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Mine	By : puutiti Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1484 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach or it's characters. They belong to Tite Kubo. I do not make any profit out of this. This is for enjoyment only. The OMC charachters Kuwahara Takao and Kuchiki Hidehiro are my creations. I let them just play in this field

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Takao´s whole world had finally crumbled to a simple existing. His heart had finally broken for the simple action of those beautiful lips kissing him in front of everyone. He had seen the reactions; Renji was stunned as was Byakuya. The human teen had scowled and left the table leaving Takao in the hands of his husband. To Takao it seemed that the human was somewhat angry which confused Takao. But what he had felt was that the man he was married to had spoken those words of possession and declaring him once again as his property. The man who he had once loved for years had changed into someone who he no longer knew. His husband had always been kind, loving and understanding, even when he had been whoring around to get the meal for the day. The noble had promised to love him despite everything. Was this really love?
After the incident at lunch Hidehiro had dragged him back to their room. Once again cleaning him and then taking him. The touches were no longer gentle; they had not been since Teruhiko had taken him by force. It was still quite obvious that the fault was laying on him. Hidehiro had once more left him alone in the darkness of their bedroom to work. Takao had no more tiers to cry.
Settling on the futon with aching muscles he began to think. He was unhappy about his situation. There was nothing much he could do to save his marriage. Right now he could only lie silently and take what was given. He sighed. He was glad that few things were in their right order. He was happy for Renji. Byakuya was a good lover to his friend and Takao´s greatest wish was that they would stay that way. Byakuya had his moments of jealousy, but after that one time when he had almost taken Renji´s life the stoic man had seemed to realize that was not all right and he had changed his ways. So Renji was in good hands. It was enough for Takao. All he had ever wanted was that his friends would have a bright future.
Slowly the rose from the bed and cleaned himself. He re-clothed himself and walked to a closet. Inside he took what he needed. His decision was made. He was going to break a promise for a friend but the pain he was in was too much to handle. The rejection of love was simply too much. After packing a small bag he opened the fusuma and slowly walked out of the room. The servants were not going to stop him. To them he was a dirty whore from Rugon that needed to be elsewhere. None of them would alert Hidehiro, and probably the man would not really care.
Slowly he walked towards the gates that would take him outside Seireitei. He did not belong here anymore and he never had. He took the path towards Inuzuri and did not look back.
Hidehiro walked tiredly towards his bedroom. He was truly very tired. He had finally finished his time-consuming work with the archives and now he only wanted to go to sleep with his beloved Takao. The man was probably still in bed where he had left him and was now reading one of those stupid books from that idiot human. Somehow he could understand Takao´s need to find a way of communication, but the man could talk for Kami´s sake. It was rather ridiculous to start learning some hand signals, but nevertheless he had begun to learn them for Takao´s sake. He opened the door and saw it empty. He put some light on the room and noticed how tidy the room was. Takao was a man of order so he must have cleaned after their session, but it stroked odd that the man was nowhere to be seen. He was usually in their bedroom at this hour of the night. The closet was ajar and Hidehiro opened it a little more. The yukata Takao had worn previously were folded nicely on the shelve and the more plain clothes the man owned for Inuzuri were gone. The realization hid hard. Takao had left him once again. This time it was to be him who brought him back.
The cottage had not changed in the past months. It was cold and damp but no-one had been inside since he had last been here. He put the fire on and for the first time he relaxed since the incident of Teruhiko and Hichigo. He would sense if someone with a small amount of reiatsu would try to pass the door. Rest of the people in Inuzuri usually kept their distance. There was a small hope still living inside him that Hidehiro would see to his actions and come and bring him back, but if it were going to be with force he had a plan for that as well. Time would tell for the course of actions.
Hidehiro shunpoed to the cottage. He had not dared to go and tell Byakuya and Renji about Takao leaving. He knew for a fact that it was either Senbonsakura or Zabimaru that would rip him into pieces. He was no match for a battle against them. He would loose in an instance. This was all his fault and he needed to fix it. The sun would rise soon and he wanted to welcome the day with Takao in his arms. He walked to the door and opened it. He was certain that Takao would feel his approach. Slowly stepping inside and saw his spouse sitting in front of the fire. For the first time Hidehiro took a real notice on his husbands shape. The brown hair was now longer, reaching on the small man´s neck. His frame was thin and looked delicate enough to break. The mans´s skin was pink from all the cleaning. Takao lifted his eyes to look at Hide. The look on the man´s face was dull. It hit Hidehiro like a ton of bricks. The once mischievous eyes were now plain and had no spark on them, this man was broken. The man shifted and started to talk making a signal with his hand keeping Hidehiro quiet, not that it would matter.
"Imma not coming back no more when yer like that. You can go and find someone ya wanna push around like ya have done. Imma married ya coz ya was different then. Ya still blame me fer everything. Ya kept thinking I wanted that man ta fuck me like that. He was my customer long time ago. Imma broken goods now. Can´t hear yer voice anymore and yer don´t even wanta learn ta talk ta me. Ye don´t love me anymore. So let me free and take someone who ya can play with ta way ya like."
Hidehiro shook his head; suddenly he felt his heart torn. Had he really reduced the spirit of his beloved into this? For so long he had hoped for a second chance with this man and now he had ruined it. He kneeled before Takao and sobbed.
"Don´t cry. Imma not gonna stand it. Go back to yer books and leave me alone. Don´t come back until ya can say what ya want. Yer tiers don´t mean shit ta me no more. "
Takao pushed Hide away and tried to stand up. The noble was still taller and stronger and refused to leave. He grabbed the writs of the small man pulled him to a tight embrace. For a moment Takao was frozen to his spot until he tried to wiggle his way out of the arms holding him. Hands took the sides of his head and kept him on his place lifting the eyes to look at the man above.
"I know that I have hurt you, but I cannot let you go. I love you too much. I promise I will completely learn to talk with you in that silly way of yours but I refuse to let go of you. And no matter how much and long you will try I will never let you go. We are bound to each other. You vowed yourself to me. And I vowed myself to you. Please give me time and we can be together again. I love you."
Takao saw the lips moving, making some words out of it just by the forming of the lips. There was a promise and underlined threat in it. No matter what he would do or where he would go he would belong to Hidehiro. There was hope and the hint of betrayal.
Soft lips touched his with the hint of lust. Takao knew that there was no way to save him from this. He was too deep in this game. He saw hands move and forming words for him to understand.
I love you and until death us apart you are mine.

Takao wanted to cry again. But he still had no tiers to shed. He was tired to the bone and he wanted nothing more than to go to bed and sleep. But he knew that sleep would not come so he stepped outside from his small safe heaven and walked outside to the riverbank. It was evening and the sun would go back behind the horizon in a short moment. Takao pondered what he had learned when Hidehiro had visited him, begging him to come home. It had been a surprise that the man had bothered to learn some of his new language. Hidehiro had proclaimed that Takao would never have the escape from him. He had also said that their marriage had been a dream come true that they were destined to be together. But Takao knew better. Even the years in their past when their love was gentler and Hidehiro had used him for his pleasure they had had an understanding and general boundaries. Somehow they had disappeared. Before Hidehiro had given him freedom to do what he had needed to do to survive. Takao was not happy what he had done in the past, but that was what it was, his past. Now after they had been wed and the humiliating incident with that violent cousin had resulted a new hatred between them. Hidehiro had changed and Takao did not really know where this emotion had sparked from. No matter how much Hide had been standing in front of him and proclaiming his undying love and devotion to Takao, but the brown haired man knew that there were no more of going back to the way things were before. Takao needed time to think and as a miracle Hidehiro had given him that. The tall dark haired man had left Takao on his own device after the man had proclaimed that he would return in fortnight. This would give Takao the time and small freedom to think upon his course of action. Though to Hidehiro it really did not matter. Takao would return home in few weeks and they would then continue as they were. To Byakuya and Renji Hide would tell that Takao would simply be resting in Inuzuri and having a small vacation. This was a lie but Takao was quite certain that Hidehiro did not want his cousin to know the real state of their relationship. The man was still a bit afraid of those two men who had bankai.
Takao was sitting outside of his small house where he had lived since his youth. The place was beautiful even thought it was in one of the most poorest places in Soul Society. This was his home and he did not feel welcomed to the Kuchiki house. The reason for him staying there had been Hidehiro and Renji. Most of the Kuchikis did not like him because of his behavior and background. As strange it was they did not look Renji that way. Takao knew that he was not an easy person to live with. Even thought he had become deaf he still had a bad temper with people who confused him.
So now when things had gone sour with his spouse the only thing Takao was worried about was Renji. Byakuya was a good man in general and currently the relationship between the highest ranking officers of the sixth division was blossoming. But Takao was worried if that would continue as such. Byakuya had the tendency of being over jealous and the minute the young teen from the real world would come and visit Rukia. The stoic man would tense. Takao had felt the spikes of strong reaitsu every time Ichigo had visited. Takao felt also very sad for the human. It had been very obvious how much the human and its hollow loved Renji. The love had been both violent and gentle, but lately if had shifted. Takao had felt different signals from the young man´s reaitsu but because of his lack to actually analyze them deeper he had no knowledge what the young man wanted. All Takao wished that the man would find his own happiness whom ever the person might be. Takao knew that Ichigo was a caring and loving person and the young man had apologized from him several times during their conversations. And Takao being the man he was he had forgiven. It had not really been Ichigo but the hollow inside and because of the teen he had been able to escape.
Takao sighed again. For the next two weeks he should find a way to get back to where he now belonged. There were not much of other opportunities or choices than that. He was still married to the archivist of the Kuchiki and for what he had understood the prospect of divorce was now unheard of. He had requested that previously from Byakuya and the man had simply refused. And now it was no option. It would be humiliating for Hidehiro. There was still the chance that Hidehiro had really realized how wrong he had been and would now think upon his actions. It would take some self reaching but Takao really hoped that his lover would do that. And there was still the hint of betrayal. There was the chance that Hide was only saying those things to just get him back to the Kuchiki Hall. Takao´s heart ached. He wanted nothing more than to enveloped in strong arms and be held in safety. But where would he find safety and love again? Would Hidehiro really be back the way he used to be and come back and hold him while watching the sun to set like they used to do so many years ago. Takao missed those moments.
Takao shivered from the cold. He watched the sun fall behind the horizon and he hoped that he would be able to hear the sounds of late night. Suddenly he tensed when pair of arms circled around his waist and he felt a warm body against him enveloping him with warmness. Someone with a calm and loving presence was holding him protecting him from the cold world. He smelled like fresh apples.

Renji was pissed. Takao having a fucking vacation? He was so not going to buy it but Byakuya had silenced him and told him that if Takao did not arrive back safely with in two weeks then they would do something about it. Even Byakuya was aware that things were not currently alright with his cousin and Renji´s friend but they could not afford to doubt Hidehiro´s words. Renji was not happy about what was going on but he was distracted when he felt hands removing his shihakusho. Byakuya was obviously going to try to get his attention and as much as he was worried about Takao the distraction was working. Byakuya removed his clothing and attacked him kissing his lips hungrily. Renji knew that there were options on this and he obeyed the demanding hands and lips and fell on the futon. In the morning when Byakuya was sated then Renji could bring back the topic of their family members.
Byakuya smiled inside. He was happy that he had managed to remove Renji´s aggressive thoughts from the current situation between Takao and Hidehiro and Byakuya needed the same distraction. They would spend then night making love and other exercises. No pain would be needed to inflict as there were no reason to. Renji was actually very obedient and the matter of Ichigo seemed to have disappeared. Byakuya had no need to punish unless it had something to do with unsigned reports but that was done at the squad. In their home Renji had been surprisingly obedient and Byakuya was very happy about that. Renji had his fire and it burned Byakuya witch usually led into horizontal tango. Very much like the current situation. With a burning fire on his eyes Byakuya went for a feast called Renji.

First the arms held him tighter, soon releasing him and Takao could feel them turning him around. He did decide to keep his eyes closed in case he would not see the face he wanted so desperately to see. A hand cupped his chin and lifted his face upwards and he could feel lips touching his own. A shadow in spiritual power that had been tightly held back to hide the persona´s identity was lifted and now Takao could just feel who was kissing him. He felt strangely happy and he finally opened his green eyes to look at the blue one´s. Dark raven hair flew around the man´s face as he looked back at the smaller man in his arms. Once more the raven head kissed the lips and released the man. He signaled that he wanted to speak. This time there were no spoken words and the hands formed the speech.
I am sorry. I could not stay there and let you roam here alone. I miss you. I miss what we used to share. I miss your smile and your laughter. I miss your high spirit. I miss everything about you. I could not stay home because it is no home without you. I know I gave you time, but I have the need to explain. You made me realize what the most important thing in my life is and it is you. Without you I am nothing. Please, let us talk and make it all right.
Takao stared at the hands and then he stared at the man in front of him. Hidehiro knew how to speak to him. It made Takao´s heart flutter and the small spark of hope was increasing it´s strength. He only nodded and beckoned Hide to follow him inside the house. They seated in front of the fire and once more Hidehiro lifted his hands to speak.
I know that I have been a complete idiot and rude to you. I have been violent and my mind has been clouded with sickening thoughts. It is because I am so very afraid. Since the moment you disappeared I have feared that one day you would be found dead and I could no longer be with you. I have been afraid of these matters since I met you all those years ago. I have been afraid that one of those men you slept with would eventually hurt you and you would cease to exist. Then Teruhiko came, took you away and hurt you. I was so angry, not to you but to myself. I was unable to protect you like I promised and I took my anger and jealousy in you. I hurt you, both emotionally and physically. I tried to cleanse you, but it was me who's needed to be cleansed from those thoughts. I know that it was not your fault what Teruhiko did and I should have never blamed you for it. I know I have no right to beg for forgiveness but I want you to know how very sorry I am for what has occurred between us. I want us to be together. Since the day my cousin told me that you are still here my heart had been pounding faster for the idea that we can finally be together. I love you Takao and I hope that you can see that I am sincerely sorry and I want us to repair the damage together and finally be happy.
Hidehiro laid his hands on his lap and waited. Takao only nodded and silently stared at the flames of the fire. For several minutes neither moved nor spoke. The smaller man lifted his gaze and looked back at his spouse.
"Yer right. I shoulda not forgive ya, but Imma know cannot be without ya. Love you. Yer ma life too ye know. But ya hurt me. Really bad too. Ya made me made me feel like a dirty whore that I am. But I get hoping ya would come back ta me and take me home. If ya not come on yer own I would come but not love ya no more. Ya promised me once that ya gonna do things by our rules. Imma expecting from now on ya doing it. I wanta ya promise it. Imma wanta be with ya and make our family, the two of us. Ya promise ya respect me too."
Takao faintly smiled and he felt that there might be a chance to be happy again. Hidehiro would have to show him that he meant every word. The raven haired man smiled back and leaned towards his spouse. Their lips touched and for the first time in weeks the kiss was gentle and loving. They touched each other gently but refrained from going any further. Hidehiro slowly rose up and pulled Takao with him. It was finally time to go home and rebuild their life. They stopped the fire and packed Takao´s items and slowly walked back to Seireitei. The whole time on their walk they talked. Hidehiro using his hands and Takao using spoken words. Takao felt happy as this was the way they were supposed to be but he was afraid. What if this all was only a dream and he would wake up and find himself on his cold moldy cottage. He pinched himself but he did not wake up. This was no dream.
They returned to Kuchiki Hall in the middle of the night. The staff had already been retired for the day and they tried to move around the mansion quietly. It felt like they were teenagers snooping around in the house trying not to wake up the parents. They walked slowly towards their quarters of the house but suddenly they were interrupted. The so called "parents" were awake and the tiptoeing pair were caught by none else that the blade of Zabimaru.
"The fuck were ya? Ya think I´m taking the bull ya being on vacation? I saw your skin the other day! I´m gonna feed the blade on your hubby´s ass if I´m not going to get any answers and don´t think you can expect Byakuya for help. Now start talking. I´m pissed!"
"Renji calm down. I am certain that they have a valid excuse. Now come back and we will talk about this in the morning. There is no need to point Zabimaru towards my cousin at this point. If you still feel like that in the morning I am sure that Senbonzakura would join in. Now Hidehiro and Takao, I advise you to go and rest. We will talk in the morning if there is any need to. I can clearly see that the two of you still have matters to settle. And I will to my best to calm Renji. And I mean now Renji!"
The read head looked at Hidehiro with a murdering glance but silently sealed Zabimaru and walked towards Byakuya. The Head of the Kuchiki looked coldly at his cousin and suddenly grabbed Renji by the hair making the man kneel next to him clearly indicating that the red heads behavior had been undesired and there would be repercussions. The cold stare towards Hidehiro had meant that the younger Kuchiki would see the petals of Senbonzakura if there were any faulty markings on Takao in the morning. Hidehiro shivered. He had never seen his cousin this angry and neither the red head. Takao smirked on his sleeve. Hide should be on his best behavior then.
When they finally entered to their bedchamber they were tired and simply lay next to each other. Takao was fast asleep and Hide kept stoking the brown hair. He smiled and congratulated himself. He had managed to succeed in his mission. Takao was back where he belonged right there in his arms. He lifted his hand in front of his face and signed the words that made him happy.
He is mine, forever he will be mine.
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