he walked back over to me, grabbed my hand and dragged me back with him to the edge of the dock. "Take your clothes off!" He ordered as he immediately began you tie my sash.
"Kisuke!" I yelled out.
His face now surprised at my protest, "Seriously! Have you forgotten that I have seen you naked?"
I felt my face blush from his words as I began to follow his instructions. Now down to our underwear he took my hand again, pulling my body to his he began to lean back.
“What are you doing?" I yelled as we fell into the pond.
The cold water hit my skin like ice as I surfaced, immediately my teeth began to chatter.
"Are you insane?" I continued to holler at him.
"Ok not my most brilliant idea, I admit" he said as he swam over to close the gap between the two of us.
"You think!" I said sarcastically as I couldn't help but to chuckle at the terrible outcome to what was meant to be a romantic gesture.
"I love the way you laugh!" he said in a hushed tone. His hand held on to the dock as he leaned to kiss me.
Taking full advantage of the moment, I wrapped my arms and legs around him and deepened the kiss. At that instant my body stopped trembling from the frigid water, instead the heat from our bodies began to create steam off of the surface of the water as I once again became like putty in his arms. We broke apart, my body still draped against his.
“That turned out better than what I thought!" He said as if he had planned it all a long.
I coyly giggled, "Yeah, you really lucked out with that one!" My teeth began to chatter once more, “It was sweet, but can we please get out now." I begged.
"Yes, of course." he said back as he helped me climb out of the water.
I turned to return the favor but he had already climbed out; now dripping wet. I could feel his eyes skim my soaked breasts as I watched as drops of water seemed to skip down his chest, only creating a level of longing that I had never known. His fingers tangled with mine as he led me over to the Joshiro's bench taking hold of a white blanket and wrapping it around us for warmth. The heat from our bodies pressed against each other’s coupled by the softness of the blanket intoxicated my senses, rendering me helpless in his arms. Gladly willing to give into whatever he wanted of me, I slid my hands up his chest as he guided us down to the ground. He kissed my forehead then leaned his back against the bench reaching under to pull out a bowl of berries and oranges then once more to reveal a bottle of wine.
"Berries, my favorite!" I said as I grabbed a plump strawberry then turned to lay back against his chest. I wanted to stay there forever, surrounded by his love, happier than I ever knew possible.
I took a bite of the sweet strawberry, letting the aroma engulf my senses I became aroused by the sensation of Kisuke's hands slowly wrapping around me from behind; greeting me with a glass of wine. I took it in my hand then proceeded to take a large sip, wishing it to calm my nerves.
Taking in the sweet taste of the spirit, “Why do you have to be so wonderful?" I asked.
“What do you mean?" he questioned back with a chuckle as he tightened his grip under my breasts.
I paused for a second as I thought of how to answer him back, “You are different with me, you always have been. I’m the only one in the world that really knows you, why?"
I could smell the juice of the orange as it passed his lips and slid down his throat with a gulp.
His mouth snuggled in to the crevice of my neck as he whispered onto my skin. "I love you, you are the only family that I have and the one that I want to share my life with."
My heart fluttered rapidly as I thought about those wonderful words then sat up so that I could turn and look at him. His fingers brushed my hair from my face continuing in reassurance. "Don't worry, I'm not purposing! I'm just letting you know what I want... When you're ready. Besides, I don't know if I even want to be tied down yet" now revealing the smart ass that I was so used too.
Frozen and unable to speak my soul cried out through my eyes YES as I nodded. His hands instinctively grabbed my hips and guided me on to his lap, finally straddling him I leaned in for a kiss. My mind began to think of what it would be like to marry Kisuke, to be a wife, to be a mother. These were things that I had never really wanted but somehow all was changed with his request. My kiss became more passionate with these images of a life that I never knew I wanted.
“What are you thinking about?", he asked as our lips separated. "Tell me the truth"
"A future that I didn't know that I wanted!" he smiled as if he was claiming victory over my heart.
"Tell more!" I begged as his hands roamed my back and I kissed his neck.
His words seemed to come with such certainty, "When you are ready to put down your zanpakutos I will be ready to put a ring on your finger and become a husband and hopefully a father."
Surprised and exhilarated by his comment I took a moment to look into his eyes, seeing nothing but sincerity.
"It’s a wonderful dream, but we still have a long tough road ahead of us. I don't want to complicate it by putting us in a position to fail before it even starts."
"What do you mean?" He questioned me.
"You said before that you would wait for me but that’s not what I want. Now that we have come to this point, I couldn't handle you being unfaithful and truthfully I don't know that I can be completely faithful given the undefined time apart." my hands caressed his forehead and his cheeks, “I also don't want to make promises that we can't keep. If you still feel the same once I come back then we will go from there."
His eyes widened and face stern, "I love you, and no amount of time will change that but if that's what you want then done." He paused allowing his face to lighten once more, "But I still have you all to myself for the rest of the night."
I smiled and my body shook as I grabbed my glass and proceeded to take another drink to help steady myself. My mouth filled with wine as he pulled me close to kiss my neck, causing some to spill from my lips trickling down my neck and continuing down to my breasts. His tongue followed the trail as if to drink it off of me rendering my body helpless and once again vulnerable. His hands brushed my bra straps from my shoulders now completely exposing my breasts so that he could have his way with them. Goosebumps popped up all over my body reacting to the mind numbing sensation of his hand and mouth upon my nipples; softly moving between them as if he was sucking the wine from them. Close as we were to each other, I ran my hand down his chiseled chest finally reaching down to softly rub his erection. Filled with the passion of the moment, I tossed my head back releasing a loud moan.
I wanted him more now than I had ever enabling me to yell out, "I love you more than I can put into words. Take me back to your room and let me show you!"
His lips met mine once more as I sucked the taste of orange from them, “Yes Please, I want to make you cry out in pleasure" He nervously laughed out.
Shivers roared through me then like teenagers we scrambled to gather our things. We quickly only put on the bare minimum holding onto the rest as we quickly made out way back to Kisuke's room; hand in hand giggle along the way.
Upon arrival he slid open the door quickly closing it behind him; this time making sure the lock was set. I placed the items that I had grabbed, including my new uniform, on his desk. His hands wrapped around my waist and began to untie my sash as he kissed my neck and shoulder; all while my hand played in his shaggy hair. Finally untied, he spun me around to face him, picking me up and placing me on his desk then kissing my lips like it was the last time. I shrugged off my open shirt as I unbuttoned his pants and letting them fall to the floor.
Parting as we gasped for air, "Do you trust me?" he asked with a mischievous smile.
Confused by the comment I slowly answered back, "Yeah, why?"
My sash still in his hand, he pulled it up to my face, "I want to try something! But you have to trust me!"
My breasts heaved at the thought of letting him take full control. I nodded and bit my lip, "Yes, I trust you!"
He kissed my lips as he gently placed the sash over my eyes and tied it behind my head. Instantly my sense of touch was now heightened, I could feel his love course through me as his fingers danced across my skin. As he leaned in to unhook my bra my hands instinctively reached for his hips as I spread my legs to pull him in close dropping my bra to the floor. The sound of books and papers hitting the floor made my body tense up.
“Relax, just lay back." he whispered softly into my ear.
I gave into his request, allowing him to slide me back and lower me onto the desk. I anticipated every touch, every kiss, and every breath as he trailed kisses down the valley of my breasts, continuing down to my stomach and hips. My breathing continued to increase in speed, my heart pounding out of my chest as he began to slide off my panties. My feet grabbing onto the edge of the desk, I gasped as I felt his hot breath between my legs, his fingers and tongue teasing me. The world stood still as he took his time to get me right to the edge of pure ecstasy only to a halt leaving me in a terrible state.
"Kisuke!" I hollered out in protest as I propped myself up on my elbows; still blinded by the sash.
His hands grabbed my waist again this time pulling me back to the edge of the desk meeting my lips with his once more. He bit my bottom lip as if to keep me quite as he gently thrust himself inside of me. Not fully penetrating me he teased, awaiting the right moment to make me scream out in pleasure.
His hot breath to my face, "Do you want me?" he said in a hushed tone.
I moaned out, "Yes please!" begging to be humbled by the deep penetration that I so craved.
My arms and legs wrapped around him as he picked me up off of the desk and slid himself all the way inside of me. I let out a small gasp as his mouth passionately attacked my neck and we fell into his bed. I had been with a fair amount of men but no one could ever satisfy and exhilarate me the way that Kisuke did. He moved in and out of me slowly, my mind at a constant battle of pleasure and torment, feeling his breath on my face still smelling of wine and orange dripping from his mouth. It was as if he studied every movement, every touch, every moan to make sure that our time together the most memorable intimate experience that I would ever come to know. We rolled around until we became tangled in the sheets for what seemed like and pleasant eternity. Losing and finding each other in the dark, we shared laughter over the sound of our sweaty bodies and the fumbling of our hands. Almost selfish in his need to please me over and over again we looked to make this the most memorable night of our lives. Intent on making sure that there was no doubts of our love for each other to tide us through the long lonely nights ahead. Set to burn the image that nothing could possibly compare to the love that we had for each other in the instance that we found ourselves in the arms of another. In those amazing moments, I couldn't help but think that it was truly a love to stand the test of time. Both exhausted but enjoying every moment in each other’s embrace, we tried to hold on as long as possible. His pace sped up as I gave in once more to the ultimate wave of pleasure that captured my body all the way to my curling toes, sending my thighs trembling once more. Not wanting to miss the look on his face I pulled off the sash to watch my lover take in the wave of emotion that engulfed his senses as I felt his warmth released inside of me. His body once so strong now suddenly weak; trembled against mine as I brushed his blonde hair from his face and caressed his back and shoulders. He smiled as he gasped for air, pressing his trembling lips to mine for a gentle kiss then began to softly kiss my nose, forehead, cheeks and chin.
Finally catching his breath he begged, "Promise me!" he paused to look upon my naked body laying with his.
"Promise you what?" I questioned.
He looked upon my face with such softness and ease, “No matter what happens while you're gone, you will always find a way back to my arms…back to this love that we share! Even you can't deny it now"
I wiped the sweat from his brow, “I promise! You have my heart Kisuke...forever!"
Unable to hold himself up any longer, he rolled off of me as I curled up against him. Like pieces of a puzzle I fit perfectly into his side, like we were somehow made specifically for each other. The sheets strategically draped over our now exhausted bodies, we held each other tightly fighting the doomed battle to stay awake.
"I love you" I said to him as if it was the last.
I felt a large gulp move down his throat as he kissed my forehead once more, “I love you too!" He said back.
His chest lightly shuttered as his hand moved to his head, I looked up to see him quickly wipe away the tears that graced his strong face. Daunted by the task of letting each other go, we laid there as I casually kissed his chest that now tasted of a cocktail of our sweet sweat and wine now seeping from his pours. I waited but my tears never came; only a light laughter came to me as I heard Kiskue begin to snore. Closing my eyes, I snuggled down into him.
"We will be together one day" I whispered out as I allowed myself to fall asleep in his arms.
Here I was waiting to get up from his arms, possibly for the last time as he slept next to me. Still drunk off of the passionate expression of our love for each other I watched him sleep. Why was I holding on? How did this come so fast? We knew that this day was coming, I told myself as I stared at his perfection. This was way too hard, I thought as I took in the smell of his skin on mine. The daylight peeked in from the cracks in his door, shattering my soul as they beckoned me to call me to a fate that I no longer wanted. I felt his fingertips brush across my skin as I snaked my way out of his arms and emerged from his bed.
I reached for my new uniform, desperately not wanting to wake him I quickly got dressed. This one more like Yourichi's uniform, I slid on my skin tight white tights that stopped just bellow my knee then pulled on a sort of strapless white bra top that covered down to my waist, only to cover it with a low plunging black top that haltered around my neck and tightly covered through my hips cutting off at mid thigh. I wrapped the sash that my love had given to me around my waist, not caring if there were any objections due to uniformity. I strapped on my back mount and slid both of my zanpakutos in their sheaths that now crossed my exposed back. He stirred as I leaned on his desk to slide the black tabi shoes. I wrapped the white training robe around me baring the seal of the Royal Guard on the back just below the slits that allowed easy access to my zanpakutos. I battled in my mind what would easiest to do in this situation, wake him and tell him I love him once more or just let him sleep; holding on to the sweet memories of last night as a parting gift. Figuring that it would much too difficult to actually say word goodbye to him and not wanting to see his normally calm eyes turn chaotic as they screamed for me to stay, I settled on leaving him a note. There was so much that I had wanted to say but I just could not find the right words. I wanted to pour my heart and soul onto those pages but my hand refused to write what my heart felt. Finally I gave in to the symphony of scattered emotions that swam in my head and put them down into the paper.
“I’m so sorry for not waking you but I never want to see you unhappy, I thought that you would want the same for me. Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream. We should have known that we would just bring each other heartache! Time will only tell if we will meet in each other’s arms again, until then I will see you in my dreams-Love Saya."
Content with the outcome, but not as eloquent as I had preferred, I laid it next to him and kissed the top of his forehead only to disappear as he began to reached for me.
Terrified that he would wake up angry with me for how I had left, I pushed my limits to get to the senkaimon as fast as possible. Running through the fog like a ghost in the night.
“Thank you for listening to me this time Saya” Yelled Captain Hikifune as I approached the others.
Returning an uncomfortable smile, I looked to see who else had been chosen as Captain Ukitake reached out to hug me. "I'm very proud of you Saya-Chan! I hope that you had a good night?!”
I somberly smiled, “I will never forget it, Thank you Tiacho!” I said back.
I somberly smiled, “I will never forget it, Thank you Tiacho!” I said back.
The sensation of someone brush against my arm set every hair on end accompanied with an all too familiar voice. “Hello my dear. Looks like we are going to be working rather close again”
I looked to see Koga at my side, “You were chosen?” I questioned him.
A wicked smile covered his face as he peered at me through his half-closed eyes. "Is that so hard to believe? It seems that my training with Aizen has paid off”
I scoffed at his comment as I moved to create space between us, “Lucky me!” I added as I pulled my hood up to cover my face.
"OH come now my Hime, I figured that we can take this time to work things out. Since there will be no more distractions!”
Spired on by his undeniable confidence, a trait that I despised of his, my fist balled in anger wanting nothing more than to rip out his throat. My lips began to part, ready to react, but was quickly cut off by the announcement of our departure.
“Recruits ready?” Hikifune called out, “Let us make our way!”
So overwhelmed by irritation my mind completely became void of anything but tearing into Koga on the field once training started. Nervously we bowed to the captains that stood in front of us then proceeded to walk toward the portal. The anxiety from earlier pulsed through my body as I saw Kisuke line up next to Yourichi with anguish written across his blood shot eyes. I could see her verbally reprimanding him under her breath for being late as he stood there; not listening to one word that she said. His face showed his struggle to keep it together as he searching for my spiritual pressure, finally fixating his eyes on me as I walked past him. Almost comforted I wanted nothing more than to yell out I love you once more but held it in as I continued through the opening.
Kisukes POV:
For once I didn’t awake in fear of her leaving though we knew it was an inevitable part of our journey was to lay down our hearts, to let each other go once more. As she left my arms and exited my office with little emotion, I knew that the only way for us to survive was to make sure that she carried my love with her. I had to make sure that she couldn’t just dismiss that our lives were tangled together and reassure her that we would again arrive back together as if our lives were connected through time and space. I was now left worried about her safety without me by her side. I knew that she was strong but with put in the face of an unknown enemy, I wouldn’t feel safe in my own shoes much less sending my beloved into such a scenario.
My mind thought of nothing but how I could show her my love and protect her as Yourichi debriefed me on the chain of events that she had put in place before me that would lead me to the spot that I had promised Saya I would obtain. A plan that would allow me to freely do the work that I my mind craved and that I whole-heartily knew would bring strength back to the Soul Society. As I rambled on about my newest findings on how to release ones spiritual pressure inhibitor so that during battle one would be able to do this at will instead of waiting on the approval; I was dumbfounded with the simple understanding of what I had to do. I could give that ability to her I thought to myself as I suddenly paused.
“That’s it!” I said aloud with excitement.
Yourichi’s face now confused, “What’s it? You didn’t even finish your sentence!” She barked at me, annoyed with process of my train of thought.
I turned to face her with excitement, “I have my first test subject” I factually stated with a smile.
Her face changed with concern, knowing what I was suggesting, “No, she won’t allow you to! You don’t even know if it will work. How will you monitor her?”
I huffed, “Then what do you suggest that I do to keep her safe? The Hogyoku is not ready and I can’t let her leave without a failsafe.” I walked up and stood in front of her with conviction in my eyes, “I can’t let her go without something…what if she doesn’t know. Besides, it won’t hurt her! It can only help.”
She slowly shook her head as she paced the my office, “Do you even hear yourself?” she demanded, “You are asking to perform an experiment on the woman that you love and from the looks of it… without her permission or knowledge if you have it your way.”
I snapped at her; done with her lack of support. "It's not an experiment, it's a procedure and besides, it's all that I have! You and I both know all that she will be subjected to there after reading those horrific reports on these so called Arrancars."
"I know that nothing that I say will change your mind. Just remember that you are doing her an injustice by not believing in her abilities!" She walked toward the door; just stopping outside with a half cocked smile and a sigh of defeat, "Do what you want, but I will not support you if and when she finds out!"
I nodded as she continued out of the room, dead set on making in a night to remember and sending Saya away with a silent gift that could save her and make certain that she would come back to me safe.
Taking every measure and angle I put together the perfect night, something that she couldn't forget filled with romance, a childlike playfulness and the reminder that our love was sustainable even through this. As our bodies became one with an excited tenderness and exhilarating passion; I found myself wanting to hold on with an irrational fear of her pain to come. Terrible images plagued my head and lightning struck my chest as I slept there with her in my arms; finally waking me from the horrific visions that my mind came up with upon her release as if a warning sign in my mind of things to come.
Quickly I worked on her exhausted body to disconnect the inhibitor placed through a spiritual connection; marked by the mark of the Snowdrop flower above her left breast. The reiatsu poured from her as I sat back amazed by the pure power shrouded by the brilliant blue light that silently shot from her perfect body; engulfing my room for a brief second. My eyes fixated on my soft lover as her body stirred under the seconds of the initial release; a brilliant flash of light that eased my soul as I felt the power that she now possessed at a seconds notice. Pleasantly surprised by the power that radiated from her in those bright seconds, my nervousness now faded as I laid back down at her side. Holding my breath as I moved in once more to taste her lips and feel her skin before closing my eyes to fight back the horrific images that plagued me prior.
"Come back to me" I whispered out as I tucked her into my side; awaiting the soft glow of her sapphire eyes in the morning light and the last moments that I would hear her angelic voice ring in my ears for an unknown amount of time.
A loneliness woke me as I reached for my lost love; surprised yet not, to see her gone. Only to be greeted by a letter left to take the place of her soft smile and sparkling eyes. As I read through the brief reminder of her love and devotion for me, I couldn't help to acknowledge the words that she struggled to find. Something that I felt in strokes of her writing that called out everything that she couldn't put down. I sat up abruptly then launched to my feet, grabbing my clothes that still laid scattered on the floor. Finally snagging my clogs and fleeing out the door towards the senkaimon to at least see her once more.
Upon arrival next to my captain, I searched the clocked bodies that walked like sheeted ghosts toward the portal to a new world, to a new life. Somewhat distracted as Yourichi's voice scolding me in the background, I finally honed in on Saya's spiritual pressure; now slightly different from before. As she glided by my shoulders dropped in relief that the procedure had taken and the knowledge that she would be that much more prepared for the journey that was before her.
The portal now closed, I looked back to my captain blankly, "I'm sorry. Where you saying something?" I said to her.
Her eyes squinting at me, "You are insufferable!" she yelled out, "I will deal with you back at the barracks!" she added under her breath then turned abruptly to leave.
Looking back at the giant frame that bridged the worlds, I forced a smile coupled with a deep breath. Releasing it with my fears out to the world, I then turned to head back to my divisions barracks; awaiting the true torture that Yourichi had planned for me and my insolence.
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