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Power Play	By : UsagiAre Category: Bleach > Yaoi - Male/Male > Renji/Ichigo Views: 2389 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Wow, holy crap. I found this in my documents. I had started it a couple years ago, and I had completely forgotten about it until now. So I finished it! And I am posting it here for all your enjoyment. I think I did an okay job with this one XD
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When did I become the little devil on your shoulder? The little voice in your ear that told you to give in to your baser instincts and let that precious control slip through your fingers...
I didn't understand when you came to see me that first night. When you woke me up in the middle of the night, standing out there on my doorstep, soaked from the rain and looked at me with the darkest, most solemn eyes I'd ever seen.
You asked me if you could come in, and I said of course you could and dragged you inside. Because you're an idiot, and just because you think you're tough doesn't mean you should be standing out in the freezing rain. I told you that, but you didn't reply, you just looked at me with those same dark, dark brooding eyes and I had no idea what to do. So I turned away and muttered something about grabbing you a towel and moved down the hallway, away from you, away from those eyes.
I checked the time while I was gone, returning to you with a scowl, asking you why you thought it was a good idea to come visiting at 4 o'clock in the morning. You just shrugged at me, and damn but I wanted to punch you. But I saved that impulse for later, handing you a towel and crossing my arms. I couldn't help but yawn as I watched you dry yourself off, I'd had a long day, and I was tired.
But there was something about the slow deliberation of your movements, the way you were holding yourself and it made me wary.
“Ichigo, what are you doin' here?” I asked, hiding the little hitch in my breath when you trained those dark eyes on me again.
“I didn't know who else I could go to.” You answered after a moment, and the seriousness of your tone made me nervous.
“Go to for what? What d'ya need from me?” I asked. Because you were my friend, and because I cared.
“I need you to...” You paused, turning those eyes away and letting me breath. “I don't even know... I don't know what I need...”
You sighed and dried your hair, tugging off your damp shihakusho and shivering a little as the air touched your skin. I offered you a robe, but you said it was too big for you anyway and refused.
“Ichigo, I don't know what you're talkin' about.” I said finally, looking at your face. “Why did you come here?”
“Because...” You stood up, not looking me in the eye and you stepped forward, “You can take my power away from me...”
“What?” I didn't understand what you were talking about. “What power? Why would I take it from you?”
You had gotten so close to me and I hadn't even noticed, you put your hands on my shoulders and held onto me insistently.
“You can handle me, you can take me.” you said, looking at me with pleading eyes, begging me to understand, to see into your soul.
It took me a few moments, but I got it. And it's a good thing I did because I knew you were never going to be able to find the words to explain. I'm not even sure how your vague words managed to reach me, to make me understand. Maybe I just know you too well. Maybe somewhere in my heart I was expecting this. Maybe.
You clung to me and I nodded a bit. “Yeah, I can handle ya.” I murmured roughly.
You gasped and sighed in relief, holding onto the front of my yukata for dear life and shaking a little.
It made sense now, what you needed from me. After everything that had happened to you.
One of the most powerful beings in Soul Society, a single person divided between the living and the dead. You were constantly overflowing with energy, with raw power that the masses only wished they could tap into. You were strong, stronger then me, stronger then the shinigami captains, stronger then all of us. Even Aizen couldn't stand up to you, no one stood on equal ground.
You held back, always, you had to. You didn't want to think of what would happen if you let yourself loose with one of your human friends, your family, or even with Rukia. They would undoubtedly be hurt, and might even die if you let go, even for a moment.
You needed someone who could be standing right beside you when your control snapped, who could stick with you and hold strong.
I'm a tough son-of-a-bitch, and I take a lot of abuse. So of course you thought of me.
You can't keep yourself bottled up forever, even you can figure that much out. And you'd rather it was on your terms, with someone you trust can handle it. I pulled you closer to me, and I wrapped my arms around your shoulders.
“Let go for me, Ichigo....” I murmured, feeling you tense and gasp against my chest.
“Help me...” You whispered, tugging at my yukata again and pressing up against my neck. “Make me...”
I pulled you back and up against my lips, knowing what you wanted, sensing the need simmering under the surface of your skin. You needed me to take it all, to crush your control and take all of you into me, you needed me to feel all of you, every part. Just so that you had someone that could.
I pushed you back against the nearest wall, ravaging your mouth, stealing control away, taking dominion over you. And you were letting me, you wanted this so bad I could taste it on your tongue, the desperation, the need to just let go. I dragged your body against mine, pulling us both into my bedroom and throwing you onto my bed, watching you look up at me with grateful eyes as I climbed on top of you and kissed you again. You tasted like sin, with a slightly metallic tang of desperation, and I couldn't seem to get enough.
But you had to know, that for all my domineering, for all my pushing you down and ravaging your neck with teeth and tongue, for all of my growling and whispered promises, you always had the reigns. You always had the option to take over if you wanted, if you felt like you needed to. You had to know that I would've given you anything, everything. Like a dog on a leash I would have followed your every whim. But you didn't do that, you wouldn't. So I tugged on your belt and worked your hakama down your thighs with shaky, urgent movements while my mouth tasted you everywhere I could reach. Ah, the sounds you made, how hard you tried to hold back while at the same time trying so hard not to.
By the time you were completely naked under me my teeth were scraping over your hip, my lips sucking, and you had no doubt as to where my mouth was leading. How you'd gotten so hard in such a short time I don't know, but I was in the same condition and went I took the head of your cock into my mouth I was moaning like a bitch and my mouth was watering.
You stared down at me, your eyes almost disbelieving, but you caught on pretty quick as your fingers tangled in my braid and tugged. It made me moan, and take you in deeper, it made me feel like a dog again, being guided by its master's hands to where it needed to go. I worked you hard and fast, not giving you time to think or doubt or hold yourself back, sucking hard and swallowing you deep, my tongue dancing over the hot silky flesh and my teeth grazing.
When you came, I felt it. That first surge, the heat and the cold and then the backlash. Your reiatsu released, the lash of it cutting into my cheek, blood dripping over your thighs as I pulled back, lips stained with cum and saliva. When I looked up at your face it was like blinding light, a blazing sun that I couldn't pull my eyes away from. Your reiatsu was swirling around you in dark and light flashes of energy, I could feel it weighing down on my back, such unbelievable pressure.
I could see you looking at me with concern in your eyes, worried that I wouldn't be able to handle it after all. But I smiled up at you, grinning as usual to show you that it was alright. The look of relief in your eyes was a welcome sight.
It took a lot of effort on my part to crawl my way back up your body, to make the movement look natural when really I felt strained. It was unbelievably heavy, so much power weighing down on my back. And for a moment I thought that I'd lied to you, that I couldn't take it after all, that I was going to be crushed under that weight and leave you alone. But then I looked at your face, into your eyes and I found in myself a resolve that I hadn't known existed. I would have done anything to keep that hopefulness in your eyes. You, who gave hope to all of us, and saved none for yourself, if I could give you that I was not going to let anything take that away from us.
I kissed you again, slow and deep, wanting the taste of you inside me permanently.
“Close your eyes, Ichigo.” I whispered into your ear, loving the shiver you gave as my lips brushed your skin. “I'll make you forget everything.”
I don't know how long we went at it, but I do remember that the pressure went away after awhile, or maybe I just got used to it... I don't know. It was easier once you were relaxed, once you believed that you weren't going to hurt me. You let me take your body in any way my greedy perverted mind could think of and you asked for more.
There was never a more beautiful sight then you when you finally let go, when you gave in to the rush and just reacted instinctively, moving under my hands, my body pressing against you relentlessly, the slapping of our joined bodies and your moans and whimpers to accompany it all. Gorgeous.
When you finally couldn't take any more, when we were both exhausted, you clung to my chest and whispered 'thank you' over and over until you were too tired to speak any more. Your smiling sleepy face in that moment was the most precious thing in the world to me, and it was the last thing I saw before I fell asleep.
Lately you come to me more and more. Though you don't always have to come to me first, I know that I pursue you just as much as you do me. But lately its more often, and I know that you're struggling with your control. I wish that I could just hold you to me all the time and keep all the bad things away. But I know that I can't, that's not how life works. But I'll still do my best to show you that you can be just as touched, enjoyed, wanted, and loved as everyone else.
I'll be the little devil on your shoulder, encouraging you to just let go. As long as I'm here, you'll never have to feel like you have to take care of everything. I'll take care of you. Always. Possibly the best thing I have ever done in my life is meet you, and the best thing to ever happen to me was that first time you walked up to my door in the rain.
Thank you for trusting me then, like you do now.
I love you, Ichigo.
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So? How was it? XD The later parts of it are added in after, so I apologize if they have a different flow to them, I tried to keep it the same. Anywho, thanks for reading!
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